The new pride of the month East

Chapter 83

In the early morning of the next day, several people were busy serving dishes back and forth, and the table was filled with food in a short time.

One after another, the hot dishes are delicious in color, delicate and exquisite. Although most of them are light, they still whet the appetite.However, no one spoke at the table of seven, and no one moved their chopsticks.

"Try these dishes, I heard that you like them." Dongfang Bai put some dishes into Xiao Yue's bowl, her tone was extremely low, full of flattery.

Xiao Yue stood up with a calm face, walked to the empty seat on Yingluo's left, and sat down leisurely.

Yingluo sighed inwardly, with a soft smile on her face.In the next moment, he calmly put a piece of fish maw with no spines removed into Xiaoyue's bowl, "Qing'er eats fish, this fish was caught this morning, it's very fresh."

Xiao Yue nodded slightly, and ate slowly.

"Let's have some soup first." Shan Shan scooped up a bowl of soup and placed it in front of Xiao Yue.

Looking at the soup bowl in front of her, Xiao Yue picked it up and took a sip, the soup warmed into her throat and flowed into her viscera.I don't know if it's the warm soup or the long-lost warmth, it made her feel even more warm in her heart, and even the coldness in her body disappeared a little.

Liuli put a piece of pale yellow green lotus root into Xiaoyue's bowl, and asked softly, "Try it, is this green lotus root boiled?"

Xiao Yue ate it slowly, and replied: "The heat is just right."

"Is this rice soft enough?" Hu Po blinked and looked at Xiao Yue and asked.

"Sweet and delicious." Xiao Yue replied immediately after taking a small mouthful of rice.

With a smile on her face, Shan Shan carefully prepared dishes for Xiao Yue, "Is the soup delicious?"

"Light and appropriate."

Dongfang Bai looked at Xiao Yue without blinking, his eyes were tender and full of pity.Although Xiao Yue is extremely alienated from her, it can be seen that after she ate these meals, Dongfang Bai still felt a little comforted in his heart.

Xiao Yue just wanted to have a good meal, looked at the few people, and said in a low voice: "You don't have to do this, I..." Looking up, she saw that there seemed to be some deep meaning in the eyes of the few people, which made her feel a little bit in vain. a bad feeling...

"Sister Yun, these meals were made by Sister Dongfang according to your taste. They are very delicious." Qu Fei, who was on the side with food stuffed in his cigarette holder, did not forget to praise her.

Xiao Yue suddenly put down the bowl and chopsticks, recalling the time when she was in Heimuya, she prepared meals for Dongfang Bai every day, but she gradually got a thorough understanding of this person's habits and tastes.But Dongfang Bai never knew that his own taste was different from hers.

But now, how Dongfang Bai knew her taste, presumably it has something to do with the few people sitting here.

Xiao Yue's eyes fluttered, and her eyes swept over Liuli, Yingluo, Amber and Coral.When he spoke again, Baoliang's voice became a little more sullen: "My taste has changed a lot in the past few years, I'm not blessed to enjoy it, you take it slowly."

"Then what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you." Dongfang Baimian smiled and followed Xiao Yue closely with his gentle eyes.

Facing Dongfang Bai's gentle gaze, Xiao Yue seemed unable to keep herself calm, her slender fingers were hidden in her sleeves and she clenched tightly, the thin fingernails made her palm slightly ooze with blood, but the pain in her palm was far away It's not as painful as a knife in my heart, but it's real and palpable.

"No need, the lord of the East is very merciful, don't disturb my purity." The cold words, like a pot of cold water poured down, chilled people's hearts.However, that white shadow flashed and left the lobby.

Dongfang's white eyes were full of pain, and Xiao Yue's indifferent words made her feel a bone-chilling coldness, which spread from the top of her head to her whole body, and finally flowed into the bottom of her heart, freezing into ice, and her heart was getting colder and colder. more and more pain...

If you know today, why should you be in the beginning.

Everyone knows this sentence, but only when they really regret it.It turns out that not all confessions can be forgiven, the evil fruit has been brewed, the wound has been forged, and the tenderness and tenderness of the past are all ashes.

I have felt Xiao Yue's tenderness and affection, and now I finally feel her indifference and ruthlessness.

In the past, Xiao Yue had an all-inclusive gaze, she knew how to accommodate her everything, her heart that loved her was as warm as the sun, and being in it, she would only slowly be melted by her tenderness.

