The Buddha Temple is not pure

Chapter 36

The Buddha's light on the golden top is shining everywhere, the sky is full of clouds and clouds, and the clouds are like satin. Even the geese flying south are circling around the Fuyun Pagoda.

Thousands of years, thousands of miles of wind and cloud, suddenly, it seems to have changed the world.

But how can the appearance of all living beings and all kinds of illusions be the same?

Thinking that he was born like a mayfly, like an ant, in order to survive a catastrophe, you can be happy in your heart, feel the purple light of my way, and teach everyone, but don't see life and separation, but feel sad from the heart.

"If the heart is moving, people will move recklessly, hurting the body and hurting the bones, and then experience all kinds of pain in the world." Venerable Yuejing's Buddha's voice is in his ears, which is compassion for her and for all living beings.

The golden light shone on Yue Weiyang's hair and clothes, giving off a piercing chill. Her end has come, and there is no turning point in her life.

But what made her put down the butcher's knife was never the gods and Buddhas of the heavens, but the complete obsession that had been resolved after the bloody storm.

That's all, that's all, no worries.

She just quietly looked at Ji Luoyu, looking at her back as she rummaged desperately in the dark room, and stood outside the door like a lost soul.

"Where's mine? Where's mine? Where's mine?" Ji Luoyu remained expressionless, repeating the three words without stopping. The dark room, which was not very tidy before, was now in a mess, and those things that were thrown all over the floor Ming Ce, every page is a story of life and death.

"Where's mine?" She turned her head, tears in the corners of her eyes.

Yue Weiyang couldn't bear it, and sighed lightly: "I've said it all, there is no plan for you here."

"why?"

Yue Weiyang didn't answer, do you want to say that you are a special case and I can't write?Saying such words at this moment is tantamount to begging for mercy, and she refuses.

"It turns out that I'm so worthless that I let the writing officer cherish this ink." The three words of writing officer are particularly ironic.

But she found Duan Shiqing, Xie Chengxiu, Ji Xuanzhen, Zhu Minke, Zhu Minchen, and everyone...

With tears in her eyes, she read all the fateful poems word by word, and questioned Yue Weiyang with red eyes.

"You arranged Hibiscus' death?"

Yue Weiyang said: "This is what she deserves."

"Why!" Bowing his head, thinking of all the past, it seems that he has already got the answer, "The undefeated phoenix in autumn is all over the mountains and plains. It turned out that you deliberately arranged it. Let me tell you, you have never liked cosmetics and fragrant flowers. The flower field left behind the Jue Temple turned out to be a conspiracy from the very beginning."

Yue Weiyang was silent.

She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and smiled wryly: "So, the meeting between me and Duan Shiqing in Mengjue Temple that night was also deliberately arranged by you. I thought all the rabbits in the forest were crazy that day, and rushed into Mengjue Temple like crazy. Temple, but it was just to serve as bait for Duan Shiqing's dog, to lure him here to meet me, right?"

Yue Weiyang is still silent.

"In order to facilitate this marriage, you have put in so much pains and pains, you didn't hesitate to make me drown in the spiritual spring, but you don't even know that Yu Liuqing is cold by nature and won't save me. He dares to add any vulgar drama of a hero saving the beauty to me. How humble do you think I am? Thanks to me, I still regard you as my savior, even if you despise my origin, I don't hold any grudges against you!"

She picked up the life strategy and pointed to the page of Zhu Minke, her pale fingertips were full of resentment, and she broke down in tears as she spoke: "I borrowed Zhu Minke's hand to push me down the Zhuanxian ditch. Let's make a bridge, you knew that Duan Shiqing would arrive, so you created another opportunity, but do you know that I was already dead when I sank into the swamp, so in your eyes, is my life not as important as that marriage?"

Yue Weiyang lowered her eyebrows and nodded, only shaking her head.

"Where's Zhu Mengzhen's strategy?"

"Torn."

She was slightly stunned, sitting in the messy life plan all over the floor, looking around in a daze: "Why? Why do you need to cover up the matter now? Anyway, I have already guessed it."

Yue Weiyang raised her eyebrows: "Guess what happened?"

"Xiaosi's biological mother is Zhu Mengzhen, right? You put the prayer card at Yemengjue Temple on purpose, didn't you? I clearly remember that there was no prayer card when I entered the temple, but I don't know where Duan Shiqing got it from." , recognized Zhu Mengzhen's handwriting on the prayer card, and knew the fact that she had an illegitimate child, and then turned down the marriage with her."

