Reincarnation Prep

Chapter 1

After falling asleep, you will really be able to see Gu Nanchuan again

Lin Yu left.

On March No. 14, the weather really began to warm up. Just after the Awakening of Insects, the light rain fell and the plum blossoms fell. In such a comfortable spring day, Lin Yu couldn't hold on anymore.His recent illness has become so serious that he can't go out, and he doesn't remember to eat three meals a day.Fortunately, he had noticed it a long time ago, and quit that enviable job years ago.

Now that the great revenge has been avenged, there is no one or anything he is nostalgic for in this world, he died early and reincarnated, hurry up and find Gu Nanchuan in the next life.

When Lin Yu was sober, she also thought about how to die so that it would not be too ugly, and she had to choose a good place, so as not to ruin the house she lives in now, this house just bought for less than two years will be left to Gu Nanchuan Younger brother Gu Beihuai.After much deliberation, Lin Yu finally chose the hometown that he hadn't returned to for a long time.

Lin Yu found a pen and paper, and left a suicide note for Gu Beihuai, saying it was a suicide note, with only a few short sentences.Confess that after his death, he and Gu Nanchuan should be buried together, this is the most important thing.In addition, all the assets under his name were left to Gu Beihuai, including this house, and the official will was kept by his friend and lawyer Lin Ran. After his death, Lin Ran would help him deal with it.

In the end, he told Gu Beihuai that his life was too painful, and death would be his relief, so he should not be sad, if he had to be sad, just be sad for a few days.

Lin Yu got up in the morning and tidied herself up decently. She wore a navy blue overcoat with a white shirt, and a pair of white cloth shoes on her feet. They didn't match, but they weren't too abrupt.It was raining lightly outside, and he went out of the house with a black umbrella, and went to the flower shop that he often bought. He tried his best to look normal, and asked the clerk with a smile for a bunch of sunset corals.

Gu Nanchuan likes it, maybe he likes it. Lin Yu actually didn’t ask Gu Nanchuan. Before Gu Nanchuan died, they didn’t talk about flowers. They just went to visit Gu Nanchuan in the cemetery. Others gave white flowers. Lin Yu didn't like it, so he chose this sunset coral. The orange-red color is too beautiful and gorgeous, just like the summer evening when they first kissed when they were 17 years old, full of enthusiasm and romance.

So from then on, Lin Yu kept sending it to the cemetery. He thought Gu Nanchuan would like it.

It was raining, and almost no one could be seen in the cemetery. Lin Yu held an umbrella and walked up the stairs along the mountain road.He used to be very sad every time he came here, except this time, he probably felt that he was going to see Gu Nanchuan, and he felt a little happy in his heart. He hasn't felt this happy for a long time, maybe ten years , Ten years of life as a walking dead is finally coming to an end, how could he be unhappy.

When Lin Yu came to Gu Nanchuan's tomb, he took out his handkerchief and wiped Gu Nanchuan's photo on the tombstone, then sat down, rested his head on the tombstone, and told him the recent events in a brisk tone.

"Gu Nanchuan, my illness is getting worse and worse, and I see you more and more times, sometimes I feel that you are with me all day long.

But I also know that you have been lying here for ten years, and that is not you. Looking at it this way, I am actually quite sober and can tell that it is not the real you.Did I tell you that years ago after I sent the last bastard who killed you to jail, I was out drinking and I met you, of course, that was my hallucination.

But that you are a little different from the former you, cold and not talking to me.I even had sex with him, probably because I miss you so much, the illusion is so real, don't be angry, it's you in the illusion, I only belong to you. "

Lin Yu looked at the raindrops dripping from the black umbrella, and frowned slightly: "Gu Nanchuan, actually, I don't like this season. I don't like it when it's warm and cold, and the spring rains don't stop. I like summer. It's so hot and so hot. Splendid, so I can't forget it. I originally wanted to wait until summer to find you, but I can't wait for that time. I'm afraid that my condition is too serious, and your brother will send me to a mental hospital. Then I have no chance of dying."

"Gu Beihuai has graduated from university and has a good job, so I feel relieved."

Lin Yu gently caressed the photo of Gu Nanchuan. In the photo, Gu Nanchuan was wearing a black T-shirt. This was the most positive photo that Lin Yu found from the phone album. In the photo, Gu Nanchuan was still 17 years old, handsome and handsome. Yi has the childishness of a teenager, his eyes are extremely clear.

Even though the difficult life was pressed on the young man early, it did not pollute his heart.

"Gu Nanchuan, I'm afraid of pain. I fantasized about many ways to die, but I decided to cut my wrist. Cutting my wrist should only hurt that one time.

