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Chapter 74

Luo Tanshen left the country in a hurry, and when he returned, he was dazed and dazed, with all kinds of thoughts stuck in his chest, dragging his heart into the abyss.

He still didn't understand why Ming Shusheng treated his own son like that.

Did Shan Yufei know the truth?

I suddenly felt that I shouldn't just leave like this.

But people like Ming Jingchen, not to mention juniors like him and He Yuelin, even if Luo Yuncheng and the two heads of the He family are invited, they may not be able to gain the upper hand.

In that villa, Ming Jingchen didn't let him get in touch with Shan Yufei, he really had no choice but to compromise for the time being.

But now thinking of Shan Yufei, regret wells up in his heart.

Shan Yufei is so smart, he must have guessed the whole story.

How heavy a blow is this?

He closed his eyes, pressing his palms to his eyelids.

Even a bystander like him finds it hard to accept.

My family's 20 years of suffering are all due to my own mother, who has to harvest her own organs, but saves another child - such a thing is tantamount to a stab in Shan Yufei's heart.

He remembered that when he was very young, He Xiangzi's ignorance cast a great shadow on him.

Just his mother's ignorance made him sad and depressed.What Shan Yufei faced was 20 years of torture from his mother.

Tortured to the end, even life will be taken.

He sighed heavily, and suddenly felt someone touch his shoulder.

"It's about to land." He Yuelin followed him for a day and a night, with bloodshot eyes, "I want to confirm something with you."

"Huh?" He rubbed his eyebrows and wanted to thank him, but he only said, "What's the matter?"

He Yuelin asked calmly: "Are you still willing to marry me this time?"

Luo Tan's deep pupils lighted slightly.

"I won't force you, no one will force you. Just follow your own ideas." He Yuelin smiled, "But I still think that we are the best choice for each other. If we fail to go with you in the end Together, I would be very sorry."

Luo Tan took a deep breath, "Give me some time."

"Well." He Yuelin said: "To be honest, I'm not in the most rational state after witnessing such a thing, let alone you. Go back and have a good rest, think it through thoroughly, and let's talk again. The two elders I'll explain myself, don't worry about it."

Luo Tan listened intermittently, nodded, "Yes."

He Yuelin looked at his side face, and suddenly said: "Xiao Shen, if there is something that makes you feel heavy and drags your steps, then it must not be worth carrying it on your shoulders."

Luo Tan opened his mouth deeply, as if asking himself, "Really?"

"At least I won't." He Yuelin said, "And you and I are the same kind of people."

Knowing that Shan Yufei was safe and sound, Shan Shanhai was not relieved, and kept saying, "But they won't let our family go. Xiao Luo, have you really seen Xiao Fei?"

Facing Shan Shanhai again, Luo Tanshen couldn't bear it.

He couldn't tell Shan Shanhai the truth, firstly, he didn't understand many things clearly, and secondly, he really couldn't say it.

Ming Jingchen promised to send Shan Yufei back soon, and then Shan Yufei would give the old man an explanation.

Now that Ming Shusheng is under the control of Ming Jingchen, no one will go to the Shan family to make trouble again.After seeking Shan Shanhai's own opinion, he asked Lin Xiuhan to send the old man back to the motorcycle manufacturer's area, and repeatedly assured, "Grandpa, you can go home with peace of mind, and Xiaofei will be back soon."

After Shan Shanhai left, he stood there in a daze for a long time, unable to live in peace, and finally called Lin Xiuhan back and sent Shan Shanhai back in person.

On the way, Shan Shanhai looked out the window in a daze, wondering what he was thinking.

Luo Tanshen wanted to answer him several times, but he didn't open his mouth because he was also in a state of confusion.

When he got home, Shan Shanhai saw that the clothes hanging out were blown to the ground, and he staggered to pick them up.

"Grandpa, sit down, I'll come." Luo Tanshen hurried forward and picked up the clothes.

The clothes looked familiar, and they were the T-shirts that Shan Yufei often wore.

With trembling hands, Shan Shanhai took the T-shirt and said softly, "It's dirty, it's dirty just after washing."

Luo Tanshen had never done housework before, so he had no choice but to comfort him: "Xiaofei is dirty and comes back to wash it again. Grandpa, you believe me, he is safe now, but he won't be able to come back for the time being."

Shan Shanhai didn't say anything, his loose eyelids covered the deathly silence in his eyes.

Luo Tanshen was about to help the old man into the house when he suddenly saw the stove and stone slabs in the corner of the balcony.

Six months ago, Shan Yufei made an exquisite phoenix sugar figurine on that stone slab.

The golden phoenix was very similar to the one in his memory.

"Grandpa." He couldn't help asking, "Can you be a sugar figure?"

Shan Shanhai followed his line of sight and saw the stove slate, "That's Xiaofei's."

"You won't?" He was a little surprised.

"I'm an old worker, and I've been dealing with engine parts all my life. How can I be a sugar man?"

"That little Fei..."

"He." A flash of nostalgia flashed in Shan Shanhai's eyes, "He has learned from the veteran craftsmen in the park."

Luo Tan deeply remembered Shan Yufei's understated answer at the beginning, and his eyebrows were half wrinkled, "Which park?"

"The biggest one is called Xun. What are you looking for?"

"Xunshan Park?"

