lack of love

Chapter 3 A Group Photo of Two People

"Okay, you go out." Yan Hao looked at his subordinates who left tremblingly, and blankly reflected on whether he had done something wrong.

He recuperated at home for nearly half a year, and after the psychiatrist judged that his life would not be affected, he began to bury his head in work again.It's not about preference, it's just habit.Just like eating and sleeping every day, it is unimportant but necessary, but for him now, doing anything is boring.

And he recently discovered that after he returned to the company, although the company's performance and efficiency have improved, the employees have become very afraid of him.He didn't care at first, until HR reminded him that the company's turnover rate in the past three months was too high, which was beyond the range that a normal company should have.In order to inherit the family business, he started to learn management since he was a child. He naturally understood what this reminder meant. Too frequent turnover of manpower is not a good thing for the company.

The results of the investigation showed that the reason was in himself.

Some employees think that he is indifferent and unreasonable, and some employees say that he is too strict, as if making things difficult, and trying to meet the boss's requirements seems to be doing an impossible task.

Looking at those comments, Yan Hao seemed to have encountered a problem and was unable to start.He feels that his current working mode is not much different from the past, but he cannot perceive the reason.

At this time, the intercom phone rang, and the secretary reminded him that there was a dinner date with the rich daughter of City A at six o'clock in the evening.

Yan Hao said yes, then hung up the phone.He understood that this was arranged by his mother for him, in the name of more contact with the crowd, to arrange a blind date, and he didn't resist just because he didn't care.After the car accident, his senses never recovered, and he even became more insensitive to human emotions.Suo Niu Temple gangster Zhu Yu Yu Yunli and thought that even if he wanted to care about it now, he couldn't care about it.

He finished his work for the day, left the company according to the time when he got off work, and went to the date that he had no expectation of.

The girl was very beautifully dressed, the way he once liked or admired, but he couldn't remember it, and couldn't remember the feeling of being so excited.

He nodded to the girl expressionlessly, but the girl didn't mind, instead she smiled brightly at him, her eyes sparkling.

Out of politeness, Yan Hao knew that he shouldn't be so indifferent, but he didn't want to force himself to laugh, he just had a business-like mentality, eat, chat, and leave when the time is up.

As time passed, the girl's smile gradually disappeared, and it was even obvious that the dinner was very boring.

Before it was time, the girl pleaded that she had something to do and had to leave first.

This is probably the sixth or seventh blind date failure in the past six months.

Even if he felt bored, he still didn't give up trying, even if it was only a little bit, he wanted to experience the feeling of foreign objects affecting his emotions again.

After Yan Hao returned home, Yan's mother immediately asked how the dinner with the rich daughter of City A was going.

His answer is always the same, "I don't feel it."

He will be respectful and obedient to his parents, and it is only because of his sense of responsibility and moral conscience that he will not be as inhuman as a robot.

Yan's mother looked at his back and sighed, then turned and asked her husband, "Did I do something wrong?"

She is just an ordinary mother, she was also very angry when she knew her son came out, and pointed the source of this anger to Zhong Qiran.During this period, Yan Hao explained more than once that it was Zhong Qiran who saved his life, and he was his savior.But she still couldn't accept it at all. The grace of saving her life didn't necessarily mean paying for the rest of her life.She couldn't get angry, so she said a serious sentence to Zhong Qiran: "If you want my son to repay you like this, then I might as well let him die like this."

Zhong Qiran was speechless, but Yan Hao was angry.He moved out of Yan's house the next day and asked his secretary to handle the marriage of the two abroad to prove that he was serious.After that, his parents stopped taking care of him until the accident happened.

Yan's father looked up from the newspaper, "You are right, it's just that my son doesn't like it."

"Don't I also hope that he can correct it. He didn't, wouldn't..." No matter how generous Yan's mother is, she still can't say anything about being gay.In the past four years, she let Yan Hao make trouble, and she also thought that one day her son would figure it out by himself. Sure enough, she couldn't change her original son back after waiting until this day, "Are you really so indifferent?"

Yan's father replied: "If I didn't care, I wouldn't let you make trouble."

Yan's mother refused to accept it, "I didn't make trouble, I just hope that he will walk on the right path."

Father Yan stopped talking and continued to read his newspaper.

Before Yan Hao returned to his room, the housekeeper called him and asked in a low voice, "Master, what should you do with the things you put in the warehouse?"

Yan Hao really didn't remember, "What?"

The butler replied: "I got it back from Mr. Zhong."

Yan Hao thought for a while and remembered.He did ask someone to take back his things back then, but they were put in the warehouse after they were brought back, and he has never even looked at them until now.At that time, he wanted to get it back, but he just wanted to know more about his usual hobbies and habits, and it was not any attempt to redeem it.As a result, Yan's mother found out, and she was afraid that he would think about others when he saw things and think about others, and the old feelings would rekindle, so she asked the housekeeper to put them all in the warehouse and deal with them another day.The housekeeper didn't dare to deal with Yan Hao's things without authorization, so he kept them on hold and didn't dare to move them. It was only when he was tidying up the warehouse recently that he remembered this matter again.

Yan Hao recalled his original intention at the time, and he had nothing to do with his current situation, so he thought it would be okay to have a look.Even if he thinks back now, he doesn't have much impression of Zhong Qiran, "I'll go and see."

The butler led the way, opened the door of the warehouse, and then pointed to the boxes piled up in the corner.

Yan Hao looked over, there were three big boxes in total, not many in fact, but to him, it was already a lot.Anyone who knows his habits knows that he doesn't like to keep extra things, and those he doesn't need will be cleared or given away. After his accident, this minimalist style has become more serious.

The butler followed his instructions and unpacked a box, which was full of daily necessities, and it was obviously the other half of a pair.Yan Hao only glanced at it, then opened the other two boxes, and found a photo frame with a photo of the two on the top of one of the boxes.He picked it up and looked at it. In the photo, Zhong Qiran was smiling happily, while he was smiling lightly, looking at the camera with a very gentle expression.

This is very strange to Yan Hao now, at least he can no longer make the same expression.

Seeing Yan Hao staring at the photo, the housekeeper was a little elusive. After all, ordinary people can express their inner thoughts with facial expressions, while Yan Hao, who has no emotional response, is completely incomprehensible. "Master..."

"Keep it for now." Yan Hao didn't look at other things, but walked out with the photo frame.When passing the living room, he put the photo frame behind his back so that his parents would not see it.

Yan's father and Yan's mother seemed to be discussing other matters, and did not notice Yan Hao's small movements.

After Yan Hao returned to the room, he looked at the photo again and again.He has a little impression that this photo was placed on the TV at his home with Zhong Qiran, but he can't remember the time and place it was taken.

He didn't know why he took it away, but he always felt that this photo should be placed where he could see it.

He suddenly wanted to know what kind of person he was in the past, why he could smile so softly?That appearance looks like happiness, as if voluntarily indulging in it.

Yan Hao looked at it for a while, picked up the phone and dialed Zhong Qiran, and found that the number had become empty.Without the slightest pause, he transferred the call to his personal assistant, "Help me find out where Zhong Qiran is? Are you still living in the original place?"

The information is not difficult to find. An hour later, the assistant called back, "Mr. Zhong already left for country M last month."