absurd life

Chapter 56: The Arrival of the Crisis

The man in black will appear in all fantasy novels. He is often a key figure in the development of the story. He can always appear on occasions that should not appear, and bring an unexpected surprise to the hero or heroine, but The point is, he's always wearing a "black top" and you never see him for what he really looks like.

However, these plots that appeared in the novel actually happened in my life.Every time I saw that person, she really only wore black, and her face couldn't be seen at all.She always shows up when I don't expect it and makes me nervous.

I don't know who she is, and I don't know why she appeared, but the only thing I can be sure of is that every time she appears, I always add a little blackness to my life...

For the first time, after she appeared, there was a rift between Ouyang Ze and me, and I also found out that I had cancer.The second time, although her appearance did not harm me, it made the life of the innocent Krista rough.However, the third time, although I don't know if the person who appeared at the reception was her, but my intuition told me that it must have something to do with her.

This time, although I didn't see her appearance with my own eyes, I can still feel that terrifying aura rushing towards me...

I don't know if Ouyang Ze's change also caused my emotions. During the few days after he left, I didn't feel like I couldn't eat or sleep every day like before. On the contrary, I felt that life was much easier.At the same time, Xu Shaohui began to become extroverted, and became the same as before.

"Ruirui, let's go, I'm in a good mood today, let's go to the bar with me~"

Eight o'clock in the evening is the beginning of nightlife. Although Xu Shaohui has a job, his real working time is at night.Whenever night fell, he would change into cool clothes, spray on the most alluring cologne, and go to the gay bar.

In the past, he would never call me. First, because I was married, it was inconvenient to have Ouyang Ze around. Second, it was because our relationship had some small rifts during that time, and we always talked too much .But today, his initiative seemed extraordinary.

I am used to the life of going to work every day, so my body is limp at night, not to mention going out, I even want to lie in the bathtub when I take a shower, but now I want to go to a gay bar to have sex with him?Even if I have the heart, I don't have the energy.

"Forget it, go by yourself, I'm too lazy to move."

I fell headlong on the sofa and enjoyed the soft touch of the sofa. Although the surface of the sofa has a faint scent of detergent, it made me feel more at ease compared with the smell of perfume on Xu Shaohui.

"Oh, it's rare for Ouyang Ze to go out once, so you just take it as a way to relax yourself, and besides, it's just to sit and sit, and it's not that you want to go out with other men..."

Before he finished speaking, he was stimulated by my sharp eyes and became "dumb", and the second half of the sentence could only be choked in his throat and he couldn't say anything.

I just want to forget about the past, that dirty time is a thorn in my heart, as long as I think of it, it will be pierced hard in my heart, oozing bright red blood.

"Are you dying..."

"I was wrong, can't I be wrong? Oh, Ruirui, tell me, have you ever relaxed after you got married? You go to work every day, and occasionally go shopping with that Krista. Why don't you relax? Living like this is too tiring!"

Xu Shaohui gently pinched my shoulders to help me relieve the fatigue caused by a day's work. Although his skills were not as good as Ouyang Ze's, and his strength was sometimes light and sometimes heavy, it was much better than before.

If he hadn't reminded me, I would have really forgotten about it.Since Ouyang Ze and I have been married for so long, I really haven't had a good time to relax. Every day is a life of two o'clock and one line, and the busy things never end.

You know, I used to be a person who couldn't bear to be bored.Playing and having fun fills my daily life. Basically, all my free time is given to bars, discos, and ktv.So much so that when I think about my current life, I feel that they are two completely different people.

Just like what Xu Shaohui said, I really need to relax. Besides, I didn’t go there for “business” like before. He agreed to Xu Shaohui's suggestion.

"Okay then, let me change my clothes."

"okay!"

After I got married, I really changed into a "village". In the past, I could always treat trendy bars as my own home, but now, when I walk into the bar, I just feel like a waiter who comes to deliver food , out of place with this feasting scene.

This can be regarded as the first time I have seen American gays, and it is a bit different from what I imagined.Although the colorful light from the ceiling creates a sense of passion in the whole room, and the explosive music makes everyone on the dance floor dance to their heart's content, but what is lacking is the "reason" like Chinese gay bars...

Here, you can see those people smoking some "white powder" everywhere, or taking one or two pills and then wantonly shaking their heads and dancing. Some people can't wait to enjoy the joy that should be on the bed happy.

This kind of atmosphere is really unexpected to me, and the degree of openness can be regarded as breaking my biggest standard.

"Uh... this is too messy..."

Watching those blond and blue-eyed burly guys dance with a few enchanting young people on the dance floor, and their writhing crotches add to the atmosphere, I just feel that my previous life is nothing compared to them .

"It's none of your business whether they mess up or not, we're just here to sit and sit."

Although Xu Shaohui said that it had nothing to do with us, his eyes were looking for a prey in the crowd. Although he didn't have a rope for catching prey, his eyes had hooks for fishing.

Today, I was able to get in, and I wasted a night that I could have had a good rest by Xu Shaohui.

Looking at the absent-minded Xu Shaohui, maybe only the light wine in the glass can comfort my boring heart.Music, lighting, dancing, I thought I was the only one who would be the most out of place here, but I saw that familiar figure at the door of the bathroom, the person I have been avoiding...

Why is she here?Is she following me?