Offensive change: superficial love

Chapter 40

After graduating from university, there were very few lively moments like this in Yan Ju's life.

But it seems a little too lively...

Listening to the three people talking there, chattering and twittering, not only couldn't stop them, but even couldn't understand what they were talking about.

He even felt that he might not be forced to accept loneliness.

Maybe it's pure love of solitude.

Anyway, if he lived in this kind of environment every day, Yan Yu would feel exhausted just thinking about it, and his life span would be shortened in place.

He looked up and looked around with complicated emotions, and after a brief screening, he stood up decisively, picked up the dog walking leash hanging on the side, and put Brownie on it.

Brownie hadn't seen his master for a day, but he was quite obedient at the moment, sitting there obediently, letting Yan Yan play with him.

The blue eyes blinked and blinked, the little head tilted to the east and west, and the silver-gray fur looked extra soft under the afternoon sun.

What a spirited, beautiful puppy.

Yan Ju looked at Brownie with satisfaction, stretched the rope lightly, and walked towards the door with the little things.

Choose the one that sounds the best.

"Hey, Juju, you don't want your phone anymore?" Ye Jue raised his head and asked.

Yan Jie bit a cigarette, walked out without looking back, and said vaguely, "I'll see you off."

"Oh." Ye Jue continued to ask with a smile, "Are you going to pick up the takeaway?"

Yan Ju turned his face away, squinted his eyes and gave him a sideways glance: "I'm desperate for life, go commit suicide."

Ye Jue: ...

Chu Ruxu: ...

Pei Yanqiu: ...

Ye Jue jumped up immediately, ran to Yan Jue's side in two or three steps, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, twisted one of the cigarettes and put it between his fingertips: "Stop making trouble, I'll go down with you."

Chu Ruxu was also very good at playing around the wind, and immediately made amends with meekness, and the concentration of grievances between the lines faded a lot: "It's okay, don't worry about me, I can ask for a title a few days later."

After finishing speaking, they both looked at Pei Yanqiu in unison, as if they were waiting for him to make a statement.

"What are you looking at me for?" Xiao Pei frowned, with an indifferent look, "I'm right, I want to go home."

"Also, Mr. Ye, you secretly took the cigarettes just now, don't think I didn't see it."

The guilty Ye Jue hung up the video call in a hurry, and then changed the indoor slippers to outdoor slippers, while smiling at Yan Jue, who was quite unreasonable and strong: "If you don't listen, you don't say it, say it I don't even listen."

Yan Yu: ...

tired.

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Brownie was let go of the rope, and went to play with other puppies on the pet lawn in the community. Yan Jue and Ye Jue sat side by side on a bench in the distance, smoking cigarettes tacitly.

The sparks flickered, and the thin milky white smoke slowly dissipated upwards, and soon the air only had the smell of dust left by the sun burning the earth.

The two remained silent like this, neither of them opened their mouths first, until the place where their eyes could see, there was a child's laughter mixed with a few milky barks.

Ye Jue laughed abruptly.

Yan Jue turned his head to look at him, the wind blew Ye Jue's light golden bangs in front of his forehead, and the other's eyes were curved in the thin strands of hair, revealing a bit of cunning.

Yan Ju didn't hold back either, unconsciously raised the corners of his lips, and raised his eyebrows: "Say what you have to say."

"I actually don't know what to say, it's so sudden, but after thinking about it, I think it makes sense." Ye Jue moved closer to Yan Jue, tilted his body, and bumped into Yan Jue twice.

The group of people in the Ningda Forum called Ye Jue a beautiful baby for four years and a mixed-race sweetheart, which makes sense.

He always likes to do small actions like these, which are intimate and playful, lovable and full of sense of proportion.

Probably because he was born abroad as a foreign minister, Ye Jue seems to never learn to be introverted, even though his career requires him to often show a calm and trustworthy side, but after so many years, he is still full of youthful spirit.

Just by looking at him, words like "freedom", "enthusiastic" and "unfettered" can be applied to the other party in his mind.

Ye Jue's family background is on the same level as Yan Jue's. His mother is a screenwriter who holds a family trust fund, and his father is a well-known surgeon in the industry. He later changed his career to become a university professor.

I heard that the other party has a younger brother who is in elementary school, and the Chinese name coincidentally is also "玚".

Ye Jue's life has always been soaked in love, almost never experienced setbacks.

As if he had been lovingly and cared for by the God of Destiny, any pain would turn around the moment he saw the other party, and he was completely reluctant to find him.

Less than half a year after returning to China for an exchange in my senior year, I met Pei Yanqiu during the internship process. Even though I have been in love since then, it seems that the honeymoon period has not completely passed.

Although Yan Jue doesn't want to admit it, he does sometimes envy Ye Jue.

The other party has everything he desires easily.

