Dare to Live Up to the Country and Live Up to Your Honor Ⅰ

Chapter 23 Testing Yourself Is Not a Fun Thing

"Yes." After Lan Zhu finished speaking, his subordinates began to pluck the strings, and a burst of melodious tunes slowly floated into Pon Ce's ears.

Sure enough, she played the piano well, sometimes gently and sometimes quickly, and was just right. Ponce seldom praised others, but he really had to praise her because she played well.

It's just a song, Ponce has already had a few drinks, he is a little drunk, usually he can drink well, and he has never been so useless as today.

"My lord, you're drunk." Lan Zhu walked up to Pang Ce, took the wine glass from his hand, and said flatly, "It's even more worrying to drink away your sorrow."

She is not stupid. Seeing Pon Ce drinking non-stop, she knew that he had thoughts and troubles that could not be understood by outsiders.

Pang Ce didn't fight for the wine glass because he didn't want to drink any more. He stood up crookedly, hugged Lanzhu, buried his head in her neck, and took a deep breath. Her smell was similar to those of those outside the door. The vulgar powder is really different, with a faint fragrance, which is very similar to the smell of Gongsun Mingyue.

Pang Ce shuddered and escaped from her neck. Why did he think of him? How could he think of him again when the beautiful woman was in his arms?

Faced with Pang Ce's sudden movement, Lan Zhu was startled for a while, and then calmed down. She didn't run away. Although she was a performer, she didn't hate the man who hugged her. If possible, she would rather have her first night. is dedicated to him.

"Why don't you escape? Didn't you say that you are not selling yourself as a performer?" Pang Ce let go of her and asked incomprehensibly.

Lan Zhu blushed even more, and smiled helplessly: "I don't know why, I just know that I don't hate your embrace."

Ponce raised his hazy eyes and looked at the beautiful woman in front of him. How many people out there wanted such treatment, wanted her embrace, and he got it easily, but did he really want this hug? ?He felt a splitting headache, why did he abuse himself so much tonight?

"If I say, I want your first night, what will you do?" Ponce closed his eyes and immersed himself in his troubled thoughts, and then said lightly.

"I..." Lan Zhu suddenly stopped talking, and after a moment of contemplation, she said softly, "I think I will be willing."

Pang Ce stood up slowly, staring at Lanzhu all the time, and asked incredulously, "Why?"

Lanzhu herself didn't know why, she only knew that when he smiled at her, her heart sank into his deep eyes, and when he hugged her tightly, she fell in love with her , Greedily attached to that fascinating embrace.

Seeing that Lanzhu didn't answer, Pang Ce felt a little guilty instead. He didn't expect that she would agree to him so easily. He thought she would definitely struggle and refuse, but now there is nothing, and she is even willing. Why?

Although Lanzhu is very beautiful, Pang Ce has no desire for her at this time, but he is obviously here to seek a result, is everything already clear at a glance?He doesn't believe it.

Pang Ce hugged Lan Zhu into his arms, she was very light, once upon a time, he also held other people in his arms, even though it was a man.

He gently put her on the bed, and pressed her body heavily against her. Lan Zhu shyly turned her face away. Facing a shy and lovely beauty, he couldn't get any interest, but felt more and more irritable in his heart , he shook his head vigorously, and reached out his hand to tear her clothes, but the hand just touched her clothes, but suddenly stopped, he didn't want to continue anymore, why, why?

Seeing that Pon Ce hadn't moved, Lan Zhu turned her head, but saw Pon Ce's self-blaming eyes. She raised her right hand, caressed his cheek, and said softly, "I will never blame you."

Pon Ce knew she had misunderstood, so he slowly sat up from her and said calmly, "I'm sorry."

Lan Zhu also sat up slowly, hugged him tightly behind his back, and said softly: "Don't say sorry, I did it voluntarily."

Yes, the other party has volunteered. If it was in the past, he would have thrown her down without any scruples, but why doesn't he feel this way now? Could it be that he really treats him..., he dare not think about it anymore, if that is true, then he himself will not be able to forgive himself.

He slowly broke away from Lanzhu's hands, stood up helplessly, sighed deeply and walked to the window, a crescent moon quietly climbed up the branch, looming in the shade of the trees, there are not many stars in the sky, tonight The night was not beautiful enough. For the first time in his life, he looked up at the sky not because of observing the sky. His thoughts were mixed. He didn't know what he wanted at all. Maybe it would be good to consider the advice his father gave him some time ago.

You are old too, it's time to get married.

His father's nagging is still in his ears. Before, he always felt that it was still far away to mention this matter, but today he really wants to get married and find a woman he likes.