After finishing speaking, she applauded expressionlessly: "Dongdu wrote the pen, it was really wonderful, and arranged a good show after another, just to push me into his arms, you have worked so hard to plan it. It's ridiculous to think about it. What kind of relationship between parents? Fate, the words of a matchmaker, will never be defeated by your brilliant pen."

Seeing that Yue Weiyang was still silent, she was angry from the bottom of her heart, "Unfortunately, I didn't get what you wanted in the end. After all, I didn't marry Duan Shiqing, and I didn't care about your calculations. It's not good to have business with Tian|Ji Palace? Tian| Ji Gong's target everywhere is not because you stole the Earth Vein Zizhi, but because you failed to fulfill the Holy Order, and you really took great pains to keep the black yarn on your head."

Yue Weiyang shook her head, Tian|Ji Palace is nothing to her.

"No..." She wanted to refute, but her voice was like a gnat, and she didn't know where to start.

"No? What is that, tell me." She really wanted Yue Weiyang to give an explanation, no matter how quibbling or evading, at least it wouldn't be more uncomfortable than it is now.

"In the beginning, I wanted to help you and Duan Shiqing, but later, I found that your temperament has not changed, and you are not as flamboyant and unrestrained as the rumors outside, so I want to help you..." Yue Weiyang said anxiously, preface Without context, it does sound like a reason made up indiscriminately.

"Yang Hua's heart is bohemian?" She interrupted, "So you have always looked at me like this from the beginning to the end. If that is the case, why didn't you say it earlier!"

She was trembling all over, shouting at the top of her voice made Yue Weiyang back again and again, until her back was pressed against the wall, and she dared not face her anger directly.

"I haven't changed my temperament, but so what, why did I dirty this quiet place of Buddhism! Since you look at me like this, why did you give me a glazed lamp? Since you look at me like this, why did you keep me overnight at Saoyuxuan ?Since you see me this way, why did you save my life and settle me in Mengjue Temple? Since you see me this way, why did you make such a promise in front of the Bodhisattva? Since you see me this way, why..." Why do you want to Did she take off her clothes and share the same bed?It's a pity that her grievance and grief and indignation at this moment overwhelmed her, making her breathless, and she couldn't say another word.

Yue Weiyang blurted out "the temperament has not changed", which made her hate it so much.

This is a big misunderstanding.

But if Yue Weiyang wants to explain, it will inevitably involve past life grievances, which she didn't want to do.

Seeing Ji Luoyu weeping bitterly, her heart was like a knife, and she walked over with the handkerchief on her sleeve, but before she touched it, she was mercilessly knocked down.

The veil was still stained with the secret fragrance she had been attached to, and it just fell to the ground quietly, like the last leaf in winter, fading away the glitz and glitz of the spring sun when they met, and the blooming flowers and blazing fire when they cuddled together Midsummer.

Her eyes narrowed slightly, her stiff hands stopped in mid-air.

Ji Luoyu remained indifferent, wiped away his tears, and asked hard-heartedly, "What's wrong with Xianguan? It's just a handkerchief, so I can't take it anymore? That time you knocked over the soup I worked so hard for you?" , and drove me down the mountain without any mercy, did you ever think that there would be today?"

Reincarnation of cause and effect, retribution is not good, and Yuewei centrally calculates addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, but unexpectedly he will encounter such a situation.

"You really hate me so much?"

"Hate! It's in vain that I trust you so much, but you lie to me time and time again, keeping me in the dark. In vain that I like you so much, you stop at every step and arrange my fate."

She withdrew her hands and stood up, her expression still calm: "That's fine."

After all, turn around and leave.

Ji Luoyu looked at her back in amazement, but in the end, she didn't get what she wanted. She wanted to hear Yue Weiyang say that everything in the past was forced. She wanted to hear Yue Weiyang admit her mistakes sincerely. I'm sorry. Is it that difficult?

Why did she just refuse, why did she have such aloof and cold temperament!

"I thought you would treat me differently, but I didn't expect you to be extremely cold!"

Yue Weiyang stopped in her tracks, but didn't look back, and listened to her madly cursing behind her: "I was used by Yu Liuqing before, and I finally ended the nightmare of the eighteenth life. After I committed suicide, I was reincarnated, but I was used by you again. I am a pawn in your hands, why do you arrange the fate of others! The writer is amazing, what is it!"

