Chapter 44
Chapter 44
I bear the pain you gave me because of your love, but I was wrong.18 years of loneliness, I think, you've had enough..."
"Snapped--"
Heavy slaps across the quiet night sky, followed by the sound of glass breaking, footsteps and roars on the floor, intertwined.
Mom rushed upstairs and I followed her.
Walking into the door, Gu Yaocheng was lying down next to the sofa, the glass coffee table was shattered to the ground, many dangerous fragments scattered on Gu Yaocheng's body, red and swollen slap marks appeared on his cheeks, and he could almost smell the smell of blood.
Uncle Gu stood beside him, furious.
Teacher Gu didn't know where to hide.
I hurried over and used my hands to remove the shards of glass from Gu Yaocheng's body.
Mom walked over slowly.
"Gu Hai, it turns out that you are still as unreasonable as before."
Uncle Gu woke up and found us.
"As for your reconnection with me..." Mom continued.
"You said you'd think about it for a week."
"No, I can answer you now..."
"No!" Uncle Gu said anxiously, "Wang Yu, today was an accident."
"Accident? I heard clearly just now, 'cold violence'? 'Always'? I can't imagine how you would treat my yangyang if we were really together! So..."
"Give me a chance!" Uncle Gu said weakly.
My mother said cruelly: "Let's treat it as friends who have known each other for many years. I hope we will not have any intersections in the future."
My mother pulled me, my anger has long since dissipated, but I signaled to her that Gu Yaocheng needs to be taken care of now.
So my mother stopped forcing me, and walked out the door alone, and Uncle Gu chased me out.
"I'm sorry, I thought you guys had gone far away, so I quarreled with my dad. I didn't expect to make my aunt so angry." I helped Gu Yaocheng stand up, and Gu Yaocheng said embarrassedly.
"No, they shouldn't be together at all!" I patted the shards of glass left on his body.
Afterwards, I took care of Gu Yaocheng to wash, helped him to bed, and then I lay down on Gu Yaocheng's desk and wrote today's lengthy diary.
He fell asleep, but unsteadily, muttering something from time to time, sweating profusely.
Maybe my legs are really sore.
Or maybe there is a gap somewhere in my heart.
It's a long day, but life is like this, sometimes after a long period of insipidity, all the unhappiness in your life will be concentrated and detonated on a certain day, and the originally peaceful and comfortable life will be blown up, earth-shattering, and miserable Word.
I always thought that Gu Yaocheng told me that he had a bad relationship with Mr. Gu, and that his family pushed him away by sending him to Mulan Mountain for school, which was all due to his sensitivity.It was only today that he discovered that his family was indeed so miserable.As for why, I also heard a general idea.
Every family has its cupboard.
I saw on his desk the tulip ornaments I gave him for his birthday. After several months, the dried tulips still have a faint fragrance floating, but without those special chemical treatments, ordinary tulips can How long will it last?
If there is no water, it is estimated that it will wither in two days.
So when Uncle Gu and his mother reunited 20 years later, their relationship is like this tulip, still fresh and fragrant, trying to revive the old relationship, how many chemical reagents are needed for this?
Isn't this very valuable?
...that's weird.
But one thing is for sure—
When I gave Gu Yaocheng this gift, apart from "like his sunny smile", I also clearly understood that it was a "hopeless love", but why am I unwilling and angry now?
Totally unnecessary!
Since you already know that your feelings for him are "hopeless", why bother yourself?
Let us go with the flow and get along peacefully!
[054] Yin Xiangyang's diary
054. Yin Xiangyang's Diary
May [-]th.
When I told the coach of sports students about Gu Yaocheng's broken bone, Coach Guan was very annoyed why he didn't check the track before the game, which injured the most potential sports student in the team and prevented him from participating in the provincial selection.At the same time, he asked me to take good care of Gu Yaocheng, hoping that he will recover soon.
He promised me that he would communicate with the school leaders about Gu Yaocheng's participation in the competition, and try to find a way to get the best of both worlds.
When the students saw the injured Gu Yaocheng and learned that he was unable to go to the province for selection, they felt sorry for him.Only Xia Shengfeng, the class leader of Erhuo, teased that he had good feet, and satirized that Gu Yaocheng's life was not good because it had nothing to do with him.I wanted to fight him several times, but Gu Yaocheng stopped me.
May nineteenth.
Hu Jiaqi cooked a delicious big bone soup, and gave it to Gu Yaocheng to drink at school while it was hot.
Whenever Hu Jiaqi went to look for Gu Yaocheng, I always made excuses to stay away from them.
But from a distance, a kind of curiosity-like psychology always drives me to observe them. When I see Hu Jiaqi feeding Gu Yaocheng mouth by mouth, I feel sour in my heart.
