The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

Chapter 35 hapter 35 important things

The place where the finger pointed was a piece of darkness, and a cluster of fire lights flickered in the darkness.

She didn't know whether to praise Qiao Xilu for his good eyesight or his bad eyesight, but she was able to regard the faint cluster of flames as a fire, and pulled her with fuss, as if it was a large fire.

Although it is by the river which is not short of water, but the river bank is full of lush trees, after all, we should be wary of the possibility of a fire. Tao Anan took a few steps forward, and in a daze, he saw that there seemed to be a person beside the fire, that person Squatting next to the fire, I don't know what I'm doing.

A few steps forward, the man heard something, looked up hastily, the fire was pushed into the river and extinguished, Tao Anan rushed over, the man had long since disappeared.

"Paper burners." Qiao Xilu kicked the embers of the fire just now, "There are so many people these days."

There were unburnt paper money scattered in the ashes, and the rest fell into the river scatteredly, and could not be found. Tao Anan stared at the paper money, and then looked at the calmly flowing river, with a bad feeling in his heart.

Even though the man raised his head and looked at Tao An'an awkwardly for a few seconds, it still didn't make her see clearly what it looked like, and the facial features couldn't be talked about.If they had a face-to-face chat the next day, Tao An'an would definitely never remember that this person burned paper by the river last night and engaged in such feudal and superstitious things in this university that cultivates a materialist worldview.

Because she couldn't see her face clearly, Tao An'an's expression became even more solemn. She was standing by the river, being called by something in the dark. However, she herself is attached to the beautiful things in this world and refuses to let go, living tenaciously on the river bank.The river sucked the night deeper, and she vaguely felt that she had touched something tonight.

Burnt paper.

"I've heard of a person who always burns paper by the river, but it's the first time I've seen it today. It's really bad luck." Qiao Xilu added, dusting off the dirt on his body, as if the ashes of the paper had fallen on her.

"Why is he burning paper by the river?"

"Who knows? Crazy, there are all kinds of birds in the forest." Qiao Xilu frowned and dragged her to another place for a walk. It is much more lethal to calculate that there must be a catastrophe in the hit.

"Why don't you burn the paper elsewhere?" Tao An'an muttered to himself, never thinking that Qiao Xilu knew anything else, he lowered his head and took out the phone, the light hit his face, his lips moved slightly, expressing his emotion Wishing to answer: "This river has not existed for a long time. Outsiders think that this is the river that Ludao already had, but it is not. Didn't Ludao re-plan the layout more than ten years ago, and the former old city They were all broken up. There was a small pond here in Lu Da ten years ago. I happened to think that a stinky pond was not airy, so I simply opened it up and connected it to the small river outside. I guess no one came to the river, so he came here Well, never mind, I heard that people died by the river, maybe they burned paper for the people who died in the river."

"It's not the original river..." Tao An'an thought about this matter in her mind, and then turned her mind to ten years ago, but ten years ago, she was still powdered on the floats in the small county town, and her face still reflected like a monkey's buttocks The colors of the lanterns.My heart is empty, there are only creamy marshmallows and [-] cents popsicles, and I don’t know so much sorrow in the world.Misery is a huge dormant monster that sleeps and rests when it is a child, and comes out when it grows up, opening its foul mouth to swallow the child's dreams and smiles overflowing from the upturned lips.

I don't know what I said to Qiao Xilu again, most of them were Qiao Xilu talking, and she was listening, tilting her head and feeling like a cat with a broken tail.Later, Qiao Xilu felt bored, so he made an appointment to hang out while chatting with people, and forced her to go out to play with her.

She waved her hands hastily, as if Qiao Xilu was a pimp in some shady profession, and she was a little white flower who was forced to do some shady things.Waving her hands, she finally got rid of Qiao Xilu, and Qiao Xilu was not disappointed either. She couldn't tell the truth from the smiles she grinned from, and couldn't tell the truth from the fake invitations she made.

Song Min stayed in the dormitory, waiting to torture Tao An'an like a frying pan. Naturally, Tao An'an wouldn't go there, but there was only one option left, to go to Su Ruanruan's place. He had just parted, but now he was entangled again. Isn't it good to go to her badly?She hesitated for a few seconds, then thought of the rare experience that she was able to take the initiative to find her. Anyway, in a little more than 98 days, she would die forever.

