paradox

Chapter 34

Falling asleep, fragmented memories flashed through my mind like a slide show.They explored the tomb together. For some reason, there were only five people left in the group, and the three men and women who traveled together did not participate in the action.There was no danger, the five of us walked through these rooms and corridors, and there was chaos afterwards. I tried desperately to recall more details, but the facts failed as I wished, only the sound of running water and A few footsteps.

I don’t know how long I slept, but I was woken up by the sound of conversation outside the room. I remembered that I had some lunch before going to sleep after passing the materials to Mo Han.

I staggered out of the room, the conversation became clearer, one was Xiaomo, the other?

"Xiao Mo?" I approached them and called Xiao Mo's name. The woman smiled at me as a greeting, and of course I smiled back politely.

Seeing that I woke up, Xiaomo immediately rushed to my side, "Tongtong, you're awake!"

I nodded, "Who is this?"

"She is Xiaoying's senior sister. For the sake of convenience, I invited her to our apartment directly." Xiaomo introduced with a smile, "I don't bother you since you're still sleeping."

I scratched the back of my head embarrassingly, "I made you laugh, I'll clean up first."

Jing Yan naturally agreed. After I had enough sleep, I was full of energy. I patted my face with cold water to dispel the aftereffects of sleep. In order not to keep the guests waiting for a long time, I simply packed up and went out.

"I've been waiting for a long time." I was sitting on the sofa opposite Jingyan, and Xiaomo was sitting next to me, "Xiaoying has been taken care of by you all this time, and I didn't have time to thank you. I haven't seen you until now."

"Where is it? Xiaoying is very smart, and she needs her help for some things! How can I take care of you?" When I saw Jing Yan for the first time, I couldn't tell that she was a student who had just graduated from university, and she had an aura all over her body. It is not something that people who have not entered the society can have.

"Hey! Don't be humble. I know Xiaoying's temper very well. Don't talk about helping, just don't cause trouble for you." These daily routines come and go, and the relationship between each other has also drawn a lot closer. , the rest is down to business.

"I invite you here this time because I have something to trouble you." Just as I was about to speak, I suddenly realized that Xiao Mo was still sitting beside me, and immediately stopped what I was going to say next.

Xiao Mo is so smart, he easily noticed something was wrong with me, "You guys talk first, I'll go to the room to talk to Sister Qin about the audit for the next period of time, so I won't bother you."

I used to have other friends, she always laughed when I wanted her to laugh, and complained when I should, how should I put it?I felt very comfortable talking to her, but judging by her subsequent outbursts, she should not be very comfortable.From this point of view, the tacit understanding with Xiaomo is very precious. It is not a flattery, but a habit accumulated over a long period of time.

After Xiaomo entered the room, I continued with the topic just now. After all, it was the first time I saw a psychiatrist. I always felt that in front of them, my thoughts were laid naked on the table for others to spy on. It's a bad feeling.

"Is it about your exposure to phobias?" When talking about business, Jing Yan also withdrew her desire to continue chatting, and sat upright.

"Yu Xin already told you?" Reporter Lin Da is still very reliable!

"I've only learned some superficial information from Ms. Lin, and I don't know the specifics." Jing Yan's voice is pleasant, and the smile on her face is also very gentle, which relieved my guard a lot.

"This is also what happened during my college days. Because of some misunderstandings, I started to reject physical contact from then on. It got better in the next few years, but now I didn't expect that I still haven't completely overcome it. Xiaomo, she..." I hesitated in the next words How should I say, "I want to be with Xiaomo like a normal person."

Jing Yan nodded, "It's okay, just say what you want to say now, I don't object to this kind of relationship, it's better to say that there are many such situations around me."

Her words gave me some encouragement. I always thought that as long as I overcame my fate and found the secret of the tomb, the whole drama would be over, but I never considered the realistic factors.I can't make this news public yet. Whether my parents accept it or not is one thing. If this kind of news gets out, Xiao Mo's position may be lost.She never cared about this kind of stuff, but I can't help ruining her career for my own selfish desires.

"Miss Jing, thank you." I thanked her for her understanding, "My current situation is very strange, there is no abnormality in normal contact, but once I want to kiss her or hug her, my stomach will hurt, no matter how serious it is It makes me want to vomit. But if I can't see her, it lessens."

Jing Yan listened carefully to my confession while fiddling with Xiaomo’s watch that was left on the table. It was custom-made in Shanghai. The patterns on the entire surface were carved very delicately. The tiny gears inside quickly rotated to support the function of the watch. If you listen carefully, you can hear the sound of the pointer turning.

tick tock...

"This kind of situation is really rare, but I think you can work hard to overcome it. Although the contact time is very short, I can also see that you like Miss Chu very much, don't you? Sometimes when you look at the person you like, the eyes are to cover up No way."

"Miss Chu is still waiting for you to be brave, and you will definitely be able to overcome this small obstacle to come to her. Your future will be bright under the management of the two of you. At that time, the hug between you is better than any Everyone is warm."

