Chapter 74
Chapter 74
Xiao Yue heard what Dongfang Bai said, her expression was gloomy, and her eyes were lowered, "Do you still remember the last thing I said that day?"
How could Dongfang Bai not remember, every word of that sentence was like a needle, piercing her heart with severe pain.
Xiao Yue said: Dongfang Bai, since then we have settled.
Dongfang Bai suddenly felt apprehensive, and said in a daze: "Yue'er, it's all my fault. In the past, I only wanted to handle everything for you, and never cared about your wishes. When I know that you put everything on your own When I bear it alone, when I think of this, I feel so heartbroken and regretful, it was all my fault in the past, it was I who disregarded your trust..."
Bitterness surged in Xiao Yue's heart, she shook her head and said: "When you were in Heimuya, you used retreat as an excuse to secretly eradicate those people who were protected by me. I don't blame you for this, because I know you are Want to help me, even if I don't agree with it."
"I don't hesitate to kill all the righteous people in the martial arts world because I know how hard it is for you to sit in the icy position you are in today. The heights are extremely cold, and everyone only knows that you are high above the wind and the rain. But I I understand the helplessness and loneliness in your heart. I feel sorry for you, and I am willing to shelter you from the wind and rain, just for you to relax."
Between the understated words and sentences, there are some trembling sounds faintly, and most of them are mixed with bitterness.After narrating in this way, Xiao Yue's eyes turned red.
"After the trainee peak incident, you quickly spread the news all over the world, just to force my mother out of the palace so that you can carry out your plan. I know that one day you will stand on opposite sides, and I have repeatedly prevented this day. Come, but don't want to... For this matter, I don't have to blame you..."
Hearing Xiao Yue say two times in a row that she doesn't complain, and listening to her words, he seems extremely tired.Dongfang Bai couldn't help trembling, even his lips trembled when he spoke.
"I wanted everything to be perfect, but at that time I really didn't know that you knew all about these things. Yue'er, I didn't really want to destroy Jiayao Palace. I really can't see that you were troubled by this and finally came out. This is the next policy."
Xiao Yue's brows became more and more gloomy, "Gayao Palace is my mother's painstaking effort, if the Sun Moon God Sect and Jiayao Palace come to a confrontation, have you thought about how I should deal with myself, as a child, as a Jiayao Palace The young master of the palace, but I can't protect them well. As a lover...but I have to watch you face to face with my mother. When I know that you are hiding something and planning something at the same time, you know that I have... How bitter."
Dongfang Bai's hot tears kept falling, "Before I planned, I really thought about it all night, thinking that if you stop me, what should I do? Then I thought, after all, I won't hurt anyone in Jiayao Palace, and I won't hurt you." Your mother is, no matter how angry you are with me, you won't be able to blame me for a long time."
At this moment, Dongfang Bai completely lost the look of staring at the world, and his voice was choked: "I don't know what's wrong with me, everything is related to you, I just can't control myself like a madman, there is no clarity in the altar anymore .”
Xiao Yue sighed faintly, and her tone inevitably became a bit sad: "I know you too well, but you haven't really understood me from the beginning to the end. As long as you are willing to believe me, there will be no love between you and me." It’s going to be at this stage.” She turned sideways, but felt a sudden bump from her back, and Dongfang Bai hugged her waist tightly.
Dongfang Bai buried his face behind Xiao Yue's back, tears fell down his cheeks, and he called out tremblingly with a nasal voice: "Yue'er..."
If in the past, Dongfang Bai hugged her and called her like this, Xiao Yue would only feel indescribably sweet.But now, thinking of Dongfang Bai's deeds, one after another, and repeated deceptions, although she could see clearly, she was defeated by this man's gentleness time and time again, and gave in again and again.
Thinking that after she gave her all, she still couldn't get back Dongfang Bai's trust.All of a sudden, Xiao Yue felt that she was very stupid and ridiculous. This emotion that had long since lost trust was gone like flowing water, and it was all in vain.
Seeing that she was not moving or speaking, Dongfang Bai pulled Xiao Yue's body in a panic, and said in a trembling voice: "Yue'er, it was all my fault in the past, I know that you are annoyed at me and blame me for deceiving you so much. Something..." Before he finished speaking, Xiao Yue suddenly withdrew his hand.
"What I can't do myself, why should I blame you? I also lied to you, and I know how sad it is to be cheated. Between you and me, there are all kinds of things that are hidden from our hearts and ignorance. We can't help ourselves, but we still lost our trust in each other after all."
Dongfang Bai felt as if a big rock was choked in her heart, making it hard for her to breathe, "That kind of thing... I promise, I promise, it won't happen again..." As he spoke, he leaned forward again.
Xiao Yue saw Dongfang Bai's face approaching suddenly, her eyelashes were long and trembling slightly, with tears still on her lips, and there was a hot and soft touch on her lips.As the two lips tossed and stretched, the other party was not as domineering as before, but very gentle.