But I bought painkillers, you see I want to die but also afraid of pain, isn't it very hypocritical.If you were still alive, you would definitely comfort me when I was in pain.But if you were here, I wouldn't want to die. "

"Gu Beihuai called me in the morning and wanted to accompany me to see you. I didn't let him. I asked him to come in the afternoon. Otherwise, I wouldn't have a chance with him. I want to die today, in the same place as you." My God. So I can't let Gu Beihuai know, I'm afraid I won't die, it will be miserable for me to toss back and forth. Gu Nanchuan, I talked a lot today, and I don't know if I will be reincarnated immediately after I die. You should have been reincarnated by now Well, wait for me, wait for me for as long as you want, I will still be yours in the next life. Let’s just say this, I am a little tired, depression always makes me lethargic, but after today, I can sleep forever. "

"See you in the next life, Gu Nanchuan, you have to wait for me."

Lin Yu walked down the mountain slowly with an umbrella in hand, took a bus to the old house in the suburbs.

When passing by City No. [-] Middle School, the bus just stopped. Lin Yu briefly looked at his high school alma mater, and remembered the days with Gu Nanchuan in high school. Reckless deeds bloomed in their hearts, but in the end it was at the cost of death.

Lin Yu withdrew his eyes in a complicated mood. This campus was the best time for him and Gu Nanchuan, and it was also the place he was most afraid of. They met here, they separated here, life and death separated.

The bus drove forward again slowly, Lin Yu still looked back at Shi No. [-] Middle School, which was gradually moving away. He saw Gu Nanchuan wearing a school uniform and sitting on a mountain bike with his long legs on the ground, holding breakfast in his hand , showing a bright smile at himself running towards him.Lin Yu turned his head, and tears flowed down his face. It would be great if it had always been like this. Gu Nanchuan didn't die. They spent the last three months of high school together, got into the same university, worked together, and then went abroad to get married. live a lifetime.

But if there is no if, Lin Yu told himself with a still sober head that Gu Nanchuan had been dead for ten years. Yin and Yang are separated.

Lin Yu got off the bus and walked towards the old house. This is the oldest residential area. It has been notified years ago that it will be demolished in summer.

So most of the people have moved away, leaving only the sick and old with nowhere else to go.If he chooses to die here, it won't affect anyone. After the house is demolished, who will remember that someone died here.

He went up to the second floor, took out the key and opened the door of the house that had been covered in dust for a long time. The dust hit his face, making him cough a few times.Even though Lin Yu was not obsessed with cleanliness, he still disliked how dirty this place was. He thought that even if he wanted to die here, he would die in a clean environment.He went to the bathroom to take a look. The running water hadn't stopped. He found the old clothes in the closet and tore them into rags, and began to clean the entire room and bathroom.After doing all this, it was almost noon, and he felt that since he was going to die, he couldn't be a starving ghost.

So he ordered a takeaway, and after he finished eating, he threw away the garbage before going to the bathroom, filling the bathtub with water like all the TV shows, lying down in it, cutting his wrists, and waiting for death to come.

But he didn't lie down in it, the water was too cold, he was afraid of the cold, and he didn't want Gu Beihuai to see himself lying in the bathtub full of blood when Gu Beihuai came to collect his body. In the bedroom where I have lived for more than ten years, at least the blood will seep into the mattress and it will not look too scary.

Moreover, in this bedroom, he and Gu Nanchuan hugged, kissed, and made love. It should be the space where they spend the most time apart from school.

Lin Yu took painkillers, went into the room and lay down on the bed, took out the blade he had bought long ago, and cut off his left wrist without hesitation with a smile on his face. Warm blood flowed out instantly. He felt that his All of a sudden, I was relieved, and my whole body felt an unprecedented sense of relaxation.

It's just...it hurts too much, and it turns out that taking painkillers is not enough.Lin Yu stared blankly at the dilapidated roof, tears streaming down his face slowly, and he murmured, "Gu Nanchuan, I'm in pain... come and hug me, okay?"

Lin Yu saw Gu Nanchuan again. He was standing beside his bed in a crow blue long-distance running suit, then slowly bent down and kissed his forehead, nose and lips, and finally landed on the corners of his eyes, just like countless times before. Kiss like the first time.Afterwards, Gu Nanchuan lay down beside Lin Yu, stretched out his arms to hug him, and held him tightly in his arms.

Lin Yu closed his eyes and felt less pain. Gradually, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he wanted to sleep. He originally wanted to open his eyes again to look at Gu Nanchuan.

But he couldn't open his eyes no matter what, but it didn't matter, he felt that he was being hugged by Gu Nanchuan, that's all.He felt that it was time for him to sleep, and when he fell asleep, he would really be able to see Gu Nanchuan again.

The light rain outside finally stopped, the sky gradually cleared up, and the weak sunlight shone into the bedroom.Standing beside Lin Yu's bed was a man in a black suit and a black hat. With a hook of his finger, Lin Yu's soul was pulled out of his body. He took Lin Yu's soul out of the bedroom and walked through the Gu Beihuai, who slammed the door frantically, walked downstairs.