i have three shadows

Chapter 62 Inferiority

Jian Qingzhu smiled faintly, and said: "There is a kind of ghost with a lot of resentment, but they don't accumulate strong spiritual power like evil ghosts. They are usually unwilling to die, so they will try their best to get back their lifespan. .”

Xu Xingxing thought of the phrase "Do you eat cherries?" and felt a little cold: "It's the same as borrowing fire. If you promise her, your lifespan will be taken away?"

Jian Qingzhu nodded: "She asked if you would eat cherries, and if you said yes, it means that you have agreed to her condition and promised to give her your life in exchange."

"What if you say no?" Xu Xingxing asked.

Jian Qingzhu touched his earlobe: "She can always find a way to pester people, anyway, in the end, people are torturing themselves."

The words were a bit vague, Xu Xingxing thought for a while, and felt that Jian Qingzhu might not know, and just wanted to forcefully pretend in front of him, so he didn't ask, but murmured in a low voice: "But the body is gone. It's useless for them to take it."

Jian Qingzhu smiled: "Who said it's useless?"

Xu Xingxing was stunned, and turned to look at him: "What do you mean?"

"Borrowing life, if you have to use theory to explain it, in the end it is energy exchange, which is the same as magic spells," Jian Qingzhu said, "If you have a body, use your own body, and if you don't have a body, use someone else's body. Anyway, the contract It's already up."

Xu Xingxing was terrified. Words and words have power. He has always known that formulas and spells use language as a medium to gather spiritual energy from the world and thus exert influence on the outside world.

"But this ghost... is only so good at it," he said.

Jian Qingzhu said "hmm": "So they usually seek asylum."

"A more powerful ghost?" Xu Xingxing asked.

Jian Qingzhu touched his face, as if talking to a child: "Who says you can't be a human?"

Xu Xingxing opened and closed his mouth, and finally put his arms around his waist: "Jian Zhuzi, don't scare me, Chen Shuang is not such a person, and he doesn't have this ability."

"I didn't say it was him." Jian Qingzhu said seriously, "Could it be me? It is possible that the person in front of you is not actually Jian Qingzhu, or Jian Qingzhu is not the name of this body, I am just a A ghost who borrowed someone else's life. Or maybe, I am the one who protects this ghost."

As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Xingxing stood up abruptly.

Jian Qingzhu had half of her body on him, but now she couldn't sit still, and fell into the sofa, "Ouch".

Xu Xingxing pursed his lips, frowned, and looked down at him.

Jian Qingzhu looked up and saw his expression, and laughed haha: "Why are you still so timid?"

Xu Xingxing still didn't speak, Jian Qingzhu stood up, and leaned over to kiss him: "Others can't tell if I am me, but you can't tell?"

Feeling his lips trembling, Jian Qingzhu stopped in surprise: "Are you really scared?"

Xu Xingxing was angry and impatient. He was really scared just now, although he knew clearly in his heart that he was joking.

He was so angry that he pushed Jian Qingzhu away and pointed at him: "You fucking say that again, I'll bite you to death!"

Seeing that he was really in a hurry, Jian Qingzhu opened her mouth, and finally lowered her expression and said sincerely: "I was wrong."

Xu Xingxing didn't answer, and was shaking with anger.

Jian Qingzhu was really scared at this moment, and hurriedly took two steps closer to him: "OK, I was wrong, I won't say it next time."

He stretched out his hand tentatively, and seeing that Xu Xingxing didn't resist, he quickly put his hand around his body, lowered his head and kissed his lips again and again: "You never act like a baby, and you don't rely on me, I just want to scare you so that you Get into my arms."

Xu Xingxing said that I already depended on you enough, but he sneered on his face: "I was so frightened that I thought you were a ghost, and I would be an idiot if I could still shrink into your arms."

Jian Qingzhu laughed, and became gentle again in an instant, turned her head and bit his earlobe lightly: "I was really wrong, okay, I'm just a little scared."

Xu Xingxing couldn't resist his tenderness, but he didn't want to give in so quickly, so he could only stand there stiffly and asked, "What are you afraid of?"