With a lot of thoughts brought to her by the incident of burning paper by the river, she saw Su Ruanruan. Su Ruanruan curled up her hair and forked it up with a chopstick. When she looked carefully, it was a hairpin. The hair looks nondescript.Tao An'an thought her style was interesting, so she laughed out loud, thinking of the scene where the heroine in a TV drama when she was a child pulled out the hairpin, shook her head three times, and her hair fell down like splashed ink.

Thinking about it, I did the same, and stretched out my hand to pull out Su Ruanruan's hairpin. Su Ruanruan's hair was really loose, but it was as disheveled as a golden lion king.Su Ruanruan stared at her like a mentally handicapped person, wanted to get angry but couldn't get angry, held her shoulders and turned around, shaking her hair, seeing that she hadn't combed it, she straightened her hair: " do what?"

"Hey, it's okay." She laughed, and always felt that saying that she had nowhere to go was like begging to be taken in, so she changed the subject and held the hairpin in her hand, thinking that Su Ruanruan is really a classical beauty, and Girls who must show a mixed face in the p picture for a long time are different.

"Then I think something is wrong, did Song Min and Xi Daqiao quarrel?" Su Ruanruan guessed right, but guessed the first half of it, and touched her chin with confidence thinking that she had guessed the whole process, "Eh, I guess the two of them got it right because of trivial matters. There's a quarrel, it's fine if you don't go back tonight, come to my place, you should have signed in just now, right?"

"That's what I said, but it's really not good to bother you all the time. Why do you want to tie up your hair all of a sudden today?"

"What's the matter, I suddenly want to dye my hair back. This color is not good-looking, and the rate of turning heads is too high. It's fun to try this." Su Ruanruan looked at the apartment area in the distance, and squinted The eyes, obviously can't see clearly, seem to be able to see everything, "There is nothing to bother you, and you speak politely, it's too unlike you. In order to match with you, I have to improve my cultural level, otherwise I won't understand what to say... ...My home is your home, you can move here, and I will go through the formalities for you right away."

"Don't make trouble. Today is just to avoid it for the time being. You can't escape the facts." Tao An'an felt that Su Ruanruan's attributes were changing, but she couldn't tell what happened.It's just that Su Ruanruan, who was stiff and stiff before, has become very soft when facing her. Since she started to be reborn continuously, she has revealed her inner softness.

It exposed the fact that she could see it before, but later she saw it more clearly. Su Ruanruan is softer than her, with a tough face, and everything is controlled in the palm of her hand. In fact, Tao Anan suddenly discovered this fact, and lost the sense of worrying about gains and losses. mood.

And she herself was in the mood of breaking the jar, anyway, she didn't have many days to live, so she didn't have to think about the future, and the conflict between the two people's different life plans didn't need to be considered, and she could be relieved without graduation , so I have more courage to accept such a soft Su Ruanruan who can't be alone emotionally.

Su Ruanruan rubbed against her face, with a serious face, as if she was afraid that people would see her smiling like a coquettish cat: "Then don't waste time on useless people."

"Well, I actually have something important to tell you today."

"Then you didn't say it earlier? Let's go, it's too late to go back and it's not safe, I cooked mushroom soup, you come and drink it with me." Su Ruanruan pulled her to walk outside the school with force, and didn't Hearing her hesitant tone, she shook off her arms and left, with a chic and wanton attitude.

What was the soup last time?Today is mushrooms, and Su Ruanruan has become much softer. She washes her hands and makes soup, and begins to live at a leisurely pace. She is not as busy as before. She invites this teacher to dinner, invites that teacher to dinner, and mixes well among students and teachers. Raw water, but made himself not like himself.

Tao Anan felt happy because of this, the fire rising from the depths of her heart fluttered and shone little by little, Su Ruanruan turned her face and asked her why she was laughing, but she just smiled and didn't answer, letting Su Ruanruan come and scratch her noisily She, she was poked at the itchy spot, giggling, Su Ruanruan suddenly stopped and stared at her, showing a very silly smile.

Su Ruanruan was also happy at that moment.