absurd life

Chapter 59: As a last resort

Humans are sometimes self-abuse animals, knowing that there is a big hole in front of them, they will still jump into it, knowing that other people's words are ugly, but they still have to prick up their ears and pick up the ugly words one by one. They could hear clearly, they clearly knew the truth was ugly, but they still insisted on seeing the ugly appearance with their own eyes...

The nightlife in the city center is always full of traffic, and everyone has a happy smile on their faces, as if walking aimlessly on the street is a kind of enjoyment for them.

However, compared with the hustle and bustle outside, Wu Yao's building is still busy, like the machinery of a happy clown. Although what others see is a relaxed and smiling face, it is still working intensely inside. .

I haven't been here for a long time, so that when I walked in the door, I forgot that I had ever been in this busy building.Although it has been several months, the people living there are still busy, and the voice of the phone is still coming from everyone's pocket, as if reminding me that this is the place where I lived temporarily.

"Didn't you say go to the coffee shop? Why did you come to your house?"

Wu Yao didn't speak, just walked silently with his head down, but the sound of his leather shoes hitting the floor was very loud.

"Because compared with the outside, Wu Yao's building is the safest for you."

Xu Shaohui, who was silent just now, opened his tightly closed mouth at this time. The way he walked past me and whispered gave me goosebumps all over my body. Listening to his tone, it seemed like someone outside the door. That world is like hell on earth for me.

On the seventeenth floor, when Wu Yao pressed the button, the long-lost sense of familiarity filled my brain again.At that moment, the happy clips of the month I spent here flashed before my eyes like a movie.I suddenly felt that I was still the Chen Rui who had cancer and would soon die, or the down-and-out Chen Rui who came to avoid Ouyang Ze's search...

Although every button in the elevator was painted with new paint during the redecoration, after many touches, it has some wear and tear. Only the number "17" still maintains the light of the past, and the shining golden part has faded. of brilliance.

None of us said the first words, I was almost suffocated by the embarrassing atmosphere, I just wanted to leave this confined space quickly, I just wanted to know the truth of the matter quickly and then go home and rest.I was too tired, so tired that I didn't have the strength to spend any more time with them, and I didn't have the opportunity to argue about the right and wrong of the matter. I just wanted to know the truth quickly and finish the matter.

"Ding~"

The moment the elevator opened, the familiar furnishings came into my eyes again.Everything is still the same, even the aroma wafting in the air is still the same as it was more than a year ago.

"In the past year, I have been in contact with Xu Shaohui, basically we will meet here every three months."

While talking, Wu Yao walked along the long corridor to the bedroom where I used to live. His hands touched the wall from time to time, as if he was also recalling the happy time of that month.

"I didn't intend to lie to you on purpose, because this incident will really hurt you a lot, and I don't want to tell you unless it is absolutely necessary. After all...after all, this incident involves Ouyang Ze."

Wu Yao turned around abruptly and said to me in a somewhat helpless tone.I don't know what he's planning, but the emotions revealed from the corners of his eyes and brows don't seem to be faking at all.

"Don't want to tell me? Hmph, what about now? Is it the time of 'last resort'? The time to tell me the truth? Oh, next, are you going to tell me that Ouyang Ze doesn't love me at all, Just to play with me?"

Perhaps it was my contempt, my disdain that made Wu Yao lose the interest to continue talking.He was still looking at me with his eyes wide open, and his mouth remained open.

"Don't you believe it?"

"I believe it? How can I believe it! You are so mysterious and sneaky and do so many crap things, even Xu Shaohui has become a person on your side who hesitates to me, how can you make me believe it!"

I forcefully knocked off Wu Yao's hand on my shoulder, and roared loudly at him.

"It's still related to Ouyang Ze, what's the relationship? Ah? Tell me! What's the relationship!"

This absurd night really made me suffocate, and Wu Yao's unclear words ignited the explosive fuse in my heart.Just as I was about to slap Wu Yao's face with thick ink, Xu Shaohui stopped me.

"Chen Rui! Can you let Wu Yao finish his sentence! Can you wait until you understand this matter before doing it!"

I really can't believe that Xu Shaohui is really from Wu Yao's side now.Back then, when I told Xu Shaohui about me and Wu Yao, he yelled that Wu Yao would be abolished, and when Wu Yao came back from the United States, he also wanted someone to kill him with a knife.But now, his good buddy appearance and Xu Shaohui back then are two real people.

"Okay! Let me tell you, I want to see what you have to say at such a 'last resort' time! What kind of relationship does it have with Ouyang Ze!"

Pushing open the door, looking at the bed I used to sleep on, even though the sense of nostalgia lingered in my heart, it was also burned by my anger.

"Hello? It's me. Come back quickly. You need to tell him something. Well, that's it."

Wu Yao was on the phone unhurriedly, with a steady tone as if he had serious information in his hands, as if the truth he was going to tell in a while was like a trivial matter to him.

After hanging up the phone, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and handed over one without waiting for Xu Shaohui to reach out.After a "crack" from the lighter, a trace of orange flame ignited in the room. Although it was only for a moment, it also preserved the sparkle of the two cigarettes.

"Ruirui, to be honest, you really don't know much about Ouyang Ze. You don't even know what kind of person he is, and the things he did to you were not as attentive as you imagined."

Xu Shaohui exhaled smoke rings lightly, and said to me in a spider-spinning tone as the wisps of green smoke filled his mouth, and the shoulders leaning on the door frame shook disdainfully.

I really can't believe that people can change so fast!A few months ago, when Xu Shaohui first arrived in the United States, he still praised Ouyang Ze very much, and he was also very enthusiastic when dealing with the conflict between me and him. No matter how you look at it, he is from Ouyang Ze's side, but now, he has a lot of respect for Ouyang Ze. Ze's contemptuous contempt only made me feel strange.

"But I can't blame you for this. If you want to blame it, you can only blame Ouyang Ze, an old fox, for being too cunning and vicious."

"Stop talking, let her talk when she comes later, after all, she has something to do with this matter and has more say than you."

All these "shes" made me feel confused, and I didn't know what charades they were playing. All I could do was wait, and wait for the truth to emerge...