this life is waiting

Chapter 30

After a few minutes of our sloppy laughing, I tapped her knee and said with pleading eyes, "Seriously, what should I do?"

She coughed a few times, put away her smile, tapped the stool beside her to signal me to do it, and after I sat down, she asked: "What do you think, do you want to be with her, want to chase her, or what?"

I never thought about it so much, I always lived day by day, and I didn't have any plans for this kind of thing. I just felt like her, then wanted to play with her, then liked her, and then there was no more.

Yuyu looked at my blank expression, sighed, and said unconvincingly: "I know you didn't think about anything."

Me: Hey.

Yuyu asked me seriously: "Then let me ask you, do you want to be with her?"

Without thinking, I blurted out: "I don't know."

Yuyu made a gesture to hit me, but I dodged.

Then she told me while holding a banana, now there is a senior who likes He Cheng and is chasing her. Although He Cheng has not expressed it now, it does not mean that he will not like that senior in the future. The senior is very kind and treats He Cheng very well, and He Cheng didn't mean to refuse either.

When she said this, I immediately interrupted her, maybe a little excited, and interrupted the banana in her hand, half of which fell to the ground.

So I took the paper to deal with it apologetically, and then asked: "Who, who likes her, is she from the physics department? Or from another department?"

Yuyu had an unbelievable expression: "Didn't you hear that I was making an analogy?"

I froze: "I didn't hear it."

Yuyu: ...

Yuyu: "I mean, if this happens, put yourself in your shoes and think about whether you can accept it." After she finished speaking, she laughed: "But it seems that you are already terminally ill."

Indeed, I can't accept it, I can't even accept the fact that someone likes her, I think it's just that she has no other people around her now, if there is, she will slowly stay away from me, and she will be good to that person and help that person When a person opens a bottle cap, he will help that person tidy up his hair and clothes, carry his bag, wrap his scarf, and tell that person in a very gentle tone, it’s cold, don’t catch a cold, good night, I miss you up.

God!

No!

I immediately held Yuyu's arm: "Think about it, I want to be with her."

Yuyu sighed, and stretched her waist: "My little one has finally opened up." After saying this, she looked at me with a smile on her face: "Okay, now let's talk about another thing. "

I said."

Yuyu: "Do you think He Cheng likes you?"

I was surprised: "Hahaha, how is it possible!"

Yuyu was surprised because of my surprise: "Why is it impossible?"

What why, anyway, it is impossible.

Right.

Yuyu shook her head, tapped her hand on the table habitually, and asked, "Don't you think you two are very ambiguous recently? Where I saw you were so ambiguous, I didn't see it, and I don't know what it means to be ambiguous."

My heart skipped a beat.

Indeed, I also feel that it is a bit ambiguous, some things I did not deliberately mention, and I did not deliberately describe, after all, I am worried that I think too much, isn't there a saying called rotten eyes to see Renji, I always feel that Yuyu is this This is the case, and so am I.

Those who talk to me gently, help me tidy up things gently, touch my head gently, tell me to be good, say those words that seem to be insults but are actually pampering, everything, jump out Strange thinking, thinking about them according to normal thinking, is actually a very common thing.

Being self-sentimental is the worst thing to do, it will only make people sink deeper and deeper on one side.

What if she behaves like this, what should I do.

It is said that being ambiguous makes one suffer a lot of grievances, I think I am so wronged to death, I don't even know if she is flirting with me or not.

and.

"He Cheng looks straight." I said.

Yuyu asked suspiciously, "Why, where did you see it?"

I think.

Although those small actions are really addictive, there are almost no follow-ups to those actions. Don’t they all say that they can flirt? It’s obviously her. Besides, I think that she does these things subconsciously. Trying to express something too much.

After all, such kind-hearted people who like to relate to others still exist.

After I told Yuyu my thoughts, she also fell into thinking, but she has been working hard to match me and He Cheng, so I think she will deny my point of view.

Sure enough, she said: "It's all like this. Once you fall in love with a certain girl, you will automatically feel that that person is not straight, and then you will find out why the other person is straight, so you dare not go forward, so Xiao Yi, what are you afraid of? Who is it that delays you, haven't you ever thought that He Cheng is also crooked?"

I shook my head: "I haven't thought about it." When I said this, I thought about it, but I felt wrong again: "How is it possible, she still..."

Yuyu interrupted me: "What am I talking about?"

I pursed my lips.

Yuyu shrugged: "Anyway, I think He Cheng likes you, and I've known it for a long time, but I don't dare to do too much in front of you. After all, breaking people up is not a joke, and it's not meant to be to be with you."

