After being dedicated to the villain

Chapter 52

Sometimes you can understand each other's meaning without saying anything. When Song Sijin said this sentence, Master Song couldn't help being surprised. He thought that this stupid son couldn't think about it at all.

Immediately afterwards, Mr. Song's previous kindness and kindness all disappeared. His face darkened, and he became angry from embarrassment: "You doubt that father will harm you? Presumptuous! Your mother is just a little maidservant. Whether she will be prosperous or stop here for the rest of her life depends on it." It's yours, don't you even have this bit of filial piety?"

"Uncle Song, please speak softly, don't scare him, let me persuade you."

Yan Xuehui sighed softly and helped Song Sijin push the drooping hair behind her ears, and said pitifully, "Mr. Song, you have to believe it. If you don't believe it, the young man will find out in a quarter of an hour that his favorite Unfortunately, her fiancé drowned in the lotus pond of the Prince's Mansion. An hour later, at Uncle Song's mansion, there will be a servant surnamed Fan who is too sad to commit suicide by taking poison because of the death of his father and son. Young Master Song, guess whether the little father-in-law will do it for you Head-on confrontation with His Highness the Crown Prince?"

Everyone knew that the conflict between Duan Lingyao and the prince was quite deep, even if Song Sijin died here, he would offend him again, Qin Youshan could afford it.

The more he spoke, the more Song Sijin trembled. The cicadas not only filled his brain but also blocked his throat, making him unable to even say a word.

He had no choice, never had any choice.But this matter will be revealed, Duan Lingyao discovered it in the original book, and this kind of crime involving treason will definitely implicate many innocent people, how could he do it!

Song Sijin tried to make the last struggle: "What if it is found out, it is a failure, what should I do?"

Yan Xuehui gently and caringly helped him straighten the folds of his clothes and cuffs, and said, "It's up to people to do it. Yan believes that Mr. Song will be able to help Dayue Kingdom eradicate a traitor. Of course, if the so-called eventuality really happens..."

He pondered for a moment, then smiled: "At that time, a servant in the Duke's mansion will commit suicide because he fears crimes from internal and external enemies, and Mr. Song will just pretend that he doesn't know anything. All this has nothing to do with Mr. Song, nor with the Song mansion. , has nothing to do with the number one scholar of the Song Dynasty, and naturally has nothing to do with His Highness the Crown Prince. But I think that a pure and kind person like Mr. Song should not want anyone to sacrifice for him."

Song Sijin's heart sank, as if he was about to sink into a bottomless abyss. Even though it was summer, his body was colder than winter.

Yan Xuehui's plans were too thorough, even after Duan Lingyao found out about this conspiracy, he could only get discouraged on the Song family, and couldn't directly bring down Yan Xuehui.

These two smart people fight each other, but the one who is in the middle is the dull and helpless Song Sijin. For a while, the road ahead is at a loss, as if no matter which way to go, it will be a dead end.What to do, what to do, what to do...Suddenly, an adventurous and disgusting idea rose from Song Sijin's mind, which made his expression more tangled and restless.

Maybe, maybe you can tell Duan Lingyao directly?Even if it's just a pet or a toy, at least he likes it a little bit. He smashes the bones he has accumulated so hard, kneels at Duan Lingyao's feet and begs, and only says what he likes to hear like a joke. Maybe he will be willing not to be betrayed by the Song family. To blame myself, I am willing to condescend and condescend to help save my mother... and then in exchange for a moment of peace and uneasiness until death.

But maybe he will directly kill himself to be discouraged, no matter how much he likes the toy, it can't prevent the whole family from implicating countless crimes and sending them to death together.

A bit of sweet smell came up from his throat, and Song Sijin licked the corners of his dry lips and swallowed continuously.At this moment, he really felt that his life was like a joke. Maybe he lived this time just to use his pain to fulfill the happiness of others.

Calm down, go back first, go back and think about it slowly...

"I understand, I will do it." The pale young man nodded slowly, and walked out precariously.

