Chapter 38 Daily Life
Chapter 38 Daily Life
Although Gao Yuchen has been married once, he has never felt in love once.There is one thing that people may not believe if you tell it. He is still an old virgin, and he has never even kissed on the lips.
With the pride of 188, he was kicked by Lu Yichen now.It is too difficult to say good things from a person who lacks love and has no love in his heart.
"Xu Jialuo, are you begging me to kiss you?"
Lu Yichen suddenly opened his eyes, his face was flushed red: "What... what did you say? What do you mean I beg you? You were the one who pulled me and... hugged me."
"Then you just want me to kiss you? You don't want to weigh who you are to me?" Gao Yuchen pushed him out, and Lu Yichen's face was completely lost. He wished to kick the person in front of him to death, and he was angry at himself. What love.
"Gao Yuchen, you'll never find someone like this!"
He had never seen anyone speak so badly!Don't save face at all!
Gao Yuchen didn't care, he felt better after having a fight with him, and he didn't feel that the room was in a panic, so he picked up the toast and continued eating, looking at Lu Yichen's pretty face, he let out a sigh of relief.
Just now he panicked, obviously he wanted to play tricks on Xu Jialuo and embarrass him, but when he saw this kid getting serious, for a moment he actually wanted to take it seriously.
He doesn't know what it's like to like someone, but he knows what it's like to be with someone.He likes to get along with the current Xu Jialuo very much. Being with this child is very comfortable, at ease, and very relaxed. This is a feeling that can't be found when getting along with others.
Xu Jialuo had this feeling when he was six years old, when he regarded him as a little brother, and now he still wants to treat him as a younger brother, but the feeling has changed, and he always dare not touch him lightly.
Feeling ashamed, Lu Yichen left the room with his mobile phone, and stood under the rain shade outside the hotel, the heat on his face gradually dissipating.
As the twilight grew thicker, the heavy rain became heavier and heavier, and the whole town was soaked in this thunderstorm.
Lu Yichen shivered, still thinking about what happened just now.
He was moved, and he didn't want to argue anymore.
Feelings always slip by inadvertently. I can’t explain clearly. Is it like liking?
After a while, the door of the hotel opened. Lu Yichen thought it was the shopkeeper, so he hurriedly stood aside, but when he turned around, it was Gao Yuchen who put a coat on him.
"Trouble me if you freeze to death." Gao Yuchen said lightly.
Lu Yichen looked at the man with his head tilted, and wrapped his coat tightly: "You are obviously kind, but you speak so harshly."
"Are you kind? I don't think I'm kind." Gao Yuchen's lips curled up. "So, it seems that no one has ever said that I'm kind. The most I've heard is that I have no feelings and don't understand human relationships."
Lu Yichen stood in front of him, looking very small, then looked left and right at his face, and smiled: "Gao Yuchen, you love everyone in the family, right?"
Gao Yuchen looked at him with his head down, retracted the curvature of his mouth, seemed to agree with what he said, and said instead: "I don't think so, they don't like to talk to me."
"It's because you don't like talking to them?"
"I remember when I was in elementary school, it was the New Year's day, and all the children in the family were making noise in the living room. I knew I was withdrawn, but I also hoped to play like them and have fun, but every time I participated in the atmosphere It'll get cold, and they'll keep rowdy as soon as they're gone."
Gao Yuchen looked at the heavy rain and frowned: "Later I realized that they couldn't make trouble because of my appearance. Since then, I like to be alone, at least I don't feel left out. After a long time, I really It's getting more and more lonely."
It was the first time for him to say so many heartfelt words. Lu Yichen felt sorry for him, and said: "It's your attitude that keeps them away from you. You can try to say a few more words. I don't think they are deliberately ignoring you." your."
"I know, but Xu Jialuo, do you understand that feeling? How unpleasant is a person who can't speak nice words or take the initiative? You try your best to participate in them, but you always feel that you The only thing that exists is to embarrass others. That feeling is not good, so I don't want to experience that feeling anymore, I would rather be myself."
Gao Yuchen breathed a sigh of relief: "You're right, I cherish them very much, so even though I knew that my father cheated in drawing lots and they were playing tricks, I still married Zhou Yan, and I didn't even have a word of complaint."
Lu Yichen panicked when he heard this.How uncomfortable Gao Yuchen must have been that time to tell the truth and tear up his face with everyone.
He had never seen such a weak Gao Yuchen, and his heart ached.He raised his brightest smiling face, and pointed at the center of Gao Yuchen's eyebrows with his index finger: "Bad luck goes away, good luck comes, and the god of happiness is coming soon. Do you feel better? This is my magic."
The tone was very naive, but Gao Yuchen was stunned, and his Adam's apple moved up and down.
