Chapter 92
Chapter 92
"Xiaoya thinks that Your Majesty is a born emperor." My expression can't be called alienated or respectful, it can only be described as calm.
She smiled meaningfully, without emotion in fact.
"Even if you praise me, you won't be rewarded."
I didn't answer, just stared at her.
"In Xiaoya's heart, what kind of person is this gentleman?" She squinted her eyes and looked at me, unable to see the expression in her eyes clearly.
I smiled and said coldly: "Calm, wise, and decisive."
In fact, what I want to say is insidious, black-bellied, and cruel.But even so, she is still the most suitable woman to be an emperor.Zhao Jin is not inferior to any man, even in the world where I was originally, in the long history, there are many men who have been infinitely brilliant.
She stood up and stared at me from top to bottom, until I broke out in a cold sweat.After a while, she turned around, walked a few steps towards the door, and stood with her hands behind her back, leaving me with a bright yellow back: "Xiaoya, I don't know if I have said that you are very similar to someone, especially picture."
I was a little dazed, but I didn't interrupt her.Her voice was a little deep, lacking the innate majesty, and adding an indescribable sadness.
"That man, just like you, looks very calm. He seems to be able to stay calm no matter what happens, turning every danger into good luck, but he is definitely afraid of a lot. I used to catch the mouse deliberately to scare him. Hiding it in his sleeve, he had a fever that night." She seemed to be lost in memory, and she completely forgot her status as emperor, and directly called "I".I remember that it was only used when she deliberately tried it when she met me for the first time.
"He is as smart as you. No matter what little tricks I play in front of him, he will always know. But he is also very confused. I remember that you are very helpless about directions, and he is about food. He never I can't learn to cook, I've always done it, always have." She continued, her tone inexplicably gentle.
I suddenly felt that I had heard something extraordinary. It turned out that such a powerful king of a country, Zhao Jin, would also cook for one person every day.
She didn't look back, and continued: "He is just like you, he rarely gets angry, and he is peaceful to everyone, whether it is someone who has hurt him, bullied him, or has been kind to him, he will not be stingy with his smile. Only to me, he often showed a helpless, even angry, sad expression. It was long after he left that I realized that he cared more about me than I imagined, so he treated me differently from others. "
"He suffered a lot, but he worked harder than anyone else. He practiced martial arts because his writing was not easy. I always saw him covered in bruises when he was a beginner. He often went out for various reasons. When I asked him why , he said, 'I regard every war as a new life, I just hope to speed up the end of the war and save more people from suffering disasters.'... He is invincible."
I don't know what to say, but I already know it in my heart.She was talking about Zhao Xi, so she couldn't be wrong.
"Xiaoya, he said that everyone should be equal, there is no oppression, no dictatorship, and no private sales. His thoughts are very similar to yours." Her tone was full of almost substantive emotions. Grief, hands trembling slightly.I stared at her back, sighed, and said in a barely audible voice, "You...love him very much."
Her body trembled for a bit, then she turned around, her red phoenix eyes were already flushed, but she was still smiling stubbornly: "Of course I love him, he is my brother."
I shook my head and stared at her, as if I wanted to see through her: "No, it's not just that."
She widened her eyes, clenched her fists, the smile on her lips was a little stiff, and her tone was dangerous, as if something wrong with what I said was going to swallow me alive: "Oh? It's not just that? Then according to what you can see, what else is there?" ?”
"Although you don't want to admit it, you love him just like that. You regard him as your brother, as your lover, as your parent, and as your friend. He is your destiny, the only one you had in your lonely childhood, is Deep down in your heart, you are the only one who accepts...you love him more than anything..." I couldn't continue because she suddenly rushed over and grabbed my neck with such force that I couldn't fight back force.
Her eyes were red, and her smile had disappeared. She pinched me, pushed me against the bed, and growled: "Shut up, shut up! What do you know, you're just a stand-in, just a stand-in...you don't have anything I know, you don't know anything!"
It was so painful that I could hardly breathe, my face was getting swollen, and my mind was almost blank. When I held her hand, I could clearly feel her trembling. The heavy sadness made her almost collapse.
"...Jin...Jin'er..." I squeezed out these words almost with all my strength, but she suddenly stopped and let go of my neck.I gasped for breath immediately, the blood on my face returned slowly, recovering from her daze.She straddled me, pressing on my legs.The pain in my lower body was extremely strong, but I had no time to take care of it.
I followed my breath, observed her expression all the time, and then said: "Jin'er, is that what he called you? You don't admit that you love him deeply because you don't want to face his disappearance. You will do it for His hands are stained with blood, and he will give up everything for him. He said he likes a peaceful and prosperous world, so you are unified to fulfill his wish, right?"
She was in a daze, as if immersed in profound memories, unable to come back.
Just when I thought she might not have heard and was about to repeat, she nodded absently.
I sighed, and said in a soft voice: "I know you didn't use me as a substitute. He is irreplaceable in your mind. Zhao Jin, I don't blame you for using me or deceiving me. I just want you to be like me, recognize yourself, your feelings, what you should do, and the way you should walk. I said you are a born emperor, this is not a compliment, and there is no hypocrisy. I think so , I said this. I think he thinks so too, otherwise, he protects you and cares about you so much, no matter how good the conditions offered by the former emperor, he would not be willing to let you live in the palace.
No matter what he thinks of you, you should know that for him, you are also the only one, and no one can replace you. "
She looked down at me, her eyes were still red, but she couldn't shed tears.The real pain penetrates deep into the bone marrow, sending people into a desperate situation with no way out.
But this is like a phoenix rising to nirvana, the unreasonable pain can give her a pair of wings that are stronger and more dazzling than anyone else, and only then can she fly nine days.