But now, Xiao Yue no longer loves or hates her, no longer puts her in his heart, and even doesn't want to look at her more.As for her, all kinds of pain were left in her heart, which was painful to the bone.

Confining her heart in a cocoon, her happiness was eventually consumed by herself bit by bit, it was she who tore up all the love Xiao Yue gave.Therefore, Xiao Yue no longer believed in her, no longer pampered her as stubbornly as before, and even lost the love for her that she had no hesitation in the past.All that remains now is the coldness of alienation.

It turned out that when the love was strong, it was tender, and when it was cold, it was bone-chilling.

The days passed by in a hurry, and in a blink of an eye, it was more than half a month.

In the afternoon of this day, the weather was clear, the sky was full of white clouds, and the leaves in the backyard were swaying in clusters in the wind. It was completely different from the scenery of the green bamboo forest, both familiar and unfamiliar.

After watching for a while, Xiao Yue rolled up her sleeves and began to dry the washed clothes on the bamboo pole in the backyard.

Dongfang Bai walked in and was stunned for a moment when she saw such a scene, then she went over to give her a hand, but Xiao Yue hid, and she was already standing opposite, drying the clothes on the bamboo pole.

Dongfang Bai looked at the person who was estranged from her in every possible way, this person was no longer the Xiao Yue who cared for her in every way, how could she be willing to be so hesitant and heartbroken before.Now that the love is weak, no amount of tenderness has turned into wordless indifference.

Dongfang Bai's eyes became more and more gloomy, and he said softly: "Why do you wash your own clothes? There are obviously so many people who can do it."

Xiao Yue's expression was indifferent, and she didn't answer her, but she had already hung up a moon-white robe in her hand, and gently shook it off, as if she was doing it normally.

Dongfang Bai looked at Xiao Yue's somewhat pale face, and his gaze fell on those exposed, somewhat transparent white wrists. There was a phoenix blood jade bracelet that he had given her there, but now the wrists are empty.

For a moment, Dongfang Bai was both annoyed and remorseful, and even his voice trembled: "The well water is cold in early spring, just let me do these things in the future."

She bent down and picked up the clothes in the wooden barrel, and glanced at Xiao Yue during the drying time, but saw that pair of clear eyes withered and ethereal, looking into it was like entering a vast expanse of white ice and snow, a desolation, beyond sight To the side, completely formed a world of her own.

Dongfang Bai suddenly felt her eye sockets burning, and she raised her head slightly, trying to force back the damp heat that was about to fall.

After a long time, she looked at the person who was sitting on the wicker chair concentrating on reading, with a warm smile on her lips, and asked in a gentle voice: "What do you want to eat later, I'll make it for you."

Xiao Yue raised her head, her eyes were as deep as deep, and they were projected on Dongfang Bai without blinking, "Is there no cook in this inn?"

Dongfang Bai smiled wryly, his voice was soft and gentle, but he couldn't hold back his sobs: "It's a very happy thing to be able to cook and wash for the one you love with your own hands, not to mention...these are all things I want to do for you. made."

The breeze blew gently, and the beauty in red had three thousand black hairs draped over her shoulders, with a smile on her brows and eyes, she was so enchantingly beautiful under the bright sunlight.

Xiao Yue blinked her sour eyes, trying to drive away the sudden touch in her heart, but she couldn't restrain the warm feeling that spread all over her body, something was quietly changing in her heart.

This strange feeling is like the sun shining in the cold winter, and the ice and snow on the lake slowly melt away, revealing a glimmer of sunshine.And the originally strong line of defense is also in danger of being damaged a little bit.

After a while, seeing that she didn't answer, Dongfang Bai asked again carefully and gently.

"Wait what do you want to eat?"

Xiao Yue lowered her eyes, flipped through a page of the book in her hand, and responded lightly: "As long as it's not you."

"... I know, so I won't disturb your reading." Dongfang Bai finished speaking tremblingly, and walked out slowly, until he turned a corner and walked into the Taoist door, his face showed a sad look, obviously It was a bright and sunny day, but her heart seemed to be covered with dark clouds, and it was raining cats and dogs.

Xiao Yue looked at the back of Dongfang Bai's leaving, that red shadow was particularly dazzling in the sun, maybe she didn't even notice that there was a gleam of nostalgia in those long-silent eyes.

Dongfang Bai walked into the kitchen, picked up the bamboo shoots prepared this morning, washed them, put them on the chopping board, and slowly cut them into thin slices with a knife.But as he cut and cut, he slowly lost his mind.

