this life is waiting

Chapter 16

Regarding dreams, I know that there are many theories, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, whether it is details or generalizations, there is always an explanation for it, maybe one kind or many kinds.

So I don't believe the messy interpretations of dreams about kissing on the Internet at all.

After locking the screen, I put the phone aside.

After returning from the library, the sky began to rain grayly, and it had been raining for a while. The rain was so heavy that it made people feel very cold.

Winter always comes unexpectedly. We were wearing short-sleeved clothes last week, so it’s no surprise that we wear down jackets when we go out.

It was rare for Yuyu not to go out today. We found a few movies and watched them all afternoon in bed. During this period, she missed many wonderful scenes because of the news from Uncle Wu, which caused us to go back and forth. several times.

After watching the movie, Yuyu put down her phone and rubbed against my arm a few times, saying, "Xiao Yi, you are so kind."

This sentence came out of nowhere, which made me very panic. Did she ask me for something shameful?

But fortunately, there is no more text.

She once told me that she was lucky to meet me, and she said that she sometimes has a strange problem, especially in details, and she also said that this problem caused her to lose a good friend in high school.

It was one of the few Yuyu who chatted with me about her own gossip. She always said that she was a female classmate without a story, but it was not true. One can add as much rhetoric as one can.

She said that a friend of hers in high school, one day after she had always thought they were getting along with each other, suddenly got angry with her because of a trivial matter, and listed a bunch of things Yuyu had done in the past that made the friend unhappy.

Yuyu said that they never contacted each other again.

Looking back later, Yuyu felt that she really seemed to have the problems she said, such as being too self-conscious in the crowd, ignoring others, like to attract attention, lack of collective consciousness, and like to attack others self-righteously.

Maybe Yuyu made her faults serious. Once people really start to reflect on themselves, it is easy to magnify their faults. If not, it means that they are not willing to reflect on themselves.

The Yuyu I know seems to have changed a lot, but when she mentioned it and listed it, I seemed to have some impressions.

So I seem to be able to understand the sentence just now. She may have downed the progress bar too many times due to her own reasons, and I did not feel wronged. I am grateful to me. Other people may feel that she thing.

Let's take it as she is complimenting me, this kind of compliment is not an exaggeration, I gladly accept it.

After watching the movie, we started to browse Weibo. I looked at the literary words flashing across the top, and suddenly thought that she used to say that I was gentle.

It was the result of an accident, the process was very short, and I can't remember the whole process, I just remember her sighing with a smile and a serious expression: "Zhou Xiaoyi, you are so gentle."

The temperature on a rainy day may be suitable for sensationalism. Just now Yuyu also said that Uncle Wu was caught off guard and confessed to him a few minutes ago.

Put the dog food aside first, I watched Yuyu slipping the mouse's hand, nudged her with my elbow, and asked, "Do you remember that you said I was gentle before?"

Yuyu looked at the computer screen and hummed casually.

I wrapped the quilt up a little, and poked her again: "Do you remember what happened?"

Yuyu looked up at the ceiling after hearing this, and shook her head after a few seconds: "Forgot."

It's really sad that everyone's memory is so bad.

I licked my lips and asked again: "Then do you still think I'm gentle now?"

Yuyu smiled, and clicked on a moving picture, I looked at the funny moving picture on the screen, and heard her say: "Gentleness, in fact, it is more appropriate to not care, don't look at you sometimes neurotic, But you are in my heart, and the label of gentleness is still there."

She shrunk down the moving picture, continued to swipe down, and said: "Zhou Xiaoyi, you are friendly to everyone, smiling, and have no temper." She shrugged and added: "Actually, Xiaoyi, You can be heartless sometimes."

I hooked her arm: "Is this an advantage or a disadvantage?"

"Advantages."

As for other people's opinions about yourself, I remember I read a chicken soup for the soul, which roughly said that the opinions of others belong to others, and it is not important to yourself. Don't care about it. You don't live for him, you live for I saw it myself.

I can't digest this chicken soup all the time, I don't care what other people think of me.

And I don't know how those people who don't care about all the comments around them do it. They really want to learn. They live like Xianer with asceticism. They look abstinent, and every smile seems to have "close My ass", thinking about it this way makes me feel emotional.

But what I have always seen is that those who don't care, secretly use their mobile phones to open the trumpet account in the middle of the night and scroll through comments.

Recently, the Yuyu around me, on the surface, said that he didn't care about Uncle Wu's ex, but actually applied for a trumpet, went through all the interaction materials between Uncle Wu and his ex all night, and stabbed himself with their sweetness in the past.

What Yuyu said about the advantages made me feel relieved, after all, what she just dictated about my character sounded very silly and sweet.

