Chapter 81 [End Chapter] Part [-]
Chapter 81 [End Chapter] Part [-]
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The emperor who dominates the world needs to have a strong heart and be able to give others a sufficient sense of security, and Atobe has also honed himself in this way.Although the language is domineering, he pays close attention to each of his members. He is not arrogant, but he just doesn't express it.It is because of him that he can accurately capture the unique changes.
Never doubt your feelings, nor cover up, the most direct way is the most effective way.Although the process of acquaintance was a bit tortuous by Yushi Ninzu, after making it clear, Atobe has always come here like this.第一次接触难免会有些摸不透,行为也各种稀里糊涂,但是爱情不就是这样的吗(迹部很想揍扁这样说的忍足侑士同学)。Ignoring Renzu's interference, he didn't hide it, he didn't retreat, he didn't even hesitate, until he watched Fuji's figure fall in front of him.
For the first time, he doubted the correctness of his method, and the deep guilt made him hardly dare to look at his hands.When his strong self-confidence is shattered by reality, when the promises he said personally become shackles, what is left for him?He can bear everything and is also responsible for it all. He thinks that he is forcing Bu Er to fall, but he has no ability to hold him back.Nothing hurts Atobe more than witnessing his own powerlessness, which completely violates the two principles of security and meticulousness that he held as an emperor.
During that time, he didn't know how to deal with it. It was not so easy to repair the idea that he had insisted on since he was a child.The worst part is that he knows that Buer won't care, maybe he won't have any thought of accusing him at all, which makes his mistakes completely irreparable.He couldn't bring himself to ignore this mistake, and he wouldn't ignore any mistakes he'd made.
But it was because of this temporary distance that he understood a lot.Ninja Yushi, who claims to be an expert in love, babbled on and on. The long list of truths is really annoying, but it is undeniable that the previous self was too close, walked too hastily, ignored a lot, and only paid attention to a small part.But now that I have taken a step back, I can see the whole thing, see the whole thing.Even the subtle changes of Buer can be observed clearly, not only because the transparent wall of Buer disappeared, but also because of the broadening of my field of vision.
It turns out that the distance is not as close as possible, but to find the most suitable position in the dynamic.Renzu sighed regretfully in his ear, saying that it would be nice if he understood earlier.This kind of assumption is not true at all, because many things can only be understood through groping, and Atobe will not pay attention to these sighs.All he does is look forward.
In order to see that Buer can freely pursue happiness, he has already done everything in order, but he never thought that Buer would be one step faster than himself.Seeing his smile, and tentatively shaking his hand, Atobe was sure again that Fuji had really changed.He was not mistaken, that gentle smile no longer showed alienation, and he had deep trust in his companions. He knew that Buer was working hard, and he also believed that as long as Buer worked hard, he would succeed.
Even if it's not him in front of him.
Don't look back, saying to Fuji is also saying to himself.
They will start all over again, looking for a new distance, as friends.He will definitely stay in a position where he can overlook the whole, and he will no longer be confused by parts.
As a final farewell gift, he still decided to pay attention to the last knot.If this wavering can knock him down, he really doesn't deserve to be his opponent.The knot was still up to scratch, Wuding's smile was perfect, which made me look forward to what kind of untie knot would unfold in the future.Now that my uncle has noticed it, it is impossible not to notice the knot, otherwise how can he be worthy of those labels on his body, the smile of Budu is completely different in front of Baishi!
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Although I don't know exactly when I fell in love with that calm and breezy young man, but Baishi thinks that the main deepening should be the day and night time together during the sleepover.He believes that the peach blossoms around Fuji are all like this. After a glimpse, they are full of curiosity about Fuji, and then slowly ferment their emotions while getting along.It has to be said that although Fuji himself is not aware of it, this is indeed his fatal attraction.
Bu Er's ultimatum in the cave really made him see something different from the previous rejections. He thought that this might be a real rejection, because the light voice that seemed to be blown away by the wind made his heart feel like it was being rejected by thousands of people. Wan Yin's needle-like sting, tears, and trembling couldn't be stopped.For the first time, he felt the outline of despair.
During the time when he came back, he tried his best to avoid Buer, even if he was face to face, he tried to avoid Buer's sight as much as possible.Self-control can suppress emotions, but it takes ruthlessness to shut them down.
But he saw the pinch of emerald green in the withered yellow, just like a person who has trekked through the desert for a long time saw an oasis.He is willing to believe that his hope is not extinguished, isn't that what he thought when he picked up this treasure back then?He wholeheartedly manages and takes care of him, in order to make up for the pain caused to Fuji during that time, and also hopes to produce a miracle to light up the world of Fuji.