When he finally dragged his heavy steps to the gate of the small courtyard, Yan Xuehui suddenly clapped her hands: "I almost forgot there is one more thing."

Song Sijin held on to the wall without turning back and without replying. He didn't understand what Yan Xuehui had to say, the shadow under his feet shrank into a dark mass, and his heart seemed to be squeezed like this uncomfortable.

Different from Duan Lingyao, Yan Xuehui always had a good temper, even when he was threatening others, he was so gentle and kind, but no one dared to despise what he said.

"Mr. Song must be very worried about Mrs. Fan's safety. Don't worry, she and the little girl named Mai Miao are doing well. Yan has a capable officer under him. He is not only brave, intelligent, but also loyal and resolute. He is by their side. , as long as there is any trouble, he can detect it. If someone wants to hurt them without Yan's consent, he will protect them in time. Similarly, if someone wants to take them away without Yan's consent... Mr. Song, you don't want to know the consequences of."

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Song Sijin didn't remember how he got out of that remote courtyard, but he only remembered that when he walked back in front of Duan Lingyao, he felt nauseated and almost wanted to vomit.

He used to think that it was annoying for Duan Lingyao to say that he liked him while bullying him, but now he found that many people in this world are more annoying than Duan Lingyao.

Not only annoying, but disgusting.

Seeing him like this, Duan Lingyao was taken aback, and immediately turned livid and wanted to trouble Yan Xuehui.

Song Sijin quickly grabbed his hand and forced himself to smile: "Let's go back, please, go back first."

Duan Lingyao was stunned: "What happened?"

"It's nothing." Song Sijin licked the dry corner of his mouth, "I just don't like this, I want to go back."

……

Song Sijin fell ill that night when he returned to Duke Xinguo's mansion. He lay silently on the bed, had no appetite to eat, and was still in a state of slump after taking medicine.

Duan Lingyao sat by the bed, frowning even more than the patient Song Sijin: "What happened in the prince's mansion to scare you like this? Did that bitch Yan Xuehui bully you? Tsk, really, a You can be abducted without watching you, why are you so stupid."

Song Sijin pulled the quilt off his body, his throat was hoarse due to the heat, and he couldn't quench his thirst no matter how much water he drank: "You are stupid..."

He didn't think Duan Lingyao was any smarter than himself. He worried that others would harm him every day, but in the end, what others wanted was to use him to harm him.

I thought that my mother would be rescued, even if Master Song wanted to release the secret letter by himself, he just refused.No matter what happens to them in the future, it should have nothing to do with him, but he never expected that Chu Yunxi was one step late in returning, and Master Song had already moved his family to Yaojing.

The way forward is to kill others, and the way back is to kill my mother. Only Song Sijin's life seems to be impossible to keep no matter what.Song Sijin was in a dilemma, wishing he could die suddenly in front of Master Song so that he wouldn't embarrass himself.

Song Sijin half-closed his eyes gloomily, not knowing what to do.

Duan Lingyao reached out to twist a wet handkerchief to wipe his palms and soles, Song Sijin shook his head, curled up and hid in the corner of the bed.

The hand outstretched halfway was withdrawn in embarrassment, Duan Lingyao changed his expression several times, endured it, and said, "I just want to wipe your body, nothing else."

Song Sijin was silent for a long time, and said: "Young master, don't take care of me, you know that I hate you."

The hand holding the handkerchief almost tore the poor cloth torn, Duan Lingyao nodded, gritted his teeth and squeezed out a smile: "Okay, I'll remember it, don't always emphasize it. But you can make yourself like this, always Let me know the reason? If you don't tell me, I'll check it myself!"

Song Sijin trembled, his head was so annoying and painful that it seemed to explode, everyone was pushing himself, why did he have to push himself!

"You want to know... well, I'll tell you."

The sick and haggard young man said in a hoarse voice: "Master Yan didn't bully me, he just reminded me of what kind of person you really are! You are extravagant and dissipated, you treat human life like nothing, bully others and bully others to death... I think of myself If you want to be controlled by someone like you for a lifetime, you'd rather die!"

