lack of love

Chapter 43 Elegy

Extra 07

Lian Siqiao finished his day's work and saw off the last customer who came to consult. When he was about to leave work, he suddenly caught a glimpse of an unexpected visitor standing outside the door.

The moment he saw Li Qi, he knew that Zhong Qiran had sold himself.

Yan Hao is his guest, so it is not surprising that Zhong Qiran has his contact information.Through this relationship, he learned that Zhong Qiran and Yan Hao's mother had recently begun to coexist peacefully.Although Yan Hao's mother did not hold him accountable for what he had done, he was already a very unqualified psychological counselor when he participated in the family disputes of the guests and brought personal feelings into them.

So after he quit his job at Yan's family, he rented a Toutian house in the suburbs of the city and used it as a personal studio to provide online psychological counseling and appointment consultation services.

He chose this location because he didn't want to keep himself too busy, and there was another reason. He had been subconsciously avoiding Li Qi.

Now that Li Qi is here, such an escape is meaningless.Perhaps from the time when Li Qi kissed him forcefully, he had expected this day to come, so he was not too surprised when they met again.

Lian Siqiao looked at him for a while and said, "Come in and sit?"

Li Qi originally thought that he would be rejected, and with Lian Siqiao's character, he would indeed do such a thing, but since the other party is willing to talk, he must seize this opportunity: "Okay."

Lian Siqiao's personal studio is decorated like a home, like a bookstore, like a coffee shop, and like a living room for entertaining guests. His work is actually a kind of service industry. Naturally, it is necessary to make the guests feel relaxed in order to achieve good results. effectiveness.

Li Qi looked around the room before sitting down on the sofa: "Do you live here?"

"No." Lian Siqiao handed him a glass of water.

Li Qi looked at his slender fingers, but couldn't help reaching out to hold them, and said bluntly, "Aren't you going to forgive me?"

Lian Siqiao wanted to withdraw his hand, but seeing that the other party still did not let go, he glared at him.Li Qi looked at him for a few seconds, stopped the stalemate, and then let go.

Lian Siqiao replied to him: "We're not together a long time ago, there's nothing unforgivable..."

"Then why did you..."

Lian Siqiao said: "Actually, you understand that our personalities are not suitable. We are both very practical people. We only value ourselves and cannot make compromises for each other. When you chose to go abroad, it was just another difference between us. Even if there is no this time, there will be a next time, this kind of vicious circle will continue to happen, and it is only a matter of time before we are separated..."

Li Qi denied his words and said: "Maybe it was like this before, but it's different now. Siqiao, I thought a lot after going abroad this time. I was too immature before and didn't think about you. I... I still like you."

Lian Siqiao could see that he was serious, but still shook his head with a smile.

"You don't believe me? Or are you refusing to give me another chance?"

Lian Siqiao didn't answer his question, but said, "Li Qi, I'm going abroad next month."

Li Qi was stunned on the spot after hearing this sentence.The first thought that came to his mind was whether Lian Siqiao planned to take revenge on him?But he was immediately shocked by his own thoughts.As Zhong Qiran said, there is indeed a problem with the way they get along.They are too used to hiding their true feelings, and they are silent when arguing, so when the two sides don't say anything, they can only guess the intention of the other party, and then they lose even the most basic trust.

Because of his work, Lian Siqiao is good at observing people's emotions. When he saw Li Qi's expression, he knew what the other person was thinking: "Do you think that I am taking revenge on you?"

Li Qi didn't speak.

Lian Siqiao didn't necessarily want his answer, and said directly: "Actually, this is something I planned half a year ago. I originally thought Yan Hao was a good research subject, so I agreed to Zhong Zhong's request during the time before going abroad." Qiran's invitation, I never thought I would meet you again. I didn't understand you at the beginning because I was too naive, but now that I understand, I think you should understand my thoughts too."

Li Qi was silent for a while, and finally said, "Are you testing me?"

"No. It's just the reality. We didn't wait for each other back then, and now there's no need for it." Lian Siqiao thought for a while, and then said: "I know you once had the idea of ​​pursuing Zhong Qiran, I don't want to condemn you What, but I think you may have misunderstood, we just talked about a relationship, not necessarily each other. I may just be one of the types you like, not absolute. Now you may be because you are single, so still I am nostalgic for the past, but after a while, I think you will let go of this idea. Plus... sorry, I am actually emotionally clean. It is impossible for us to restore the old relationship."

Li Qi raised his head to look at Lian Siqiao, and saw that his expression was determined, without any wavering, there was no room for it.

Lian Siqiao calmly got up to send him off, because it was in his studio, so he could still pretend that he was working, and he just refused a relationship that ended without a cure.

He had been thinking about this passage in his mind for a long time, and when he said it, it was unexpectedly smoother than he had imagined.But when Li Qi turned his back, he still showed a sad expression.

Li Qi saw it through the glass on the door, but didn't expose him.

When he asked for Lian Siqiao's contact information from Zhong Qiran, he didn't think about anything, and rushed over while he was on vacation.It wasn't until he was thrown cold water that he realized how reckless his behavior was.

They have long passed the age of self-indulgence regardless.Lian Siqiao has always been very defensive, how could he allow himself to be hurt again.

Li Qi pushed the door open and walked out, but he didn't think about giving up.

He didn't refute Lian Siqiao on the spot because he understood that anyone can do what he said, so he had to actually do it and get him back again.

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