Chapter 59
Chapter 59
This day Zheng Yuzhang said that he had something to show An Mingzhi.
He was mysterious and refused to explain clearly. After arousing An Mingzhi's curiosity, he said: "I can't get it. I'm all at home. I'll look at it when I go back."
An Mingzhi had guessed for a long time but couldn't figure it out, so he couldn't bear it anymore and asked him, "What is it?"
Zheng Yuzhang hugged his waist: "something about Yangyang."
Now An Ming knew that he was even more curious, but Zheng Yuzhang said leisurely, "It's there anyway, and I can't run away. It will be the same in the future."
"Then what do you tell me now." An Mingzhi was a little anxious.
Zheng Yuzhang said: "I just remembered this."
An Mingzhi didn't speak, and heard him continue to say: "If you don't go back, Yangyang and Zhenzhen won't go back either. Our family of five is crowded here, and we can't sleep well at night. How inconvenient!"
This is indeed the case, there are no toys, and there is no small yard, Yang Yang has no space to move around, so he sticks to adults all day long.
An Mingzhi was a little soft-hearted.It's okay for him to sleep well, and for the children, Zheng Yuzhang also slept on the sofa for several days, and his neck was stiff from sleeping last night.
Zheng Zhenzhen came over nibbling on an apple, and patted Zheng Yuzhang's shoulder from behind: "Dad, what are you talking about here?"
Zheng Yuzhang wailed in pain, why was his daughter so cruel.
"What's the matter?" Zheng Zhenzhen asked.
An Mingzhi thought it was funny: "Your father has a stiff neck."
The two laughed happily.An Ming knew that it was not a big deal, so he smiled the most. Zheng Yuzhang pinched his soft neck, itching him so much that he ran away.
Zheng Yuzhang hugged An Mingzhi who was about to escape, and kissed his ear: "Still laughing?"
An Mingzhi repeatedly begged for mercy: "Stop laughing, stop laughing."
Zheng Zhenzhen didn't see them getting bored, and slipped away quietly.Seems to be really good.
During the meal, Zheng Yuzhang thought about it, and said to An Mingzhi: "If you don't want to live back, there is still a house in Qianjiang. It's a big place over there, and you can move there with a little tidying up."
The small villa was purchased by Zheng Yuzhang in the early years. The environment is good, but the location is really remote. It is near the suburbs. The decoration was done by the previous owner. It is really flashy when I think about it.He and An Mingzhi have been living in the Qianjiang Garden for the past few years. The flat floor is more than 200 square meters, and the sunlight is transparent. An Mingzhi would like it more.
It's better than here, at least Zheng Yuzhang doesn't have to sleep on the sofa anymore.
For An Mingzhi, there are many memories in that house, from living together with Zheng Yuzhang to Yang Yang.He spent most of his time with Zheng Yuzhang in that house, until he got into a car accident and needed to recuperate, so he moved to a small villa with a better environment.
This stay is four years.
An Mingzhi thought for a while: "Forget it, there are too many things, and it is very troublesome to move around."
Both Yang Yang and Zhen Zhen grew up in small villas, for them, that is their home.
"Go back this afternoon," he said.
After all, this is not my own home, everything belongs to others, and I feel uncomfortable living here.
Hearing what he said, Zheng Yuzhang was very surprised. He thought that An Ming knew he didn't want to go back to live: "Okay."
In the afternoon, they returned to the old house. There were not many things. Zheng Yuzhang didn't let An Ming know what to do, and he directed them to put them away.Aunt also came back and helped clean up the house.
While wiping the table, the aunt said, "It's better for everyone to come back. If the house is unoccupied, it won't be angry."
"Yes."
The aunt asked: "Mr. An won't leave this time, will he?"
An Mingzhi smiled: "I'm not leaving."
"That's good." The aunt also smiled, "It's great to be a family together, being happy is more important than anything else."
After dinner, Zheng Yuzhang dragged An Mingzhi to the study mysteriously.
"What exactly do you want to show me?" An Mingzhi was confused.
Zheng Yuzhang asked him to sit down, took out a wooden box from the locked cabinet at the bottom of the bookshelf, and put it on the desk: "Open it and have a look."
"What is it?" An Mingzhi asked while driving.