Either they are controlled by Duan Lingyao, or they are controlled by others. Why do they just refuse to let themselves go? !

The night is as cool as water, the shadows of the candles are flickering, the wind is very strong tonight, circling like howling ghosts and howling wolves, as if it is going to blow off the roof and blow down the windows and doors, and then blow everyone's bone-chilling cold.

Duan Lingyao stood in front of the bed. The red clothes were poppies that rotted when they were at their most colorful. His eyes were quickly covered with mist, but the corners of his lips were frozen to the height that should be described by happiness. He forced a smile: "I am this kind of girl." What can people do, Brother Jin is too late to be afraid now, you are sick today, I don’t care about you, it’s okay, it doesn’t matter what you think...it’s you, you’d better figure it out earlier..."

His eyes became more and more blurred, Song Sijin hugged the pillow and buried his face in it, and said weakly, "If only I had never met you before."

Duan Lingyao's voice stopped abruptly, and after a long silence, it was unwillingly sour: "You obviously didn't say that at the beginning."

He couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and ran out, tears streaming down his face, the door swung, and he disappeared into the night.

Song Sijin raised his head slightly, seeing his glaring red corners disappearing in front of him, feeling a dull pain in his heart.

That night, Shoushou jumped onto the bed and rested quietly with him. Duan Lingyao didn't know where he went and never came back.

-

There are many good medicinal materials in the Duke's mansion, and good doctors can be hired, but Song Sijin's illness is caused by his heart. Although he has cured the appearance, he is always worried inside.

He sat on the couch by the window from morning to night thinking, and sometimes jumped up and down, trying to ask him to play with him, but it was always unsuccessful, so he screamed dissatisfied and ran out.

Song Sijin touched it subconsciously, but when he found nothing, he could only sigh and draw back his knees, rolling himself into a firm ball, so that he could have a little sense of security.

He thought for a long time how to do it so that he would neither have to frame Duan Lingyao nor be settled by Yan Xuehui, but no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't think of a perfect solution.

In the original book, there is almost no description of how the Song family behaved and how they were discovered. Song Sijin didn’t even have a reference. Yan Xuehui asked for the letter to be put in Duan Lingyao's study on the morning of the [-]th, and she might not be able to bear the heart to do such a thing, and then sit by the window and think of a way like now... Song Sijin's head is going to burn When he got up, he could only give up thinking in this way.

Calm down, think about it again, Yunxi never appeared in the original book, he didn't get into Tanhua, but now he is indeed Tanhua, which shows that fate can be changed.

Song Sijin gnawed his thumb while distracted.

Yan Xuehui said that he had a nail in Xin Guogong's mansion, and would keep watching the troubles here. Song Sijin didn't know who this person was, nor how fast this person's reaction was, but he didn't dare to take risks with his mother. I can only figure out a way by myself.

According to what Yan Xuehui said to frame Duan Lingyao, Song Sijin couldn't do it. There is a high probability that this matter will not succeed. People can't bear it alone, and only convince themselves that they can't bear to hurt innocent people.

Because I am also an innocent person, I obviously don't want to get involved in the fight for power, but I have nothing to do, so I can't bear it.

But he also couldn't refuse Yan Xuehui.

Song Sijin took out the secret letter from his bosom, touched and touched, thought and thought.If on the [-]th day, I pretended to let go of the letter, but actually didn't let it go... Alas, Duan Lingyao is smart and astute, so he may soon be able to find out who is trying to frame him. Song Siyu is surrounded by His Royal Highness, As soon as he thought about it, he knew that there was something wrong with his champion brother.

Maybe he will forgive himself for the sake of not doing anything in the end, but maybe, he will just bury himself alive just like the original book.Thinking of Duan Lingyao's gentle attitude and constant threats, Song Sijin subconsciously clenched his lips.

Forget it, my mother said that you have to think better about people, even for someone like Duan Lingyao... just assume that he really loves himself enough to forgive him.

