He said he was a god

19 Help is confessed!

Ah Xiu also lay down and asked, "Joe, how old are you?"

Joe raised his eyebrows, "24, what's wrong?"

Ah Xiu looked at the starry sky, feeling a little dazed.Although he feels that he can't understand and see through many things, sometimes he can grasp the key.

"The last time Xiuwen asked you if you liked Shen He, do you remember?"

He thought, maybe the crux is here?

Joe nodded, "Yes."

"Xiuwen also asked me...whether I like Lu Sheng."

"I said Lu Sheng is my younger brother, so I naturally like it."

"Then, Lu Sheng seemed to get angry..."

"But I don't understand why. Do you think I misunderstood something?"

He turned his head and looked at Joe.

Joe was silent for a while, and said, "...It's not that you misunderstood, but he misunderstood."

Ah Xiu was puzzled, "What do you mean?"

"There are many kinds of likes, do you understand that?" Joe sighed.

Ahxiu was at a loss, he didn't even know what he liked, how could he know its type.

"Maybe it's because you two don't like the same thing, that's why it's like this."

"Then what kind of love does he want?"

Joe was silent for a while again, "...if I guess correctly, it's me and Shen He." Along the way, Lu Sheng had noticed every detail of Ah Xiu, so at that time, They will not believe that the two are just pure brothers.

After all, Ah Xiu is smart, at this moment his eyes are bright in the darkness, "But is there any difference between my liking for him and your liking for Shen He?"

The young man's clear voice echoed in the darkness, as if sliding along the Populus euphratica leaves to the green pool, then rose from the green pool to the sky and became a cloud, and then spread to all corners of the world, all over the world, and landed in every corner of the world. A corner, clear and transparent, he said, "If I understand correctly, liking should be liking."

Joe snorted, he wanted to refute, how could it be so simple!

……

But in the end, he still fell into thinking from the perspective of Ah Xiu——

"...What you said may be right. No matter what kind of liking it is, it is a sweet word between two people. There is no boundary distinction between liking, only the difference of size."

When you like someone deeply enough, it has actually surpassed all boundaries, not just friends, not just relatives, not just lovers, but a unique soul mate in this world.At that time, you are no longer one person meeting another person in the world, but one heart meeting another heart.It seems that there are only the two of you left in the whole world. Quietly, you can hear his breathing, and you can hear the love language of his heart.So you are limited to what you can do and what you can't do, what you should give and what you shouldn't give, your eyes, your ears, your heart, every cell in your body is filled with him, and you longing for him.

And in the end, the highest need from the depths of the soul guides the two of you to walk together and finally become one.

Joe thought, and suddenly understood a lot.

"I think I may understand... If you like someone very much, then you will forget whether he is human or ghost, male or female, good or bad, ugly or beautiful. You only have him in your eyes, the original one He. And Lu Sheng...he will be sad, maybe it's not because the two of you don't like each other..."

Ah Xiu asked, "Why is that?"

Joe hesitated and said, "...but because your liking is not that deep."

Ah Xiu's whole body seemed to be hit, and he was speechless.

He lay in the darkness, let the darkness soak his body, and did not resist.

……

In front of his eyes, there seemed to be Lu Sheng's neither sad nor happy expression - "Axiu, you don't believe me, do you?"

He thought he understood a little bit.

Lu Sheng was right.

He likes Lu Sheng far less than Lu Sheng likes him.

He didn't trust Lu Sheng as deeply as Lu Sheng trusted him.

When he denies the existence of Lu Sheng over and over again, and stubbornly pursues the phantom of Ah Xi, will Lu Sheng be sad and feel pain in his heart?

But I didn't feel any guilt at all, I was just angry at his sudden harsh language and sharp eyes.

but never thought about it,

Why would Lu Sheng do this.

It turned out that I was the culprit...

……

But even that kind of self, the self who denied his existence over and over again, the self who fought against him over and over again, the self who would only worry about Ah Xi and forget about him, the self who would only drag him down, the self who was so naive and didn’t understand anything of myself.

He embraced them all.

Lu Sheng obviously has his own sadness, but he uses his remaining tenderness and light to protect himself.

The words he had said kept replaying in his mind.

【"From now on, you will have the same surname as me." He gave himself his surname. 】

【"A name is just a code name. Only when a special person calls out the name, the name will give meaning. So you don't have to care about the address, you should care about those who care about calling you." In fact, Lu Born a long time ago was the one who cared about him.But he kept Lu Sheng's soul out of the door, and only dragged the body of Ah Xi into his heart. 】

【"You are Ah Xie's elder brother, Ah Xiu. To Ah Xie, you are a very good elder brother, isn't that enough?" He took the initiative to talk about the existence he didn't want to mention for himself. 】

Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng...

Ah Xiu read silently, but tears suddenly started to fall again.

At that moment, he suddenly wanted to see Lu Sheng so much,

Tell him, tell that man,

He will like him.

