Chapter 51
Chapter 51
When Lin Qian was about to get home, he remembered something and asked the driver to take a detour to the supermarket to buy half a catty of ribs.He sat in the back seat to study the recipes, and found that he needed to buy condiments such as soy sauce and cooking wine, so he asked people to turn around and run again.
The driver was dumbfounded by him, "Are you going home to cook?"
Lin Qian said, "Yes."
Lin Qian lived alone for a long time.I am used to eating by myself and seeing a doctor by myself, I am used to not exploring unknown areas, and I am used to shutting everyone out.This kind of life is neither good nor bad.At least it is comfortable.
After being with Xiao Yao, Lin Qian often felt that he wasted a lot of time.
Lin Qian remembered that when he was very young, every time his father came back from get off work, he would squat down and hug him tightly.His small body was embedded in his broad arms.At that time, the relationship between his parents was already very bad, and a marriage contract could not tie the souls of both ends.
They live in two places, and every time they meet, they argue about custody and alimony.His father, who was a shocker in city C, worked day and night upside down to make money, and his eyes were often full of fatigue and irritability, but when he faced him, he would show a warm smile.
Lin Qian was very young at that time and didn't understand yet.I just feel out of breath.
Later, he lost the hand that hugged him.Meanwhile he's lost, and has a home.
The car drove to the door again, and in the distance, I saw the lit window in the twilight.When he bought this villa, he liked its seclusion.Only when he returned to the dark villa every day and turned on the lights one by one, did he feel that loneliness was a difficult thing.
Now he finally understood how his father felt.
It turned out that there was someone at home waiting for him to come back. This was the feeling.
At this moment, you are not a wandering soul alone in the world, and there is a soft missing in your heart.All the hard work you put in, all the heartache you endured, has a worthwhile reason.
When Lin Qian came back, Xiao Yao was concentrating on something in front of the computer. Seeing him coming back, he quickly closed the notebook.
"Are you tired, thirsty, do you want to sit down and have a rest first?" Xiao Yao said.
Lin Qian wondered, "Did you get into some trouble?"
"No."
Lin Qian smiled and asked, "What have you been doing all day today?"
"Washing, watching TV, dazed, playing games, dazed, ordering takeaway, dazed..." Xiao Yao counted everything he did for the day from waking up like a running account, except for calling Lin Xiang over.
"Why do you have to be in a daze every once in a while? Isn't your day boring?" Lin Qian said.
"Not boring." Xiao Yao said.
"Being in a daze means..." Xiao Yao pulled his sleeve, "I'm thinking of you."
"I really want to tie you by my side and let you stay by my side and not go anywhere." Xiao Yao moved his hand down, took his slightly cold hand and put it on his face.
Lin Qian pulled out his hand and rubbed his hair.I think he is very sweet today.I don't know if I'm hungry.
"You sit down first, I bought ribs when I came back." Lin Qian said.
"Sparse ribs?" Hearing this word, Xiao Yao couldn't help licking his lower lip, feeling a little dry, "You... bought it for me..."
"Didn't you say you wanted to eat?" Lin Qian rubbed his head again and went into the kitchen.
After Lin Qian entered, Xiao Yao opened his notebook, sat down and continued to read the webpage just now.The densely packed words gave him a headache. He shook his head, thinking that what was written on it was bullshit, how could Lin Qian be like what was written on it.He closed the webpage and cleared his browsing history.
About half an hour later, Xiao Yao couldn't hold back and broke into the kitchen.With a spatula in his hand, Lin Qian was putting the sweet and sour pork ribs that he had been craving all afternoon into a porcelain plate.
"Is this really your first time making sweet and sour pork ribs?"
Xiao Yao was terribly startled, the appearance was even better than the one on TV.If he hadn't seen him enter the kitchen with his own eyes, Xiao Yao would think that he packed it from some restaurant.
Lin Qian nodded, turned around and picked a piece for him, "Try it, I don't guarantee it's delicious."
Xiao Yao opened his mouth without hesitation, biting the sweet and sour meat in his mouth, the juice overflowed, Xiao Yao felt that every taste bud in him was cheering.He eats canteens and takeaways all year round, and he hasn't had any decent meals for a long time.
"How does it taste?" Lin Qian asked.
Do you still need to ask? It’s so delicious that I’m crying.Xiao Yao moved to his chopsticks, opened his mouth and said, "Quick, give me another piece."
Lin Qian smiled and stuffed another piece into his mouth.
