brothers in pairs

Chapter 52

I don't like to strip myself naked and be honest in front of others, but there are some things that no one will ever know if I don't talk about them.

——If I don’t tell you, no one will ever know how much I regret it.

What I regret is that I fell in love with my younger brother, my own brother, but didn't have time to tell him.

one,

The first time I realized that I had a strange feeling for my younger brother was in junior high school.

My younger brother didn't come home very late that day, so I finished my homework ahead of time, so I was afraid of disturbing my mother, so I squatted under the eaves outside the house until I saw my younger brother's thin figure coming in from the fence.

I thought it was the same as usual, the kid just went out with other classmates and lost the time, but when he got closer, I could clearly see the wounds on his body under the moonlight that wasn't too bright.

And he asked me with a grin as if it had nothing to do with him, are you still asleep?

I didn't say anything at the time, I just went back to the room and took a towel, and wiped my brother's dirty face carefully, feeling very distressed.

Then that night, I looked at my younger brother who was sleeping sideways, looked at his slightly pouted mouth, felt his even breath sweeping over my face, and inexplicably, wanted to just kiss me like that.

So I was suddenly taken aback by my own thoughts, I sat up suddenly, looked at my brother's sleeping face in surprise, and remembered a letter I received during the day.

It was a so-called love letter secretly placed on my seat by a girl in my class.

This is not the first time I have received a confession from a girl, but it is the first time that I vaguely feel something is different after reading the content.

I have expectations, but I can't tell what I am looking forward to, or I am deliberately avoiding the expectations that I shouldn't have in my heart.

Looking away, I frowned and looked out the window.Compared with my peers, I know that I matured a lot earlier, so I clearly understand that the situation at this moment is by no means the emotional model that brothers should have.

Could I be a pervert, I thought then.

two,

My younger brother doesn't like to study.

In fact, I don't like it either, but I have to work hard, because I want to become strong, and only when I am strong can I take good care of my brother.

On the day my younger brother was expelled from school, we slept on the same bed. I hugged his thin and strong body, thinking that my younger brother had really grown up.

At that time, I didn't have the courage to look at his face, so I had to close my eyes and tell him, don't fight in the future.

He may never know what it feels like every time I watch him come back from injury, I even want to kill those punks who dare to leave wounds on him.

But I just thought about it after all, I didn't dare, because I was too cowardly and small at that time.

So when my younger brother asked if he could kiss me that day, I was actually far less calm than what my younger brother had seen.

In fact, I knew in my heart that this was just my brother acting like a baby to my brother, but I still couldn't help but have extra expectations, so I was afraid that my brother would see something, so I hurriedly opened my eyes, trying to make myself look calm, and then She smiled and kissed his forehead.

I thought at the time, how could I be so perverted.

three,

In the first year of high school, my brother went home less and less frequently, and it was difficult for me to even see him.

I don't understand why he yearns for the world of punks so much, and I never asked. Anyway, as long as he likes it, I have nothing to blame. When I have enough ability, I will use my status and rights to protect him.Before that, I just hope he can live happily and healthily.

But, there's one thing I have to admit - I miss him, so much.

At the opening ceremony, I once saw a boy who was very similar to my younger brother in the queue, standing right in front of me, looking from behind, for a moment I thought I saw my younger brother.

But when he turned his head and spoke to the people behind him, and his breathing tightened, I couldn't look away even more.

Naturally, his appearance doesn't resemble his brother's. The reason why I was surprised was because of his temperament.

I have never seen a man who can wear the dark and ugly school uniform so cleanly and thoroughly, as if all the light is concentrated around that man, accompanying his every move, only for him.

The distance between me and him is not far at all, and it can even be said to be within reach.However, inexplicably, I feel that there is an invisible wall in front of him that separates him from everyone else. For him, we can only look up and envy him.

And the thoughts that I shouldn't have about my own brother seem to have become even more filthy, so bad that I want to immediately tear off the light from that person's body and destroy him completely.

Later I found out that his name was Xu Mu, and he was in the class next to mine, and not only he himself, but even his family was a dream that was always out of reach for people like me.

So I always look at him from a distance, and I can't tell if it's jealousy or other emotions.