After listening to her say such a long paragraph, after digesting it carefully, I oh, then ah: "So, you didn't give me any practical advice."

Yuyu looked up at the sky and thought for a while: "Hahaha, it seems so."

I:……

Yuyu: "I've never chased anyone before, how would I know?"

I pursed my lips, looked at Yuyu, and asked weakly: "Do you really want to chase?"

She slapped her with one hand, this time I didn't have time to hide, my head was tilted a little, I turned around and heard her say: "What are you worried about?"

I have no idea."

Yuyu: "Just coax you."

It's really timid. After analyzing for so long and saying so many heart-breaking words, I didn't even dare to take the first step. Compared with refusing, I'm more afraid that if I take too many steps, He Cheng will be scared by me. Run, although I really want to go further with her, but if the consequence of forcing the further step is that she ignores me anymore, I would rather maintain the status quo.

I think everyone understands this mentality, and it's not because of fear of being rejected.

Of course, the older a person is, the thinner his heart becomes. It's really embarrassing to be rejected.

After a few minutes of looking at each other, Yuyu and I were at a stalemate and had nothing to say, so we all sighed, I lay down on the table, and she continued to play with her computer.

I watched her open the webpage, open Weibo, reached out and pulled her sleeve, and said weakly: "By the way, how did you know that I like He Cheng?"

Yuyu laughed out loud, turned her head and squeezed her orchid fingers in a very pretentious manner, gave me a charming look, twisted her body to lean towards me, and said coquettishly: "He Cheng, listen, my hand is Not very fragrant."

After finishing speaking, she put her hand in front of my eyes, and I opened it with disgust. She still twisted her body, raised her orchid fingers, grabbed the air on the table, and put it in front of me: "This is a buy one get one free, there are extra , to you."

I slapped her face with a big hand: "Stop disgusting me, how can I be like this."

She was probably amused by her exaggerated acting skills, she smiled for a few seconds and then looked at me and said, "We bought that hand cream together, why didn't I know that buy one get one free."

I said confidently, "What are you doing!"

Yuyu clicked his tongue a few times: "I just want He Cheng to use the same thing as you."

I was confident again: "Yeah, how about it!"

Yuyu: "Oh, it's amazing now."

I wanted to continue bickering with her again, but unfortunately the phone rang, and I saw the notification on the top of the screen, it was He Cheng who sent me a message, so I immediately gave up on Yuyu and picked up the phone.

He Cheng said that we took the wrong shoes.

Her feet are one size bigger than mine. When I was trying on shoes, she was the one who picked them for me to wear. Later, because the size of the shoes on the outside was not mine, when the store went to the warehouse to pick up the shoes, I let her wear them. He Cheng also tried.

After she finished wearing it, the store also took out my size, and after I put it on, we looked at my legs in the mirror at the same time, and I suddenly felt that it felt very good.

I don't know what she thought at the time, but I said: "Why don't you buy it too, we have the same pair of shoes." After that, she bought it readily.

I don't know if it's because she thinks the shoe itself looks good, or because I said that.

Look, there are obviously two explanations for the situation, if you insist on pulling it on yourself, what can you do?

When I went out with my shoes, He Cheng was already waiting outside with a bag in his hand.

I don't know when it started, we came out in the middle of the night, habitually not turning on the lights in the corridor, and it was like a tryst.

Because of the conversation with Yuyu just now, I couldn’t look directly at her at this moment, I lowered my head, changed the bag with her, smiled silly, and said, “I didn’t look carefully when I took it back, I don’t know what’s wrong. "

She hummed: "I only found out when I saw the shoe size on the bag."

Ok.

Nothing to say.

..............................

I swallowed my saliva, looked at her through the light from outside, and actually had the urge to kiss her.

Her lips should be soft, and her tongue should also be soft. I don't know if she will make a soft hum if I bite her lip, but I'm sure that if she bites me, my blood vessels will burst.

Oh my god, what am I thinking, this kind of prostitution in the dark is not my style of painting.

However, who doesn't like a fragrant and soft girl.

I finally grasped the true meaning of this sentence.

So at night, my nerve fragility led to my insanity, and on an impulse, I stepped forward and held her hand, and then did a nonsensical thing without thinking, interlocking my fingers with her.

He Cheng was obviously frightened by my actions, his astonishment was fully revealed, he looked into my eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

I looked at her lips, licked my own, and said, "No, it's okay, it's just that I feel cold hahaha." So Zhou Xiao added another sentence with this cowardice: "Your hands are so warm hahaha .”

After hearing this, she laughed in a low voice, still looking at me with crooked eyes, as if she had seen through me.