No two ambiguous records

Chapter 51 Confused

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It feels like Shiraishi has not been gone for a long time, but in fact the sky has turned from the orange red of the setting sun to dark gray.Yukimura admitted that he was really taken aback when he saw Fuji come back with wet hair and head hanging down.Bu Er didn't say anything, just let the water dripping from the tip of his hair and got into the bed directly, wrapped himself completely in it, and then remained motionless.The water stains that gradually melted on the snow-white sheets hurt Yukimura's eyes deeply.

He could see the quilt trembling slightly, undulating slightly and irregularly.He could see sunken folds on the quilt, deepening, as if sinking in.He could almost see the tear-soaked pain.How could it be possible to turn a blind eye.Even he couldn't let this nonduality go, although he knew that after tonight, Budu would definitely return to its original state, but in fact he still violated his principles.

"No two..."

"..."

"No two?"

"Excuse me, Yukimura, can you leave me alone?"

If it was before, he would definitely respect Bu Er, and silently step aside to care, because no one can understand the pain of being vulnerable when others see him better than him, especially those who are good at disguising.but now……

Yukimura went straight over and grabbed the quilt, ready to tear it off, but Fuji inside held on tightly without giving in.

"Yukimura, leave me alone!"

"Fuji!" Yukimura frowned and pulled the quilt off Fuji's body forcefully, the quilt slipped out of his hands, Fuji retracted his hands and buried his head in his knees as if giving up, curled up on the bed like this In the center, there are obvious water stains on the face, and it is hard to tell which is the teardrop and which is the water drop.

Yukimura sighed at Fuji's stubbornness, his expression relieved a lot, took a towel and began to wipe Fuji's wet hair, while not forgetting to blame: "You must have washed your face in cold water for a long time, don't take it with your hair Hurry up, you'll catch a cold easily if you don't dry it off."

Rourou's words came like a warm current, feeling the tenderness of caring in the reprimand, and tears burst out of the embankment.I buried my head lower, but a muffled voice came over: "Yukimura, why am I always hurting others?"

"You obviously don't want to hurt, and you do it because you don't want to hurt."

"But why did it still hurt in the end, am I wrong?"

"Is it possible that if I choose another way, I won't be hurt?"

It should be right.No matter which way you choose, it will inevitably hurt, but the other party will definitely not think so, because they just like you with the purest heart.Is it burdened for you?Is it bothering you?Is it because of this that you show such a painful expression?

I knew it might be like this, so I didn't say I like it, because I didn't want you to show such an expression.But now you are suffering so much because of this, what can I do?

Yukimura suppressed the sadness that slipped through his eyes, and gently wrapped his arms around the trembling body.

Feeling Yukimura's tepid body temperature, although there was a moment of stiffness, he slowly relaxed, feeling the steady beating heart, and always felt that he could understand everything, and he always acted as a The friends around me are tolerant and supportive.

"I want the happy time to last forever, why should I change it? I don't want to lose any fetters. I am so self-willed, and I didn't think about it from the other party's position. It was me who was wrong, because I was too timid to confess, and I was uneasy. I have to be sure, and I’m afraid of being hurt but I’m in a cocoon. Speaking of which, I really haven’t grown at all.”

"Stop talking, no two..."

"So what if I forgot about Tezuka, I haven't learned my lesson at all."

"No two, don't belittle yourself..."

"It's because of me like this that I hurt others. Obviously they are the most important friends."

Feeling his clothes getting wet, Yukimura stroked Fuji's hair with the gentlest force: "Fuji, I don't think anyone is wrong."

Just follow your own heart to carry out your own actions.

And, it's impossible not to grow.

"The fetters cannot disappear so easily."

This is also what I have personally experienced. Even if I lost the connection with tennis during that time, the fetters born of tennis have not disappeared.

He suddenly fell into silence, his breathing slowed down, and he could feel that the trembling of the person in his arms had disappeared, calm and silent, only the teardrops in the corners of his eyes that had not yet passed away proved the raging storm in the past few seconds.Fuji did not raise his head, but said softly in a strong nasal voice: "Baishi confessed to me, but I refused. But I don't want to escape, no matter what the result is, I have to face it. "

Some injuries are unavoidable, but the consequences are not unique.

Fuji who made up his mind seemed to go to bed early because he was tired, but Yukimura didn't sleep all night.What is no longer escaping?Does it mean that you will refuse in person?Or will deeper ravines be used to draw the line?Or is it to accept the love of others frankly?But no matter which one it is, I believe that Buer will do his best to restore the fetters of friends, but is it really necessary to go back?

Maybe you will directly suppress your liking and become friends, but wouldn't that be more painful?

Either way, it's an unsolved mystery for the likes and the likes, because the future is unpredictable.

It was late at night, and even the crickets outside the window were quite quiet. Now there is only one fact that can be confirmed: Baishi did not return overnight.

Can you really go back to friends?