Chapter 61
Chapter 61
Bian Sheng quietly lay on Ye Moxiu's shoulder, waiting for him to give himself an explanation, but time is a silent sea, its waves are monstrous and menacing, every time the tide rises is a suffocation, everything is silent in the tide When it fell, there was only silence around everything.
Bian Sheng waited for a long time, but Ye Moxiu couldn't make a sound.
"Ye Moxiu, explain." Bian Sheng said solemnly.
Ye Moxiu froze, his chest was heavy and heavy, as if a huge stone was pressing on it, all his voices were broken in his throat, he seemed unable to speak.He regretted a little, regretting why he wrote these words.At that time, it was indeed a moment of brain fever. When I had my eyes on Bian, I felt that he looked like Bian Gu Nan, as if he was carved out of the same mold.Then I habitually wrote it down in my diary.
Bian Sheng saw that Ye Muxiu had not moved for a long time, and he didn't give him any more chances. He stretched out his hand and pushed, and the body that was originally fitted was separated at once.
The two stood opposite each other, obviously only a few feet away, but for some reason, Ye Moxiu felt that they were very far apart, and the thin gap between the floors became a clear river.
"Bian Sheng, that one doesn't make any sense." Ye Muxiu was flustered, especially when he saw the red blood in Bian Sheng's eyes due to sadness.
"Does it make no sense? Or is it inexplicable?"
"Bian Sheng, it's you I like, really." Ye Moxiu reached out to hold his hand, but Bian Sheng sideways avoided him, his fingertips touched Bian Sheng's skin for a moment, and it was cold.
"It's now. Do you think I still believe it?" Bian Sheng said with a wry smile, "So, in the end... In the end, I'm just my father's substitute, and I've been foolishly happy for so long."
Ye Moxiu shook his head, his tone was confused: "No, you are not...I"
Bian Sheng immediately interrupted him: "Ye Moxiu! If! I mean if! I'm not like my father, will you still like me?"
Ye Moxiu didn't even think about it: "Yes! I like you and anyone, and it doesn't matter anything."
Bian Sheng looked at Ye Moxiu's anxious defense, and felt pain in his heart, and he still feels sorry for Ye Moxiu.
"You lied..." Bian Sheng hated himself for being logical now, he would rather be a little stupid, so that he could believe whatever Ye Muxiu said.But he couldn't deceive himself, he couldn't convince himself of Ye Moxiu's liking.
"The date of the diary." Bian Sheng took a deep look at Ye Moxiu, "Since then, you have become strange, hiding from me on purpose, afraid of having intimate contact with me. Regarding Jiang Nan telling me about the double , you also look extraordinarily abnormal."
Every word of Bian Sheng's words was heartbreaking, each of which represented his distrust.
Ye Moxiu's heart turned cold: "You, don't you believe me?"
Bian Sheng was at a loss for a moment, and the next second, he nodded: "Well, I can't believe you." He replied.
He walked back and forth at the table.Finally standing still in front of the drawer, he stretched out his hand to slowly open the drawer, and then said quietly: "Actually, when I was reading the diary, I was thinking. You don't like me, what should I do? What if you like someone else in the future? What should I do? I like you so much, but you don't want to like me for a while, even if I liked you for a few seconds, it was given to me by my father." Bian Sheng stretched out his hand and took it out of the drawer without knowing it. What, he is too tall, Ye Muxiu can only see his lonely back.
When Bian Sheng turned around slowly, Ye Moxiu realized that Bian Sheng was holding a knife in his hand.I don't know when the fruit knife was put in.
"Bian Sheng?" Ye Moxiu's face changed, he looked at the knife vigilantly, he was afraid that Bian Sheng would hurt himself.
"Ye Moxiu, don't be afraid." Bian Sheng smiled, a warm smile imprinted on his face, as if pasted on, stiff and gloomy, "After I kill you, I will accompany you."
Ye Moxiu was stunned, he didn't seem to hear what Bian Sheng said clearly, he muttered to himself as if talking to Bian Sheng: "What, what."
Bian Sheng tilted his head, the knife in his hand reflected on his face, indifferent and cold, like a thin veil covering his eyes: "I don't want you to like others, Therefore, I can only let you die when you still have feelings for me, even if it is because I have been honored by my father."
Ye Moxiu listened to Bian Sheng's words in shock. He knew that Bian Sheng was abnormal, but he didn't expect it to be so serious. His feet were firmly fixed on the floor by Bian Sheng's words. Unable to move: "Bian Sheng, do you know what you are talking about?"
Bian Sheng approached him slowly, with tears in his empty eyes: "It may hurt a little. Don't be afraid, Ye Moxiu."
Bian Sheng is crazy
Is he crazy?
"Bian Sheng!" Ye Moxiu finally let out a breath, and his icy hands and feet responded.
Bian Sheng was stunned for a moment, and his forward steps stopped for a while. He looked at Ye Moxiu in a little at a loss, and then at the things in his hand, but he was at a loss, and there was only a short period of time After a few seconds, he opened his mouth again and rushed towards Ye Moxiu at a faster speed than before.
