the strong attack

Chapter 75 Missing

更新时间2014-3-2922:01:37字数：3187

Li Tingyan shook his head lightly: There is really no cure...Looking at himself in the mirror, he was dressed in a police uniform and looked upright.In the past, I was always proud of this tiger skin.But recently, the more I look at it, the more I feel uncomfortable.

I used to wear such clothes, and was hugged by you countless times... Bai Chuan!Why can't I forget you!Li Tingyan suddenly became irritable, he really wanted to tear off this dress, it reminded him of Bai Chuan.The person who clearly decided to forget, the person who left and might never come back... Li Tingyan felt that he couldn't breathe suddenly, and his head hurt... He stumbled to search the medicine box, opened the cabinet door and looked down for a while.Suddenly, I felt nausea flooding my heart, and I threw up on the floor with a "wow".

Li Tingyan vomited until his stomach convulsed. He stared blankly at the vomit in front of him, and three big words came to his mind: anorexia.Immediately my heart cools down.

Anorexia is divided into anorexia in children, anorexia in adolescence and anorexia nervosa.Li Tingyan checked the information on the Internet.Knowing yourself is probably the last item.

He smiled wryly.Ha, mental depression.Is this the result of thinking of Bai Chuan no matter what I do?Every time I think of headaches, vomiting, and then a deeper layer of self-loathing.Enough is enough... Li Tingyan, you are enough!What right do you have to blame Bai Chuan?What is the result of thinking about him?It was you who said to let go first, okay?You deserve it for this!yes.I deserve it.

Li Tingyan fell into another round of speculation.

Old Bai, I'm sorry for you.I traded us with my mother.Oh yes, I have a baby.have a son.I owed my mother even if I paid it off... Can I go to you now?But what do I owe Chen Min?What do I owe my son?No, it's not clear yet.From the beginning, it was unclear.I don't know who's who, it's ridiculous that I still think I can have both love and affection?Ha, Li Tingyan, you are so ridiculous.Why are you so childish!Even if, even if you want to turn back now, what about Bai Chuan?He's gone...he's not there long ago...he's gone.

Bai Chuan is gone, I don't want you anymore.

Li Tingyan thought with tears all over his face: I still don't know.He's gone and you still can't get on.He doesn't want himself anymore.He definitely won't want himself again.

After thinking about it, another headache hit, and Li Tingyan leaned down in front of the table with his head in his arms, trembling all over, tears streaming down his face.

Why, why did I do that at the time.Now this is for whom to show!Betrayers are not entitled to forgiveness and mercy!

Li Tingyan raised his head with difficulty, his eyes were red and distracted.Yeah, I'm a betrayer.Who can I ask for forgiveness.Who can redeem me... Li Tingyan felt that he might have made a wrong choice in his life from the very beginning.

If so, don't be with Bai Chuan in the first place... Thinking of this, Li Tingyan felt a pain in his heart, feeling a blunt knife being pulled on his body.If I hadn't been...with Bai Chuan from the very beginning...no way!Li Tingyan felt that this presupposition seemed to burn his heart on fire, and he couldn't think any further.

Lao Bai, you have always liked the strong.But now I am no longer qualified to stand shoulder to shoulder with you.No, since I have the idea of ​​leaving you, I am not qualified to talk about loving you anymore.

Yes.I love you.

Li Tingyan felt that his heartache was unbearable.How cowardly a person is, it is only now that he admits his heart.Doesn't help.It's just ridiculous.

Lao Bai, do you know what I'm still thinking about?You will laugh at me if you know.I want you to kiss me, I want you to hug me so tightly that my whole body hurts, I want you to bite my collarbone and Adam's apple, I want you to touch my body with calloused hands, I want you to hug my waist, I want you to hold me My legs are on your shoulders, I want you to take me so hard that I scream!

Chuan, I miss you...but I'm already so ugly...

Li Tingyan disappeared.

The news first spread from the police station. Li Tingyan, who was in charge of the files, hadn't come to work for two days. He didn't answer his calls, and no one at home responded.Leng Ye's living habits are different from those of the Changbai class, and the people who heard about him worked day and night. By the time he got the news, Li Tingyan had been missing for a week.

Wenren was a little annoyed that he didn't care about his friends too much, thinking that he would drift away after he embarked on the road of marrying men and women, who would have expected such a thing to happen to him.

Leng Ye also blamed himself for blaming Li Tingyan too much, so much so that he ignored his seemingly strong but actually very fragile inner reaction to the incident.

Li Tingyan's wife was picked up by Li's mother earlier because she was expecting to give birth, and now that her son is born, she is put on Li's mother's side to support her. The grandparents and grandchildren have never visited Li Tingyan in City A.Calling to inquire is also indifferent, there is no useful information at all, and they don't care about Li Tingyan's whereabouts, as if they have nothing to do with Li Tingyan.

Lei Zi felt that he had to do something.

So Lei Zi personally contacted Bai Chuan's people who stayed in City A, and had a direct conversation with Bai Chuan.When Bai Chuan heard the news, he felt a "thud" in his heart, and fell into the bottom of the valley.