"Next time I want to eat Braised Pork, Pickled Pork, Pickled Vegetables, Kung Pao Chicken..." Xiao Yao said while chewing with his cheeks moving.
"You'll get fat if you eat that much meat at once." Lin Qian found it funny.
"No, I won't gain weight." Xiao Yao was anxious.
"Next time."
Lin Qian wiped off the sauce stuck to the corner of his mouth with his thumb, brought it to his lips with his backhand, and stretched out his tongue to slowly lick it off.
Xiao Yao stared at his movements intently, the tip of his tongue was stained with red sauce, which looked scarlet and strange, Xiao Yao's breathing became heavy uncontrollably.
"What's wrong?" Lin Qian asked.
"Nothing, I'll go out and wait for you."
Xiao Yao went to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water.He thought he was going crazy.His voice, his movements, his eyes, every time he sees him, it's like taking a powerful aphrodisiac.What kind of ribs are you eating? The one in front of you is the most delicious piece of meat.
After dinner, Lin Qian read a book in the study on the second floor as usual.When he was reading, he was very serious and dedicated, and he was also very charming.
Xiao Yao was almost used to being ignored by him like this, and after messing around for a long time, he couldn't attract his attention. Finally, he sat down beside him and played with Lin Qian's hand on the table.
How could there be such a beautiful hand in this world.Xiao Yao suddenly remembered what happened on Weibo last time, he seemed to be avoiding the relationship between the two.Xiao Yao tentatively asked, "Do you have time next week?"
"I'm free, what's the matter?" Lin Qian said.
"Before school starts, some children from the Luojin Club want to organize a face-to-face meeting..." Xiao Yao said, "Do you want to come with me?"
"What am I going to do at the gathering of your Luojin Society?"
"Because they all shouted that they wanted to see sister-in-law~" Xiao Yao said with a smile.
It took Lin Qian a while to realize that the word sister-in-law referred to him.
"You really want me to go?" Lin Qian asked.
"En." Xiao Yao nodded.
"Then I'll go." Lin Qian said.
Unexpectedly, he would agree so readily, Xiao Yao rushed over and gave him a hug.He was already bigger than Lin Qian, but this time, he almost knocked him down.Lin Qian reluctantly picked up the book that had fallen to the ground, not understanding why he was so happy.
Of course Lin Qian didn't understand.The joy of having a beautiful daughter-in-law you want to show off to the world.
When it was almost 8 o'clock, Xiao Yao went to the balcony to answer the phone.
It was Luo Xueyang's call. It sounded like he was driving, and there was the sound of a horn honking in the background.
He came up and said, "Send me your address."
"Why?" Xiao Yao felt that something was wrong.
Sure enough, his next sentence was, "Get ready, when I finish blocking this damn highway, I'll go and take you home, you little bastard."
Xiao Yao knew that three days was Xiao Lei's limit.If he stays outside again, his brother will go crazy.
But he couldn't figure it out, how could it be Luo Xueyang?
He has no good temper towards Luo Xueyang, "I won't tell you~ I won't tell you~"
Luo Xueyang said: "Hehe, if you don't tell me, I'll go find your roommate, I have his phone number here."
"Are you stupid in traffic jam? I can make him not answer your call." Xiao Yao said.
"Fuck, you think I'm happy to pick you up?" Luo Xueyang cursed.
"It looks very happy." Xiao Yao said.
Luo Xueyang said angrily: "Your brother had a high fever in the afternoon and is still receiving fluids in the hospital, but you're just outside!!"
"The person I, Luo Xueyang, wants to hold in my hands will take care of you like a baby all day long. I beg you, can you let him worry less? When he needs you, don't you run around? "
Xiao Yao didn't say anything, and sent his location.
"How long have you been stuck?" Xiao Yao asked.
"Almost three hours." Luo Xueyang gritted his teeth.
"where is it?"
Luo Xueyang said a place name.The degree of development of a city is directly proportional to the degree of its traffic jam.That was indeed the most congested area in city C, plus it was Saturday night.
Xiao Yao thought about it, before Luo Xueyang came, he should still be there for about two hours.
Lin Qian was still reading.Xiao Yao walked over and hugged him from behind the chair.Lin Qian didn't know what was wrong with him. This action made it difficult for him to turn the pages of the book. He struggled a bit, but the people behind him hugged him even tighter.He buried his head on the back of his neck, breathing evenly through his hair.
"Don't move, let me hold you for a while."