But it was also difficult for Yan Xue to go back there.For such a serious crime of conspiracy, even if no evidence can be found, Duan Lingyao's actions will be restricted to start a new round of investigation.During this period of time, Yan Xuehui has done too many actions, what would he think?Do you feel that you don't do things well and control yourself by hurting your mother?

Song Sijin didn't dare to gamble, he has never been able to guess people's hearts.

The more he thought about it, the more he lost his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more desperate he became. He was as quiet as a lifeless puppet. After a while, he was thirsty and remembered to pour himself a glass of water. His legs became numb from staying in the same position for a long time , So he tripped and fell to the ground.

Song Sijin couldn't afford to lie down, not because of pain, but because of being too depressed.

Song Sijin looked up at the beams above in a daze, and thought to himself, it would be great if he wasn't in such a hurry, if he procrastinated further, he would have given himself more time to think of a way... procrastinate!

That's right, since both sides can't resolve it, let's find a way to delay it first.As long as it drags on for long enough, the third prince should be able to find out that something is wrong, and he will take the lead in making the move. The fault is not his own, so Yan Xuehui will not threaten him with his mother.

As for how to reasonably delay, we have to think about it again.

Song Sijin pondered alone, but didn't find a person standing far outside the window. It turned out that Duan Lingyao was holding Shoushou and watching him quietly.

Duan Lingyao frowned slightly, his hands became more and more forceful, Shoushou gave him a dissatisfied grip, he came back to his senses, pinched Shoushou's ear and said to himself: "You bastard is leisurely, hum, you are sad and laugh for a while, Is it true that I am so annoying? Yan Xue went back to this bitch, telling him what to do when she has nothing to do, could it be possible that she also wanted to help him leave me? Dreaming, this bitch must be jealous of me, ah! Why does he still have a letter in his hand?"

Shoushou: "Meow!"

In a moment of ecstasy, Duan Lingyao pinched the cat in his arms again, struggled thinly and jumped out of his arms, kicking out two swollen powder marks on his wrists.

Duan Lingyao didn't care about teaching Shoushou, so he turned around and summoned Xin Bai. He asked Xin Bai to investigate something.

-

Evening has come.

Duan Lingyao entered the room pretending to be nonchalant, and the two sat quietly at the table to eat, as if Song Sijin was not sick the night before, did not say those hurtful words, and Duan Lingyao was not angry enough to sleep in the study.

Silence spread on the dining table. After a while, Duan Lingyao couldn't hold back anymore. He put a piece of roast goose in Song Sijin's bowl, and said calmly, "Try it, it tastes good."

Song Sijin originally wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, or just pick out this piece of roast goose, but he soon realized that he didn't know if his idea could be realized. Maybe there would be a glimmer of life in the future that required Duan Lingyao's love... If only If I give up, I will give up, but there is still a mother.

So he picked up the roast goose and took a small bite: "Thank you."

Song Sijin didn't dare to look up at Duan Lingyao's expression for being so decisive with others before, but now he has to repeat it again, feeling inexplicably ashamed in his heart.

But he didn't need to look, because the next moment, another large piece of roast goose was stuffed into the bowl.

Duan Lingyao tried to suppress the joy in his voice: "Here, eat more if you like."

For the rest of the dinner, Song Sijin didn't pick up food by himself again. As soon as he finished eating one thing, another thing would be stuffed into the bowl, as if Duan Lingyao wanted to be disgusted by Song Sijin for this period of time. It's the same as filling all the dishes.

Song Sijin had no choice but to bury his head and eat hard.

"It seems that brother Jin has figured it out." In Duan Lingyao's tone, there was a hint of relaxation in the arrogance, "That is to say, how can I be so annoying, and I haven't bullied brother Jin much recently."

Song Sijin really didn't know how to reply, so he smiled awkwardly, and then continued to eat.

At the end of the meal, Song Sijin couldn't eat anymore, so he could only cover his rice bowl and raise his voice slightly: "I'm full, young man, hurry up and eat, and leave me alone."