So I took advantage of this topic and continued to ask: "Then do you think I am gentle or He Cheng is gentle."

Yuyu's hand that clicked the mouse stopped suddenly, and turned to look at me with an ohh, "I'll tell you why you asked me so much today, so you wanted to ask He Cheng."

I pushed her: "Don't talk like I haven't chatted with you like this before."

Yuyu: Tut tut tut tut tut tut tut tut.

She continued her hand movements, clicked on the magnifying glass on Weibo, entered a few words, and said, "According to my current understanding, He Cheng's gentleness is different from yours. It’s hard to compare, but I really feel your personalities.”

She stopped suddenly.

I hurriedly asked: "Hmm? What's wrong with our personality?"

She smiled: "Very suitable for a couple."

I:……

I pinched her neck, she gave a strange laugh, and then tapped the screen several times, "Don't make trouble, I'll show you something good."

This good thing, really good thing, made me immediately let go of the idea of ​​bullying Yuyu.

On the computer screen is a microblog of Jiugongge photos, which is a very common kind of film for photographers, but to my surprise, the person in Jiugongge is actually He Cheng.

The Weibo was taken 8 months ago, and there is no location, but according to He Cheng's status as a high school student at the time, it should be in a certain park in City A. After all, this background is very familiar to me, very similar to what my mother gave me. The background in the short video I posted of her dancing square dance.

I snatched the mouse from Yuyu's hand and clicked it.

The style of the nine photos is very simple, and the color tone is very fresh. Only one of the nine photos is smiling, and it is not the kind of smile that is afraid of facing the camera, and the rest are expressionless.

On the Weibo text, the person who left the country wrote "He Deng." There was no jump.

This incident surprised me. After I sent all the photos to my phone and saved them, I asked Yuyu, "How did you find this?"

Yuyu clicked into the blogger's Weibo and explained: "This post is a friend of mine. It seems that the photographer recently wanted to ask He Cheng to take pictures, but she changed her phone and couldn't contact her. I heard that I was also there. This school, just try to see if I know it, and in the end I really know it, that’s it.”

I let out a long sigh, the fate between people is so wonderful, occasionally you see a friend in your left-hand circle in the circle of friends, and even give a thumbs-up to a friend in the right-hand circle, you will find that in this world Really small.

"He Cheng?" I asked.

Yuyu shook her head: "No answer."

I oh again.

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It rained for several days in a row, and finally stopped one morning. Although the ground was wet, the air was very good. The air was so good, and it was a weekend again. Of course, I was the only one left in the dormitory.

It's really melancholy, what should I do today, I thought while eating bread.

It must be very cold outside now. Going out on a date in this cold is really abusing yourself, ah, ah, ah, a single dog thinks so.

After breakfast, I rubbed my hands and rolled onto the bed again. I wrapped everything up tightly before turning on the computer. I was about to watch some dramas to pass the time. Yuyu sent three exclamation points on WeChat.

Then he said: big news! ! !

Then, she sent a Weibo link over.

Haven't clicked yet.I saw the title of the text in the small box that reads "The plastic surgery girl turns into a flower, fat and ugly, do you see the future?"

This is a joke post. Nowadays, there are countless Tucao microblogs, and our school also has one. The name is simple and rude, and it is called "x Big Tree Cave". Guazi reads stories, so Mr. Shudong updates several articles a day, even one article in several days.

Therefore, the school's big fart complaints and big fart sentiments are sent to Mr. Shudong, and he will almost always provide them for everyone to appreciate.

This time the tree hole is a long picture, it looks very powerful, very attentive, I just clicked in, and there are already hundreds of comments.

This kind of niche Weibo, with hundreds of comments, is not a joke. It means that the story must be very exciting, or that the person involved has been found out.

I clicked on the picture with the mood of onlookers. The previous text first introduced the background of the po owner, and then started to talk about the flower.

After a hasty scan, the general content is that po and h are in the same high school and the same university. She was very puzzled when she heard that h was rated as a department flower, and said that h was not outstanding in high school, and was very fat and ugly. Yesterday Looking at the photos, it turned out that H had plastic surgery.Finally, the po concludes, this world is like this, what are you still thinking about?Let's go for a plastic surgery, and you can be a school flower as you like.

Po also carefully posted the previous photos of Lihua and the current photos. Although the face has been coded, the difference can be clearly seen from the figure, but although she is very thin and has a good figure now, the previous one, In my opinion, it's not as fat as it is described in the text.

This photo looked very familiar to me, and with this sense of familiarity, I clicked on the hot comment.

It doesn't matter if it's not a little bit of a surprise, the first hot comment actually wrote "The department flower is He Cheng from the Department of Physics, no thanks."

h, He Cheng?