Lin Qian remembered that before he left City A last time, he also did such an abnormal thing.
"Are you leaving?" Lin Qian asked.
Xiao Yao didn't speak, just hugged quietly.Doing nothing like this seems to take a long time.
It's so long...the critical line of difference can't be seen.
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It was already late at night when Xiao Yao returned to City A.The visiting hours of the hospital had long passed, so the two had no choice but to visit Xiao Lei the next day.Luo Xueyang drove for four or five hours straight, his eyes were bloodshot, Xiao Yao couldn't see it, so he asked him to stay and rest.
Luo Xueyang was extremely exhausted, he didn't care about arguing with him, so he took his coat and went to Xiao Lei's room.
Xiao Yao was depressed, he just let him stay and didn't invite him to sleep in his brother's room.Hey, isn't sleeping on the sofa enough?
The next day, the two went to the hospital together.The breakfast and the porridge in the thermos were all made by Luo Xueyang, eating people with a short mouth, Xiao Yao was very quiet along the way.
The main reason for Xiao Lei's fever is overwork.He has too much work recently, Xiao Yao persuaded him several times to let him take a vacation, but Xiao Lei always said it was nothing.No one's body is made of steel, there will always be times when it is too much.
"I brought you white porridge, drink some?" Luo Xueyang sat down and glanced at Xiao Yao indifferently while speaking.
"Brother, I'll go out and make a phone call first." Xiao Yao flashed him knowingly.
When the door was closed, Xiao Yao glanced inside again, Luo Xueyang was blowing on the spoon in his hand to feed Xiao Lei porridge, his movements were slow and careful.It's also at this time that he doesn't look so annoying.It's a pity that Xiao Lei only belongs to Xiao Lei in this state.
……
After returning, Xiao Yao turned on the computer and hung up the two buttons.
He didn't log on to Mao Mao's account for almost a week, and when he got up, he found that it was all debt collection messages from the planner.Xiao Yao's mentality is very good, and he has to prioritize things, and he is not the first newcomer to be dun on the first day.You know, his other identity is the leader of the drag music world - one step away.
It took him an afternoon to get rid of the dry voices of some of the more urgent dramas, and then sent the same reply to the rest, "Don't worry, take your time~"
Plan A: "Take your time? Mom, I'm going to kill you!!!"
Plan B: "If you don't make a sound tomorrow, I'm afraid you will become a dead cat, ¬_¬ believe it or not!"
Planner C: "God, what did I do wrong, why are newcomers dragging their voices now! (ノ-_-)ノ┴-┴
Planning D: "I remembered the fear of being dominated by Yaoda _(:з"∠)_"
Xiao Yao: "Smiling.jpg"
Everything the planners say can't be taken seriously, they will always exaggerate things a little, so as to highlight the urgency of the communication.For example, Hulu Chuanchuan, who has collaborated in several dramas, is a typical planner who wants to howl with him if he has nothing to do.If he said that the drama will be released next week, the subtext may be next month.If he's talking about future productions, then... probably the Lifetime series.
Xiao Yao felt no guilt about this, and turned around to chat with everyone in the group.
"Why isn't the president here recently, did you go on honeymoon with Mao Mao?"
One planner bubbled up and said: "It's very possible that Mao Mao's dragging sound is worse than Yaoda recently!!"
(At the same time) one step away: "Hi~ Hello everyone~"
After Xiao Yao sent this sentence, he saw clearly what the person above said.
There was only a second between the two speaking one after the other.
"You can call me whatever you want, Yaoda has appeared like a river god!!" "Summoning a beast in a second???" Everyone was surprised.
The plan just now wanted to make up for something: "Yaoda, I actually like the way you drag your voice, you are very handsome, really."
Xiao Yao didn't buy it: "Hehe, I know I'm handsome, so I don't need you to remind me."
"Ri, Yaoda is still so shameless."
"╮(╯▽╰)╭I feel that the master has a blue friend, and his face has become thicker."
"≧▽≦Sister-in-law Yaoyao, I ask my sister-in-law to take a photo with no code!!!" "≧▽≦ ask sister-in-law Yao to have a photo with no code!!!"
The group started booing all of a sudden, swiping the screen until the sun and the moon were dimmed.
Xiao Yao calmly watched them making trouble.I thought, what's the rush, I'll see it soon.
Seeing that he hadn't spoken, the children who frantically swiped the screen finally stopped.
"Yaoda, are you still there?"
"Hey, Yaoda, were you blown away by the typhoon?"