On the day Gu Yaocheng was injured, Lin Zhihui didn't know where to go. It turned out that she was watching the game and glanced at the lover's slope next to her. Wang Dajin was holding the hand of her little sister who was in the first year of high school, and was happily strolling around the campus. She couldn't bear the blow for a while. I forgot that I was still by the flower bed, and ran home angrily alone.
Now she and Wang Dajin are on fire, she is angry that Wang Dajin obviously has a girlfriend, why didn't she make it clear earlier, so that she can break her mind, and now being bumped into by her makes her even more sad.
May 22.
The school team re-match selects the sports students sent to the province for selection.
Unfortunately, Gu Yaocheng cannot participate.But he leaned on crutches and went to the playground to watch his teammates sprint towards the finish line.
I found envy and pity shining in his eyes, and I was really afraid that he would cry accidentally—because I couldn't comfort him.
If something like this happened to me - half of my life's work was in vain, I would probably be devastated.It is impossible for me to be able to talk and laugh like him, as if nothing unhappy or unsatisfactory happened.
The final result was shocking. Xia Shengfeng, a piece of trash, was ranked No. 1000 in both the 200m and 5m. This meant that if he was selected as an athlete in the provincial selection, he would get extra points in the college entrance examination!
For such a half-baked monk who became a monk halfway, why! ?
Shit luck!
May 24.
An ordinary day.
Gu Yaocheng is working hard on his rehabilitation. It seems that he was stimulated by the intramural competition a few days ago. He wants to try walking without crutches.I was worried, and I followed him, thinking that I could help him at any time, but he refused to live or die, but he couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry, so he staggered after walking two steps, and I hurried forward to support him.
Although he never said it, in fact he was eagerly looking forward to things turning around. For example, with advanced medical skills, he could be given an injection to relieve the pain so that he could go to the battlefield...
Of course, this is not realistic.
I deeply feel unfair about this.
This is indeed my fault, even if my phone call didn't make him uneasy, at least I angered Xia Shengfeng, and Xia Shengfeng thought that I still liked Gu Yaocheng, so he turned to revenge him, in short, I was the culprit, so I The injured Gu Yaocheng must be taken good care of.
May 25.
When I went to the cafeteria for lunch, I found Teacher Gu, Coach Guan, and Xia Shengfeng chatting and eating in the cafeteria as if no one was around.
I approached curiously to eavesdrop on their speech.
Xia Shengfeng boasted loudly how strong his physical strength is. In fact, this time in the school selection, he saved his strength and only got the fifth place.
Coach Guan said with a smile that he was looking forward to Xia Shengfeng's performance in the province, but he hoped that he would not save his strength and should go all out to show his sportsmanship.
Teacher Gu seems to have completely forgotten that this shoddy squad leader is the murderer who injured his younger brother. He happily praised Xia Shengfeng as the only student in our class who participated in the provincial selection. .
I really misunderstood Teacher Gu, these three people are so fucking disgusting!
May 26.
Teacher Gu went too far. In mathematics class, he even publicly praised Xia Shengfeng as a good example for everyone. He will participate in the provincial selection competition on June [-]. He suggested that everyone celebrate him in the afternoon and wish him the athlete's certificate. , and Teacher Gu treats guests.
What a big deal, is it necessary to be so grand?
I didn't want to go at first, but Gu Yaocheng stopped me, saying that we didn't pay for it anyway, so it wouldn't hurt to go.
Most of the students participated in the afternoon, including Lin Zhihui.I looked at her in surprise, and she said listlessly that she was doing Teacher Gu face.
During the dinner, everyone clinked glasses wildly. Teacher Gu boasted that Xia Shengfeng was as extraordinary and refined as a god. I couldn't stand it anymore. His own younger brother is obviously even better!
This bitch Xia Shengfeng, of course, got high. Facing everyone's toasts, he never refused to come, and laughed happily, as if he was not a contestant who was going to participate in the competition, but a winner who had already obtained the athlete's certificate—the winning ticket in the grip.
Drunk, he ran over and respected Yaocheng cheekily.
Gu Yaocheng's face was livid, and he motioned for me to leave.
I couldn't stay any longer, I stood up and angrily poured wine on Xia Shengfeng's face, and left with Gu Yaocheng.
Afterwards, I heard that Coach Guan was also present, and he and Teacher Gu personally sent his drunken, unconscious "protégé student" home.
Dry!
May 29.
In the past few days, Gu Yaocheng has been recovering well, and he doesn't need my assistance to go to the bathroom. To be honest, the "personal service" for half a month has made me really... shy.
Wang Dajin secretly told me that it turned out that it was his cousin who was holding hands with him that day.
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