Now that a miracle has appeared, is he going to give up?
Love is what makes people's eyes unconsciously follow the figure that is on their minds.Shiraishi's eyes never moved away from Fuji's body, even a slight change could fall into his heart.He watched Fuji's changes, and stayed by Fuji's side as usual, and he was willing to continue his protection, even for that miracle.
He needs such an excuse to cover up his selfishness, love is selfish but it is not wrong.Shiraishi is unwilling to close his feelings, so it is not wrong to ignore Budu and refuse to stay by his side.He can see all the changes in Bu Er, these things do not need words, the similarities and similarities are clear at a glance.
But the skill of facial paralysis should not be underestimated, there is only a slight difference between a frown and a smile.Until Shiraishi saw Fuji and Atobe chatting in that stand, he calmed down after being strongly shaken, and he also caught it—the subtle difference in expression.If Atobe can be ruled out, then he is willing to gamble on that little hope, after all, it is much more than before.
What kind of expression will Fuji see when he sees the gift?It's a pity I can't see it myself.
The training ended early, and Fuji returned to the dormitory alone.Putting down his tennis bag, he walked to the window to get some fresh air.Although the body is no longer seriously affected, the fatigue is still worse than before.After blowing the wind for a while, Bu Er felt much more relaxed. The past few days have been so ordinary, which makes people a little speechless.Just like a child who has been preparing to play a prank, but no one passes by after laying a trap, what a disappointment it is!
Taking a glance from the corner of the table, I saw a pinch of familiar green.Buer was surprised, and carefully read that little thing from beginning to end.Whether it was before or now, the cuteness of this little thing has not changed at all, and it makes people's hearts flutter.
But no, isn't this little thing already dead?It was drowned to death by the wrong hand of myself who was absent-minded, and a memorial service was held to personally die for it.
Isn't it the beloved cactus Mr. Fuji who drowned to death at that time, who showed a kind of vitality on the table.During that time, he made a big mistake because of the shock caused by the confession, and now the cute Xiaoxian is in front of him, who can tell him that this is not an illusion!
Move over the cactus and start looking around 360 degrees, every angle is equally perfect.Bu Er found the note stuck on the cactus thorn, he took off the note, and teased the cactus thorn by the way, it felt very real, not fake.
He pinched the note, and the feel of the paper was exactly the same, and the color and thickness of the pen he used were exactly the same.The tall and handsome characters were neatly written on it:
No two, I like you forever.Shiraishi
Still only focusing on the key points, without any extra modifications.
Although Shiraishi sometimes really makes people feel that he has too many words, but at critical moments, he never needs extra decorations, and he directly hits the point quickly, accurately and ruthlessly. This is the case every time he confesses.This fifth time is no exception.
With one hand resting on his chin, Buer is still teasing his beloved cactus with the other, his smile gradually widens.
Could it be that he was taken a step ahead in the end?He didn't care about it, anyway, he was responsible for his own dullness, and he was not responsible for collecting Baishi's body.
He has already stuffed the reply into Baishi's bandage, don't wonder how he did it quietly, as long as he thinks, there is always a way to do it.
What has been done before has never been in vain, it is just moistening things silently.No matter how hard a rock is, dripping water can wear it through.Bu Er is not a stone sculpture, even if he disguises his heart as a rock, it cannot conceal the fact that it is made of flesh and blood.He just doesn't care about it, doesn't think about it, but everything he sees and feels will be integrated into his memory, and when you look through it, everything will come up.
He wanted to watch it, scene by scene, frame by frame, piece by piece, replaying in front of his eyes like a movie.Even if he doesn't recall the past, he can still feel Baishi's tenderness now, he is meticulous, and so is Baishi, so the stars that can be picked up will become more and more, until they form a sky full of stars, shining brightly.
Feelings are based on savings. If you don’t break it, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist, but when you break it, you will find that you get far more than you imagined. Many details are just not labeled as love by yourself.
If Shiraishi is on the opposite side, Fuji feels that he can hit the ball in his hand, just because he believes that the ball will definitely hit back.He also doesn't need to worry about the water drying up too quickly, because they can complement each other.Shiraishi had already spent too much time to confirm this matter, he stood there and waited, never leaving.And this time it's my turn to take the initiative to take a step forward and never back down.
When I lifted the lid of that hole to fill it up, I realized it had already been filled by you.