Jian Qingzhu thought for a while, then sighed: "I'm afraid that others hold more weight in your heart than me. I just want to make sure that I am the most special."

These words hit his ears with a slight gasp, Xu Xingxing felt his heart softened, and he was almost about to forgive him, but he still let out a "hehe".

After a pause, she put her arms around his waist again.

Jian Qingzhu felt his movements, and said softly: "I am selfish. I am afraid that you trust me too much. If I hurt you in the future, I will be sad... At the same time, I want to hold you tighter and let you get rid of me." No one owns it. So I can’t help but want to test it.”

Xu Xingxing had never heard of this kind of naked heart analysis, so he was a little dazed, remembering that he told himself before, don't believe him.

Has he always been so contradictory?

Xu Xingxing sighed and said after a long time: "So you are an S, right?"

Jian Qingzhu paused, then couldn't help laughing, and finally responded vaguely: "Probably, maybe it's an M, because torturing you is equivalent to torturing myself. Hmm... Actually, I don't know, anyway, I want to see you scared, but you When I’m scared, I feel distressed.”

"Isn't it bad?" he asked finally.

Xu Xingxing patted him on the back, with a consoling meaning: "It's very bad, very bad. After all, you don't believe that I will always...always treat you well, right?"

Jian Qingzhu was taken aback for a moment, as if she hadn't thought about this possibility before, but now that she was exposed suddenly, she realized that, as expected, it was this kind of mentality.

Xu Xingxing felt the stiffness of his body, so he probably knew it.

Although I don't know why the topic has gone so far.

He himself is also conflicted, such Jian Qingzhu has no sense of security, it seems contagious, and it will also make him feel insecure.

It was clearly not the case at first.

But as long as I think that this state is only for myself, I feel a kind of morbid joy.

Am I fucking an M? !

What's the mess?

Xu Xingxing cried out in despair in his heart.

"That's me, see if someone else can beat you to death." In the end, he had no choice but to give up, sighed, and said as if resigned to his fate.

Jian Qingzhu got the words of forgiveness, held his hand tightly, and then came to chase his lips.

A kiss wipes out all grievances.

Tsk, inferiority.

After a period of intense entanglement, Jian Qingzhu became gentle and sucked it little by little. Xu Xingxing responded to him seriously, feeling the heartbeats of both sides overlapped, and the heart ached a little from being stretched.

"We're going to be late!" he yelled with a last struggle.

Jian Qingzhu was uncharacteristically: "I don't care."

Sure enough, he was late and missed a whole morning self-study session.

Ten minutes into the first class, the two of them bent their backs and tried to enter through the back door, but were caught by the English teacher who replaced Mrs. Liu.

She threw a piece of chalk into the chalk box smartly, and pointed to the two people behind: "Jian Qingzhu sit on the seat, Xu Xingxing goes to stand outside."

"Why?!" Xu Xingxing asked loudly, "He's late too!"

The English teacher supported the podium with both hands: "This week you fell asleep in English class three times, you were late once, and you missed the weekly exam by two points. Next time you take the exam like Jian Qingzhu, you will sit back and get a hundred and four."

Xu Xingxing pouted, turned and left the classroom.

Jian Qingzhu stood up straight: "Thank you, teacher, but I don't think the rules should be broken. I'm sorry for being late. I'll go and punish you."

Said also followed out.

Everyone in the class likes to boo. As soon as Jian Qingzhu turned around, there was applause in the classroom. Someone blew a whistle, and the English teacher smashed the blackboard: "If you whistle again, you will get out!"

Leaning against the wall next to the back door, Xu Xingxing turned his head to look at Jian Qingzhu, and whispered, "It's all your fault!"

Jian Qingzhu smiled and nodded: "Well, it's all my fault."

The two looked at each other and smiled. Xu Xingxing turned his head and saw Chen Shuang sitting on the other side of the classroom through the window. His back was as thin as before, and he looked lonely.

Xia Ting's seat is still vacant, and he doesn't know when he will return to work.

He turned his head and sighed.