Ye Moxiu dodged sideways, his whole body became hot, and he realized belatedly that Bian Sheng was serious.He ran towards the door without any hesitation, but before he reached it, Bian Sheng came to the door first, kicked the door, and the door closed with a loud noise.
"Why do you want to leave? Are you leaving me?" Bian Sheng turned around and looked at him gloomily. It was too strange. This kind of Bian Sheng was too strange.
Ye Moxiu felt unprecedented fear, and he no longer had the extra effort to disguise the expression on his face.
Bian Sheng saw everything about Ye Moxiu.
"You said you liked me, okay, die with me, I will believe you." Bian Sheng changed his hand holding the knife, and as soon as he finished speaking, he rushed towards Ye Moxiu, this time Ye Moxiu Couldn't escape.Although he is an adult man, he has never played Sanda since elementary school, nor is he as crazy as Bian Sheng, and he is not Bian Sheng's opponent at all.
"Bian Sheng... You are cold, calm down, calm down." Ye Muxiu held Bian Sheng's wrist firmly, the knife was so close that Ye Muxiu could even see the knife clearly What is the shape of the tip of the knife.
"Ye Muxiu, isn't it good for us to be together forever? Why don't you want to, why?" Bian Sheng said while tears fell on Ye Muxiu's face, seeing Bian Sheng like this, Ye Moxiu was extremely sad The tears flowed down Bian Sheng uncontrollably, he didn't know what he was crying for, was he afraid?Still distressed?Or both?He didn't know, but seeing Bian Sheng like this, he really felt very painful.
"Ye Moxiu...... Love me, please, just for a moment, please." Bian Sheng's hands were trembling slightly, he was hesitating, hesitating whether to kill the person he loves the most.
"I love you, Bian Sheng, I love you." Ye Moxiu choked up, his eyes blurred instantly.
Bian Sheng looked at Ye Moxiu who was lying under him, his eyes were full of tears, the tears were like strings tied around his heart, which made his mind shake.
Ye Moxiu's strength to support was getting weaker and weaker.
With a flash of the blade, Ye Muxiu had no time to dodge it, so he could only turn his head away as fast as possible. The blade deviated from the track, rubbed against the collarbone, fell straight down, and landed on the floor with a "boom", It was like a long cry in this silent night.
Everything is still.Bian Sheng seemed to have been pressed the pause button, staring at Ye Moxiu's wound blankly, the blood slipped from the collarbone onto the floor, as if slowed down countless times.
After a while, Bian Sheng seemed to realize something suddenly, his whole body was shaking violently, he looked at the knife on the floor in disbelief, and then at his hand.
He almost killed Ye Moxiu.
He almost killed him.
Ye Moxiu's heart almost jumped out, the knife was still standing by his ear, but Bian Sheng had no reaction.
Ye Moxiu raised his hand, wiped his eyes and his face.Only then did he see Bian Sheng's appearance clearly.
His whole face was tangled up, such a pretty face, but now it's a little funny.
"Bian Sheng." Ye Moxiu called him softly, as if afraid of alarming him.He knew that Bian Sheng had calmed down.
The two of them maintained this posture for a long time, so long that Ye Moxiu thought it would be the next morning.
Only then did Bian Sheng make any movement.
He opened his mouth dumbly, but no sound came out. After a while, he let out a painful cry, and then he slowly shrank into a ball, and slowly leaned his head on Ye Moxiu's body.
It seems that they have experienced a catastrophe, and the two of them are each other's catastrophe.
Bian Sheng's cry was very low at first, but gradually, his shoulders began to tremble violently, and the choking sound became louder and louder. Slowly, the originally calm cry broke out.He said sorry over and over again, and grabbed Ye Moxiu's collar with both hands, all his emotions collapsed at once.
"sorry Sorry sorry......."
With red eyes, Ye Moxiu gently hugged Bian Sheng who was shaking violently.
"I know I know."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ye Moxiu, I'm sorry, I'm just, just..." Bian Sheng spoke incoherently but didn't know what he was going to say.
After crying until he lost his strength, he raised his head, his eyes were unbearably swollen, he sighed a long time, and looked at Ye Muxiu for a long time, his eyes were so complicated that Ye Moxiu couldn't see through.
The sky outside is a little white, the scale-like sky is gradually waking up, the snow seems to have stopped, and the whiteness seems to freeze the world at this moment.
Afterwards, Ye Moxiu heard it, and said in a hoarse voice, extremely painful.
"Ye Moxiu, I met someone."
Ye Moxiu tightened his grip on Bian Sheng's hand.
"He said he was my grandfather and we did a paternity test."
Bian Sheng looked at the wound on Ye Muxiu's collarbone, it was a little deep, and the blood had already coagulated around it.
"I dare not tell you, I'm afraid you don't want me, I'm afraid you let me go with him." Bian took a breath tremblingly, trying to grab the only oxygen in the air.
Ye Moxiu looked at Bian Sheng without blinking.
Then he saw Bian Sheng's mouth opening and closing several times.
He said.
"Ye Moxiu, I've let you go. I've let myself go too."
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