A happy family, a passionate career, a firm choice of first love for each other, a lovable character that spreads from the bones, and the confidence and courage to pursue everything you want freely and independently.

It can be said that Ju is just envious, he is not jealous.

Having been friends with Ye Jue for so many years, the other party can be regarded as someone who treats him well in the whole world.

Even when Yan Ziyou was still alive, Ye Jue didn't care about him.

Normally speaking, in the process of getting along with such a perfect person for a long time, it is inevitable to have a subtle sense of inferiority complex, but Yan Ji does not.

He always thought that he was just a little less lucky than Ye Jue.

Things like luck are uncontrollable, and Yi Yi accepts this well.

Occasionally, Ye Jue would look sadly at Yan Jue, as if he had seen through the uneasiness he concealed, and felt sorry for him from the bottom of his heart.

"When I thought you were with Xiao Chu, I was actually excited." Ye Jue said with a smile.

"It's not the excitement of watching the excitement, it's the excitement of being happy for you." Ye Jue kicked Yan Jue's shoe, the joy on his face didn't even want to be hidden, "I don't know why, but I think you are a good match. .”

"It's very strange." Ye Jue tilted his head, as if he was also confused, "You know, our consultants should avoid using such unfounded and very subjective words as much as possible."

He turned his head again and looked seriously into Yan Ji's eyes: "But I really think so."

Yan Ju's throat was tightened by the other party's gaze.

It's not because Ye Jue's words are abrupt, but because what he expressed is exactly the conclusion that Yan Jue has been suppressing and denying these days.

He is not a fool, and he can clearly feel that Chu Ruxu is special, but Yan Ju is really tired.

He's tired of trying and getting no feedback.

Tired of hard work and frustrated, tired of nothing after the short-lived excitement.

Yan Ji is like that poor puppy with learned helplessness in the lecture.

Even before life hit the painful button for him, he was already lying on the ground expressionless, waiting for the broken ending calmly and indifferently.

After getting used to all this, even if the door opened and fate mercifully gave him a new way out, it would be difficult for him to take the initiative to try again, to wonder whether the beautiful garden of four seasons is on the other side of the road, or the desolation, ruin and loneliness.

"It's good that we are like this now, the kid is not sure." Yan Ju lowered his eyes slightly, and said words that he didn't believe even himself, "When he gets tired of it, he can leave at any time, and I won't delay him. .”

But Ye Jue chuckled lightly: "You just don't want to part with it."

"While saying that you can let him go at any time, at the same time trying your best to make him unable to move even half a step due to your bewitching." Ye Jue jokingly punched him on the back, "You are more of a bastard than a kid who only knows recklessness Too much."

Yan Ju recalled what he had done in the past few days - lame excuses, out-of-control invitations, subconscious temptations.

He couldn't help laughing: "As expected of a psychology student, I can't hide anything from you?"

"Stop it, it's strictly forbidden to demonize our practitioners in psychology-related industries, everyone is responsible." Ye Jue pouted, stretched his arms and pressed out the cigarette on the trash can, shaking his head bitterly, "I'm tired of it." The first time someone sees me, let me see his expression and guess what he is thinking."

Yan Ju curled the corner of his mouth, his eyes full of mockery.

After a while, he turned his face away, avoiding Ye Jue's gaze unnaturally: "Ruxu he... is very good, it is because of his goodness that I dare not get too close, but I want to keep him .”

Yan Ji's voice was very soft, as if he was talking to himself.

He and Ye Jue seldom discuss matters of private life so seriously, it's not because it's awkward, it's just that it wasn't necessary before.

Ye Jue's life is as beautiful and happy as a fairy tale, and it's like showing off for a few casual conversations.

Yan Ji's part about Bo Lu is really boring and boring. It is only after learning that the other party has been trying to control himself mentally for so many years today that he finally has a sense of story worth thinking about.

And the others... like twine tangled in a mess, even if Yan Ji wanted to talk about it, he didn't know which misfortune to start with.

Fortunately, Ye Jue doesn't care about these things, he is really a good enough close friend.

"Let's let nature take its course first." Yan Ju pursed his lips and concluded lightly.

Ye Jue didn't speak, but just nodded.

The two of them stared ahead and remained silent for a long while in tacit understanding before Ye Jue sighed slowly and said in a gentle tone: "I won't persuade you, because I can't be responsible for the future direction of your relationship, but I think, You should give yourself a chance to move on from the past."

"It doesn't matter whether it's through love or not, it doesn't matter whether you want to choose Chu Ruxu, as long as it's a healthy and safe way."

Ye Jue whistled into the distance, and Brownie reacted quickly when he heard it, stopped playing, and ran towards them with his two little ears bobbing.

He smiled and handed the choice back to Yan Ji: "I hope you can be so happy every day."

The author says:

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