this life is waiting

Chapter 14

I don't understand why the people around me always think that I love Tang Shuo deeply, and I can't forget him after we broke up. Whenever I chat with people from the physics department, when Tang Shuo is mentioned, they always look at me carefully. His gossip, seeing me present, immediately shut up.

I said, I would like to hear it too.

After I expressed this idea to Yuyu, she looked at me and laughed a few times, "I can't blame others, your appearance sometimes gives people an infatuated feeling."

I feel wronged: "Really?"

Yuyu put her arms around my waist: "Ann, this is just for you to block those unnecessary love affairs."

I was even more aggrieved, "But I'm very lonely, I want to fall in love."

Yuyu raised an eyebrow at me, "Look for He Cheng."

I told her to fuck off and ended the topic.

In the cold weather, I can finally let out a breath of white air one day. Every winter, the colder I feel, the more I look forward to it. It’s better to be colder, and maybe it will snow.

Listening to it this way, do you feel that I have a deep obsession with Xue, but in fact I don’t. After all, I have no pursuits, and I have a superficial liking for everything. Hi Buye, in short, there is no pursuit.

When I was very young, one winter, my mother watched Korean dramas and pulled me together. At that time, the director took Chuxue so beautifully that I fell in love with it immediately. Since that day, I have been arguing for my mother to take me. go northeast.

My mother was annoyed by me for a while, and finally couldn't help it, and asked me what I was doing, and I said to go to see the snow.However, my mother thought I was sick, so she ran all the way to see the snow, and ignored me.

Later, I stopped clamoring for my mother to take me there, not because I was desperate, but because I felt that if I really went to play with my mother, she must have a full schedule.

In order to make this trip worthwhile, many people must play thoroughly when they go to a place. It doesn’t matter if you are exhausted. My mother is such a person. I was lucky enough to go to an ancient city with her in this life. I almost didn’t torment me to death. Later, I swore , For the sake of my physical and mental health, I choose to play with my mother carefully.

It rarely snows in winter in the south. It happens several times a year in other people's houses, but once in several years for us.

The last time it snowed was 4 years ago, but at the weekend, I slept in and missed it successfully.

So my resentment deepened, and I fell in love with Xue from then on, and it was out of control.

This process seems far-fetched, but when you like something, it is often very easy to recall, maybe it's just because she smiled back at you, maybe it's just because she wrote beautiful words, maybe it's just because she is the first person among strangers A person who talks to you, maybe because she has a nice voice, An Soang.

Speaking of which, why does it remind me of that who...

I have a friend who also likes snow. She said it was because of the word snow in her name. It sounds like my reason seems to be more legitimate.

Fortunately, none of us are overly impulsive, insisting on seeing it, but just miss it in our hearts. Maybe one day God will take pity on us, and there will be a snowstorm, and all we can do is giggle at the scenery.

Whether it is cold or hot, God always jokes with us, it will suddenly become warmer and colder suddenly without notifying you one day.

For example, today, the sky is dark and cold to death.

The temperature in the dormitory is always not equal to the temperature outside, so when I got downstairs, I realized that I didn't wear enough clothes.

This story tells you that you must read the weather forecast when you go out.

Glancing at the time, I thought about gritting my teeth and enduring it, maybe the airtight class would be very warm, so I hugged Yuyu's arm tightly and walked towards the teaching building with her non-stop .

But I was still too naive.

When I was in class, I was still thinking, why have I lived for so long and experienced such a long winter, and I still don’t understand that it’s not a joke to get cold in winter.

Damn, my mouth is trembling because of the cold.

In the first class in the morning, I seemed to be the little woman next to Yuyu, and forced to cuddle with her. Yuyu laughed at me, taught me a lesson, and held my hand tightly in her pocket to keep warm.

I don't know what the teacher said, I just kept looking at the watch, why the time passed so slowly, so slowly.

After the first get out of class, I refused Yuyu's offer to take off my coat, after all her clothes were just right.

She rubbed my arm and asked, "The school girls don't seem to have classes, should I ask them to come over and bring some clothes?"

I shook my head.

The school girl and we are not in the same department, so it seems a bit troublesome.

"There's only one class left, just bear with it."

Yuyu patted my head: "I asked you to wear an extra one in the morning, it's disobedient."

I feel wronged: "I know I was wrong."

Yuyu gave me a blank look and continued rubbing my hands.

"Be obedient next time."

I nodded: "Be obedient."

Yuyu suddenly smiled, her smile was accompanied by a boy in the front row who turned his head, also smiling, and said with an ambiguous look: "You two are like a couple."

I burst out laughing, now it seems that this word is too much to describe mentally retarded, so that I can no longer face up to its original meaning, so I automatically made up the derogatory meaning of his words.

You two are like a retarded couple.

But imagine, in order to keep warm, my whole body is shaking, let Yuyu squeeze me, she rubs me hard, God's perspective, it's really retarded.

Yuyu and I looked at each other, we responded tacitly to the word "couple", and hit him on the head with a book.

He smiled, covered his head, and sighed: "Hey, you girls are all with girls, so let us boys live."

Yuyu hit him again, and replied, "We're with boys."

After such a fuss, I suddenly wanted to go to the bathroom, so I patted Yuyu on the shoulder and signaled her to go out.

It doesn't matter if you don't come out, but when you come out, you find that it's even colder outside, especially the aisle connecting to the opposite building, where the wind is blowing in.

