Straight man strategy

Chapter 11

how about it? "

"How can you study so well?"

"What are you doing at home?"

"..."

He used all the tone and words with admiration to ask me, and I naturally started to talk clichés in a pretentious manner.At that moment, I started talking endlessly, maybe some words didn’t convey the meaning, but my heart was very relaxed, and under his admiration, I poured out what I wanted to say without any scruples, as if it had been held in my stomach for a long time A belch came out inadvertently, and the refreshing feeling was indescribable.

At the same time, I suddenly wondered, how could he know my phone number?Why did you suddenly call me?Why did you suddenly ask me about my learning skills?Is he the one from school? ?

However, it didn't take long for these doubts to be thrown out of my mind.

I grew up in a single-parent family, and I longed to be loved. In the dead of night, when my mother was still working and let me endure endless nights alone, there was someone who could be on the other end of the phone, relying on radio waves as a carrier, to give me warmth. Turn the tide-like cold night into a warm autumn-like sun.How can I not be happy?

Just like a drug addict, after a one-time pleasure, he will be addicted immediately.

I'm hooked.

I knew I was addicted when he called me for many days in a row, and one day he didn't call without warning, and my mood fell to the bottom inexplicably.

Love may be just a habit.

I'm used to it and I'm obsessed with him calling every day during my dinner time, and then having a long talk with him.

Does he also have this habit?Habitually call me every day?Is the reason why he calls me almost 360 days a day is also because of his habit?

If so, how wonderful it would be!

Gradually, the phone calls lasted from 2 minutes, 4 minutes to 10 minutes, 15 minutes to three 10 minutes, an hour... From dinner time to bed time.

For a moment, I thought that my existence was just to keep talking on the phone with Gu Yaocheng.The more familiar you are, the more topics you can talk about.People said before that he is less talkative, I know he is just coquettish; I also heard people say that he is cold, I know he is actually very enthusiastic, but there is no chance to show it...

That's how fate plays tricks on people.

The chimpanzee arranged for us to sit together and became tablemates and friends at the same time.

In the end, I became the kind of person who dared to say anything in front of Gu Yaocheng.From body organs to physical sensations, I can tell you exactly what I say, even if some are taboo, I still don't change my face.And "I love you" is like farting when I say it from my mouth, I will say these three words to Gu Yaocheng intentionally or unintentionally.

I said so much that even I myself couldn't tell whether it was true or not until he got angry that day.

He roared angrily: "Yin Xiangyang! Don't say such things again! If you say that again, I will ignore you!"

I thought he was just joking, so I didn't take it to heart. I didn't know that he didn't call me for several days.As I said, I was addicted, and when I closed my eyes, all I could see was his anger and frowning.Although the appearance is still handsome, when I think of him deciding to ignore me, my heart is twisted and twisted, and I can't untie it.

So I compromised and understood.

I really fell in love with Gu Yaocheng, I fell in love with him from the very beginning.No wonder when I said "I love you" to him, I didn't say it with a playful cynicism like other words, but it was deep and serious.

[Secret Chapter] Letter from Cheng to Yang ([-]) Part [-]

[Secret] Letter from Cheng to Yang ([-])

Dry!

Yin Xiangyang, what the hell do you mean? !

Is it necessary to love me to the death?we are brothers!Not the kind of gay friends who feel like garbage beyond friendship because they stick together every day, talk on the phone every night, and I stand up for you!

Well, I know, you must not really love me.You are just used to messing around with me, you just feel that simple study is too boring, so you have some fun in this boring day, haven't you always been able to say "I love you" to anyone?It's okay for me, it's okay for Lu Simeng, it's okay for Hu Jiaqi, it's okay for Lin Zhizhi, it's okay for Wang Dajin...it's okay for anyone!

Then how can you say that what you said to me was true? !

So this time you too... just kidding.

Must be joking.

right?

The weather was very good yesterday, a sunny day that is rare in December. In the afternoon, I went to play with Wang Dajin and others in physical education class. Watching them play from the sidelines.It just snowed a few days ago. Although it has completely melted now, it is still very cold.

"Let's go back together, it's boring." Wang Dajin ran over.

"Okay." I got up and walked to the classroom with him.