That bastard, nothing to play, what is missing!How long has his injury healed?Where did he go... Bai Chuan vaguely knew that if he didn't do something this time, he probably wouldn't have to do anything in the future.What he learned from Lei Zi was not only the bare news of Li Tingyan's disappearance.He knew the general situation from the time he left to the discovery of the disappearance.Lei Zi has a sharp tongue and precise language, and he describes Li Tingyan's life in the past year when he broke up with him in detail.

When he heard about his marriage, Bai Chuan really wanted to fast-forward, but unfortunately there was no such option, and Lei Zi also knew what was important and what was not, and he had mentioned marriage and having children in one sentence.But what Lei Zi said next made Bai Chuan's heart tense.The seemingly normal but tricky police operations, the scar on the head that cannot be covered, the serious injury on the waist that may lead to paralysis if it is hit again, and... the migraine and headache that cannot be suppressed by medicine. With each vomit that accompanies...some answer is already on the horizon.Bai Chuan only felt like a knife was piercing his heart.Banquet!Where are you!

On the way to City A, Bai Chuan contacted his former tutor for consultation. After all, he has a specialization in surgery, so he cannot be regarded as a genius in general medicine.The answer he got made his heart feel as if it had fallen into an ice cellar, freezing to the bone.

Anorexia nervosa.

What on earth have you done to yourself!Are you living a bad life without me?Why didn't you come to me... For the first time, Bai Chuan felt his own powerlessness, he felt a sense of exhaustion that he couldn't grasp anything.

Rushing to City A non-stop, Bai Chuan quickly came to Li Tingyan's residence, or there might be some clues.

When he opened the door, the familiar breath and memories rushed to his face.

Before Li Tingyan came to live in Bai Chuan's home, the two also lived here for a period of time, so Bai Chuan is no less familiar with this place than his own.He quickly searched all the rooms, and finally found clues.

Without any pause, Bai Chuan embarked on the journey to find Li Tingyan.The minute it was too late to find it, the more danger of losing him forever.

At this moment, Bai Chuan had a stubbled beard and a decadent expression on his face.When he left City A, he notified Leng Ye and Wen Ren respectively. Wen Ren really couldn't leave, and Leng Ye said that he could follow later.

But he walked through places that Bai Chuan knew and Li Tingyan wanted to go, but found nothing.

Time passed by gradually, and a few days later, Bai Chuan was exhausted physically and mentally. He didn't dare to imagine what Li Tingyan's situation was now, whether it was already... No!No, his Tingyan is a person who loves life very much, he will not leave him just like this... He began to search even more frantically, only sleeping for two or three hours a day, even hard-core people can't stand it!Leng Ye had already caught up with him and forced him to rest several times. For this reason, the two of them performed a lot of martial arts.

But day by day, there is still no news.

Bai Chuan began to despair.Ting Yan, are you resenting me for not staying by your side, so do you want to find a place without me?I was wrong... I shouldn't have left, I should have stayed with you, as the song says, until the end of time...

Seeing that Bai Chuan was like this, Leng Ye was also very anxious.

Just when both of them were starting to despair, Bai Chuan's old classmate called and saved them.

When Bai Leng and the others arrived at the place, Li Tingyan was sleeping.

This place is a private hospital, to be precise, it is a private hospital run by Bai Chuan's old classmate.

Bai Chuan's old classmate is Guo Ren, who majored in psychology and is the director of this hospital.He first greeted the two of Bethlehem briefly, and then began to get into the topic: "His condition is very bad. It will be very troublesome to treat."

Bai Chuan's heart was in a tangle: "Guo Ren'er, what do you mean is very bad, and what do you mean is troublesome for treatment? Tell me quickly!"

Guo Renlue pondered for a while, and said to Bai Chuan: "You know, we have our professional rules. But what kind of rules are they for saving lives? Are you right? Since he is your lover, I think you have the right to know his condition. Come with me."

Leng Ye wanted to follow, but was stopped by Guo Ren.I can only wait patiently in the office.

Bai Chuan just took a quick glance at Li Tingyan lying there just now, he was as thin as a piece of paper, he was lying there quietly, his face was expressionless, his whole body was astonishingly thin, as if he was about to go ...Bai Chuan quickly put away bad thoughts, showed his professionalism as a doctor, and calmly discussed the condition with Guo Ren.

Guo Ren finally took out some discs for Bai Chuan to watch by himself, and then went to inspect the ward.

Bai Chuan carefully looked at Li Tingyan's healing discs one by one, feeling distressed like something.His love came to this hospital very early, he knew about his illness a long time ago, he didn't want to die, he wanted to live.So he disappeared because he came to get medical treatment, not to find a deserted place as he imagined... to fend for himself.But the result was not satisfactory.He tried hard to eat the food, but it didn't take long for him to spit it out.But he is so strong, trying again and again.Especially his hypnosis videos... Bai Chuan never knew that his hypnosis was so fragile, and he needed himself so much.He saw him lying there, skinny, talking about his hesitation and fear, all his worries, and hopes... He saw him and said: I miss him.Then she shed tears, one, then two, until they became a river.

Bai Chuan suddenly felt that nothing in this world is important, as long as his love can get better.Heir of the Bai family, go to hell with you!