paradox

Chapter 27 Chapter 3

Heidou: I feel very depressed, but my dad thinks that I am unfilial and makes me watch videos and articles every day. Does this have anything to do with me?If I'm not filial, how can I be afraid of bothering them?I never talked back and quarreled, but today I said a few words loudly to the class teacher and they began to think that I was not filial again.

Heidou: I have a good time with a classmate, and they say I'm crazy, but she obviously wants to make me happy, and she also urges me to study, what kind of crazy is this?Obviously I don't want to learn it myself.

Heidou: My dad told me to endure, what can I not bear?I have been wronged a lot, but have I complained to them?

Heidou: Just this time, I couldn't bear it any longer, and raised a few words with the teacher in charge, it was still that kind of spineless Lion's Roar, and they took me home.

Tong Xin: .... Are you at home now?

Heidou: I came back from leave, let me think about it before going back.

Tong Xin: Why don't you talk to your parents and see a psychiatrist in the hospital?If you don’t want them to accompany you, you can also ask your friends to accompany you there, and it’s fine when I come back from winter vacation.

Heidou: I didn't have any friends in high school, and my junior high school classmates were not in the same class.

Tong Xin: Our situation is similar. I also came here in the same way. After a long time, I will gradually have friends.I only go home once every six months, so I don't know exactly what your current situation is.

Hei Dou: He asked me to transfer to another class. After the transfer, I didn’t even know anyone.

Tong Xin: When did he let you transfer?

Heidou: Just now, he transferred me to another class because the girl I had a good time with in this class was Lily.The head teacher told him that it was a big deal.

Tong Xin:...I'll go

Black Bean: They are too much!

Tong Xin: No, I just came up with this feeling. I just wanted to persuade my rebellious sister to ignore my studies. Do you want to laugh at me to death?

Black Bean: That's the truth, can't gays have friends?

Tong Xin: How did your head teacher know about this?As for that sexual orientation thing...

Heidou: Maybe her mother said it. She is a day student, and her mother often goes to school to watch her secretly.

Heidou: When her mother saw that we were having a good time, she told the head teacher to transfer us who were at the same table.

Tong Xin: I feel sorry for this little girl.

Heidou: Our dad said he was afraid that I would be useless.

Tong Xin: What does my dad mean because he is afraid that you will be with her?Obsolete?It is also quite euphemistic.

Black Bean: Hey!He said that if I became dependent on her, I would be useless.But I played better with her in this class.

Tong Xin: Tsk tsk tsk, then let him arrange a few more friends for you, he is so powerful.

Black Bean: ...Didn't I send you some photos of the medical certificate before?It's hers.Her mother thought she was sick, so she took her to the hospital for an examination, and it turned out that she was depressed.

Tong Xin: emmm..."sick"?

After some mental struggles, I got up from the bed. It was a long time since I dreamed about Tong Ying. At that time, she was in high school and I hadn’t graduated from college. Mine is an exam-oriented composition, with clear soup and little water.Fortunately, that period of time has passed, and Tong Ying has successfully entered the university, and has been admitted to the major she likes. Counting the days, she should graduate this year.

He seemed to have adapted to this situation, and dialed Xiaomo's number without hesitation after finding the phone.At this point in time, she should be on her way to work, right?

While waiting for the phone call, I checked the time. It was seven o'clock, and Xiao Mo usually arrived at the company early. According to her, the early bird catches the worm.

It seemed that I was sleepy, and I would think about it whenever I had time. I shook my head, trying to wake myself up, and at this time Xiaomo also connected the phone.

"Tongtong, it's rare to call me so early~" Xiaomo's voice was very light, and it seemed that he was in a good mood today. There was light music and the sound of car horns on the opposite side, and he was indeed on the road.

"Tongtong?" Seeing that I didn't answer, she asked again.

I took a deep breath, "I miss you." No matter how much I thought about it, I just spit out a few words.

"I miss you too." I could hear her chuckle. "Are you coming to see me, or am I going to see you?"

"Of course I went to look for you, you are so busy now!" I said firmly.

"I can spare time after six o'clock in the evening, can you come over? I heard from Sister Qin that you have to go on a business trip today, why don't you go to see you?" Xiaomo's voice softened, always giving me a feeling of peace of mind .

I completely forgot about this. Although April is not as busy as May, there are still some jobs that should be there. I beg Sister Qin to give me [-]% leave, so I can only change the target.

I silently drew up a plan in my heart, "It's okay, I'll ask Sister Qin if I can change people, and this business trip is not for any big event. Just send me the meeting place when the time comes, and I will definitely be there in the evening."

