Straight man strategy

Chapter 81

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[068] awakening and nostalgia

068. Awakening and Nostalgia

"Because the authorities are obsessed with the onlookers!" Zhou Haitao held the microphone, "What I want to say is the same, Yin Xiangyang, before you leave, do what you really want to do in your heart! There is nothing wrong with it, I support you, come on, Yin Xiangyang! You and Gu Yaocheng will definitely have lovers to marry!"

Lin Zhihui whispered very softly: "I just said what I need to say, Yin Xiangyang, you are my good brother, I know you, maybe you were hurt and scared, that's why you're so creepy, let go and love, even if you're hurt Yes, I'll help you heal, even if I'm not by your side, time will heal you."

"All of you..." I stood up and squeezed my palms, "Aren't you all undercover agents sent by Gu Yaocheng? Or what benefits does Gu Yaocheng give you? What value do I have that needs him to work so hard?"

"Yin Xiangyang, why are you still deceiving yourself and others?" Hu Jiaqi angrily gave me a stir-fried chestnut, "We didn't help anyone, we just spoke our own mind. There is a truth you must know, I will talk to Gu Yaocheng The real reason for the breakup."

"Didn't you say it's because you don't love him anymore?" I don't know why.

"Fool! That's a lie I told you for the sake of face!" Hu Jiaqi laughed angrily, "The truth is, he offered to break up with me, after he knew about Shao Yuwei's trick that I deliberately didn't tell you. , he told me he loves you."

I couldn't believe it: "You mean as early as April and May...he fell in love with me?"

"Maybe earlier." She laughed at herself, "Maybe he and I are only dating to determine whether he loves you or not. The result of the appraisal is, he loves you."

I bit my lip hard.

"So can I ask you not to worry about using or deceiving, maybe God just set up the plot to let such a meek Gu Yaocheng break through his defenses and confess to you that he is dating you!"

"That's right!" Lu Simeng said enthusiastically, "The purpose is not important, the most important thing is his sincerity!"

"You guys..." I searched for a reason to deny it, "But he didn't show up at today's party!"

Just as I was talking, the door of the private room was pushed open, and the light was dim. The person who came was tall and slender, with a smile, showing white teeth. He also had a bronze complexion, and he walked towards me slowly. The smell of tobacco and alcohol immediately filled his body. Mature breath.

,, it's Teacher Gu, not him.

Is there a little loss somewhere in the body?

"Are you going to Shanghai the day after tomorrow?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

"Take your phone out."

"Why?" I took out my phone and handed it to him.

He fiddled with his phone while talking: "Fool, do you think you are the only one who can write a diary? Here."

"What is this? I looked at an unfamiliar page on the phone screen."

"Gu Yaocheng's blog! Please take a good look at it!"

Everyone continued to sing high, continue to play cards, I sat in the corner alone, looking at Gu Yaocheng's mood diary through the light of the phone screen.

The first one was written at the end of last year. He seemed to be very troubled by my love, complained to Wang Dajin, and said: It is impossible for him to love me.

The second article records our dinner during the Spring Festival. That day I was unhappy because I doubted my mother and Uncle Gu’s past. On that day, I found out that Gu Yaocheng had an affair with Hu Jiaqi.

The third article was about a day when he was dating Hu Jiaqi, but during the date, he kept thinking of... me.

In the fourth article, he broke up with Hu Jiaqi, he said he loved me, but he couldn't let me know his love, so he tried hard not to love me...

The fifth article was written after he confessed his love to me. It recorded the conversation between my mother and him. In the end, he said that he wanted to take revenge on Uncle Gu.

The last one is about one night of military training. After we broke up, he was frustrated, unwilling, lost, and regretful... He obviously wanted to tell me that he loved me, but he was forced by my cold words to pretend to be strong. In the end In the pouring rain...

He loves me!

and feel sorry for me...

I don't know how long it took, but everyone had already left, and I was sitting in the corner alone, with tears streaming down my face.

I'm so fucking hypocritical, I'm so fucking stupid!

She has been obsessed with what to use and what to deceive, facing Gu Yaocheng's repeated compromises, but hurting him indifferently, forgetting the most important sincerity.

"Why are there still people?" The voice of the waiter at the door brought me back to reality, "A boy of your age came to see you just now, I thought you were all gone."

,, Gu Yaocheng!

I subconsciously stood up, passed the waiter, and ran to the door.

