The more you wear your sister

Chapter 80 Huang Liang 1 The Dream Must Wake Up

Yang Jue has only been on the throne for more than half a year, but now he carries the Yang family's unique imperial demeanor in every gesture, and his domineering aura is even worse than that of his father.

"Did I bother you?" I saw that he was working in the imperial study, and he stopped what he was doing temporarily to meet me.

"It's okay, Lian knows that if it wasn't for something important, you wouldn't come to see Lian." Yang Jue asked someone to move a chair for me, looked at me suspiciously and said, "Why do you look so gloomy? What's the matter?" Wronged, talk to Lian, I will make the decision for you."

"I should go back." I said a little sadly.

"...Where are you going?" Yang Jue didn't seem to have turned the corner.

"Heaven."

Yang Jue froze for a moment, and asked in disbelief, "This...are you serious?"

"Well... After today, I will never show up again."

Yang Jue was silent for a while before asking: "Does General Lin know about this?"

"He doesn't know yet, but he will know soon." I don't even know what expression to use to say this, so I'll just be expressionless.

"I heard that you had some quarrels with General Lin yesterday. Is it because of this that you said you were going to leave?" Yang Jue seemed to want to be a peacemaker, and persuaded me with a tone of someone who had experienced it, "You all still want to leave?" You are young, and occasional quarrels are normal. Your current status is extraordinary, and your every move is deeply involved. Don't act rashly and decide to stay or stay. Why don't you call General Lin over here and let him fight with you? You just have a good talk and explain the misunderstanding clearly."

"No, it's not because of him that I'm leaving. I'm not from this world. Now it's time to go back."

I came here specially because I didn't want people to blame Chu Feng for my disappearance.What I saw in my dream last night was just what I was most afraid of happening in my subconscious mind, but in fact, Chu Feng never really harmed me, and his conflict with me was nothing more than a disagreement of personality and philosophy.Even if we are going to separate in the end, at least there are years of friendship. I can't let him fall into a situation of doom because of my departure, so I have to explain clearly to Yang Jue.

"I must go back to heaven. This is God's will, and it has nothing to do with others. It is not up to me to decide whether to go or not."

"You really...can't stay?" Yang Jue had an emotion on his face that I didn't want to understand. "I have been busy with state affairs for more than half a year, and there are still many things I haven't had time to say to you."

"Sorry, this matter can no longer be changed." I don't want to know what he wants to tell me. Yang Jue's city is unfathomable, so I don't dare to believe everything he says. If I hear too much, it will only be in vain. It's just worrying and worrying.

"...Okay." After all, Yang Jue is not a grumpy person, and quickly recovered the attitude that an emperor should have on this matter, "Then, why did you come to see Lian?"

"Firstly, I want to say goodbye to you, and secondly, I want you to take care of my friends here after I leave. This matter can only be done with the status of the ninety-five-year-old emperor. "

Yang Jue nodded: "You say what you want, and Lian will try its best to fulfill your wish."

"After I leave, all my property and family business in this world will be left to Chu Feng. In addition, I ask the emperor to protect his safety, glory and dignity for the rest of his life. And Liu Wen, he doesn't like being an official. Live a rich and comfortable life, don't let them suffer." I looked at the thoughtful Yang Jue, and added, "...I will watch you from the sky."

Yang Jue sighed softly: "Just don't worry, Lian will do it."

"Then I'm relieved, and I'm leaving." I made a bow and was about to leave, but Yang Jue stopped me: "Wait a minute, I still have a problem. After you have complied with all your requests, you can protect me." How many years has Chen's national fortune been?"

I looked at him in surprise, no, I wasn't that surprised, this should have been Yang Jue's main concern.

Of course I can deceive him to be happy without changing my face, but after thinking about it for a while, I still said truthfully: "Whether Da Chen can prosper or not depends on the emperor himself, not on whether I protect him or not."

Yang Jue's face was a little disappointed: "Is there no way to make me immortal?"

"The rise and fall of dynasties is an unavoidable law. The emperor can control himself to govern the country diligently throughout his life, and he can also control the prince so that he will receive the best imperial education, but there is no guarantee that all your descendants will become great, unless... ..."

"Please speak." Expectation appeared on Yang Jue's face again.

"Unless the emperor can establish a rule that all major affairs of the country are managed by the elites selected from layers, the emperor only enjoys a noble status and a rich life, and does not hold any real power. In this way, the royal blood can naturally be passed down from generation to generation. No longer have to worry about which generation of descendants is not good enough, they will be kicked out of the throne by those who are capable, and then they will be killed."

Yang Jue was silent.

It's not difficult for me to imagine that a person with such a desire for power like him would not tie his hands and feet, and would be willing to put the imperial power in a cage.But it doesn't matter, I'm only responsible for coming up with bad ideas, and let him think about the rest slowly.

I said goodbye again, left Yang Jue who was in deep thought, and came outside the hall.

Where do we need to go next?I thought about it, and it seems that there are still many things to do, such as saying goodbye to those who have been taking care of me in the mansion, sorting out my belongings, seeing Chu Feng again, or leaving him a letter to persuade him not to Sad and depressed because of my passing, enjoy the new life, have more fat boys...etc.

But when I think about it, I feel that for a person who can no longer come back, these small things are actually irrelevant.

so be it.

I took one last look at the clear blue sky in this time and space, and then just outside the main hall, under the watchful eyes of everyone, activated the invisibility orb.