"Yes, yes, Xunshan Park." Probably thinking of his grandson's childhood, Shan Shanhai relaxed a little, "When he was a little bit old, he brought back a sugar figurine from outside. He liked it so much that he couldn't bear to eat it. I drew it. Afterwards, Compassionate...that is, his father fell ill and wanted to throw away the sugar figurine, but he tried his best to protect it. But later, the sugar figurine still shattered."

When mentioning the sugar man, Luo Tanshen inevitably thought of the golden phoenix—the phoenix given to the crying little boy at first, and the phoenix Shan Yufei made for himself later.

Phoenix...

In an instant, the nerve felt like it had been pricked by a needle, and it hurt sharply.He wanted to recall the appearance of the little boy, but his memory was already blurred.

"That sugar man..." He heard his heart beating faster and faster, "What kind of sugar man?"

"It's a phoenix." Shan Shanhai separated his hands, compared the size, and sighed: "I remember it very clearly, because it was the first day of the Lunar New Year. Ci Xin was fine at lunch, and said that he would take Xiaofei to the garden in the afternoon, but it turned out Something happened when we went out. Xiao Fei came back alone in Tianhei, holding a phoenix sugar figurine in his hand, which he said was a gift from a kind brother."

Luo Tanshen clenched his right hand into a fist and pressed his mouth and nose.

The blood that was flowing smoothly became uneasy, churning, whistling, and the heart pumped waves of surprise into the blood vessels, expanding the uneasiness again and again.

"Do you still remember which year was the Spring Festival?" He heard himself ask.

Shan Shanhai thought for a long time, put his hands by his side, "I don't remember, Xiao Fei was only so small back then."

Luo Tan deeply suppressed the shock in his heart, but his fingers were numb involuntarily.

"By the way, Xiaofei made one a while ago and put it on his window. Have you seen it?" Shan Shanhai said.

He nodded blankly.

"It's similar to that." Shan Shanhai sighed, "He took the painted phoenix and went to the park to find a sugar figurine master. He wanted to learn from him. I went with him. He is only a few years old, and no one is willing to teach him. .”

"And then?" Luo Tan asked mechanically.

"Later, an old master, after seeing the painting, said that the phoenix was made by himself. Since he can copy the phoenix and sincerely wants to learn it, then teach him." Shan Shanhai spoke very slowly, stopping from time to time, " Xiao Fei is very smart, but too young and his hands are unsteady. The master taught him from the most basic, and he insisted on learning Phoenix from the very beginning, and he was trained many times."

Luo Tanshen almost saw the young Shan Yufei leaning over the desk, struggling to draw a line.

"I'm old, and I can't remember many things clearly." Shan Shanhai touched the T-shirt in his hand, and said with emotion: "Little Fei is very unfortunate to be born in a family like ours, but occasionally, he can meet noble people and give him a gift. His sugar man's child counts as one."

Shan Shanhai looked at Luo Tanshen, and said, "Xiao Luo, you are also one. I will replace him, thank you."

Luo Tanshen panicked, and walked to Shan Yufei's room.

What happened in this small space, one by one, one by one, is completely vivid in my mind.

On the day when he met Zhou Jinchuan again, there was a car accident. Shan Yufei, who had always been indifferent, took him home, gave him a warm water bottle, and handed him the clean shirt;

He came again uninvited, the weather was very cold and he was shivering, Shan Yufei brought him hot water and pinched his toes in the water;

They snuggled together on the bed without an electric blanket, and Shan Yufei patiently fulfilled all his requests...

In the past, he didn't know where Shan Yufei's gentleness with almost no bottom line came from.I couldn't figure it out anyway, so I attributed it to myself being too attractive.

Now, everything has an answer.

The answer confused him, made him panic.

Standing up from the chair, the desk drawer hooked the corner of his clothes again.

I suddenly remembered that when I came here for the first time, I saw a book in the drawer through the gap.Shan Yufei pushed the door open and entered, closing the drawer.Later, when he opened the drawer and looked again, the book was no longer in the drawer.

Now, will the book be in the drawer?

He pulled the handle of the drawer and slowly opened the drawer.

Inside is the book that I saw at the beginning.

He bit his lower lip lightly, picked up the book, and after a short hesitation, opened it from the bottom.

The "rustling" sound of the pages was drowned out by the chirping of cicadas outside the window. Suddenly, the pages stopped flying—a photo stopped them.

Luo Tan deeply pinched the corner of the photo, rolling his Adam's apple up and down.

The man in the photo was wearing the commemorative hat of Harajo University's celebration, and he was in high spirits.The basketball court behind him added a bit of youthful vitality to the man.The man didn't look at the camera, but the camera captured all the light in the man's eyes.

The trembling of the fingertips was conveyed to the photo, Luo Tan deeply looked at himself four years ago, his liver and gallbladder trembled.

He never thought that Shan Yufei's unforgettable gentleness had such a deep origin, let alone that a sugar man would become Shan Yufei's obsession.

This gentleness is too heavy, and the coldness is as thin as his, almost unbearable.

A voice echoed in my ears——

"Xiao Shen, if there is something that makes you feel heavy and drags your steps, then it must not be worth carrying it on your shoulders."

"At least I won't. And you and I are the same kind of people."

After a long silence, he put the photos and books back in the drawer, and fled from the Shan family.