It was raining outside, and in the night sky of Hei Junjun, the incandescent street lamps faintly glowed.

I walk around,

But he was nowhere to be found.

"Gu Yaocheng!"

I shouted in the majestic heavy rain.

"You are so annoying! Why are you trying to kill me!"

"Now, how do you ask me to leave you?"

"How do you tell me to live in a city without you?"

The torrential rain drowned out my cries.

Suddenly the phone rang, it was a text message, and I opened it.

"I came to look for you, but you have already left. Now I personally write down my best wishes to you in a text message. Although it is very difficult... I am sorry that I did not come to practice for you, but I will definitely send you to the airport the day after tomorrow... Yes, It’s a pity that I lost you who I loved dearly.”

Looking at Gu Yaocheng's short text message, I broke down in tears.

Unsteady on his feet, he fell into the heavy rain.

Now, how do I leave and go to a city without him?

I was drenched in heavy rain at night, and I don't know how long I walked.

Disturbed by Gu Yaocheng's blog, his smile has been circling in my mind, and I can't forget his pure smile like sunshine.

But should I go to him?

So what if I went to find him?

We can't be together, can we?

No matter how much I love him, even if he also loves me, I can't hurt my mother for him.

Without my mother's approval, everything between me and him is nonsense.

Just like that, I staggered home in the heavy rain. The house was dark, and my mother might have fallen asleep.

I tiptoed into her bedroom, but unexpectedly the floor was very slippery, I staggered and fell to the ground.

Mom was woken up by me, turned on the bedside lamp, found me wet all over, and got out of bed in surprise.

"What's the matter, Yangyang? What happened?"

I cried so hard, bit my lip, and shook my head, I couldn't speak to my mother.

"What's the matter? Did Xia Shengfeng and the others go to disrupt the situation today and bully you?"

"……no……"

"No, what is that?" Mom anxiously wrapped a blanket around my body, "The temperature is not high, you will catch a cold like this."

"mom……"

"Ok?"

I held my palms and summoned up the courage to say, "Can you let me stay? I can't leave here."

"You!" Mom stood up, condescending, "Did Gu Yaocheng look for you today? Or Teacher Gu? Let me tell you Yin Xiangyang, you will have nothing to do with them from now on!"

"But I..." I broke down in tears, "Mom, I beg you, I don't want to hurt our relationship because of him, because I care about you, but just think about it for me, let me stay, I need to stay come down..."

[069] Human life is at stake

069. Human life is at stake

I can't remember what happened after that because I passed out.

When I woke up, I was lying in the hospital bed on an IV drip, my mouth was very dry, and the bitter smell of medicine rolled up.

The incandescent lamp was directly facing the top of my head, shining in my eyes, making me a little dizzy, and seeing things was almost distorted.

Mom was lying on the side of the bed, and the air conditioner was turned on very loudly. She fell asleep in this position, and she would definitely suffer from cervical spondylosis when she woke up.I lightly put the blanket on her shoulders, and found that her temples had more and more white hair. These days, she has aged a lot. In order to raise her, she worked hard alone, but I...

As if awakened by my movements, she opened her eyes sleepily and found me awake, showing a child-like smile of relief.

"mom……"

Just as I was about to speak, she interrupted me: "Yangyang, come with me to Shanghai! You are the one, don't be trapped by the current relationship, the road ahead will be long, okay?"

"..."

"On the day of the hearing, I was almost convinced by your Uncle Gu and Gu Yaocheng, but I knew that homosexuality is wrong, so I chose to abstain...I can't stay here, otherwise, I think I will agree to your request one day! "

"..."

"Yangyang, leave with me for the sake of your mother! Don't you really want to see your father? Go to Shanghai, and you will be able to see him!"

I smiled wryly, my lips, which were chapped due to lack of water, were pulled very painfully.

"If in the future, I hurt another innocent woman like my father hurt you, are you willing?"

Mom frowned and thought for a while, then said, "I'd rather you hurt a woman."

I sank in disappointment: "Okay, I'll go with you."

Two days later, I stood in my empty home.

Family?

It can no longer be called "home".

The furniture had been covered with white cloth, and it looked like a silent grave where I had buried my entire 18 years of life.

Looking around, I miss quietly.

On the door of the bedroom, there is the imprint carved by me as I grew taller and taller since I was a child; further inside, there are awards one after another on the wall recording my achievements; Hanging on the bedside, I smiled so happily, as if there was no dark side