However, there were only three simple words on that note:
like you.
Fuji said that he doesn't want to be told by Shiraishi that there are too many extra things.
If Baishi wants to flip the table, he must add at least two subjects!This is very important!
Just these three words, I couldn't figure it out at all, and I was almost mistaken for a prank.It was still stuffed in the bandage, God knows if I will never find it, what if I accidentally dropped the bandage while shaking it someday!What is the meaning of the anxiety these days!At least you have to squeak in advance, otherwise give me some hints, okay?such an important thing...
Bai Xiaoshi wants to cry but has no tears.
Buer contempt, it's fine if you don't understand, you just found out now.Are you tired of making so many extra things?
Baishi felt that he had been generalized by himself.So just how deep is your obsession?
The wind came in through the gap of the window again, stirring Buer's slightly long chestnut hair, like strands of quenched gold.The snow-white skin was also as rosy as a harvested apple in the sunlight.Shiraishi lifted up the sleeve of Buer's left hand, and under the halo, the imprint on the wrist was shallow, which was contrasted by the white porcelain skin.He put on a new silver and white bracelet in place of the mark, which was still simple and elegant, but much lighter.
"This is a real couple's bracelet." Shiraishi smiled and shook the same chain on his right hand.
He was in a hurry to tear down the original one, not giving up.It is to get out of the misunderstanding. The trust between each other should not be realized by relying on foreign objects. Even if there is no detector, he will find the best. This is the sense of security he wants to give.
"I put away that bracelet." Fuji said suddenly.
But why put it away!Throw it away decisively!Baishi collapsed again. To some extent, he still couldn't understand the thinking of Fuji.That thing that represents bondage, shackles, and uneasiness, that thing that I have made up my mind to take off, that thing that is self-righteous and infinitely disgusting, why should I keep it? !He felt infinite regret for his casual release.
But thinking about it this way, how did Fuji take off that bracelet?
Buer contemptuously again, do you think that kind of design can hold him back for a long time?
Facts have proved that the IQ of geniuses must not be underestimated.
As for the ring.
Fuji smiled and said, "Maybe it will be useful in the future."
Baishi felt a chill down his back, who could tell him this was an illusion!
--THAN--
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The face of the person in front of him was getting bigger and bigger, and he tried his best to back away, but he found it difficult to move an inch. Seeing that frightening face was about to be pressed against him, he couldn't stop the cold sweat all over his body, and he didn't have time to help his glasses were crooked. .
"Lian, Lian Er, calm down. We have something to talk about. Everything can be discussed in the long run." The so-called willing to gamble and admit defeat can only accept fate.
Gan means the future is uncertain.
I saw Liu grabbing Gan's hand and leaning forward, his faint voice lingering in his ears: "I only want you."
Goosebumps emergency assembly.Gan shouted "Help" and woke up suddenly.Looking at the empty dormitory, he was still lying on the bed safely, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.Only then did I realize that the Leng Sweat gentlemen could not wait to spring up one by one like mushrooms after rain.
Thankfully not real.
Gan sighed, and his consciousness began to recover slowly, and the feeling of dancing tango with the god of death seemed to come back again.Just a few hours ago, he went to the gate of hell for a walk, otherwise he wouldn't be "sick in bed" in broad daylight.
So a few hours ago the facts were—
Willing to gamble to lose.
Gan made all the mental preparations, and even turned around the scary idea of streaking several times, maybe let him eat noodles with his nose?Dance like a bunny girl?Maybe he will be pulled to be the mascot of Li Haida?Well, he is 1 reluctant to give up Qingxue data.But before that, you must first get "Fuji Ambiguous Record" back from Yukimura. You must not let Fuji know about this, otherwise you will not even know how to die.
Yukimura expressed doubts, did he forget to tell you that this matter has been successfully informed to Fuji?
When the criminal waited for the final trial with a sour face, Judgment Willow appeared, holding a super large glass of horrible drink, with sour bubbles and strange flocs like beards floating, which were extremely thick, to be exaggerated, like A pile of earthworms that are squeezed into deformities and constantly foam.
"From now on, be my willow juice's test subject." Judge Liu said such cruel words solemnly, just like broadcasting the weather forecast.
This is the weather announcer——Liu Lianer, and now I will broadcast the weather in the dry area for you. There will be continuous heavy rain in the next few days in the dry area, and the daily precipitation will reach 98mm...
If you think that's all there is to it, you're wrong!The weather is the most unpredictable!