"Ci'ao, Yaoda actually slipped away, even his wife refused to show everyone, what kind of man is he!!"
Xiao Yao tapped on the keyboard.
One step away: "When I meet the base next week, I will bring people there."
After he finished speaking, he closed the chat window and didn't look at the screen swiping that went crazy again.
Next week is really long.
At night, Xiao Yao couldn't sleep, so he switched accounts and sang a few songs on the channels he frequented. When he was offline, many people came to ask him for his contact information.
They thought he was a new cover singer in the circle.There are a few people here who know Xiao Yao, but they only know him who is just a step away.In this circle where the real person is invisible, it is really easy to be someone else, just change the voice.
Such a circle gave him such an illusion that with a change of voice, all past failures could be overruled.He used to use this method to escape from the failed self.He used Lei Leijin's voice, but he was not Lei Leijin.He imitated Red Fish Hei Laoxia, and everyone knew that he was just a decently made copy.Later he became the one step away that everyone envied, but who was one step away?
Only now, he is himself.
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After Xiao Lei came back, Luo Xueyang forced him to ask for leave and let him rest at home.
Xiao Lei felt that he was troubled, but it was just a fever, and it was not a serious problem. He had been lying in the hospital for two days, which was enough.The patients in the same ward were all patients waiting for surgery. The family members next to him wiped their tears all day long. Xiao Lei lay down pale after hanging up the water. Some people thought he was dying.
"I'm going to bring Mao Mao back." Xiao Lei said.
Every time he goes on a business trip, he will send Maomao to a nearby colleague's house to help take care of him for a while.Now that he is back, he still has to trouble others, and he feels embarrassed.
"You just got sick and are still weak, let me go for you." Luo Xueyang said.
Xiao Lei almost vomited blood when he heard this, he really didn't know how to be healthy, he can walk on the ground now, and he can change drinking water by himself, why is he so weak?
"You don't know the way." Xiao Lei said.
"Then I'll go with you." Luo Xueyang insisted, this was his last concession.
Xiao Lei had no choice but to nod his head in agreement.
If he knew that this guy would stand at the door and stare at others, he would never agree.
"Maomao, we're going home." Xiao Lei squatted down, and found that the big guy seemed to be fatter than the last time he saw it.Should be well looked after.
"Thank you for helping me take care of it." Xiao Lei thanked him.
"Thank you, I like Mao Mao very much, and my family Nini also likes it very much." The young man smiled gently.
While talking, a petite and small white Pomeranian ran out of the room in small steps, and shyly rubbed on the big golden retriever's neck. The big golden retriever tilted his neck very well, and looked back at the little cutie, Obsessed with eyes.
Luo Xueyang tugged the rope around its neck, and said unhappily, "Amos, let's go, go home."
The big golden retriever is obsessed with beauty and can't extricate himself. Even though he is dragged to slip and drift, he still maintains a posture of looking at each other affectionately.
"You should be sober, okay, the two of you have no future." Luo Xueyang said angrily, his hands hurting from pulling.
The man inside the door was still smiling gently, unable to see his eyes, "You probably misunderstood something, Nini and Mao Mao are just good friends, the love between animals is very simple."
Of course it's simple, if you like it, you'll love it.
Luo Xueyang rolled his eyes, and gave an ultimatum to the guy on the ground, "Let's go?"
Maomao got up and shook her flowing hair, and followed Luo Xueyang tactfully.
Xiao Lei said shyly to others: "He is such an annoying person, he doesn't say many good things, I apologize to you on his behalf."
"I think he's very interesting." The man smiled unabated and said, "Come to me next time if you have something to do, I'll be happy to help you."
"it is good."
Xiao Lei quickly caught up with Luo Xueyang, and was very dissatisfied with his attitude just now, "He is my friend!"
"Hehe, a friend full of innocence." Luo Xueyang said.He hates the kind of man with a face full of hypocrisy the most, his fake smile is like a mist and he can't see his true face clearly.
"He helped me a lot!" Xiao Lei could not understand his contempt for others.
"What did he help you? Tell me about what he can do that I can't do!" Luo Xueyang said angrily.
"You can do everything he does, nothing special, but when I need you, where are you?"
"I……"
"You chose to quarrel with me, you chose to leave and never come back. When we were together, you were jealous and angry every day over some unimportant things, and it hasn't changed at all now. Luo Xueyang, besides making me uncomfortable What else did you do?"
Xiao Lei glanced at him lightly, and that glance made his heart ache.
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