Yue Weiyang raised her head, the Buddha's radiance was overwhelming, but she felt like she was in a cage, unable to see the sun.

She chuckled lightly, self-deprecating and meaningless: Yes, what am I?Changing fate against the sky, killing gods and killing lives, I did what I could do, and I did what I couldn't. For me, there is no other side to the sea of ​​suffering.

Albizia julibrissin flowers fell in front of the court, dyed withered yellow, sticking to the soles of her shoes, blowing on her sleeves, and following the wind behind her, they lived and walked.

Who said Luohua is ruthless?

Those who say that Luohua is ruthless must have never seen the real ruthlessness, Luohua still has residual red, if people are ruthless, only indifference and resentment remain.

Ya Wangjun hurried back, and when he bumped into Yue Weiyang under the eaves, he didn't notice that her expression was abnormal, but he beamed with joy and congratulated repeatedly: "Yangyang, did you see that, the master has become a Buddha, congratulations."

Yue Weiyang said coldly: "Master's golden body is still in Mengjue Temple, why don't you go to congratulate him?"

"Of course I have to come to congratulate you first. The master's merits and virtues have been completed, and the waiter who adds incense returns to his position. The Western Brahma World also has your incense seat. From now on, you finally don't have to nest in the Sao Yu Xuan, which is surrounded by wind. , Although it is good, but for you, it is still buried, and after all the Buddhas, don't forget me."

"Isn't becoming a Buddha also what you want?"

Lord Yawang dejectedly: "I'm just a mountain spirit, bloodthirsty, full of bad deeds, I can't enter the hall of elegance, I can't enter the eyes of Buddhists, and becoming a Buddha, just think about it. At the beginning, it was just to prevaricate Mr. Qiwu Yes, but you are different, you have followed the master from the beginning to the end, and the respect of the previous Tianxiang waiter is still there, and no one can erase your credit."

Yue Weiyang sneered: "It seems that if the master becomes a Buddha, Tian|Ji Palace will let me go."

"I know that you changed your fate for Xue Suilan, but in the final analysis, what you did did not escape the fate of fate. Even if the Tian|Ji Palace wanted to find faults, they would definitely not find fault. The only thing they can do is to use you to steal the leylines The matter of Zizhi made things difficult for you, but don’t worry, I have already handed over the letter of guilt to Tian|Ji Palace, so that they can know that I have taken the blame for it, please don’t thank me, as long as you don’t forget me after you become a Buddha .”

After all, she couldn't hide her joy, Yue Weiyang really didn't want to hit him.

"You really dare to do anything, and you are not afraid of Tian|Jigong making things difficult for you?"

"I've checked. Stealing Zizhi Zhizhi is not a big deal. At most, you can be punished with a few lashes. Lord Qiwu survived so many catastrophes when he ascended, so I'm not going to do anything. Besides, I'm with you." After being together, I have long been invulnerable, and the pain of flesh and blood is nothing."

Yue Weiyang sighed softly: "That's right, the pain of flesh and blood is nothing, if you can't defeat my sin of losing your soul, I don't beg you to think of me anymore, just put incense sticks on Qingming every year."

After finishing speaking, he wanted to leave, but Lord Yawang grabbed his sleeve: "What do you mean? Why can't I understand, who wants to be lost?"

Yue Weiyang looked at him calmly, and asked: "In the future, don't take the blame for others, because you don't even know what that person did."

"Then tell me now, what did you do?" He had an ominous premonition.

The scarlet sword that Yue Weiyang transformed into was blackened with blood: "The crime of killing gods, can you bear it?"

His widened eyes were full of panic and astonishment: "You won't really kill Frozen God, will you?"

"Otherwise, why do you think the heavy rain will stop? Frozen End God doesn't know how to change things. I have failed to negotiate with him. I always want to save the lives of the people in the Eastern Capital, so I had no choice but to kill him."

"Are you crazy, I thought you were joking, how could..."

"I don't have to worry about my debts," Yue Weiyang's cold eyes swept over him, interrupting his reprimand, "You might as well accuse me of stealing the earth vein Zizhi, there is no need to make others suffer for me."

"It's too late, the petition has already been delivered to Tianji Palace, but it doesn't matter, Yangyang, even if you have to suffer, I will accompany you."