The sound that is so familiar that people want to immediately drill into the soil with the rain will refresh the latest weather conditions in the dry area.
"There is also Fuji juice."
Hey, when did this thing come out!And what's with the dark cloud?It's almost thunder and lightning, okay?In the next second, a thunderbolt came directly to the dry area.
That was Baishi's scream: "Ah - my beloved poisonous weed."
The dry areas were instantly submerged by catastrophic floods, and there will be more blue on the map, and one less yellowish yellow.Please observe 1 second of silence for the disappearance of dry areas, and resolutely resist the greenhouse effect caused by non-duality.
The author has something to say:
La la la, it's over, let me entertain myself first~ (I always feel that the author is the happiest after marking the end?)
Does anyone remember 【The Mystery of Shiraishi】?Turn left to Chapter 56, I said that the answer to the mystery will be revealed when you have almost forgotten it.The answer is at the end, I admit that I have a bad heart. ——— Has anyone guessed it?Please accept my worship (worship face), because I only mentioned two sentences about the cactus from the beginning to the end: Chapter 59 [Call from Germany] (in Yukimura's thoughts) Chapter 53 [Seniors] (when I met Echizen)
Be prepared to be bombarded with long thoughts.This is the first time someone has written such a long article, happy to finish it.Of course you can ignore~
The concluding chapter that exceeds the estimated word count can only be split into two paragraphs.After thinking about it before and after, I still plan to integrate the psychological supplement into the main text, so it becomes a long film ╮(╯_╰)╭I have the illusion of summarizing the full text by myself(?) I probably sorted it out Take a look at the emotional line (review the full text, how to break the illusion of primary school students' composition summarized and summarized?), the images, events and details used are scattered throughout the article and will not be repeated.Maybe after reading the ending, you will suddenly understand some implicit expressions (I have almost forgotten it after such a long time =_=, forgive my selfishness, if you are not reserved, you can’t all the way to the end...)
The battle line is stretched a bit too long, it's not Gaochandi who can't help it.Sometimes when I sit in front of the computer and type out two thousand words in one afternoon (I’m going to die.), I can’t pick up my thoughts all of a sudden, but I’m still a lazy person who is easily influenced by all kinds of new things.When I have been in the pile of articles for a long time, when there is a shortage of articles, I will want to make up a story by myself, and then tell it to everyone, so as to attract some like-minded people.But who knew that after I started writing, all kinds of pressure were overwhelming. I planned to finish two volumes, but found that the plot had not yet been expanded to three or four volumes, and I was dragged to death on the beach. All kinds of wall climbing, all kinds of exhaustion, all kinds of waste, looking at elementary school composition from afar makes people's hearts water.Probably will go through this stage?Unknowingly, so many words rolled over, and I felt again, no matter how well written or not, those writers of super long novels really deserve to be worshiped!Especially those who are more productive every day, I really admire them!
I really don’t have much perseverance, I decided to open this article after scrolling through a lot of non-duer articles, purely for my own entertainment (the source of motivation for writing articles), but in fact I haven’t touched Fuer’s since I started the update Any fanfiction (for fear of influence?), just looking up information, digging gossip, has already climbed the wall to other anime cps (I promise to be dishonest, love is unchanging).I originally planned to write an article about some ambiguous daily life, which is simple and convenient, but then I thought it was really good to continue like this?It is completely scattered and there is no subject, and then I start to roughly plan the character frame, and have some literary style (really "hate" literary style, not only the human brain cells of writing, but also the human brain cells of reading, forgive my awkwardness, I both read and write, read word by word, forget what I don’t understand, go back and understand it again and again, a little bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder, full of charm but time-consuming and brain-intensive).In contrast, the purely funny text looks comfortable, although it will be forgotten after a while, but it is good for relaxation, and lazy people love it.It’s just a vague frame in my mind, I probably want to write whatever I want, most of the interesting stalks you see pop up in the middle, what needs to be analyzed is only the emotional line, and I really need inspiration in daily life.Perhaps according to my patience, a light-hearted article without an outline may end as soon as I want, or it may die prematurely, but I feel very happy when I see that there are really people waiting to see my whimsical stuff (I am really grateful to those who supported me from the beginning Everyone), although there were very few people at the beginning, as long as there is a reader who sincerely squats by the pit and encourages me, I feel that I have the responsibility to fill this pit and be responsible for it.If no one reads, the popularity disappears, and they will probably turn around and leave. I think most of the non-profit writers write only to have more and more readers, and hope that their stories will reach more people. like it.Thinking like this, writing and writing, the framework will naturally emerge, and the story will be officially formed.