But for some reason, Xiao Yue inexplicably thought of the hardships and hardships of this journey, and felt sore in her heart. She couldn't help but grabbed Dongfang Bai's arm, and squeezed it harder. This time, her fingers were almost dug into the jade muscle. .
Dongfang Bai was pinched so abruptly, his whole body couldn't stand it anymore, he felt his eyes go dark, and he almost fainted from the pain.But she didn't loosen her lips, on the contrary, she kissed deeper, prying the tip of her tongue in, tenderly.
Xiao Yue was stunned for a moment, and finally told Dongfang Bai to force the resistance into her mouth. She felt dizzy, and the original anger turned into a slightly heavy snort between the entwined tongues.
His mouth was full of affection, but he didn't know whether it was because his arm was too painful, or he was thinking of something in his heart, it was so painful, Dongfang Bai kissed affectionately, but his throat became more and more choked, almost crying out.
Finally, she tried her best to restrain herself and didn't make a sound, but the tears had already fallen, falling on Xiao Yue's cheeks drop by drop, and the tears fell down Xiao Yue's cheeks again, until finally she couldn't tell whose tears it was.
Xiao Yue's heart trembled, and the strength in her hand was suddenly released.The scorching heat of the tears made her brain sting, she felt that if she didn't stop it, it would be a love disaster that could never be undone, she suddenly woke up, and pushed Dongfang Bai away with all her strength.
Dongfang Bai was pushed away all of a sudden, the tenderness on his lips vanished in an instant, and he went to look at Xiao Yue with tears shining, but he saw the desolation in those clear eyes.
All of a sudden, Dongfang Bai's heart became more bitter, tears flowed more and more, and his tone was full of prayer: "You believe in me, Yue'er, and I will never lie to you again..."
Xiao Yue smiled sadly, but the corners of her lips curled up without warmth, "I have always trusted you for no reason, and I also admit that I have always been soft-hearted towards you. I won't hate you. What really chills me is that I have done everything I should and shouldn't do, and in the end I still can't get back your trust."
She also thought of Dongfang Bai's desperate palm that day, as well as the anger and resentment in those eyes... hot tears fell down Xiao Yue's cheeks drop by drop, but her heart was hollow and cold.
Xiao Yue put her hand on her chest, and said in a low voice: "Your palm full of killing intent not only killed me, but my heart...is also completely dead."
Dongfang Bai felt sad and anxious, shook his head and said tremblingly: "No... Yue'er is now, and our old enmity and destiny have long since disappeared. I have returned the divine religion to the master, and we will never pay attention to it from now on. The intrigues in the rivers and lakes... I have already thought about it, let's find a place that is warm like spring all year round, build a small yard, plant your favorite flowers and trees in front of the yard, you and I will play the piano and music, and we will never be separated again in this life, Yue Son... do you think it's okay?"
Xiao Yue lowered her eyes, held back the choking in her throat, and still couldn't restrain her trembling voice: "If your words were left in the past, I would be overjoyed, but today... Not happy at all."
While speaking, she couldn't help taking two steps back, "What I wanted was always extremely easy, but you just don't understand, and now... I don't want it anymore."
Dongfang Bai stared at Xiao Yue in a daze, but felt that the light and darkness in her clear eyes were shining like a lonely lamp in a long night, cold and pale, and it would be extinguished if there was more wind.
She couldn't help trembling, and her words choked up: "The feelings in your heart have been wiped away by me every inch, and you are bound in a cocoon... You are really bound in a cocoon..."
She couldn't help but think that from the beginning to the end, Xiao Yue treated her with all her heart, promised her life, disregarding life and death, she really had sincere affection, but she had to bear so much heartache and pain for her.
For a moment, Dongfang Bai was at a loss in his heart, stepped forward and hugged Xiao Yue's slender waist, and said sadly and pleadingly: "Yue'er, the past was always my fault, now I just want to discuss a chance with you."
Xiao Yue's eyelashes trembled slightly, let Dongfang Bai hold her without pushing her away, she just said calmly: "For you in the past, even if there were bruises on my body, I would not cry out for pain."
She took Dongfang Bai's hand, put it on her chest, and said in a low voice: "But here is the scar left by your palm, no matter how many good medicines there are in this world, it cannot be removed. Since the scar on the body cannot be removed Qu, think about it...how can you smooth out the scar on my heart?"
Dongfang Bai's eyes were filled with tears, but seeing Xiao Yue let go of her hand, she moved her foot and held Xiao Yue's hand tightly, refusing to loosen it, fearing that Xiao Yue would have another disheartened thought, Repeatedly earnestly said: "Yue'er, I will let you see my heart clearly... Do you believe me... Don't go... Don't go..."
Xiao Yue's heart was sour and unbearable, and she forced herself to hold back the enthusiasm in her eyes, "I don't want to live in a humble way like I did before, please let the Eastern leader let me go."
She was afraid that if she stayed for a moment longer, her heart would be so soft that she would plunge into it again and make it even more miserable than it is now.Xiao Yue just wanted to leave this place now, but a force on her wrist brought her back to that familiar embrace.
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