Thinking of Xiao Yue's indifference towards herself, Dongfang Bai felt uneasy. She had been enduring the deepest fear in her heart. She was afraid that Xiao Yue would leave her again, and that she would never be able to stay with her again, but she was more I am afraid that all this is just a dream now, and when the dream wakes up, this person will disappear again, leaving only myself in a daze.

In fact, Dongfang Bai is not as indifferent as it appears on the surface, she knows that Xiao Yue doesn't want to be with her now, she doesn't want her touch, her comfort, she doesn't even want her...

But her love for Xiao Yue has long been deeply rooted and hard to return. If she is forced to take it back, it will hurt her muscles and bones, disfigure her body, and even kill her if it is serious.

Thinking of Xiao Yue's indifferent and resistant attitude no matter how gentle and caring she was in the past half month, this made Dongfang Bai feel extremely bitter.Especially on the night of the reunion, seeing Xiao Yue getting intimate with others made her feel even more terrified.When I think about it now, my chest is still so painful that it is difficult to relieve.

Could it be that Xiao Yue really doesn't have her in her heart... After a period of trance, Dongfang Bai suddenly realized that she had been immersed in the joy of reunion, and she had neglected that during the few years without her participation, it was another person who accompanied Xiao Yue. By Yue's side, take good care of her, and love her tenderly.

For a moment, Dongfang Bai felt that his heart was so sore that it was not only painful, but also empty and cold.

Sure enough, love cannot say goodbye lightly, because the vacant position in the heart after parting will be slowly filled by other things.When they want to go back again, they will find that the originally fitting position that belongs to each other can no longer be let go.

The reunion of love turned into unnecessary embarrassment, only the appearance when they left in the past, but without the splendor of the past, all the brilliance and splendor were reduced to ashes.

Dongfang Bai was heartbroken, suddenly felt pain in her hand, looked down and saw an inch-long cut on her index finger, blood dripped onto the chopping board, she stared blankly at the fainted blood in front of her, and for a moment Forget about action.

"What are you doing in a daze, don't you know how to stop the bleeding?" Xiao Yue went to the kitchen unknowingly, but saw Dongfang Bai staring blankly at the wound, and couldn't help frowning.

But after a while, there was still no response when seeing this person.So he walked in, took Dongfang Bai's injured hand, and rinsed the blood on her hand with clean water.

"Go back to the medicine."

This voice was Xiao Yue's usual coldness, but Dongfang Bai could hear the concern hidden under her coldness, his heart tightened, and a mist formed in his eyes, both joyful and bitter.

"I thought you would never care about me again."

Xiao Yue's clear eyes trembled imperceptibly, and her tone was still cold: "I just don't see it strangely, someone is clumsy in the kitchen."

"Yeah... clumsy." Dongfang Bai smiled sadly, and the bitterness in his eyes grew stronger.

"Yue'er, do you know that whenever I don't see you for a moment now, I feel flustered and restless, but when I see you, I'm even more afraid... I'm afraid of seeing the indifference and alienation on your face, afraid of you Once again, he left me cruelly. As a result, he became clumsy...and couldn't do anything well."

Dongfang Bai said in a low voice, his eyes were sour, and the blood on his hands fell to the ground drop by drop.

"However, you don't even bother to give me resentment now. In your eyes and heart, there is no place for me."

The breeze blows through the window, hissing softly, the shadows of the trees outside are swaying, casting mottled spots of light on the stone platform, the silence between the two is a bit depressing.

There was only the slight sound of water in the kitchen. The two were standing by the stove together, only one step away from each other, but it seemed that they were so far apart that they could no longer perceive what the other was thinking. Also hard to get close to.

Xiao Yue lowered her eyes, saw the blood on the ground, seemed unable to suppress the dull pain in her heart, and said lightly: "The coral has healing medicine." She didn't dare to stay any longer, turned around disappear into the kitchen.

Dongfang Bai stared at Xiao Yue's back in a daze, his heart was filled with soreness and he couldn't speak.But the pain at the fingertips is far less than the tossing and dripping burning like fire in my heart, with scorched marks everywhere.

She really wanted to ask Xiao Yue if she still loved her, but she didn't dare to speak, for fear of ruining the little bit of intimacy that she had come so hard to get.

In the end, with an indescribable grievance, Dongfang Bai felt his eye sockets burn so badly that the tears that had gathered could no longer be held back and rolled down.