Fat-headed and big-eared Wang Dajin hooked my shoulder and asked, "How do you feel about Yin Xiangyang?"

This big fat pig Wang Dajin who weighs more than 160 is one of my golf friends, and he has a good relationship with you. He is very close to you and Lin Zhizhi’s family. You often go home together at night, so he is very concerned about our relationship. Things are very clear.

"Hehe." I laughed awkwardly.

Da Jin smiled maliciously: "What does 'hehe' mean? A wry smile? Did he embarrass you?"

"Old Wang, do you think his feelings for me are real? He really... loves me?" I really can't say those two words.

To be honest, this problem has troubled me for a long time. I think from the bottom of my heart that you are playing with me, but your thoughtful actions, such as giving me a massage, bringing me breakfast milk, chatting and calling me, and borrowing homework for me , Sitting on the flower bed in the physical education class with the cold wind blowing, holding my clothes and mobile phone and watching me play... It seems to be beyond the scope of friends.

I don't understand.

"Uh... At first I thought he didn't really love you, or it could be said that it wasn't the kind of love between two people. I prefer to lean towards the emotion of a good friend."

Wang Dajin thought for a while and said:

"He told me he didn't have a father, and his father died when he was very young. He didn't have close relations with his relatives, so it could be said that only he and his mother lived together. I think what he wanted was something like Only a father or a real brother can give warmth. And your appearance may just satisfy the gap in his heart, and he regards you as his salvation. "

"Redemption? Will it be too serious?"

Although Wang Dajin has a pretty good relationship with you, are his words too exaggerated?What is "salvation"?Does he mean that all you need is a figure like a father and brother who can be imitated and worshiped, rather than a physical and spiritual attachment to me as a "person"?

Da Jin continued: "But every time I went home with him at night, he couldn't help but tell me and Lin Zhizhi about you, and 'report' to us what you two did and said today, And kept praising how handsome you are, hehe, to be honest, I don't think you are so handsome..."

I muttered in dissatisfaction: "I'm much more handsome than you, okay?"

"Okay, then I admit it." He smiled:

"Now you are not at the same table. During class, I often see him keep turning his head and peeking at you, intentionally or unintentionally trying to get closer to you, closer, and his eyes are always on you. Once I peeked at Yin Xiangyang In his weekly diary, the stories he writes are all about you. To be precise, he writes about you in his eyes. In his eyes, you are flawless and perfect. Turned into a really cute sentiment. He loves everything about you..."

Wang Dajin can also be regarded as a representative figure with big breasts and no brains, but the long speech is so smooth at this time, it seems that it is because these words have been held in his stomach for too long.

Is it true that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders?

I glanced at the rough boy in front of me in disbelief, never expecting him to say such a thing.

Or... In fact, you taught him to say these words?

"So...you mean..." I said.

"Yes, he loves you. It's just that his love is too blind." Wang Dajin sighed.

At this time we had already walked to the door of the classroom, I caught a glimpse of you and Hu Jiaqi fighting, and then you also spotted me, but you pretended not to notice me.You didn't look directly at me, and you weren't going to talk to me, you continued to play and laugh with Hu Jiaqi, but I clearly felt your peripheral vision on my body, and that peripheral vision was deep and longing.

So I smiled involuntarily in your direction, so you suddenly stopped and looked in my direction a little blankly.

I know.You like my "sunshine smile" - this is what you said on the day you confessed, and I remember every word.

[Secret] Letter from Cheng to Yang (Part [-])

Unexpectedly, after a while, Hu Jiaqi, the little goblin in your mouth, came angrily and asked me:

"Are you seducing Yin Xiangyang?"

"Halo, why didn't you say that I was seducing you?" I raised the corners of my mouth.

I know that many girls in the class like me to smirk at them with the corners of my mouth crooked.

Then she went back with a flush on her face that didn't match her outgoing personality at all.

When I dream at night, I dream of you.

In a pure white space, you are wearing your favorite T-shirt in summer, smiling at me, revealing your youth and cuteness.

I reached out, as I sometimes do to you at school, and stroked your head.But when I first met you, you cried out in pain.Dry.I can't do anything about tears!My heart tightened, and I felt a pain I had never felt before.

I'm at a loss