Yue Weiyang also said: "It doesn't matter, when the trial comes, I will ask Mr. Qi Wu to testify, and all the hundred elders in Fengqiu have seen that I stole the elixir."

"Why are you doing this?"

She took off Yawangjun's mask and blew off the dust on it: "My waiter Tianxiang always causes troubles, and I will serve the master from now on. Let's wait for half a year, your practice is only half a year away." , you have to live and serve in front of Venerable Yuejing for half a year, and after half a year, you will also be blessed with Buddha's light."

"how about you?"

"Me?" If you don’t know me, it’s like I’ve never been there.”

"What do you mean? When I first met you, I couldn't understand what you said, and now I don't understand it even more."

"It doesn't matter if you understand or not, just take care of the one inside for me." She poked her eyes into the dark room, and added, "I have calculated her practice, and there are still three years left, and after three years, she will serve with you in the moonlight." At the side of Venerable Jing, after all, she used to be the attendant with the lamp, so there should always be her seat before the seat of the Lord."

"Does she know her identity?"

"I don't know."

"Should I know?"

Yue Weiyang hesitated for a moment, then suddenly smiled and said: "There is nothing wrong with it, seeing that she is happy, if it makes her unhappy, I will come to you if she turns into a ghost."

Without further ado, he turned and left.

Lord Yawang entered the Sao Yuxuan, and saw the messy fates all over the floor, as well as Ji Luoyu who fell in the fates. He went to help him up, and found that the eyes were red and swollen from crying, and the tears were mixed with rouge. Congealed on her face, mottled and embarrassed.

How did she find it in the dark room?

Looking at this situation, just now the two of them had a big dispute.

He helped Ji Luoyu into the side room, put him on the bed properly, and turned back to Mengjue Temple.

In just a few steps, he thought a lot, and his thoughts ran wild like wild horses, flying across the past and present, covering the universe. He wanted to become a Buddha, but he never thought about what a Buddha is.

Thinking that a letter of guilt is handed over to Tian|Ji Palace, to complete the achievements of others, to block mistakes, and to abandon the ego is called a Buddha, but I don't want to kill the gods of Yue Weiyang, is it also called a Buddha to kill evil in vain?

If so, why can't she become a Buddha together with the master, instead she has to accept punishment?

If not, what is the value of the ego she gave up?

Who will count the merits of thousands of souls for saving the people of Dongdu?Thousands of years later, what kind of rhetoric will people have when they talk about the fragrant waiter who was smashed to pieces?

In a few steps, he made a decision.

In Mengjue Temple, the golden body of Venerable Yuejing is still there, but the golden light does not fade away from the Fuyun Pagoda at night, as if waiting for him.

He knelt down, wondering if the Lord would hear his prayer:

"Disciple pays homage to Venerable Yuejing."

After three kowtows, he bowed his head and said, "It's only now that I realize that I have never had the opportunity to break through the world of mortals, nor have I ever comprehended the boundless nature of Buddhism. I don’t know lewd pleasures, I don’t have compassion for sentient beings, I don’t know how to transform my own body, it’s still a stubborn rock in the mountains, and it’s hard to follow the teachings of the venerable, so I would like to stay in Dongdu and continue to practice.”

"Contemplating the cold and heat of hell, the hunger and thirst of hungry ghosts, the ignorance of other beings, the struggle between heaven and man, the fall of heaven and man, and the boundless suffering of birth, old age, sickness and death in the human realm, joys and sorrows."

He understands, but the master is just telling him that birth, old age, sickness and death, the cycle of the six realms of life is already suffering, so what are sorrows and joys, parting and reuniting are nothing, don't be blinded by it.

"The disciple knows that His Majesty doesn't want me to stop because of a blind eye, but I still want to stay in the Eastern Capital City to practice. Only when I am hindered can I realize my epiphany."

"Have you figured it out?"

Without hesitation, he said, "Think clearly."

Venerable Yuejing lowered his eyebrows, and the golden light faded away. When the last ray of light disappeared in the Fuyun Pagoda, the night sky returned to its original azure blue. It turned out that it was already late at night, but the surroundings were empty and lonely, and there were no people.

He knelt on the ground and didn't get up for a long time, his head was empty and he didn't think about anything, but he didn't know why Xiaosi came over and asked, "Big cat, why are you crying?"