"My lord." Lan Zhu quietly walked behind Pang Ce, and asked suspiciously, "Is Lan Zhu not good enough?"

Pang Ce suddenly became alert, and immediately turned around. Lan Zhu was standing gracefully in front of him. He said awkwardly, "It's not because of you, but because of me..."

"My lord, tonight..." Lanzhu's tone was full of ambiguity, and because of her shyness, her face was dyed pink from her cheeks to the roots of her ears.

Pon Ce coughed twice and said, "Forget it, let's do it next time."

Lan Zhu looked at him disappointedly, she didn't understand why the man in front of her wanted to shirk when there were so many men out there wanting to get her, could it be that she wasn't pretty enough or attractive enough to make him fall in love?

"Have a few drinks with me." Pang Ce walked to the table, filled the wine glasses for himself and Lan Zhu, and handed Lan Zhu's wine glass to her. She didn't take it immediately, but her eyes widened. Looking straight at Pon Ce, after a moment of hesitation, he took it slowly.

Ponce swallowed the wine in his glass. Wine is really a good thing. It can help people forget the things they don't want to remember. Want to get drunk.

Lan Zhu watched Pon Ce drink one cup after another without giving herself a chance to breathe. She couldn't bear to watch him take one sip after another. She wanted to stop him, but she knew in her heart that it was useless to stop him. Get drunk, maybe you can really forget all your troubles.

At this time in the yamen, Huang Xiaobei had just explained all the cases during the day clearly. Gongsun Mingyue couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief. With his help, he really felt much more relaxed. He smiled at Huang Xiaobei Said: "You have worked hard today, go back and rest early."

"My lord, what about you?" Huang Xiaobei looked around suspiciously, but didn't find Pang Ce's figure, so he turned to Gongsun Mingyue and asked, "Where's the dragon guard?"

When Pang Ce first followed him, he made up a fake name for him: Long Yun.

Pang Ce said with a smile at the time that he liked the name, Long Yun, and the real dragon allowed it.

"He?" Gongsun Mingyue said with a smile, "He went out to drink, but I won't go back today anyway, it doesn't matter if he's here or not."

"My lord, are you not going back tonight?" Huang Xiaobei asked.

"Yes, you see there are so many things to read, I don't want to delay until tomorrow, so you go back and rest first." Gongsun Mingyue looked at the file on the table without raising his head.

"Why don't you let me accompany you?" Huang Xiaobei started to stand up again and stood down again.

Gongsun Mingyue looked up at him and said with a smile: "No need, I can't meditate when you are here."

"But……"

"Okay, let's go back and rest first, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, and you are exhausted today." Gongsun Mingyue waved to him, signaling him to leave.

"Not tired."

"After sorting out so many files, how can I not be tired, go back and rest, otherwise I will be unhappy."

Only now did Huang Xiaobei stand up, and walked out cautiously, looking back at Gongsun Mingyue while walking, although he no longer looked at himself.

When Huang Xiaobei left quietly, Gongsun Mingyue couldn't help but look up and look around. He was the only one left in the empty lobby. According to the past, there should be Pang Ce, but at this time he was recalling the tenderness of Xiangyuan. In the village, Gongsun Mingyue felt sore. It was natural for a man to find a woman. Why did he feel uncomfortable all over? He couldn't help but smiled and shook his head. He must be exhausted, which is why he was so sensitive.

He continued to look down at the case file, and the time passed slowly in his papers. After reading it, he realized that it was already the third watch, and the morning glow would appear in the east in a short time. He stood up from the desk and walked into the yard. The night was not good and there were not so many stars on the ground. Gongsun Mingyue looked up at the moon that had already slanted to the west. Shuttle in and out, shyly answering.

Today people do not see the ancient times and the moon, this month once looked like the ancients.

Gongsun Mingyue whispered softly, he couldn't help but think of Yanxi, although the capital is not far from here, but he hasn't had time to visit him yet, Yanxi didn't reply to the last letter. Has it been so long?

Just as she was thinking, there was a sudden heavy blow from the door, and a black figure staggered into the door. Gongsun Mingyue couldn't help becoming alert, and he stared at the figure without moving.

In the dark night, it was impossible to see the person coming, but Gongsun Mingyue found it very familiar, and he called out tentatively: "Pang Ce?"

Heiying didn't answer, but suddenly stepped forward and hugged him tightly in his arms. Gongsun Mingyue felt his nose hurt when he smelled the alcohol smell all over his body. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't push it away. He wanted to call for someone, but when he just wanted to speak, he understood who he was.