"Then you have to work hard. Based on Sister Qin's experience in our company, I have never seen such a thing as a fake approval." Xiaomo chuckled.

"At this time, I was discouraged..." I couldn't laugh or cry.

"Well, don't tease you, I'm going to work, don't forget to be on time tonight."

I smiled idiotically, it's not bad to have the courage to confess because of an inexplicable dream.

I stretched and lay back on the bed again, and I will see Xiaomo soon.

How could it be so simple!Now I'm standing in Teacher Xu's office and asking for leave with a shameless face. Teacher Xu doesn't talk much in the first place, so he can only answer with silence in the face of my offensive.

"Do you really have no time to go?" Teacher Xu asked again. Women in white professional suits are all good-looking, and Teacher Xu is no exception. She has the best relationship with Sister Qin, but her personality is very different.

Sister Qin is pungent, we can only talk about this word in private, Sister Qin is very flamboyant, her long hair has been permed into wavy curls, and even dyed wine red, if it wasn’t for our very serious office Work, if you change places, there will definitely be misunderstandings.

As for Teacher Xu!I have to say that I like her temperament very much, she is very clean. Two years ago, she did not work here, but was the financial director of Dengyun Company, which was once brilliant. She was lucky and resigned from her position before Dengyun went bankrupt.Also because of this, the public opinion at that time was in an uproar, thinking that Mr. Xu knew some inside information, and could not stand the test of time.

"I'm sorry, Teacher Xu! I really have something to do these few days, and I really can't go on this business trip." I repeated the answer again, "If I ask Sister Qin for leave, she will definitely kill me, Xu Teacher, can you bear it?"

"..." Teacher Xu is very embarrassed, am I being too difficult?

"It's not good for a senior to bully a junior, let alone your 'mentor'. I have nothing to do these two days, so I should be able to pass, but..."

Teacher Xu finally let go, I have already won!

"Don't worry, Mr. Xu, although I can't go on a business trip this time, I will finish the work in the office well!" I happily assured that Mr. Xu is good at everything, but his ears are too soft. Sister Qin has been protecting her before No, my colleagues didn't dare to come to her to fish, it's just that the two people's schedules have been subtly staggered in the past two days, which made me catch a loophole.

"Okay, I'll let her know first." Teacher Xu gave up the last city and picked up the phone on his desk.

Well, it's better for me to slip away first, if Sister Qin bumps into me, I'll die...

"Little guy, you've got a lot of skills! Your work performance isn't great, but you're better than me at digging walls!" The wonderful fate made me bump into Sister Qin who rushed over aggressively as soon as I went out.

"I know I'm wrong..." I shrank my neck, I should show weakness, at least I won't suffer so badly.

"Siyuan, don't bully the junior, I have something to tell you." Teacher Xu came to the rescue from inside.

Her image instantly soared in my heart. Teacher Xu is Sister Qin's Achilles' heel, and I dare not not listen to her words.I saw Sister Qin raised her fist viciously at me, put it down again, and walked into the office. After that, I will not care about it.

I frantically went back to my seat to pack up my things. The high-speed rail ticket has already been booked, so I just need to go back and change my clothes. I am happy.

"I ordered takeaway, you can go directly to my house." Xiaomo's text message, I thought it was going out for a meal, that's fine, it's just me and her.

"Mom, did you pack and mail all the things that my college classmates gave me?" Before I left, I received a text message from the courier station. After I took it back and opened it, I found out that it was a birthday present from my friends during college.I quickly called to inquire about the situation.

"I need to renovate at home. I was afraid of breaking it, so I sent it to you. Didn't you go to work today?"

"Yeah! The company has given me a holiday these two days, so I can have a good rest. How is your family?"

"It's all right, it's your younger brother, he's too skinny, even the school teachers can't control him."

"Boys! Pi Yi is good at home." Unknowingly chatting with my mother, "Where is Tong Ying? How is her graduation thesis preparation?"

"We all have our own plans, and we can only watch. We don't understand anything, and it's not easy to intervene." Mom said helplessly, "You know a lot, remember to help your sister more, and it doesn't cost much to make a phone call." thing."

"Understood, I will call. You should also pay attention to your health and go out more often."

"I know, I know, there are so many things at home, and your dad and I can't get away. It's enough for you to live well, don't worry about us."

Why not worry?I can't remember the last time I called.

It is easy to forget the time when chatting, and in the end both sides are silent, listening to the beep of the phone quietly, and then they are willing to hang up.

I rummaged through these presents, every little thing has a memory, although some of the memories are not very good, among the messy accessories, I saw the starry sky cup that Xiaomo gave me, the little Mo thief Tsundere during college , I only gave me this one, it’s still a set, and I’m not willing to use it until now.