After I came out of the toilet, I held my breath in the palm of my hand. The clothes without pockets made my hands nowhere to rest. I jumped a few steps on the spot, turned around, and suddenly saw someone walking towards me.

I smiled at her: "He Cheng, you are also in class here today."

She hummed.

Logically speaking, if we encounter this kind of situation by chance, we would usually break up after just two words, but when I passed her by, He Cheng held my hand and said a few words and so on.

I looked back at her suspiciously, and saw that she had untied the scarf around her neck at some point, then approached me, put it around my neck, and wrapped it round and round.

Maybe it was because my expression looked too confused, but she explained in a light tone after finishing it: "You seem to wear very little."

I oh, and seeing that there was a coat outside her sweater, I smiled grinningly: "Thank you."

After speaking, I patted the scarf wrapped around my neck twice.

She hummed, and with the bell ringing for class, I said thank you again, and ran towards the classroom.

Sure enough, I had a scarf, which made me warmer, not so cold, my life climbed to a new temperature, life became better, and the world was peaceful.

There was a faint fragrance on the scarf, it seemed to be some kind of floral fragrance, I don't know if it was He Cheng's shower gel, face cream, or she sprayed on perfume, it smelled very nice.

Like a white cloud, lying softly on my neck.

I happily picked up the notebook and took notes, always feeling something was wrong, and when I turned my head, I saw Yuyu looking at me with an ambiguous expression, her ambiguity was far higher than the classmate who turned her head just now.

I frowned and asked in a low voice, "Why?"

Yuyu also clicked ten times in a row in a low voice, "Tell me, why are you so sweet when you come back from the toilet?"

As soon as she said it, I realized that there was a smile on my face, so I stopped smiling immediately, but I felt that it was too deliberate, so I laughed again.

Well, I do appear to be mentally handicapped.

Because of my series of behaviors, Yuyu was lying on the table laughing to the point where she couldn't help herself.

Maybe it was too much noise, the boy in the front row turned around again, knocked on our table, "Flirting."

I looked at him with disgust.

The boy continued: "I just named you guys, Universe Xipi, how are you?"

Yuyu laughed even harder after hearing this.

I really don't know what's so funny about it, but Yuyu was the only one laughing, looking a little embarrassed, so I hehehe a few times in cooperation.

A few seconds later, Yuyu suddenly raised her head, looked at the male classmate and said, "Don't tell me, you are cute Lily."

The male student was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, without denying it, and explained, "I'm a cute girl."

After finishing speaking, he felt that the wording was wrong, and added: "My cute girl is a girl."

Yuyu said meaningfully, leaned forward, and suddenly asked: "Then, do you think that He Cheng from the physics department is compatible with my Zhou Xiaoyi? He Cheng, do you know? The pretty one Freshmen."

The cute girl's eyes lit up, if he wasn't still in class, I think he would turn around and hold Yuyu's hand fiercely.

He nodded and nodded again: "Of course I know, I've been in this pair for a long time!"

I:……

I couldn't help but interjected: "Why? What made you have this illusion."

So in the following time, the cute girl couldn't hide her excitement and said that he met He Cheng and me in the cafe that day, and said that the scene was as beautiful as a painting, especially the way we talked and laughed happily and looked at each other with a smile, which made his The girl's heart was filled with pink bubbles.

That's right, he was talking about his girlish heart.

"You went to the cafe with He Cheng secretly?!" Yuyu turned to question me after hearing this.

I don't care: "so?"

Yuyu pursed her lips and raised her eyebrows at me.

"So this is a big deal?" I wondered, "Let's just have a cup of tea together."

She shook her head and said yes and no, but her expression was not right, she looked like she was biting her mouth in pain after eating shit.

Yuyu: "It's not about things, it's about people."

Cute girl: "Look at people and people!"

The excited conversation between the two of them ended when the teacher suddenly asked the cute girl. The teacher is like this, whoever is disobedient in class, he will ask him. This can't help scaring the students who are asked questions, and can also scare the classmates who are playing with mobile phones around them.

After class, they happily added WeChat. Yuyu said that she wanted to show cute girls her paintings. I wanted to stop them, but then I thought, maybe this is a good thing.

But if the cute girl reads her comics, she can still cute us.

That's true love.

With the magic weapon of scarf, Yuyu very rudely abandoned me to find Uncle Wu, and told me to go back with peace of mind that the restaurant would bring me meals.

So I went back alone in misery. When I went downstairs to the dormitory, I met Zhao Jia who was going downstairs to take out the garbage. I waited for her for a while and went back together.

I looked at her pajamas and asked, "Did you skip class?"

She looked at me suspiciously: "No."

I wanted to continue asking, but she suddenly interrupted me, grabbed my hand and said, "Senior sister, I want to watch a movie that just came out. Are you free today? Let's go together."

I thought about it, and there was no class in the afternoon, so I nodded and agreed to her.

She jumped a few times excitedly, her eyes fell on my scarf, and she gasped: "It seems that He Cheng also has one."

I touched it: "It's hers."

"Ah." Zhao Jia was surprised: "She is willing to lend you a scarf."

I laughed: "Does He Cheng look petty?"

Zhao Jia shrugged and smiled: "No, um, how should I put it, she doesn't communicate with others very much, so." Zhao Jia said, "I don't know, it's just weird anyway."

I pause.

Forgive me, she finds it strange, I can't understand it.