This action and these words are the tricks Xu Jialuo used against him when he was six years old.He was 14 years old at that time, no one paid attention to him, only Xu Jialuo was not afraid of him, and he didn't find him boring and disappointing, every time he came to Gao's house, he would come to him first and stick by his side.
Once he was unhappy because of some things, Xu Jialuo used this set of excuses, naive is really naive, but that pure childlike heart let him cast off all troubles.After that, Xu Jialuo stopped talking about this set of rhetoric, and even met him with cynicism.
He didn't expect that the unexpected amnesia made Xu Jialuo more and more like the six-year-old him, that clean and innocent child.
"Why don't you talk?" Lu Yichen raised his eyebrows, "Do you think it's childish? I also think that it's me..."
He thought that he was not Xu Jialuo, so he stopped talking just in time.
This is what he said to cheer himself up in the orphanage, and he also relied on this to hand over Xiaofeng. He hasn't said it for more than ten years, and it is very naive now.
"Why don't you continue talking?"
Lu Yichen shook his head: "Forgot."
In the evening, the north wind blew fiercely, and large swaths of dark clouds covered the entire town, with heavy rain, thunder and lightning.Lu Yichen was bored, lying on the window sill with his mobile phone to take pictures, while Gao Yuchen was looking at documents on his mobile phone.
Gao Muxi called and said that it was raining in Paris, and asked where they were. When he learned that they were not coming back tonight, he felt that the relationship between these two people was getting more and more unusual.
They also bought their dinner at the store, and after eating, the two of them sat dryly, and the more they sat, the more boring they became.Lu Yichen yawned: "I'm a little sleepy."
"Then sleep." Gao Yuchen said.
"I won't be able to sleep tonight." It was cold in the room, and Lu Yichen got under the covers, "Brother Yuchen, can I ask you a question?"
"Ok?"
"Is your downside getting better?" Lu Yichen asked shyly.
Gao Yuchen looked at him: "Are you too busy?"
"I want to know, isn't it really broken?"
"If I'm broken, you won't be able to escape."
Lu Yichen chuckled: "I won't run away. If you really can't be cured, I will reluctantly accept you."
"I don't want you so much, even if I die, I won't touch you." Gao Yuchen was very ruthless.
"Smack, smack, are you serious? You just hugged me just now." Lu Yichen said kindly, "Why don't you touch me?"
Gao Yuchen squinted at him: "I'm not talking about that touch."
"Which one is that?" Lu Yichen pretended to be stupid.
Gao Yuchen got impatient with his question, and the words slipped out of his mouth: "It's fuck|you!"
These words were too rude, both of them froze for a moment after speaking, and the atmosphere was slightly awkward when no one said anything.
"Oh." Lu Yichen panicked for a while, shrank into the bed, blushed, trying to ease the atmosphere, "I didn't just let someone touch me, this is the first time, I want someone I love to touch me .”
After he finished speaking, Gao Yuchen was even more powerless to continue, and his Adam's apple moved: "This is said, as if it is not the first time for anyone."
The atmosphere is even more awkward.
Lu Yichen simply stopped answering the phone and played games with his mobile phone.As night fell, he began to watch movies on his mobile phone. Gao Yuchen had been sitting on the sofa all afternoon, his back ached. There was only one bed in this room, so after thinking about it, he fell into bed.
The bed was a little small, and Gao Yuchen had long arms and legs, and it looked even smaller when he sat in. Lu Yichen had already leaned as far as possible, and he could touch each other with a little movement.
He said, "Are you watching a movie?"
"Yeah." Gao Yuchen seldom watches movies, and now he's just killing time.
This movie is a same-sex movie, and the audience responded quite well after it was released.Lu Yichen likes this world, movies can be watched casually, there are many same-sex movies, and the plots are quite exciting, unlike before, watching movies has to be sneaky.
Time moved forward slowly, and Gao Yuchen was watching intently, with his head drooping.Lu Yichen fell asleep and fell on top of him.He tilted his head to look over, took Lu Yichen over, carefully laid him flat on the bed, and covered him with a quilt.
It's really funny to think about it, the brothers in the family love Xu Jialuo more than him, but they were all rejected, and now they are lying beside him to sleep.
Gao Yuchen put his phone aside and lay down under the blanket, listening to the sound of the rain outside the window, his heart was extraordinarily quiet.He has been living a boring and irritable life, but now because of Xu Jialuo, his heart is warmed up again.
That night, Gao Yuchen dreamed of the year when he was 14 years old.
It was a week after they had just moved into the Gao family's mansion, the uncle and aunt of the Xu family brought their son to visit that day, and that was the first time he saw Xu Jialuo.He didn't go out to greet her with his parents. He saw the six-year-old Xu Jialuo from the window. He was very obedient and loved to laugh. He was holding a few sunflowers in his hand.