In the past, they would prepare surprises for each other. On certain festivals or anniversaries, Zheng Yuzhang was busy with work and often did not remember these things, and An Mingzhi did not always remember them. Sometimes when he happened to be filming in a film crew, he would send each other a text message .But as long as it is a festival that Zheng Yuzhang remembers, he will prepare flowers and small gifts. He has always been a romantic person.
But it's been a long time, and they haven't prepared any surprises for each other.
No one can tell how a relationship goes from passionate to dull, just like this, it seems that every couple has to go through this process, and no one studies it deeply in the end, and accepts it silently.
Looking back now, when I think of those romantic years, I will still be moved and excited.Life cannot be romantic everywhere, but there must also be surprises, just like suddenly finding a flower growing from a crack in a wall covered with withered grass, which makes people feel brighter.
What Zheng Yuzhang prepared for An Mingzhi could not be called a surprise, but to be precise, it should be said to be their secret, a memory that belongs exclusively to them.
An Mingzhi took a look at him, and carefully opened the box. Inside was a video camera, several memory cards for the camera, and many photos, and...
"Yangyang's birth certificate." Zheng Yuzhang shook the piece of paper away, "He was only four catties and six taels when he was born, so small that he was put into the incubator before he had time to look at it."
An Mingzhi took the birth certificate over to look at it. The parents' names were written on the top, which were Zheng Yuzhang and An Mingzhi.He didn't know how Zheng Yuzhang did it.
"What are these?" he asked, pointing to a stack of memory cards.
Zheng Yuzhang took one at random and plugged it into his computer. Two seconds later, a folder popped up. He opened it, and it was full of videos.
"Video?"
"Well, ours."
Knowing that he was suspicious, An couldn't wait to click on one of them. The picture was completely black, and the camera shook a few times before the figure jumped out.
The person in the mirror is himself, to be precise, it is himself with a big belly.Until now, An Mingzhi was reluctant to use the word "pregnancy" to describe the fact that he had a baby in his womb.
Although this is true, even though Yang Yang's birth certificate has his name written in the mother's column.
The person who took the video was Zheng Yuzhang, because An Mingzhi heard his voice.
The person watering the flowers in the video looked this way.
"Why are you unhappy today?" Zheng Yuzhang saw him sullen, walked over holding the video recorder, and hugged him naturally.The camera shakes, and Zheng Yuzhang asks, "Is it bothering you again?"
"No." An Mingzhi said inside, "It's very good today."
Zheng Yuzhang: "Then why are you unhappy? Didn't you say you should maintain a good mood?"
At that time they were still living in Qianjiang's house, and An Mingzhi was standing by the window, looking down on cars and horses like dragons.He is very irritable, every day his belly bulges, he becomes more irritable, and he has been almost seven months now.
He held his stomach and looked at Zheng Yuzhang worriedly: "Is there really no problem with it?"
"No, didn't you have a checkup? The doctor said he was healthy." Zheng Yuzhang comforted him.
An Mingzhi said anxiously: "But many congenital defects can't be found out, just like me, I didn't find out until I was ten years old. What if..."
"No chance." Zheng Yuzhang touched his stomach. In fact, it was not very bulging. It has been more than six months and it is not half the size of others' seven or eight months. People who don't know will only mistakenly think that he has gained weight lock up.
"Anyway, it's our baby."
An Mingzhi was still very worried: "Is it possible that I was misdiagnosed? Maybe I just got a strange disease."
Zheng Yuzhang just laughed: "Is there something in your stomach that will kick you from time to time when you are sick?"
"That won't happen."
Zheng Yuzhang put his arms around him: "Don't worry so much, trust the doctor."
An Ming knew that the worry in his eyes had slightly eased.He is afraid that the baby born from a person like himself will also be a little monster, or that the baby is complete, but because of his poor education, he will become the next self.
He has no confidence in himself.
Knowing that he didn't watch the second half of the video, An Ming reopened one. At the beginning of the video, he was reaching out to cover the camera, and said shyly, "Why did you start filming again..."
Zheng Yuzhang kissed him on the cheek without explaining anything.
There are also very short videos, less than 1 minute, usually taken by Zheng Yuzhang while he was asleep, and the camera wobbled over to secretly kiss him, or just came to touch his stomach and say good night.
