Chapter 113 I Forgive You
Chapter 113 I Forgive You
Almost full after eating, and the fog outside also stopped, Gong Mochen wiped his hands and took Su Jin out to continue walking around.
He walked forward while observing Su Jin's expression.
Su Jin has been absent-minded since he came out of the wooden house, although Gong Mochen could see it, he didn't see it.
The two were walking, Gong Mochen suddenly pointed to the small bridge ahead and said, "There is a lake in front, let's go there and have a look."
Su Jin nodded, and Gong Mochen led him to quicken his pace.
There is a gazebo in the middle of the small bridge. He took him to the gazebo and sat on a stone bench. He introduced, "This is a lake I specially ordered someone to dig. I sprinkled some fish fry in it, and they have grown up now."
Su Jin looked at the crystal-clear lake water, and could clearly see small fish swimming in it. There were also many lotus flowers blooming in the lake, a large pink one, very delicate and charming.
Su Jin looked around in a daze, and suddenly felt like being in a fairyland.
Gong Mochen looked at the fish swimming back and forth in the lake, and murmured in a daze, "It would be great if we continued like this..."
Because the voice was too low, Su Jin couldn't hear clearly, he looked at Gong Mochen with some doubts, "What did you say?"
Gong Mochen shook his head, he moved his stool to Su Jin's side, moved closer, and played with a strand of Su Jin's long hair in his hand, he said softly, "I'll tell you about the past, okay?" ?”
"Okay." Su Jin nodded.
"Actually, I have done a lot of stupid things to you, and because of some grievances, I will vent my anger on you.
I remember, when I was 17 years old, I burned down the Prime Minister's Mansion with a fire. I wanted to burn that old dog Su Tianang to death in the fire, but Su Tianang ran out, and the innocent third young master was killed. Being trapped in the fire and almost dying made me feel guilty for a long time, but the feeling of guilt disappeared after time passed, and I thought, since they are all the sons of Su Tianang, he must also participate in this grievance, what is there to feel guilty about?Now that I think about it, I'm really not human. I almost burned the person I love the most in my life to death in the fire. "
Gong Mochen leaned on Su Jin's shoulder, he closed his eyes as if remembering, he was completely unprepared, he didn't know if he was tired or deliberately let Su Jin take advantage of it.
Su Jin clenched his fists tightly, and all the burning memories flooded his mind.
Gong Mochen continued, "Later, I heard that the third young master of the Su family was extraordinary and very good-looking. At a banquet in the palace, I saw that little young master dancing on the water, with lotus leaves on his toes, as if he was dancing on the water. Like an elf flying on the water, with a non-human appearance, it tickles my heart. At that time, I thought, I really want to bring such a person home and let him dance day and night for me. , but at the same time, I was also thinking, why would a man who is so supernatural and light-hearted use this to please everyone? It wasn't until he finished dancing and saw the satisfied expression in his father's proud eyes that I realized that this little boy He is also a person who likes to praise.
Since then, I have quietly inquired about this young master, and learned that this young master is looking for the owner of a jade pendant. I saw that the jade pendant was very similar to mine, and it was a gift from the Taifu to my brother. I also have a piece in my hand, the two jade pendants are originally one, I don’t know what this jade pendant means, but I thought, the only way to get me and that little boy in, so I took my own jade pendant and went to him, carefully clichéd Only later did I know the meaning of this jade pendant.
Later, I was completely overwhelmed by the talent of this young master, and I was very happy to get along with him every day. I tried every means to bring him back to the mansion to live, until that day when I went to the prime minister's mansion to propose marriage, I saw the prime minister's photo with the old concubine Su Gui Almost exactly the same face, the hatred in my heart was pulled out again, and I was upset no matter how I held the jade pendant in my arms. Since then, this feeling has been mixed with impurities.
I hate that little son, why did he only want the master of the jade pendant, and not me? The feelings I stole through the jade pendant made me very angry, and I hated myself even more. Death, if there is no such thing, there will be no Lord of the Jade Pendant that he misses so much. I am very uncomfortable in my heart.
Since then, I have humiliated him in every possible way, and watched that once proud man fall from the altar little by little, and become the object of everyone's ridicule, but this did not make me happy, but even more depressed. I was afraid that one day he would suddenly find the real owner of the jade pendant and not want me, so I hid the jade pendant and never let him see it again. In the end, somehow, I was like a madman, and I unexpectedly killed him on impulse. I drove him out of the house, trying to make him bow his head, but because of my actions, he almost killed him. He disappeared, and I frantically searched for him. He came back, and I wanted to use all methods to make up for it. I humbled myself to the ground, I treat him in every possible way, but it doesn't help. What happened once is truly engraved on his body. The hideous scar behind him keeps telling me, and I can't erase it. "
Gong Mochen opened his eyes and looked at him weakly, with tears in his eyes, "So I made a decision to bring him out today, give him a chance, and let him decide whether to forgive me or not. Whether to kill or keep, it's all up to him, if he wants me to live, then I will risk my life to treat him well, and I will never let him down again for the rest of my life, but..." Gong Mochen's voice was trembling, "He wants me to live die……"
Su Jin held the dagger tightly in his hand and did not let go. His eyes were clear, without any struggle or hesitation.