Knowing that he was not likable, he went to the greenhouse to plant rose flowers.
On this sunny summer day, the whole land is immersed in the fiery sunlight, and the breeze blows, sending bursts of floral fragrance.Gao Yuchen loaded a pot of rose flowers, went to wash his hands, suddenly heard footsteps, turned his head, and saw a small head protruding from the door of the greenhouse, those peach blossom eyes were looking around curiously.
It was the little Xu Jialuo.
Gao Yuchen was used to being alone, so he ignored him, sat on the chair and read the book.He thought that the children at the door would leave because of his neglect, but he came in, shaking a few sunflowers in his hand.
"Are you brother Yuchen?" Xu Jialuo had been very pale since childhood, and his face was so tender that it was unbelievable.
"Yeah." Gao Yuchen glanced at him and ignored him.
He knew that he was cold-tempered and would leave him within five seconds, but Xu Jialuo sat over, looked at him with a pair of peach blossom eyes and a smile, and said in a tender voice, "Aunt said you are also a child of the Gao family, why don't you go in?" ? They're all eating watermelon."
"Go in and eat." Gao Yuchen said lightly.
Xu Jialuo looked at him, put the sunflower on the table, and ran away.Gao Yuchen breathed a sigh of relief: "That's all I know."
After a while, Xu Jialuo ran back, holding a crystal bowl with watermelon in his hand, and put it in front of Gao Yuchen: "Brother Yuchen, I'll eat it for you."
Gao Yuchen was startled, and then he looked at the boy carefully.The smile on his face was as bright as the summer sun, and those bright eyes were full of innocence.He was a little innocent for a while, and his tone softened a little: "Aren't you afraid of me?"
"Why are you afraid of you?" Xu Jialuo used a small hand to pierce a piece of watermelon with a fork, and stuffed it into his mouth, "It's so sweet, you can eat it too."
Children always have a kind of magical power that makes people feel soft. Gao Yuchen laughed: "Where did you get the sunflowers? They are all wilted."
"My dad planted a lot of sunflowers on the farm, and I just picked a few." Xu Jialuo picked up one and gave it to him, grinning, "For you."
Gao Yuchen took it and found that Xu Jialuo was just like this sunflower, clean and bright: "Do you like sunflowers?"
"Well, I like it very much. Dad said that sunflowers are always smiling at people, I like it." Xu Jialuo giggled.
Not long after, Uncle Zhong came to ask them to eat, Xu Jialuo nodded obediently, turned to see Gao Yuchen not moving, and took his big hand: "Let's go, go eat."
"Go, I'm not hungry yet." Gao Yuchen also said this to Uncle Zhong.
"How can you do it without eating? Let's go, brother Yuchen." Xu Jialuo didn't have much energy, so he still didn't let go of Gao Yuchen's hand.Gao Yuchen and Uncle Zhong looked at each other, and had no choice but to follow him away.
This feeling of being cared about by others made Gao Yuchen's heart warm.That afternoon, Xu Jialuo clung to him like a piece of plasticine. Even though the rest of the family was teasing him and trying to coax him away, he still stayed by Gao Yuchen's side.
Someone teased him and asked him why he liked Brother Yuchen, and he happily replied, "Because Brother Yuchen is good-looking."
This dream was so clear that Gao Yuchen seemed to have returned to the year when he was 14 years old. When he woke up, it was already dawn outside, and the people next to him were gone.
At this time the door opened, Lu Yichen came in, and said excitedly: "Brother Yuchen, get up, get dressed quickly, it's sunny outside! I've been shopping for a while, it's so beautiful!"
Gao Yuchen sat up, looked at this face and smiled.Lu Yichen waved his hands in front of his eyes, and said in surprise, "Are you sleepy? You actually laughed."
"Xu Jialuo, do you still like sunflowers?"
Lu Yichen didn't know if Xu Jialuo liked it or not, but he liked it, so he said, "Anyway, I like it very much now."
"why?"
Lu Yichen didn't even think about it: "Because the sunflower always smiles at people, looking at it will make you feel better."
"Do you remember who told you this?"
Gao Yuchen still remembered that Xu Jialuo fell ill when he was seven years old. He went to Xu Jialuo's mansion and gave Xu Jialuo a bunch of sunflowers, but when he was going out, he heard Xu Jialuo say to Xu Jialuo's nanny—send Sunflower, why not give me a bag of melon seeds.
It was also from then on that he and Xu Jialuo went further and further apart.
"Who told me that? I forgot." Lu Yichen didn't know where he heard it. Anyway, liking sunflowers seemed to be imprinted in his mind. "I heard Uncle Zhong said that you also like sunflowers. Why?"
"I'm going to wash up." Gao Yuchen decided to end the topic.
Little poor boy, because of you, because you brought me infinite warmth when I was a child.
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