Sometimes I even think, if I were him, would my brother be willing to go home and look at me more.

I really am a pervert.

four,

My brother forgot my birthday.

I waited until the last second that night, and when the pointer slipped past zero, I clearly felt the pain in my heart.I just thought at the time that my brother would never belong to me again.

Then vaguely, I actually heard movement from the living room, it was my younger brother, I was sure.

So I moved lightly to the door of the bedroom. Through the door, I seemed to be able to feel the heartbeat of my brother who was close at hand. I didn't know why he didn't come in, but I didn't have the courage to open the door immediately.

And after a long time, I heard his slight clothes rustle.

Thinking that my younger brother might leave again, I pushed open the door like a ghost.

I don't remember what I said because all my attention ended up being on his neck.

I see.That's why I forget my birthday.

Thinking that he had a girlfriend like most gangsters, I clenched my fist and felt sad, but I couldn't blame him, so I had to suppress the anger that had nothing to do with it, and teased him with a smile.

But he suddenly turned his back to me and left without looking back.

It disappeared for a whole month.

Fives,

I went into the bar for the first time, and found the punk who used to hang out with my brother.

I miss my brother, hopelessly, and since he won't come home, I can only come to him.

I asked my brother, a good buddy, where is my brother now, and why he hasn't come home for more than a month.

Then unexpectedly, that person asked the waiter for a bottle of spirits, took a big gulp, and suddenly pointed at me and yelled, Feng Yu, you are a fucking grandson!Brothers all over the world can fucking tell that Feng Huan likes you!You're fucking pretending to be here with me, aren't you? ×!

And seeing that he was about to pick up the wine bottle again, I stopped him reflexively and stared into his eyes, what do you mean?say clearly.

So at the end of that day, I finally knew my brother's feelings for me. Unfortunately, apart from joy, what I hated more was why I couldn't take the initiative earlier.So as soon as I found out where my brother was, I couldn't wait to run to him.

Then that day, I hit him.

Growing up, I hit him for the first time.

He must not know how worried I was when I saw him trample that person named Xu Mu under his feet——Xu Mu and the person next to him are not characters we can provoke.

So I rushed over, slapped my brother directly, and dragged him away in a hurry.

Let me know that you fight again, and you are not my brother.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I wiped his swollen face carefully and said as seriously as possible.

He really scared me, I didn't know that they would dare to touch two people with such a strong family background, but that's right, they don't go to school, so naturally they don't know the influential people in the school.

But what I didn't expect was that my younger brother asked me if I like Xu Mu.

fool.

I wanted to laugh, but I didn't. Seeing my brother hang his head and get up, he was about to go out.I denied it outright and walked behind him. He turned around and wanted to continue asking, but I didn't give him a chance to continue, so I leaned in front of him and sealed his mouth.

He loves me, I love him, enough is enough.

six,

I guessed that the Gu family might do something, but what I didn't expect was that they were so inhuman.

I hugged my brother's unconscious body and ran all the way to the hospital with him on my back. My mother didn't even have the strength to walk, so she stumbled and cried out of breath.

At that time, I watched my brother being pushed into the operating room, my body was covered with blood from my brother, and my mother knelt on the ground crying until her fingers twitched. I swear, just for one Gu Xiao, the Gu family hurt my life. The most important person, then the same, I want to destroy all the cherished things in Gu Xiao's life, everything.

I'm not a kind person, especially when it comes to people who hurt my brother.And I know that my strength is far from that of the Gu family, so as long as I can achieve my goal, I don't mind doing whatever it takes.

When people are in despair, they always have to hate someone, either themselves or others.And what I hate, is everything.

69．Those who move Xu Mu, beheaded!

Sometimes, the police station... is really not a holy and clean place.

Tapping the table with his fingers, the police officer sitting opposite Xu Mu grinned, took the newspaper next to him and spread it flat in front of Xu Mu, "I said, is the person above you really?"

Xu Mu glanced at the newspaper, raised his head, and said nothing.

I have been sitting here for nearly an hour, but the other party has not mentioned a word about Xu Liancheng's case. Since I came in, the person opposite me has been reading the newspaper while staring at my face. There is another policeman on the seat next to me. The clerk looked contemptuous and snorted.