Straight man strategy

Chapter 40

, is this also wrong? "

"It's not your fault." I tried to calm her down, "I just don't think the two of us can be honest with each other, wearing a mask of disguise, giving each other what we think the other wants to see, such a relationship is impossible It will last for a long time, the two of us are not suitable."

"Actually, it's because of Yin Xiangyang...Don't say it's not!" she said.

[Secret Chapter] Letter from Cheng to Yang ([-]) Part [-]

[Secret Chapter] Letter from Cheng to Yang ([-]) Part [-]

Hu Jiaqi finally became what she should be like in normal times, a little bit bad, some cool, some impatient.

She explained: "I can say sorry to you, or I can say sorry to Yin Xiangyang, but I am not wrong. Yes, I did know that Shao Yuwei and Lu Simeng were betting, but later, when Shao Yuwei and Xia Shengfeng broke up, and Sending love letters to Yin Xiangyang one by one, delivering milk to him in jars, staring at him all the time, if you were the person involved, how would you judge?"

Yes, I also made a mistake in judgment, and I am also responsible to you.

"So, at that time, I really thought that Shao Yuwei loved Yin Xiangyang. In addition, I also had a part of selfishness. I hoped to solve his relationship problems as soon as possible, so that he would not have a chance to intervene in us, so I talked with him about this issue. This It's not my fault, you can't break up with me because of this!"

As she talked, tears fell down. It was the first time I saw her cry. In my heart, she has always been a confident, free and easy girl who dares to love, dare to hate, and is strong and determined. She hugged me tightly, The air is humid, and my shoulders are wet.

"Really?" I asked softly.

"Really." She answered choked up.

"Hu Jiaqi, don't cry." I patted my shoulder lightly, "If what you're telling the truth, then I can only say sorry to you... just think of me as the villain in those movies who is on two legs ..." The air was so sticky that people couldn't get through it. It seemed that a heavy rain was about to pour down again. I exhaled slowly, "I love him, I love Yin Xiangyang."

yes i love you.

That's why I'm pushing you away.

That night, my "can't help" accidentally made me lose my mind and kissed you hard. For more than half a month, whenever I recall the first time I "can't help" kiss you that day, I Countless questions will pop up in my mind - I obviously don't love you, but why can't I control myself?

Perhaps it is the nature of science students, we must analyze a logical relationship.

I used to think that it might be because you have always been a weak and loving character in front of me, and I am a person who can't control "crying", so when you met me with emotional tears streaming down my face, so what happened An irrational scene.

But I can obviously just hug you tightly and comfort you, why would I kiss you "uncontrollably"?I consider myself a high school student who is very sensitive to "kiss". I think there is no more reasonable reason than "I love you".

...Yin Xiangyang, I love you.

She stopped crying and pushed me away. She laughed at herself: "I've seen it a long time ago. I understood a long time ago that even if Yin Xiangyang is a boy, he will definitely become a hindrance between you and me."

"I love him, probably because after I dated you, I found that I couldn't do without talking to him on the phone every day; I couldn't avoid him in class without being discovered by him; , I don’t know why, I always ask him to help me with my clothes and mobile phone, and I also hope that he will sit by the flower bed and watch my game; when he was deceived by Shao Yuwei that day, looking at him crying, my heart was also colic, so I couldn’t help it ..."

"Enough!" There was Yin Xiao who knew all this in her eyes, "Why do you say how much you love him in front of me! No matter how good he is, so what? No matter how good he is, can he become a girl? Actually I already knew that you love him, but if you love him again, can you be together again? Don't forget that you are all boys!"

"I'm sorry, Hu Jiaqi. But do you really love me? What do you love me for? Height, looks, sportsman, good popularity, and weight in words... So you think it's a matter of face to associate with me like this? "

Hu Jiaqi stood up, tongue-tied, as if wanting to refute, but couldn't speak.

"I'm sorry, Hu Jiaqi."

After organizing her words, she spat disdainfully: "Gu Yaocheng, what qualifications do you have to accuse me? I deliberately pushed Yin Xiangyang towards Shao Yuwei. I was dating you for the external reasons you just mentioned, but what about you? You It's nothing more than using me! I hate people like you the most. You obviously have someone in your heart, but you use my love to prove your love! It's disgusting!"

"Yes... I used to mistakenly think that our love at this age is just for accumulating experience, and very few childhood sweethearts really get married. So, at the beginning, I also had the idea of ​​accumulating experience and tried with you. The result of the experiment is that I don't love you, we are not suitable, sorry." I stood up, took her hand, and tried to calm her down.

