so called lover

Chapter 30

I had had enough crying, so I continued to lie on my stomach without saying a word.

Jiang Yi didn't say anything, turned off the light, and lay beside me with an arm's length between them.

Feeling sour, I turned my back on him.

Since we confirmed our relationship, we haven't been separated. Jiang Yi and I hug each other tightly in the small bed at home every night. We have never been lying on the same bed with such a big gap in between.

Perhaps, an invisible distance has been silently separated between our hearts.

With so much going on, I can't sleep.

Jiang Yi tossed and turned behind his back, as if he couldn't fall asleep.

He suddenly put his hand on my waist lightly, as if asking for my permission, he hugged me slowly and firmly, with his arms retracted, after a slight sound of his body sliding across the quilt, my back was pressed against the familiar softness on the chest.

I have to say that I am more attached to Jiang Yi's body than I imagined. I really want to turn around naturally and hug him back as before.

He hugged me a little tighter, pressed his forehead to the back of my neck, and let out a contented sigh.

The tears I had so hard to stop nearly burst out again.

Jiang Yi didn't explain to me what I saw tonight, nor did he explain why he didn't show up.

We tacitly pretended to sleep with each other, and let the huge black night engulf us.

When I woke up in the morning, I thought I was still at home. I was so dizzy that I was about to explode. My vision was blurry. I blinked hard several times to barely see this European-style room.

I beat my head, remembering that Jiang Yi and I were in City A.

I had a needle in my hand and a bottle was injected.

What's wrong with me?

dizzy...

There was a sound of opening the door. I looked over and saw that Jiang Yi was coming in with a delicate white ceramic bowl.

"Wake up? Sit down, eat something, and take your medicine."

He sat by the bed with a bowl in his hand, scooped up a spoonful and blew, it was a bowl of white porridge.

"What's wrong with me?"

My voice was so hoarse that I raised my hand and touched my neck in fright to see if the skin tissue was intact.

Fortunately, it is intact.

Jiang Yi frowned, as if someone owed him money, and put the bowl heavily on the table.

I thought he was going to have indirect insanity, and just about to get under the quilt to hide, I saw Jiang Yi striding out again.

"..."

Didn't I just ask a question...?

How angry is he?

My throat was so thirsty that it was about to smoke. I looked around and saw that the bowl of porridge that Jiang Yi just brought was left in the room.

Fortunately, there is quite a lot of water in the porridge, some is better than none, Jiang Yi still has a conscience, and he didn't throw me, my troubled lover, out, I comforted myself like this.I took a small spoonful and put it to my mouth to test the temperature, it was very hot.I had no choice but to use a seemingly clumsy posture, being careful not to overturn the hanging bottle, and I was able to eat the porridge smoothly.I was so dizzy that I felt like I was lying on cotton, and I couldn't do anything.

I kept this posture and took the second mouthful of porridge with difficulty. Jiang Yi came back again, this time with an extra glass of boiled water in his hand.

Before I had time to put the second spoonful of porridge into my mouth, Jiang Yi had already moved in front of me, took my spoon and put it back into the bowl, holding my armpits with both hands and putting me back in place.

"Drink water."

I was fed half a glass of water by him in a daze, and my throat was much more comfortable.

"You have a fever, 39 degrees."

I nodded, but this ordinary action made me dizzy with a high fever of 39 degrees and fell straight down.

Feeling dizzy, feeling weak, feeling sick, and wanting to vomit.

Jiang Yi was so frightened that he jumped onto the bed and hugged me.

"Peng Peng? Peng Peng?" Jiang Yi patted my face, I opened my eyes, and grabbed his hand weakly, "Don't pat me, I'm dizzy, uncomfortable, uncomfortable."

"Okay, okay, I won't shoot, you lie down."

As soon as I opened my eyes, I was dizzy, and I simply closed them and didn't open them. I didn't have the extra energy to guess Jiang Yi's tone and expression. Love is whatever, even if the sky falls, it has nothing to do with me.

Immediately afterwards, my mind was confused for a while, as if I heard Jiang Yi yelling at me loudly, and then completely lost consciousness and passed out.

"Pumba? Pumba?"

I heard someone calling me, and it was as if a big stone was pressing on my single eye, which was so heavy, I tried my best to open a small slit.

Jiang Yi's big face changed from blurry to clear, and his expression was so tense that I couldn't wake up if I closed my eyes.

"You finally woke up, you finally woke up..."

Jiang Yi hugged my palm, his eyes were flushed, a circle of new blue beard stubble appeared on his chin, and the clothes I wore when I lost consciousness looked very decadent.

I quietly watched Jiang Yi excitedly want to hug me hard, but he could only watch dryly, um, a little dark.

Although the person who worried about me already belonged to someone else, before I knew it.

I was so stupid and sad all night because of this.

I don't have a strong psychological quality, I am a very weak person, I used to have an indifferent protective shell, until Jiang Yi appeared, he moved me with what I longed for, I was overwhelmed by these so-called "love" and "Like" blindfolded and then opened my protective shell to him, ignoring the message I knew from the start that he was a dangerous man.

Back in the hospital, when I selfishly ignored Rothkoda's injuries and protected Jiang Yi, I should have known that one day, he would do the same to me.

To hurt without any scruples, and to live a normal life as if nothing had happened.

After opening my eyes, my brain went through a rest, sober and calm.

We are not people of one world.

I looked at Jiang Yi, just watched.

I went back to the me who was only an outsider, and Jiang Yi was just someone who forcibly interfered in my life for a while - an outsider.

It's time to end this inexplicable relationship.

"You have been in a coma for two days, do you want to sit up? Do you want to eat something? Get up and drink some water..."

"Let's break up."

"Come, drink water."

"Bam—"

The glass that Jiang Yi filled with water shattered to the ground in an instant, and the man who was nearly 1.9 meters tall turned around stiffly. He looked at me in disbelief, and the expression on his usually sharp facial features was a bit pitiful at this moment.

"--What did you say?"

"let's break up."

I repeated it calmly.

The blue veins on Jiang Yi's forehead popped up. He knelt on one knee beside the bed, put his hands on my shoulders, and put his nose against mine. He was as hideous as an ugly Shura from hell. He said every word: "I, No, agree, agree! You'd better put away this idea, or else, I will fuck you on this hospital bed!!"

The author has something to say: the last chapter was locked again, and the stupid author changed the side ball to a spanking to pass the review and was drunk (——)....Thank you, little angels who leave comments~ bow~~