It was already Saturday, and Xu Xingxing didn't say a few words to Chen Shuang until after school in the afternoon. The key point was that Chen Shuang had been working, so Xu Xingxing was too embarrassed to bother him.

After school, he greeted the two people and said that his mother was coming to pick them up again, so he left first.

Xu Xingxing and Jian Qingzhu looked at each other: "He hides from me."

Jian Qingzhu patted him on the back and whispered: "Maybe it's like what he said, he doesn't know that you are psychic, but he is just afraid of scaring you and bringing disaster to you. You two are in a good mood for each other. the same."

Xu Xingxing lost his mind for a while, grabbed his schoolbag and left: "Let's go, find Lao Yan."

The two blocked Lao Yan at the door of the office, and Xu Xingxing asked when he saw him, "Mr. Yan, how is Xia Ting?"

Lao Yan looked at him helplessly: "The final exam is coming, can you focus on your studies?"

Xu Xingxing sighed and said, "Hey, Mr. Yan, don't be like this. I care about my classmates. Xia Ting is the class monitor. Without her, our class would be messed up. Should we be taught to care about our classmates? We were born in New China, grew up under the red flag, and the red scarves on our chests are so bright..."

"Got it! Stop!" Lao Yan raised his hand and slapped him on the shoulder, "Good boy, stop chanting."

Jian Qingzhu put his fist to his mouth, coughed lowly and held back his smile, Xu Xingxing turned his head to look at him with raised eyebrows, then turned to wait for Lao Yan to speak.

Lao Yan waved his hand and said in a low voice: "She was frightened that day. Her mother said that she has been running a high fever since she went back. It may be a bit difficult to attend class. I discussed with Chen Shuang and asked him to make a copy of the notes to Xia Xia every day. Take it with you."

Xu Xingxing nodded, thinking that it was no wonder that Chen Shuang had been writing furiously all day, even after class. It seemed that he was not just hiding from his relationship.

"Where is Xia Ting's house, Mr. Yan?" Jian Qingzhu asked, "Maybe the information on my side can complement Chen Shuang's."

Xu Xingxing twitched his brows, thinking that his boyfriend was really on the right track.

Lao Yan looked at the two of them. Jian Qingzhu looked very reliable, and the two children were also kind. He had no reason to refuse. In the end, he had no choice but to pull out his mobile phone, open the class address book, and said, "No. 37, Section [-] North, First Ring Road No, it's an old courtyard..."

"Fuck!" Xu Xingxing couldn't help uttering a word when he heard the address.

Old Yan slapped him: "What the fuck! Don't swear!"

Xu Xingxing quickly made a zip movement, Jian Qingzhu saw that he was silent, and Lao Yan insisted on reading the address before asking: "What's wrong with this address?"

"No, no, even a relative lives there." Xu Xingxing said.

It's not like lying.

Lao Yan didn't know if he believed it or not, so he just took out his wallet and took out two one-hundred sheets and handed them over: "I have to work overtime this weekend, and the papers for the final exam are about to come out, so I can't go, and you two just happened to be there on behalf of the class. "

"No money, no money." Xu Xingxing waved his hand, "Why do you need to pay for some fruit, and we don't use cash now."

Old Yan couldn't help but stuff the money into his pocket, and said, "You expect me to scan the QR code for you? Hurry up and come back, don't delay the final review."

He patted Jian Qingzhu on the shoulder again: "You have a lot of children, I think you two are close, take Xu and his party with you, everything else is fine, you have to work harder on English."

Jian Qingzhu nodded, and Lao Yan immediately turned around and walked towards the toilet. After they couldn't see them, he ran over in two steps in three steps.

When I came out, I wanted to put some water, but it was blocked.

It's not easy being a teacher.

Jian Qingzhu turned to look at Xu Xingxing, said with a smile: "It's a pity that you are a bronze, and even my king can't carry it."

"Get out!" Xu Xingxing glanced at him.

Jian Qingzhu grabbed his shoulders and said, "No." Then he moved closer and asked, "Why are you so surprised to hear that address?"

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Forgot the 31st...posted late...