Since we are going to meet in the evening, we might as well give it a try as a boost of courage.I took out the starry sky cup, and put the rest of the brain in the locker and locked it.

"You can see Xiaomo at night." I repeated this sentence over and over again, the corner of my mouth remained at that weird angle.

Put in instant coffee powder, then pour in boiling water, the fragrance is overflowing, and then start...

The color of the starry sky cup changed, the original gorgeous starry sky was replaced by a piece of milky white, and there were a few words, I took a closer look.

"like you"?

like me?like me!

Does Xiaomo know about this cup?But looking at the relationship at that time, why is it not the same?And Xiaomo also has a matching cup, I don't know what words are on it...

Let's wait until we meet Xiaomo to tell the truth.Now is to hurry to find clothes, time waits for no one.

The high-speed train arrived there in an hour, and I hailed a taxi, thinking that the fare would not be reimbursed, and my heart ached for a while.

When I arrived at Xiaomo's apartment, I took the elevator to choose a floor, and walked all the way to Xiaomo's door. I entered the password to open the door with ease, took off my coat and put it on the hanger, which made me feel chills.

Xiaomo hasn't come back yet, and the takeaway hasn't arrived yet. It's because I came early, it's only five o'clock, and she hasn't got off work yet.

Just now, I walked into the kitchen and found the starry sky cup. I took a guilty look around and poured boiling water. It really changed color.

"Tell you a secret" I read out word by word.

Tell you a secret, I like you.

It's very Xiaomo's style, which makes me even more uneasy. When did this feeling exist?

"Tongtong, I left work early today, and I will wait for you at home early." My train of thought was interrupted by Xiaomo's voice on the phone. Before I could answer, the door had already opened.

"I'm here..." I held my phone in one hand and the cup in the other and said in a daze, "Welcome back."

Xiao Mo's eyesight has always been good, and he saw the cup in my hand from a distance, and walked over to cover the words on it at a very fast speed, "When did you know?"

I looked down at the time and replied, "April [-]th, [-]:[-] p.m. Do you want to add the year?"

"No need." She sighed, "Go and sit over there, I'll prepare something for you to drink."

"Then what, I have something to do with you today, so let's not talk about drinking, okay?" I timidly asked for advice.

"Sure." Xiao Mo took out two cans of Coke from the refrigerator and walked to the sofa in front of me, "Tell me what you mean by that sentence first."

"...Obviously I know it, but I have to say it." I muttered softly, unwilling to explain it again.

"It's fine if you don't talk about it. Let's have a good meal today, so we can get together and relax." Xiao Mo opened the Coke and took a sip. She didn't like carbonated drinks at first, but now she has changed her habit.

"I said it's okay?" I took down the Coke in her hand and put her cold hand into mine. I felt that my voice was so gentle that it was about to burst out of water. Xiao Mo wanted to withdraw her hand, Blocked by me slightly compulsively. "Except for you, it is impossible for any change to make my situation better without affecting other people. You are my best solution, and you must be by my side."

"Go away, who wants to stay by your side, who eats and works lazy all day long and doesn't seek to make progress." Xiao Mo has already brought on the sound of crying, and Xiao Mo doesn't turn her head so that I can see her expression, and pushes me aside.

"Okay, okay, can't I get out?" If I wasn't sure about Xiaomo's feelings 2 minutes ago, I've come to a conclusion now. Fortunately, this is a proof question, no matter how the process is, there is only one result.

I curled up and rolled a few times on the sofa, far away from Xiao Mo, watching her laugh through tears at her funny actions.I changed direction and came back to her.

"I'm back again." I smiled.

"Didn't you say you were going to leave? Why did you come back?" What Xiao Mo said at this time was completely coquettish, although I enjoyed it very much.

"Besides you, I don't know where else to go?"

"Who did you learn it from? The glib tongue, is it the old men in your office?" Xiao Mo grabbed my hand and refused to let me leave.

"Sari taught me, how do those rough old men understand?" Sometimes it is a good thing to apply what you have learned.

"Hmph! Artificial intelligence can speak better than you."

I don't like to hear these words, "I admit that I am stupid and cowardly, but stupid people have stupid blessings. There are really cowardly and stupid people like me in this world."

"Did I say I liked you?"

"Did I tell you that you like me? Xiaomo, don't take your seats."

"..."

The author has something to say:

I have to prepare for the professional exams, and the three-week repertoire will be updated very slowly~~~~

2019年1月28日18:46:52

The third week will focus on talking about Tong Ying