mousepad-d2 Chapter 65 I'm Really Tired
Chapter 65 I'm Really Tired
What happened later was like a nightmare. Song Yun finished work early and went home. Chen Zhishen got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet and went to the wrong room, mistaking Song Yun for Song Zhe.
Afterwards, Chen Zhishen used Song Zhe's sexual orientation as a threat, threatening them not to call the police.
Song Yun had an emotional breakdown and committed suicide by cutting her wrists. After being rescued, she was in a trance. Once the nurse didn't watch her, she rushed directly to the main road. Song Zhe was crushed by a car and broke her left leg in order to save her.
This absurd farce was finally concealed by the two elders of the Song family because their family ugliness should not be publicized.
Song Zhe was kicked out of the house, and Song Yun hated him so far.
Three months later, Song Yun was found to be pregnant. Due to physical reasons, she could not abort it. Although the existence of this child made her feel suffocated and tormented, Song Yun still chose to give birth and raise her well.
When Xiang Yi was raised until he was five or six years old, Chen Zhishen approached him. Because his family urged him to get married, he thought of his relationship with Song Yan and the child Xiang Yi.
He wanted to take Xiang Yi back, but Song Yun had no way to stop him, and he didn't have the face to argue.
Two years later, Chen Zhishen was fired from the research institute, and his life became a problem, so he simply left Xiang Yi in the orphanage.
At that time, Song Yun already had Qi Yueluo. Although she sympathized with this child, she didn't want to be entangled by Chen Zhishen, so she didn't inquire about it again.
Although I have been psychologically prepared, the truth of the facts is often more ugly and disgusting than the plausible lies that are covered up layer by layer.
Xiang Yi's fingers grabbed the rough cement stone on the edge of the roof, and he spit out his internal organs. The yellow bile mixed with saliva made him look embarrassed and embarrassing.
Until seeing that the filth spit out by Xiang Yi was stained with blood, Qi Yueluo couldn't help stretching out his hand to grab his arm. Before he could speak, Xiang Yi suddenly shook him away forcefully, leaning his body a little bit outward, looking like he would be at any moment. fall down.
"What are you? Do you feel sorry for me? Do you sympathize with me?"
Xiang Yi's eyes were full of blood, and he pulled Qi Yueluo to him by the heavy iron chain, and pressed his shoulder, with a cruel and vicious expression.
Qi Yueluo was crushed by him and slammed his shoulders heavily on the concrete wall of the roof, frowning slightly, and did not speak.
Shi Xingchen searched around the ward back and forth, and finally stopped Xing Dazed, who was looking out for the wind, in the corridor going up.
The four eyes met, and Xing Zheng immediately ran away. As soon as he stepped on the two steps, he was kicked to the knee by Shi Xingchen who rushed up. He threw himself forward and knelt down on the ground.
The back collar was pulled up, Shi Xingshen violently pressed his head against the wall.
"Tell me, where did Xiang Yi take Ah Luo?"
Just as Xing Zheng said that he didn't know, Shi Xingchen slammed his head against the wall heavily.
"I'll ask you again, where is Xiang Yi?"
"I do not……"
"Boom!" (
Repeated this three times, Xing Zheng's forehead was covered with blood, but he still stuck his neck and insisted that he didn't know.
"Do you think you can protect him?"
Shi Xingshen pinched the pulse on Xing Zheng's neck, pressed his wound against the wall and rubbed it hard, "What if Xiang Yi wants to die?"
"He lied to you that he wanted to live, but in fact he had already made up his mind to die."
"You are harming him, not helping him."
Xing Zheng was shocked, and the bloody wound was split at the corner of his eye, making the shocked expression on his face look a bit hideous.
Xiang Yi, do you want to seek death?
Fingers picked out mottled blood on the ground, Xing Zheng suddenly got up like crazy and ran to the top floor.
The rusty iron door on the top floor was tightly closed, and even the lock cylinder was blocked. When Xing Zheng and Shi Xingchen broke open together, Xiang Yi had already dragged the entire iron chain out of the edge of the roof.
Seeing that half of Xiang Yi's body was leaning out, Xing Zheng was so frightened that he was out of his wits, and before he got close, Xiang Yi stopped him loudly: "Don't come over!"
Xing Zheng was immediately nailed to the spot, looking at him cautiously, and even his voice was crying: "Xiang Yi, don't be like this, please come down first, can we have a good talk?"
Xiang Yi ignored him, and turned his attention directly to Shi Xingchen who wanted to approach quietly, and ordered him: "Take Xing Zheng out, I just want to have a private conversation with Qi Yueluo."
Shi Xing sank, staring at him with heavy eyes, his sharp gaze gradually pierced through that layer of morbid paranoid disguise, as if trying to dig something out.
"What are you talking about? What do you guys have to say? Ah Luo is never the one who owes you, why do you insist on clinging to him?"
Three consecutive questionings pushed Xiang Yi into a corner.
He lowered his eyes to look at Qi Yueluo's handsome and innocent face, and his gaze swept over his eyebrows inch by inch very slowly.
The dark emotions in his eyes seemed to have something more besides resentment and hatred.
This look made Qi Yueluo's nerves tense, and before he could react, Xiang Yi suddenly let go of his hand, and his body fell back, like a piece of drawing paper soaked in water, finally overwhelmed and fell down.
The iron chain made a thumping sound and slammed heavily on the concrete wall.
Most of Qi Yueluo's body jumped out, she stretched her right hand to grab Xiang Yi's collar, her short nails were almost toppled over, cold sweat slid down the tip of his nose, dripping on Xiang Yi's brow .
Shocked by the cold temperature, Xiang Yi's eyelashes trembled, he raised his eyes, and the first thing that caught his eyes was Qi Yueluo's bloody and flushed face.