At that moment, I seemed to see Chu Feng's figure appearing in my line of sight. Before I could see clearly, there was only a piece of pure white in front of my eyes.

The younger and more beautiful Goddess Nuwa appeared in this pure white space: "Are you ready?"

"Yeah." I nodded firmly.

"Do you really don't want to see him again?" She tilted her head and looked at me.

I thought about it for a while, then shook my head with a smile: "No, seeing you again will only make me more sad and reluctant, and it won't change anything."

"...Okay then, let's go."

"……Um."

A face that was both familiar and unfamiliar appeared in front of my eyes, talking about a topic that baffled me for a while, and I looked at him for a few seconds before I remembered that this was me playing games together before and The roommates who came out to eat together, we are at the KFC copycat version of the KFC that I was at before time travel, and I am holding the burger that I just took a bite of before time travel.

"What's the matter with you?" The roommate looked at me strangely, who suddenly started to be in a daze.

"...It's okay, let's continue." I smiled and bit down on the hamburger.

Familiar and unfamiliar life has started again. Many things that have been taken for granted, such as the convenience brought by modern technology, will not be discovered until they are lost. If they can be lost, it will be even more precious happiness.

I thought that I would be somewhat uncomfortable returning to modern life, but the amazing thing is that, except for forgetting a lot of homework and failing two subjects no matter how hard I studied, everything else seemed normal.

Those three years experienced in ancient times were like the legendary Huangliang dream. When you wake up from the dream, everything will be as usual.I just wonder if the dreaming Lu Sheng in the idiom story has experienced everything in the dream as truly and completely as I have?

If it is really just a dream, it will be over when it is done, and it will not have much impact on my real life, but my mentality will never go back to the past.

For example, it was my roommate who reminded me of the girl I hooked up with before time travel, and I remembered that I asked her out for dinner before.

I went to the appointment, and I tried to use my sense of humor to chat with her, creating a date atmosphere that I think is not bad.

Reason tells me that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new relationship.Reason also told me that this girl is very suitable for me, we have the same living environment, similar ideas and common topics, we will get along very happily, I should try to like her as much as possible.

It's a pity that after the date ended, I received a text message from my sister. It started with a killer sentence: "You are a good person." Then there was a supplementary sentence: "But I don't think your thoughts are on me."

... Hehe, he died before leaving the school, and was directly issued a good person card.

I have to say that a girl's intuition is indeed very keen, and my mind is indeed not on her. As for who... I don't want to mention that person again.

Another time, I witnessed a car accident near the school.

It seemed that a car had knocked over a battery car, and the owner of the battery car had a broken leg, with bones visible in the wound, and a lot of blood flowing out.

The tall, black and strong basketball player classmate who was with me at that time turned pale when he saw this scene, and lay on the green belt next to him and retched for a long time without recovering.

He felt very strange, why did I, who also witnessed this bloody scene, have no reaction at all?

To this I can only hehe, how should I react?I have seen scenes that are a hundred times more tragic than this one. The injured person only has a broken leg, and the ambulance has already arrived. Judging by the injury, he will not die. There is nothing to be afraid of.

At most, the students just noticed that I seemed to have aged a lot suddenly, and it was my mother who really found out that I was wrong.

A few days after I went back from summer vacation, my mother said to me: "Why are you listless, have you lost your relationship?"

I was speechless immediately.

At this time, nearly three months have passed since I returned to my own time. I thought that I had stepped out of the shadows and could continue my life without any obstacles. Mom can't lie.

"Really lost in love?" Seeing me like this, my mother patted me on the back comfortingly and said, "Don't be sad, the old one doesn't go and the new one doesn't come, tell mom, which girl is so blind , can my son be so handsome?"

"No..." My voice trembled unconsciously, "...not a girl."

"Huh?" She froze for a moment.

My tears suddenly flowed down like a flood that broke a dike, and no matter how I wiped it off, I couldn't stop it: "I miss him...but I can't see him anymore, what should I do...what should I do...I What else can I do?"

"Okay, okay, son, don't be sad." She hugged me like I was a child, "Tell mom, what happened?"

I really couldn't hold it anymore, I could only cry and tell her everything that happened after I crossed.I need to talk, even though I know it won't help, and my mother may think it's crazy, but I really hope that there is at least one person in this world who knows what happened, not just me Day after day, I was immersed in the sadness that only I knew like a lunatic.

I talked for a long time before I finished, and my mother kept listening, neither questioning nor interrupting.She didn't touch my head until I was tired from crying and said enough, "Be hungry, I'll cook noodles for you."

"Mom..." I stopped her with a hoarse voice, "Do you really believe what I say?"

"I didn't believe it at first. No matter how you listen to this story, it sounds like a lie, but you haven't cried like this for many years. Seeing how sad you are, you can't pretend."

Hearing what she said, I finally felt a little more relaxed. Although I didn't have a father since I was a child, at least I have a good mother, and God has treated me well.

Maybe I can't recover so quickly, maybe I will carry this heart wound all my life, but life has to go on, I can't let myself indulge in a dream that has woken up forever.

But sometimes, all of a sudden, I will suddenly think in a daze, I will never see Chu Feng again, and it is even impossible for me to find a single word about him from historical documents. I know he is real, but he only exists in another world that has absolutely no connection with mine.

What separates us is more than distance and time?

It's farewell before I say goodbye.