She violently shook off her hand, Yin Xiao's smile froze at the corner of her mouth, her tone was cold, this is her normal state:

"If we break up, we will break up, yes, everyone has accumulated experience, so we can get together and get together, but, Gu Yaocheng, let me tell you... With a girl's intuition, coupled with Lu Simeng's revelation in advance, I have never believed that Shao Yuwei loves Yin. Xiangyang, she keeps observing him and giving him milk every time in class, in fact, she is imitating what Yin Xiangyang did when he liked you, maybe she thinks this can better hypnotize Yin Xiangyang..."

I looked at Hu Jiaqi in shock: "You said you discovered that Shao Yuwei hypnotized him in the way that Yin Xiangyang loved me?"

She shrugged, did not answer, and warned viciously: "But now, don't expect me to say sorry to you and Yin Xiangyang, it is you who are sorry to me!"

"boom--"

With a loud thunder, heavy rain fell down in torrents.

"Gu Yaocheng, let me tell you, you and Yin Xiangyang will never be together, absolutely!"

The torrential rain blurred my eyes in an instant. In the heavy rain, Hu Jiaqi ran to the teaching building immediately after speaking angrily. When I was returning to the teaching building, apart from the continuous "crackling" sound of the rainstorm, I still had Hu Jiaqi's last words in my mind And what our English teacher Mr. Han said to me——

"You two...even if you love each other, even if you will never change until death, even if you are in love with each other, it is impossible for the two of you in China. You should not have anything to do with him. It is good for both of you."

At that time, I promised her that she would not have any emotional relationship with you, but now I can't control myself, what should I do?

I can only try my best to love you, I can only try my best not to let you know that I love you, I can only try my best to keep you out...

But can I do it?

That night, I said something that hurt you unscrupulously, and now I have already regretted it.

The game is about to start in the afternoon. This game is very important to me. After training for so long, I finally have to decide whether I can pass the test. I will definitely try my best, and you, will you come and cheer for me?

[049] Intramural Qualifying Tournament

049. Intramural Qualification Tournament

There was a violent storm last week, which gave people a temporary coolness, but when the wind stopped and the rain stopped, followed by a cloudless, blue sky with no shade, the sun poured down like a waterfall, baking on everyone.

hot.

Fortunately, the humidity is suitable, and there is no suffocating sticky feeling, which is a blessing in misfortune.

There is no need for evening self-study on Saturday, and school ends at [-]:[-] pm. Although I can take a day off tomorrow, the teacher assigns a lot of homework, and the study task is still very big.

Three-quarters of this semester has passed quietly, and I have been in a daze for these three-quarters. It is completely different from the previous me. Some so-called emotional things bother me and make it difficult for me to calm down.

In the next semester, I will be promoted to the third year of high school, and the same group of comrades will go on to the battlefield that other people say is in turmoil. In fact, I have some palpitations in my heart-my mother has devoted all her efforts to me, and all I can do now is Hand in a perfect answer sheet to her in the college entrance examination.

"So what's wrong with you and Wang Dajin?"

After school, I went home with Lin Zhizhi, and Wang Dajin, a disloyal guy, "had something ahead of time", so I took a step ahead. I noticed Lin Zhizhi's silence and abnormality, and asked with concern.

She glanced at me blankly, and asked in a low voice, like a small resonance in her chest, unconfidently: "Do you think I am compatible with him?"

"You have read so many novels, is there any one like yours? A man and a fat man, haha!" I joked heartlessly.

"Hey! What kind of bad friend are you?" Lin Zhizhi's originally lifeless face showed a look, and he raised his hand coolly, and gave me a stir-fried chestnut.

I grinned in pain: "I think you have a severed hand, it hurts so much to hit someone!"

"Who told you to be unforgiving with your mouth, I have no choice but to be unforgiving with your hands!"

"Okay, okay, be serious! Actually, I think, who do you think he is suitable for as a fat man? Lolita or Yujie? And you as a man..." She stared at me, and I swallowed in fear Drooling, and said, "You are a bit masculine..." She stared at me, and I coughed unnaturally, "Who should you match with a more neutral girl? Mrs. or uncle? Two people in We should not have the idea of ​​whether we are compatible or not, the most important thing is whether we are suitable or not!"

"Then are we suitable?"

"If you don't try, how will you know if it's right for you?"

We happened to pass by the playground, and the two of us stood by the flower bed, separated by a certain distance.