In the future, I will like him even more.

……

Lu Sheng was dragged by Chang Qiu to his tent, where there was a painting on the table.

Chang Qiu pulled him to the table with a very serious expression on his face.

"I have something to tell you. It's just that I can't confirm my guess... If what I think is true, please call your companions over then!"

Lu Sheng also became serious and nodded.

Chang Qiu spread out the painting on the table, it turned out to be a star map.

"The profession of bard sounds very idle, but in fact it is often the most demanding and the most demanding. Astronomy, geography, literature, history, singing, music, tactics, and formations are all-knowing. After coming to this ancient village, I followed my own I am used to drawing many starry night pictures one after another, but look," Lu Sheng looked in the direction Chang Qiu pointed, "did you find it?"

"The positions of these stars have not changed at all!"

With a bang, Lu Sheng felt a bomb exploded in his head, blasting away those complicated thoughts, allowing those clear thoughts to float up.

Chang Qiu shook his head, with an unstoppable sadness on his face, "No two nights of starry nights will be exactly the same, but after so many days, these stars have not changed at all, what is it like? The sky here seems to be fixed. live, or an oil painting casually hung by the Creator..."

Lu Sheng looked at those star maps silently, wondering what he was thinking.

"After discovering this, I carefully recalled some abnormalities that might have been overlooked. Did you notice it? The sun is very bright here."

Lu Sheng nodded.In this world where garbage is everywhere, suspended matter is everywhere in the air, clouds are always thick and dark, and sunlight is always thin, the thin clouds and sunlight here are indeed quite abnormal.

"Do you still remember the peculiar smell of the villagers?" Chang Qiu reminded him again.

Lu Sheng recalled it carefully, and suddenly his mind moved, "You mean...?"

The sadness on Chang Qiu's face became more and more intense, "That's... the smell of blood. They wear those clothes to cover up the smell of blood." He paused, "It's just... finally let me know The evidence for that conclusion is the Populus euphratica forest in the desert."

Lu Sheng's heart moved, he raised his eyes, and looked straight at Chang Qiu.

"Do you remember what month it is?"

"...late October."

Chang Qiu nodded, "The Populus euphratica forest is not evergreen all the year round...it will gradually turn yellow in autumn, and it will become golden in late autumn, which is a bit more dazzling than the sandy soil. But look at the Populus euphratica forest in the village. The lake is as green as green, where is there a little yellow?" He continued, "Although I was born in an empire, I traveled to the West in my early years. Their understanding of time and space is more thorough, and I was inspired to learn a lot From the current scene, I am afraid that this place is separated from the time and space of the normal world."

Lu Sheng listened carefully, and couldn't help asking: "Separation of time and space?"

"Scientific terms are like this. But according to ordinary people, it may be more accurate to say that it is an illusion... But all this is just my guess, and I can't be very sure..."

Lu Sheng suddenly thought of something, "You know there will be a party in seven days, right?"

Chang Qiu nodded.

Lu Sheng smiled slightly, "At that time, let's see what tricks they are playing."

When Ah Xiu returned to the tent, he saw Da Zhu standing outside.Dazhu is an original villager in the village, and he came to serve them because of the appointment of the village head.It is not accurate to say that it is serving, it should be said that it is taking care of.

Da Zhu was still dressed tightly in the darkness, covering the skin on his body.When he saw Ah Xiu came back, he smiled innocently, "Brother Ah Xiu, are you back?"

Ah Xiu nodded, and patted Da Zhu on the shoulder, "What are you doing standing here?"

"Hey, it's nothing." He scratched the back of his head with a silly look on his face, "Then what...there will be a party in our village in seven days, will you come?"

It turned out that he was asking about this... Ahxiu nodded.

Da Zhu smiled so much that his mouth was about to open. He didn't know whether it was Ah Xiu's eyes or what, but he always felt that Da Zhu seemed to be blushing in the night, "Ah, little brother Ah Xiu," he stuttered.

Da Zhu didn't dare to look directly at Ah Xiu, he was shy, wondering what he was thinking. "Well... what do you think of our village?..." Dazhu's voice was as soft as a mosquito after speaking.

Ah Xiu was quite amused, he didn't expect the bear-like Da Zhu to be so shy.

He nodded, "There is sunshine, water, and meat. You are also very kind to us. This village is much better than outside."

Da Zhu's eyes sparkled, "Really? If you really think so, would you... would you... stay?"

stay?Ash really didn't think about it.What about Lu Sheng, what would Lu Sheng think?

Da Zhu gently twisted his huge body, if he had a handkerchief in his hand, he looked like a shy young lady. "...After hiding for so many days, I can't hide anymore!" He suddenly approached Ah Xiu, which shocked Ah Xiu greatly.

"Brother Ahxiu, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you! I hope you can stay and live with me, and I will love you!" The air roared across the mountains and rivers, and went straight up to the sky, shaking the sand on the ground.