Gradually bright

Chapter 89 Confession

Back then, when a two- or three-year-old child was held in other people's arms, Ye Xi stood watching from a distance, asked the village chief, and promised to give him a living allowance every year.

"Just stay here temporarily, please take care of it for a while, and I will take it away when the time is right."

That being said, it happened that a movie I made that year became popular. For future development, my family suggested that she go abroad for development, and she left for more than ten or twenty years.

At the beginning, I always tried to bring my children by my side, thinking that it would not be easy to be discovered abroad, but because of the vanity of my parents, they filmed movies and accepted advertisements endlessly. The advertisements and some related film and television promotions, walking on the road, everyone knows.

Vanity, people from the same family, parents have, and she has a little bit of vanity herself.Because of that damned vanity, she was afraid that people would know her past during that time, and she once felt that the appearance of that child would be a point of shame for her.

In the next few years, he was busy with work, so he no longer asked about the child, and Ye Ping took care of it all.

In the next few years, work is no longer as prosperous as it was back then, and I have more leisure time.Parents are also old and weak and can't control her, and they will think about her, so she starts thinking about children.

Guilt filled my whole mind, I couldn’t work for a long time, my depression worsened for many years, I was admitted to the hospital several times because of hallucinations and self-harm, I felt a little better and then filmed again, in order to keep my mind active and not think about those things that caused depression things.

Later, I plucked up the courage and decided to return to China for development. When I thought of going back to China, I would be able to meet the person I had missed for many years, and I felt much better.I can't hide my good mood. I often post some words about missing my children on Weibo, but when I really face it, I shrink back.

He came to find him, not sure if he really didn't know him, but Ye Ping left him behind.

At first, I was worried about being discovered by others, but after getting along with others, I automatically ignored this problem. I couldn't help but want to make up for what I owed him in the past. The topic of nurturing or unspoken rules has been spread on the Internet several times, but so what.

For a time, I wanted him to enter the circle out of selfishness, but it was not satisfactory.

The secret that had been concealed for nearly 30 years was exposed overnight.

All this, for what?

There are countless opportunities to be with him, just because of this face.Fame is there, money is there, but people are not around.

She was wrong. She was the one who insisted on giving birth to him back then, and she was the one who left him in the mountains. Now, she is the one who pushed him away...

Ye Xi buried her head in the pillow and cried loudly, then looked around for the phone, and when she found it, she eagerly opened the phone's address book and dialed Liu Shu's number.

The voice on the other side of the willow tree was a little messy, and before he had time to speak, he heard Ye Xi's voice, which was obviously crying, and his articulation was somewhat slurred.

"Liu Shu, listen to me. I didn't abandon you. I flinched in the end, but I never thought about abandoning you. Believe me..." After speaking for a long time, Liu Shu could only hear Ye Xi The sound of crying made Ye Xi feel that something was wrong.

"Sister Ye Xi, didn't you call me to talk to me? Why are you crying?"

Hearing the long-lost voice, Ye Xi first stopped crying, and put the phone to her ear to hear the voice more clearly.

"It's very late now, if you don't have a good rest, your phone will be confiscated."

"I want to see you, can I?" Although Ye Xi stopped crying, the tears couldn't stop somehow, "If no one comes to see me, I will think wildly, I am so scared, and I can't sleep."

Ye Xi said that he wanted to see him, but Liu Shu hesitated for a moment, fearing that seeing him would arouse Ye Xi's emotions.

"Okay, you turn off your phone now, go to bed right away, and you can see me tomorrow." There was no unnecessary nonsense, and as soon as Ye Xi finished talking, she hung up the phone.The call was disconnected too quickly, Liu Shu confirmed that it was the one who hung up, and then called Ye Ping, told her what happened just now, and asked someone to go to the hospital to check the situation.

Ten minutes later, the phone rang again, and Ye Ping told him that Ye Xi had already laid down, although she was not asleep, she would fall asleep soon after taking the medicine.

After hanging up the phone, Liu Shu also lay back on the bed.

"If I refuse, I'm afraid she will be in a bad mood." Some things have to be faced anyway, so it's better to be straightforward.

At dawn, after Liu Shu reported to the company, he had a meeting with the new members. Less than half an hour later, Liu Shu got on the bus and came to the hospital where Ye Xi was.

Before arriving at the ward, the bodyguard outside opened the door consciously for him. Liu Shu stopped and looked at the situation in the ward. His first feeling was that it was very quiet.

I don't know how long it has been since I saw Ye Xi. During this time, I don't know how much her appearance will change.Thinking so, stepping into the ward, the first thing she saw was Ye Xi standing by the window sill, and when she heard the sound of footsteps, Ye Xi turned around and looked at him, with a smile on her face and a ruddy complexion, obviously wearing makeup on purpose.

Willow didn't know how to speak, but Ye Xi looked natural, with a big smile on her face, and kept talking when she saw Willow.