It sounds reasonable at first, but... "Stop, stop, Miss Jing, your words are too targeted. I don't think this is therapy, but what your psychology is best at—hypnosis."

Jing Yan shrugged, "I guessed it right, my hypnosis doesn't work for you, if possible, can you tell me when it started?"

Jing Yan's experiment made me feel fooled, and I retorted angrily, "Do all your psychiatrists treat you like this?"

"This time it's my fault. I'll apologize first, and then I'll tell you a secret as compensation!" He said he was apologetic, but there was no sign of apology on his face, and the corner of his mouth was still smiling inexplicably.

"What secret?"

"Miss Chu went out to dinner with me yesterday." She deliberately stopped to see my reaction.

This time she will be disappointed, "I know, Xiao Mo told me."

"Aren't you curious about what we talked about for nearly two hours?" Jing Yan put her face on her hands and slowly watched me get into the trap.

It's nothing more than some professional things. Xiao Mo has always been interested in various subjects, let alone meeting a big boss in psychology?

But is two hours too long?Xiao Mo sent me a message before leaving get off work, indicating that the two of them definitely did not meet after get off work.

What can we talk about now?

I'm sorry, but I obediently got into the trap, "What did you talk about?"

"Miss Chu is a smart person, do you think she can't see the abnormality on her body?" Jing Yan didn't say it clearly, but the meaning was already reached.

"Xiaomo, she knows!" I jumped up and realized that my voice was too loud, so I covered my mouth and sat down.I asked how Xiaomo would chat for so long with a person he met for the first time and had no friendship with him.

"How did you answer her?" Jing Yan's answer is related to my "personal safety"!

"There is no order or non-order. I just encourage her to pursue what she likes. Besides, liking is a matter between two people."

Jing Yan's words combined with Xiaomo's clingy behavior yesterday, cutting her nails, buying blindfolds... It turned out that she had brushed shoulders with death without knowing it.Thinking about it now, I was still afraid for a while, if I hadn't processed Mo Han's information yesterday, what would have happened!

"So when Miss Chu said you were still sleeping when I came here today, I accidentally misunderstood it. I can't see that such a gentle girl like her can keep you from getting out of bed the next day." Jing Yan is a typical spectator now. Not too much to do.

Why do I keep meeting such troublesome people?

"That's really troublesome for you," I curled my lips. "But what did you mean when you said at the beginning, your hypnosis really didn't work for me? Have we met before?"

Jing Yan rolled her eyes, "It's true that we met once, but we don't know each other, so it's normal if you can't remember."

"Then how do you remember?" I asked suspiciously, "I always feel that you know me very well."

"After all, I am the person who eats this bowl of rice, and the details in life are hard to forget. As for me knowing you, it's simply because Xiaoying often mentions you." Jing Yan played Tai Chi, and I couldn't pursue it any further.

"Then can my disease be cured?" Although I am reluctant to call this physiological reaction a disease, I really can't find any other adjectives.

"To be honest, not all the people who come to see us are sick. In most cases, there is a knot in their hearts. Our function is to listen to you. When the knot is untied, the disease will be cured without treatment." Jing Yan said Say anyone can be a psychiatrist.

"I had a roommate during college, and her girlfriend was from our class." This is my biggest knot, hidden in the deepest part, few people know, "I don't exclude them, although they often I know that in my junior year, the two started to quarrel. At that time, I was the only outsider in the dormitory. The first time I saw them arguing so fiercely was because of an interview with a senior. Ah Chang I think there was a third person before them."

I looked up at her, the specific situation is very complicated, but now it is very simple, I did not intend to tell the matter of the senior sister, I saw that she was still listening, so I continued, "I was still a little conscious of my roommate at the time. , Hurry up and try to persuade a fight before the fight starts. Shi Zhan has a bad temper, and if he is slandered for cheating, he has to find someone to show Ah Chang to cheating on. As I said before, I am the only outsider in the dormitory."

"You won't be given that by her, will you?" Jing Yan was about to eat a piece of watermelon now, ignoring her expression, I continued to talk.

"Xiao Mo broke in on the way. I didn't encounter any danger. It's just that I suffered from depression during that time, but it got better soon." I sighed, as expected, I was still too young at that time.

In fact, there is a sequel to the story. After Xiao Mo came in, he saw Shi Zhan picking up my clothes. Ah Chang was so frightened that he woke up, and hurriedly pulled his girlfriend who had lost his mind.Xiao Mo directly pushed those two people aside and protected me behind him. At that moment, I couldn't take my eyes off this person anymore.

"Who told you to touch her? Do you deserve it!" Xiao Mo was very angry that day, and wiped away the tears on my face indiscriminately, and helped me tidy up my clothes, but let his own tears fall from the corners of his eyes.

She cherished me and kissed me for the first time, but I ran into the toilet and vomited for a long time.