In some shots, Zheng Yuzhang is the only one. He is like a weird guy talking to himself, and he will tell the camera something that An knows.For example, how old is the baby today, An Ming knows how he is feeling and what he wants to eat.Such videos usually end with An Mingzhi calling him over to help.
In fact, it was An Mingzhi's habit to record his life with video. He used to do this when he first lived with Zheng Yuzhang. He took a mobile phone or a camera to record their day and night.In the morning, he would turn on the video in the quilt, and then harass Zheng Yuzhang to get up. Zheng Yuzhang got up very angry, and occasionally would be unhappy, and then An Mingzhi would kiss him while he was shaving, and make himself pissed too. His face was all white.
Later, Zheng Yuzhang gradually got used to it, and learned to fight back when An Mingzhi harassed him to get up, raised his arms above his head, and kissed him heartily.
An Mingzhi was stunned. He couldn't believe that Zheng Yuzhang took so many piecemeal photos. In five or six months, seven or eight memory cards, almost all of his lost memories were recorded.
He suddenly felt very guilty: "I don't remember at all."
"It doesn't matter." Zheng Yuzhang said, "They are all here, and I can tell you the rest."
There is one thing An Mingzhi always wanted to ask: "Yuzhang, I want to know more about my car accident."
All his memories before the car accident were fragmented and turned into puzzles that couldn't be put together. Occasionally, they would float in his head, but An Ming knew that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't put them together.
"How could I have such a serious car accident?"
Zheng Yuzhang was silent for a few seconds: "A few days after Masculinity was born, you still couldn't accept him, or you couldn't accept your sudden identity change. I know that your parents' marriage had a great influence on you. You I was afraid that I would become that kind of father, so I never dared to visit him."
"Your mother knows about us and the existence of Yangyang. She came to see you from the south. I was supposed to pick her up at the airport, but..." Zheng Yuzhang paused, "You have been in a bad mood, thinking about yourself Go to the airport to pick her up, I agreed without thinking twice."
"A car accident on the road?"
"Well, the car on the other side was speeding and didn't apply the brakes." He blamed himself, "I should have gone."
"Don't say that, it's not your fault."
Zheng Yuzhang: "The car accident caused you to have many injuries, your mood was bad, and your memory was damaged. The doctor said it's best not to stimulate you. I thought Yang Yang would remind you of something, but it was the first time I hugged him You were so excited when I gave it to you that I didn't tell you about it afterwards."
"One more thing." An Mingzhi looked at him.
His eyes were not good, and Zheng Yuzhang's heart tightened: "What's the matter?"
"Lin Yi." An Mingzhi said, "Before that incident, I called you one more time, and he answered it."
Zheng Yuzhang confessed: "I did it on purpose that time."
Knowing that he didn't expect him to say that, An raised his eyebrows.It took a while to understand, "Puff" laughed: "Are you jealous?"
Zheng Yuzhang let out a hum that he didn't want to admit from his nasal cavity.
"You're so close to Feng Chi, I'm bound to feel uncomfortable."
Speaking of Fengchi, An Mingzhi hadn't contacted him for a long time. They were just ordinary business cooperation, not even friends: "I said we have nothing, but you don't believe me."
"Then I said that I have nothing to do with Lin Yi, do you believe it?"
An Mingzhi thought for a while and said, "I don't believe it."
The two looked at each other and laughed.An Mingzhi finally understood his possessiveness.
Zheng Yuzhang squeezed to his side, stroked his hand, and said weakly in his voice: "I know, I'm not that young anymore, and sometimes I'm afraid that I won't be attractive to you, and you will leave me."
It was beyond An Mingzhi's expectation that he would think so. No matter how powerful a person is, life, old age, sickness and death are always topics that cannot be escaped.
It turns out that Zheng Yuzhang is also afraid that he will grow old day by day.
"I won't." An Mingzhi leaned against him, he was a little sleepy, and yawned lazily.
He thought, there are only two reasons for their separation, you don't love me or I don't love you, and we don't love each other anymore.
"Sleepy?"
"There is no lunch break today."
So the topic didn't continue, Zheng Yuzhang carried him to sleep.He himself didn't go to bed so early, and went to work on his own affairs after An Ming knew he was asleep.
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