"I knew from the very beginning that he sprinkled a colorless and odorless medicinal powder on himself, which could gradually weaken the people around him. Why? Was it because I was afraid that I would rebel? Even if you didn't do this, I wouldn't do it again do anything to hurt you..."
Gong Mochen was completely weak now, he leaned on Su Jin's shoulder, and could smell Su Jin's body fragrance from the tip of his nose.
Su Jin looked at him coldly, without saying a word, Gong Mochen said with some difficulty, "I specially asked Xiu Niang to make the clothes when we first met, and when I saw you wearing them today, I was in a daze. I thought that when we first met, it would have been nice if we had been there all the time. If there were no later worries, we might really grow old together here, as a pair of wandering wild cranes..." But from now on, I can only be alone , stay forever in this place that once made me full of fantasies...
Gong Mochen's words touched Su Jin's heart, but it was not enough to make him put down his dagger.
Gong Mochen opened his eyes, the scene in front of him could not be seen clearly, but he could vaguely recognize the outline of the person in front of him, he whispered, "Can you... give me a kiss?"
The voice was very small, almost just moving his mouth, even so Su Jin understood it.
Su Jin hesitated for a moment, then leaned down slightly.
Gong Mochen closed his eyes, a warm kiss suddenly fell on his face, and before he could recollect the man's lips, he left his cheek, followed by the cold and sharp blade, mercilessly pierced his chest...
Does it hurt?Of course it hurts, he could feel his blood gushing out from that wound.
He leaned on Su Jin's body, obviously he could instinctively fight back, but he didn't, he chose to control himself.
Su Jin saw that Gong Mochen frowned in pain, and there was no pity in his eyes, he pulled out the dagger coldly, only heard a "poof", more blood flowed, Gong Mochen's water blue The bloodstain on the chest of the robe was continuously enlarged, until it almost stained the entire chest.
He looked at Gong Mochen with no emotion in his eyes, as if he was just stating one thing, "I forgive you."
Gong Mochen smiled from the bottom of his heart when he heard this, "It's worth the knife."
Su Jin stood up, Gong Mochen's body slid down with his movements, and fell to the ground. Su Jin took a deep look at the man who had turned pale, and finally turned and left.
Gong Mochen struggled to open his eyes, he looked at the direction Su Jin was leaving, his eyes were blurred and he couldn't see anything, but he still wanted to see clearly, he wanted to see Su Jin, he wanted to see this person Engraved in the soul, never to be forgotten...
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Su Jin was walking down the mountain on the path he had come from. He glanced at the white horse tied there by Gong Mochen when he came, was startled, and then left.
He took out the white porcelain bottle in his pocket, looked at it, and threw it in the grass.
The poison didn't work in the end.
He originally wanted to smear the poison on the blade and pierce his body. If so, Ren Gong Mochen would not be able to survive with all his abilities, but at the last moment, he hesitated.
It wasn't because of Gong Mochen's frank words, but because he remembered Xia Zongyu's words.
please save him...
Feng Lin can't do without him...
Could Gong Mochen still be alive?he does not know.
That knife stabbed him in the heart, no matter if the stab was accurate or not, Gong Mochen's chance of surviving was very slim, with no one following him, even if he hadn't stabbed him in the heart, he would have lost too much blood, right?
No matter what the result is, whether it's the rest of his life or the next life, he doesn't want to have anything to do with Gong Mochen anymore.
I forgive you, just leave it alone...
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After Su Jin left, a man in white slowly approached the gazebo. He looked at the pale man lying on the ground, and sneered, "You have today too..."
He pulled back the shirt on Gong Mochen's blood-stained chest, saw the wound that was still bleeding, and said softly, "You really don't show mercy at all."
Gong Mochen was still a little conscious at this time, he could vaguely see a pair of white boots in front of him.
He could feel the man stuffing something into his mouth indiscriminately, and then grabbed his ankle, dragged him roughly, and rubbed his back on the ground.
He was obviously about to die, but at this moment his consciousness gradually became clearer, but he still couldn't see the back of the person who was grabbing his ankle and dragging him on the ground...
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