"You're much more handsome, Liu Shu." Stepping forward, she hugged Liu Shu, Ye Xi buried her head on Liu Shu's shoulder, holding back her emotions to keep the tears from falling down, "I miss you so much..."

Willow hugged her back and patted Ye Xi's back to comfort her.

"Take good care of your illness and stop thinking about it."

"Well, I won't think about it anymore." Ye Xi nodded obediently. She also wanted to stop thinking about it. She had been preparing for the most important person in her life for the past few years, but she failed.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He apologized softly, thinking of what he had done, all he could say to Liu Shu was sorry.

Willow let go of Ye Xi, looked out of the window, "I didn't come to hear you say sorry."

Ye Xi held Liu Shu's hand, looked at him, and couldn't help but shed tears.

"Don't talk, don't talk. Have you eaten yet? I prepared fried buns for you, and they are still warm." Still holding the left hand, he turned around and took a plate of fried buns with oily surface in his right hand.

Willow shook his head: "I ate before going to the company, and I came here after finishing my work."

Ye Xi still held the pan-fried bun in her hand, Liu Shu took it and put it on the table beside her.

"I heard that you signed with Qin Yi's company." Ye Xi looked away, not daring to look into Liu Shu's eyes.

"I wanted to tell you before, but I just missed the opportunity." Seeing Ye Xi's disappointed look, she decided to face everything calmly.This person is the one who gave birth to her. As she said, she never abandoned him, believed in her, and respected her.

"At that time, something happened at home. I didn't believe what they said. I didn't believe that it had something to do with you. But my mother wanted me to go this way. No matter whether I had the talent and ability or not, I just simply hoped to be like you. Star, that way I can get close to you and let you see my presence."

Ye Xi squatted down and buried her head in tears, not daring to make a sound.

"At that time, I was very confused and afraid of being alone. I felt that I should listen to my mother and at least find something to do. Then I asked Uncle Chen for help and came to you under the pretext of studying. I can feel that you are very tired during this time. Take care of me, now I know where I am going, I will no longer be pushed away by others, I have my own goals, and I can choose by myself."

Ye Xi stood up slowly, wiped away tears, cleared her throat with a light cough, and slowly responded to Liu Shu: "You are right to know your goal, but I didn't let you go, can you come back and help, I really want to You, I don't want you to leave, I'm afraid you will never come back."

"I will often visit you, and Qin Yi's company is also what I want now. You also know that we are the same age by his side, have the same topics and hobbies, and it will make me grow more, won't it?" Although all these are excuses, they are also the truth. Instead of studying at Ye Xi, it is better to go to Qin Yi.

Can make people feel happy, not feel uncomfortable.

Ye Xi admitted that Liu Shu was right, they were of the same age, Qin Yi and her were friends, and during the years of getting along abroad, she knew Qin Yi's character, otherwise she would not have pushed Liu Shu to Qin Yi to study.

"I have always longed to have a home, and I don't want to be alone. I feel in him the feeling that I don't have when you are by my side. I don't dare to expect extravagance. I only hope that I can still be by his side now." Ye Xi turned around and walked slowly in front of the willow tree, The startle response was momentarily sluggish.

Seeing Ye Xi's reaction, Liu Shu laughed at himself, looked up at the ceiling or outside the window, and suppressed the tears.

"I liked boys a long time ago, not because of him, but because of this person, the charm is really great. It is worth making people pay, there may be no rewards, and the risk is too great. It is not his personal reasons, but his identity, and Like you, there are too many admirers, and it is easy to be jealous. His thoughtfulness and heart-warming have never been seen outside, and sometimes he is so angry that he wants to kill this person. After several fights, he was still afraid at first. Later, he became more and more courageous, and he actually thought of something out of the ordinary."

Ye Xi put her hand on Willow's shoulder, patted it a few times, but didn't take it away.

"He is different from me, he doesn't care about these nihilistic things, he is a person who really likes acting."

"Yes, some people call him crazy. He doesn't like this circle, but he likes the culture of this circle. As long as he is in this circle for a day, I destroy the state I have always maintained and affect everything he has. I am a sinner , I am also afraid of that feeling. I am a person who is afraid of things, and if I stay with him for a day, I hope to leave happily in the end."

Ye Xi hugged Willow, and patted him on the back: "I don't want you to go my way, find someone who thinks about you, just be safe and sound. That bastard Zhao Qigao said at the beginning that he would control himself, but in the end he still Didn't abandon me."

It is also a road that knows no results, but keeps going.

When she was young, Ye Xi knew that Zhao Qigao's parents were not kind, and there would be no good results, but she still stayed with him.Just because he obeyed his promise, he was able to escape the control of his parents, and he worked hard for Ye Xi to the end, but in the end he couldn't control himself, and committed suicide before waiting for her good news.

At that time, she was pregnant and should have been killed. It was not worth it for the person who abandoned him, but she was obsessed with it and refused to fight. She was obsessed with it and loved him.Over time, it turned into hate.If you feel bad, blame him.