She lost her uniqueness, but gained her uniqueness again.Zhao Xi got eternal life in her heart.
"Xiaoya, you are a little different from him." She suddenly raised her hand to stroke my face, and the corners of her lips smiled again, which made me a little dazed.
"You see more thoroughly than him. You understand my heart. He has never, never understood."
"No, he understands." I stared at her and paused every word: "He has never been in love with a woman, this is proof." This is proof.Zhao Xi is such a perfect person, there are women who like him everywhere, but there is no one in his eyes. I have never seen him, and I have even heard of him very rarely, but I just know it. Zhao Jin's uniqueness is the same as when I faced Zuo Ziling, unique.
Her hands were frozen like this, and there was no expression on her face.There is no sorrow, no joy, as if everything has returned to emptiness and there is nothing left.
There was a long silence, and I didn't dare to let go of staring at her face for a moment, afraid that she would suddenly collapse if she couldn't accept it, but she didn't.
She looked at me and smiled.She said: "Xiaoya, you called me by my name, this is a crime you committed, and you will die."
I couldn't speak for a while, and stared at her blankly.She suddenly leaned down, put her lips close to my ear, and said softly: "Xiaoya, I have always liked you, why don't you just stay by my side, how about it?"
I was so frightened by her sudden face change that my whole body tensed up, and I couldn't reply at all. At this moment, the door was kicked open with a "bang", and I immediately caught a glimpse of the fiery red.He jumped over like the wind, picked up Zhao Jin, didn't dare to fall, put her on the ground, immediately pulled me up and hugged me in his arms, and said to Zhao Jin in a frightening tone: "You promised me, Give him freedom, why did you come to him again? Still suppressing him?" The childlike tone brought me back to my senses, I wanted to struggle, after all, Zhao Jin was here.But he was very strong, he directly hugged me horizontally, let me sit on his lap, and put my face against his neck.Somewhere the pain eased a lot, I seemed to be very dependent on this embrace, and in the end I obediently nestled in his arms, blushing.
Zhao Jin seemed to be back to normal, her tone was domineering and as always undeserved, I could imagine her smile: "Zi Ling, you are getting more and more annoying, you don't even talk about grabbing my concubine, but you still make out in front of me."
My face turned red immediately, I didn't dare to raise my head, I just wrapped my arms around his waist and pressed against him.
His voice is nice, but in fact, it's very elegant: "What's wrong with the intimacy?" As he said this, he suddenly raised his hand and lifted my chin.I didn't know that when I was shocked, my slightly parted lips seemed to be inviting kisses.His lips immediately covered, deeply and naturally sucking.My body was weak, and I responded indiscriminately, completely forgetting that there was a black-bellied audience next to me.
After the kiss, I was a little dizzy, leaning against him softly, squinting like a fox.Zhao Jin narrowed his eyes with a smile, and I immediately understood.She knows Zuo Ziling better than I do, and knows that he is easily jealous, so she said that on purpose.
She seemed to be sad, and spread her hands and said: "Hey, what a nice person, it's a pity that I can't eat it...Zi Ling take your time, you must take good care of my concubine."
"You're farther away!" Zuo Ziling's disgusted tone was particularly cute.
While complaining that Zuo Ziling valued sex over friends, Zhao Jin turned around and was about to go out, when he was about to praise the threshold, he suddenly turned around and said: "Xiaoya, when I play chess, I break first and then stand."
I was slightly stunned, she laughed and went out, the laughter faded away and I slowly recovered, the corners of my lips curled into a slight smile, and I stopped talking.
Zuo Ziling was very displeased with our interaction, but he was afraid of hurting me, so he held my lips like a prank, and said vaguely: "Mo, you promised me to marry me."
I laughed at his naivety in my heart, but my hands kept moving, I wrapped my arms around his neck, and kissed him deeply.He immediately forgot the displeasure just now, and kissed me very attentively.
My lover is stupid and lazy. He doesn't like to think about complicated things. He treats anyone he loves with all his heart. You can make him angry, but as long as you are willing to tease him, he can smile brightly.My lover is also very smart, his smartness can always surprise and sink people inadvertently, and he is willing to sink in the mud.
"Cough!" There was a sudden cough, and I recovered from the dizziness. There was still something stirring in my mouth, and I was a little embarrassed.But Zuo Ziling still continued this deep kiss.
I gasped for breath, not daring to look directly at the person who came in.I don't know who it is, but why didn't Zhao Jin close the door when she went out...
"Good boy, you're quick to strike." The familiar voice was gentle and steady, and I immediately raised my head and said joyfully, "Sister Qingfeng..." Seeing the person next to her in a blink of an eye, I immediately stammered: "Xiao, Xiaoxiang..."
The expressions of the two people on the opposite side could be said to be completely opposite. Qingfeng's face was full of satisfaction and joy when he saw Treasure, with blessings in his eyes.Xiao Xiang looked like she was struck by lightning, her mouth was slightly opened and she stood there in a daze.
Qingfeng leaned over excitedly, and whispered: "Have you done it? Did you do what I said? How do you feel?"
My face was flushed, and I suddenly felt very awkward, and the place where I was in contact with him was hot.
"I did it last night. You taught me very well, very comfortable, thank you." Zuo Ziling is an honest and good boy.I immediately wished I could find a hole to get into.Although it is Qingfeng, she is still embarrassed...
"Little... Brother Xiaoya...you..." Xiao Xiang was in disbelief, her words were trembling.
I stretched out my hand and said, "Xiaoxiang, listen to my explanation..."
"Brother Xiaoya! Isn't Brother Xiaoluo the one you like?"
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How to kiss shouldn't the focus of your attention be "Xiao Ya, why do you like men"?
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