"Give me your hand..."
Sweat dripped down Qi Yueluo's cheeks, he gritted his teeth, the veins on his neck burst out due to too much force, even so, he still held onto Xiang Yi tightly and pulled it up very hard.
The wind whizzed by his ears, Xiang Yiyang's dry eyes finally couldn't take it anymore, his cheek was pressed against the skin of the back of Qi Yueluo's hand, and he told him in a hoarse voice: "Qi Yueluo, do you believe me? ?"
"I once, really liked you."
The gloomy emotion in the eyes pushed aside a small wave, as if recalling some rare and beautiful picture, the corners of Xiang Yi's eyes were wet, and he was so choked up that he could hardly speak.
"I really liked you very much when I didn't know you were Song Yan's son."
That was the secret he buried in his heart, almost rotten.
"The first time I saw you, you were standing under the steps talking to your classmates, with your head up, and when you laughed, the corners of your eyes were bent down, you were full of vigor, and your whole body was shining."
Qi Yueluo's pupils trembled slightly, and before he could speak, Xiang Yi lowered his eyes and reached out to feel for the iron chain wrapped around his wrist.
"I originally wanted to take you to die together, but at this moment, I can't bear it anymore."
The hidden buckle of the iron chain was undone little by little, and Xiang Yi saw that Shi Xingchen had already pulled Qi Yueluo up, so he slowly separated his fingers holding his collar one by one.
"Qi Yueluo, you have to live well, continue to live carefree, and don't get dirty by me."
When he broke the last one, Xiang Yi couldn't help but raised his head, and looked at Xing Dazed, who was out of breath and twitching from crying, with damaged corners of his eyes.
"Xing Zheng, I'm sorry, I'm really tired."
Forgiving is very tiring, and continuing to hate is also tiring. Now he is so tired that he doesn't even have the energy to live.
Seeing that Xiang Yi was about to break off Qi Yueluo's last finger, Shi Xingchen quickly picked up the chain and threw it to Xing Zheng, ordering him to pull it back.
Under the pull, Xiang Yi's body swayed, like a flimsy kite hanging in the sky, ready to be torn apart by two forces at any time.
The situation was at a stalemate for a while, Qi Yueluo simply put his heart on the line, grabbed Shi Xingchen with one hand, leaned down as far as possible to grab Xiangyi's neck, and yelled at him viciously:
"Xiang Yi, are you fucking planning to smash into a pulp in front of me, and let me remember you forever with a shadow!"
Xiang Yi's face turned pale from being yelled at, and finally he slowly let go of his struggling strength, letting Qi Yueluo grab his collar and pull him up.
When his knees touched the edge of the roof and returned to the ground, Xiang Yi collapsed.
He threw himself into Qi Yueluo's arms, like a drowning man who managed to grab a piece of driftwood, and asked him tremblingly, "Qi Yueluo, am I going crazy?"
"No," Qi Yueluo untied the chains that bound the two of them, and told him earnestly while holding his shoulder: "Xiang Yi, you are just sick."
"When you get well, you'll be fine."
"When you are well, I will take you home. I will be your younger brother and return your mother to you."
Xiang Yi curled his fingers and grabbed Qi Yueluo's clothes, and finally fell into his arms and cried loudly.
The cries swept through the wind, sounding hoarse and shrill.
Xiang Yi cried until his bones trembled, and buried his head deeply, as if he wanted to cry away all the grievances of the past ten years.
Qi Yueluo was very worried when he heard it, and when he was tired from crying, he asked Xing Zheng to carry him down to find a doctor.
Shi Xingchen helped Qi Yueluo up, seeing that his legs were numb from kneeling, he hugged him and slowly went down the stairs.
"Shi Xingchen, will you blame me for making my own decisions?"
At that time, it was purely instinctive to reach out to rescue Xiang Yi, but now that he calmed down, Qi Yueluo realized how dangerous and reckless such a move was.
Shi Xing's brows and eyes were cold, and he looked at him deeply. It took a long time for his Adam's apple to roll slightly, as if he had struggled for a long time to make a decision.
"I don't blame you. I also have selfish intentions. I also hope that you save him. At least if you save him, you won't be unable to overcome his hurdle in your life."
Qi Yueluo knew what he meant, so she held his hand instead, and leaned forward to hug him, "No, I've grown up, I can protect myself, and I can protect you, I won't let He drilled himself into a dead end."
Shi Xingchen pressed his back, slowly buried his head in the socket of his neck, took a deep breath, and let the panic, fear and fear that were blocked in his throat, slowly pass through his breath. In Qi Yueluo's body.
"A Luo, I may treat you very strictly in the future. I won't let you touch anything dangerous. If you don't listen, I will lock you up. Are you afraid?"
"Don't be afraid," Qi Yue leaned on his shoulder and shook her head, accepting all his sharp emotions softly, "I am willing."
Shi Xing sank to speak again, slowly tightened his grip on Qi Yueluo, hugged him for a while, and then continued to help him go downstairs.
Xiang Yi originally had mild depression, refused to take medicine and evaded treatment, plus too many dark emotions piled up on him, and the idea of suicide erupted when his condition worsened.
Xing Zheng called Xiang Yi's adoptive parents and sister, and while waiting for the others to arrive, he kept holding his hand and didn't let go.
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The relationship between Xing Zhen and Xiang Yi is probably that one of the catchers wanted to be used by him, even if he risked his life, he had to protect him, and the other was just planning to use him at first, but was slowly cured later.
In addition, Xiang Yi's feelings towards Qi Yueluo are very complicated. He has a good impression of him, treated him as light, hated him, and liked him. In the end, there will only be a pure brotherhood. 】