Duan Lingyao: "Hmm."

Song Sijin looked at him puzzled.

Duan Lingyao slightly turned his head to look at the drooping orchid leaves on the window sill, stirring the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks, pushing them forward little by little.

Song Sijin seemed to understand what he meant, so he tried it out and put a piece of roast goose in his bowl.

This made Duan Lingyao show a bright smile. He pulled back his rice bowl, and then pressed down the corners of his lips, pretending to be calm and said: "It's more or less the same."

Song Sijin: "..."

After eating, Duan Lingyao walked around the house twice with his hands behind his back: "For brother Jin's sense of humor today, let's go for a walk in the garden."

Song Sijin hesitated for a while: "Okay."

Duan Lingyao stared at him incredulously, which made Song Sijin feel particularly guilty.

Have you acted too much?No, just eat a meal, take a walk, it's okay, right?

"What's wrong?" Song Sijin was really puzzled by his stare, so he couldn't help asking.

Duan Lingyao raised his chin: "It's nothing, let's go."

The two walked around the garden slowly twice, one in front of the other. Duan Lingyao couldn't help jumping a few steps, then stopped and suppressed himself. He looked left and right and waited for Song Sijin in place. Follow up, flick a leaf for a while, and grab a petal for a while.When Song Sijin followed up, he continued to walk forward again and again.

The two didn't say much, and a kind of obvious happiness slowly flourished in Duan Lingyao.

Song Sijin looked at his lively back, and the more he looked at it, the more unpleasant it became. The young man in front of him was obviously so arrogant and fierce before, even when he smiled, he was full of oppression and disgusting, but now he looks like this.

Song Sijin didn't quite come up with the description. He just felt that he was not as annoying as before. If only he was really just a lively and cute boy, but unfortunately it is destined to be impossible.

Resting late at night, Song Sijin lay quietly in the bed, Duan Lingyao blew out the candles, and lay side by side with him.

After lying down for a while, one hand stretched out and gently rested on Song Sijin's wrist.

Song Sijin subconsciously withdrew his hand, and Duan Lingyao posted it up dissatisfied: "What are you hiding, if you hide again, be careful—"

The arrogant and domineering little father-in-law wanted to threaten others subconsciously, but suddenly, Song Sijin's haggard and weak appearance, and that tired and powerless eyes flashed in his mind.When he said he hated himself, he meant it. He looked so tired and miserable that he didn't even have the strength to live.

Originally thought that he would start talking to himself, and even lose his temper. Even though he still looked conflicted, at least he would not hurt himself again.Duan Lingyao thought, no matter what, he will always figure it out and live a good life with himself after all.

As a result, Song Sijin was led to Qi illness by Yan Xuehui yesterday... Duan Lingyao couldn't help but doubt himself, did he really hate Song Sijin like that?I hate myself so much that I get sick at every turn, what should I do in the future?

The fearless little father-in-law admits that he has a weakness, he is afraid that Song Sijin will see him as nothing again, and he is also afraid that he will return to a sick look.

He was afraid that if he was in a hurry, he would really give up everything and leave himself.

Song Sijin that day really scared him.

Besides, it's not that he really doesn't care about brother Jin's attitude at all... Today, brother Jin brought food for himself.

It turned out that I used to be good before, but I realized how sad it was after I lost it.

So the young man's voice changed abruptly into: "Be careful, I'll grab your quilt."

Song Sijin was speechless, thought for a while, climbed out of bed, and dug out a spare quilt from the closet.The quilt was unfolded and covered Duan Lingyao, Song Sijin hesitantly stirred his fingers and said, "It won't be cold if you cover it more."

He lay back again, half asleep and half awake, a finger quietly stretched out and hooked his finger.Song Sijin curled up and turned over, but didn't see Duan Lingyao staring at the bed curtain all night with his eyes wide open and the corners of his lips curled up.

One is because of excitement, and the other is because of heat.

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