Anyway, this is the first time I write fanfiction, and it is also the first time I write such a long article.The writing is still lacking, please forgive me for various flaws. (I always feel that most authors will go through a stage of deeply disgusting articles? There is a period of time when I don’t want to read back the things I wrote, or thanks to the encouragement of the little angels of the readers, but my mentality is really hopeless.) I was really extremely slow (I hated it), and I dragged it on for a long time. Looking back, I always feel that I have matured a lot because of it.I have learned a lot from you readers (I will not tell you what I have learned), and I am determined to change my shortcomings (of course, the speed of writing is flawed, and I can’t change it unless I save the manuscript).
The above is a mess, purely someone's lyrical style (I can't stand myself).Let's talk about the text.
At the end, no one will want to smash bricks, mud clods and so on.Why is there no close contact at the end!There are only a handful of exciting contacts throughout the story, okay?Shimizu does not carry such ah!And as the last CP, Bai Buer, why hasn't there been a lot of benefits!I want to be buried in the thousands of peach blossoms, okay? (This will not be your voice, I know.) So, generally, I would not throw anyone away after I abused them (a common problem among mothers?) Bai Xiaoshi was still turned into a scum by me until the end ( No way?) Getting the same is the biggest benefit (are there any complaints?) This illusion that I am about to slip into BD (I don’t deny that it comes from my bad intentions), all the cps in allf make me cute one by one There are opportunities.It's really hard to get the moon first, and it's much easier for the plant group to trigger events, so it's cheaper for you, Bai Xiaoshi (Don't tell me, you want Yukimura to heal the disease, leaving the world of two people, the official yours morals!).Summarized the full-screen ending chapter (the illusion after writing and reading is still there), in fact, there is only one sentence [Since then, Prince Fuji (Fujiko) and Princess Shiraishi (Snow) lived happily together] One is the prince who rode a white horse ( ova), one who played the role of Snow White (special code), no sense of disobedience o(╯□╰)o Bai Xiaoshi, you can continue to be eaten to death by your wife (you can cook anything anyway).
The title is wrong, but what I want to say is (really long-winded) [About Fanwai], (another reason why I integrated all the psychological supplements into the main text) Let’s have fun, have fun, laugh, and relax Come on (how does it feel like a history of bullying?) Don’t tell me that you forgot that this is a happy article (I almost forgot myself, I haven’t touched happy for a long time, and my hands are about to give birth [Hello]).Don’t think about intimate contact (finally diverted attention/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~ The whole article subconsciously lived in a primary school student, clamoring that all kinds of intimate contact are not allowed, which violates the tone of the full text. Every time I write, I have to be ruthless [Don’t pretend to be innocent! Blush and heartbeat~]), I can only say wait and see? (I can look forward to it, but not too much, who knows who will win when the two me in my head fight) About that (you know [slap table], restricted level), [serious face] Do you think junior high school students behave like this Are you really a man!Don't say that Qingshui's extravaganza is nothing, you can't teach bad children to make up their nosebleeds (I would say that part of the reason is because they covet Jin and Jiang? [The voice of a rookie])
Last but not least, let me be a little bit more verbose: First, give my fanwai a breather (don’t worry if the sentence is not smooth), and catch up with my article from the beginning. Your patience is really admirable [really], although I am a bit shy and awkward (myself I don’t believe it), but I still like to watch all kinds of irrigation, and it’s really interesting to exchange ideas.So if you have any ideas or suggestions, don’t throw them up carelessly~
Regarding Buer’s new pit [Yao Wang], I still really want to make a Buer Gemini, which is the opposite tone of this article?To make up for some of the cps that have been watered in this article (don't tell me you didn't see the main cp of this article, I'm going to hide my tears).It needs to be adjusted, one white and one black are roughly fulfilling my dream of being the same.In fact, I really think that until the last moment, the upper and lower are ambiguous, but I still hope to see the inner strength of Fuji (to satisfy my selfish desire to attack and control, in fact, I want to form a harem of Fuji?)
I am unscrupulous, just jump around, don't despise me when I step on mine, someone's restlessness is hopeless.Thank you again for your strong support, bow, and spread flowers~
Suddenly I remembered [Xing Xiaocun], [Bai Xiaoshi], [Zhen Xiaotian] and so on, all of which have no sense of disobedience and are cute.But what about [not small two] and [big and small stones]? (You really have enough!)
Say Happy New Year in advance~Remember to rest while you are busy~
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