absurd life

Chapter 39: No More Love

"Ruirui? I specially brought you an apple from China, come and eat it?"

In the next few weeks, Ouyang Ze would bring me all kinds of novel food every day.Either papaya from Xinmatai, goat milk from Mongolia, or grapes from Libya...

He always uses these novel foods to amuse me, but every time I see these foods without "love" as an additive, I can't whet my appetite.

Despite hearing his story, and hearing the unbelievable events of the past, I still refuse to take the ring.Because I am afraid, I am afraid that what he said is just panic, I am afraid that I am still the substitute of "Qing", I am afraid that the love he gave me belongs to "Qing" and not to me.

I dread it all, dread everything that comes out of his mouth.

"Do you see how well this apple is set? Even the peel is so shiny, as if it has been waxed."

Ouyang Ze used the small fruit knife to scratch the surface of the apple, and the sharp blade opened the distance between the pulp and the peel.It looks like me and Ouyang Ze, although the distance is very close, there is still an invisible gap...

That apple did not arouse my appetite, although the light yellow flesh exuded a slight aroma, and even though there was a little crystal juice on the surface, my mouth did not have the slightest feeling of trying to taste it.

"Forget it, you can eat."

I waved my hand at Ouyang Ze, indicating that he doesn't need to peel the fruit anymore.But he only paused for a moment, and then continued to draw wounds on the surface of the apple with that ruthless knife.

"What can I do to satisfy you..."

His voice suddenly became cold, like a magic voice from hell. Listening to it only made me feel cold all over, and every hair was aroused by the cold tones.

Ouyang Ze keeps his head down all the time, which prevents me from seeing his face or his expression at the moment.I don't know how he is feeling now, but he must be tired now, tired of my attitude, that's why he replied with those cold words.

"Aren't I doing enough? Isn't it enough to tell you the truth?!"

His voice trembled more and more, and his whole body became agitated.After the knife in his hand carved a deep mark on the apple, the sharp blade also kissed Ouyang Ze's finger.

In just a moment, the blood flowing from Ouyang Ze's fingertips stained the corner of the apple red, and stretched along the long apple skin to the ground, forming a pool of blood on the smooth surface of the floor tiles.

"Your hand is bleeding, go and clean it up."

Although I really want to care about him, I really want to shout with excitement like before, and hurriedly take everything from my side that can stop the bleeding to plug the wound...

But, I didn't do that, I just leaned on the pillow calmly, looking coldly at Ouyang Ze's blood-oozing finger.Seeing the bright red blood staining the pale yellow apple.

That impulse was oppressed by my rationality, and the feeling of heartbeat for him was also swallowed by the stomach that had undergone surgery.At this moment he was no different from a stranger to me.

"Ruirui! Tell me! What should I do to make you love me like before! Only then can you love me like before!"

Ouyang Ze stood up abruptly, the apple in his hand was like the sanity he discarded, drawing an arc in the air, dripping a few drops of the mixture of juice and blood in the air, and then fell to the cold ground. The moment the shadow on the kiss kissed, the flesh of the stars was also splashed.

He grabbed my shoulder with his blood-stained hands, concentrated all his strength on those ten fingers, and pressed them firmly on my body, oppressing my already fragile nerves.

"Love you like before? How is it possible, it is simply impossible..."

Looking at his angry eyes, I just thought it was funny, and seeing his almost crazy expression made me speechless.Nothing he's doing now can ever arouse that dead heart in me again.

"Mr. Ouyang! What happened to your hand?!"

As soon as Christa entered the door, she saw Ouyang Ze's blood-stained hands, and she was so frightened that the freshly washed fruits in her hands were scattered all over the floor.

She hurried over, picked up the napkin on the table and stuffed it into Ouyang Ze's hand, wishing she could smoke out all the napkins in one go.

"why why!"

Ouyang Ze still questioned me with that piercing voice like a psychopath.

Look at the red blood in his eyes, and the saliva at the corner of his mouth.I don't know how to answer his words, because his expression is imposing high pressure on me at this time, making me unable to speak.

"Mr. Ouyang, get up first, Chen Rui is a patient now."

Christao struggled to break off Ouyang Ze's bloody finger, but no matter how hard she tried, even if her finger was strangled until it lost its blood color, Ouyang Ze still refused to let go.

"Go away!"

Ouyang Ze suddenly raised his hand, and threw Krista aside.Christao hadn't found her center of gravity yet, and was pushed so hard by Ouyang Ze that she fell to the ground.

Although pushed down by Ouyang Ze, Christao was still nervous about Ouyang Ze's injured hand.The moment he got up, he also went to the paper towel to wipe Ouyang Ze's bloody hand.

Seeing him act so inhumanly made my hands itch.

"Snapped!"

In the end, I still didn't hold back, and left a red five-fingerprint on his left face.

"What are you crazy about! Is Kristao also something you can fight!"

Being hit by me like this, Ouyang Ze was startled at first, he stared at me with wide eyes and didn't say a word, only his lips were trembling slightly.But then, he returned to the tender look just now, begging my forgiveness with tears in his eyes.

"We can't go back to the past! Even if the mirror is broken, there are tm cracks. Do you think the relationship between people will be special than the mirror!"

Ouyang Ze didn't speak, just looked at me quietly.He seemed to understand what I meant, so he didn't say anything more.

When I saw him stepping back listlessly, his whole body slumped on the seat and staring at the ground with blank eyes, I didn't feel the slightest feeling in my heart. At this second, he is not the one I love. Man, he will never be the man I love in the next second...

"Christopher, are you okay?"

"fine…"

Although Krista was smiling at me, her eyes were fixed on the decadent man slumped in the chair...