Chapter 48
Chapter 48
The warm feeling was fleeting, Nan Zhuo raised his face and looked over, his eyes widened slightly, his expression a little dazed.Xiao Guo had already turned his face away, still sitting with his eyes downcast, staring at his fingertips, pursing his lips so that the corners of his mouth did not press down.
Nan Zhuo said, "Xiao Guo."
"Ah." Xiao Guo immediately looked back, but Nan Zhuo was expressionless, he panicked a little, and said: "You, don't be angry, I..."
Nan Zhuo was unmoved and asked, "Do you like men?"
Xiao Guo didn't move his lips, and let out an "ang" sound from his throat.
Nan Zhuo stared at him and asked, "Do you like me?"
Xiao Guo opened his mouth, but didn't answer right away.In the Spring Festival Gala, the singing of "Unforgettable Tonight" became harsh in the silent carriage, and Nan Zhuo's eyes had no warmth. He said to Xiao Guo, "Answer me."
"...En." Xiao Guo swallowed in his throat, he felt that Nan Zhuo's cold face seemed to refuse, but he had already made up his mind.
Xiao Guo said, "I like you."
He paused, and Nan Zhuo frowned slightly in front of him.Xiao Guo felt that there would be no chance if he didn't say some words, so he said, "You, don't worry, it doesn't matter if you don't like me. I just want to tell you, I, I am very serious. I can't tell whether it is Since when, but I—”
He was interrupted because Nan Zhuo leaned forward suddenly and approached, and the tip of their noses almost touched.
Nan Zhuo said, "I like you too."
Then he kissed Xiao Guo's lips before Xiao Guo could react.
The soft and cool lips pressed against each other, and the tips of their noses really touched each other this time.None of them closed their eyes, Xiao Guo saw a kind of vivid scorching quickly explode in Nan Zhuo's eyes, completely replacing the coldness a few seconds ago.
After parting, both of them panted a little, even though they just pressed their lips together briefly and tightly for a while.Nan Zhuo's eyes didn't dodge, even a little ruthless, he stared at the person and said, "Xiao Guo."
Xiao Guo hummed with flushed cheeks, then without waiting for Nan Zhuo to speak again, he leaned over and let the two of them kiss for real.He knew he had to open his mouth for a kiss, so he did, but he had no idea what to do after that.
However, Nan Zhuo's talent is astounding, and he has mastered the skill in an instant.Xiao Guo had no power to fight back, he suddenly realized that Nan Zhuo was the really powerful one.
Lips and tongues were drawn together, Xiao Guo couldn't clench his eyes, he saw Nan Zhuo closed his eyes, and then the gap between his teeth was wet and limp.Nan Zhuo's tongue cruising and penetrating deeply into his mouth with incomparable flexibility, first licked it gently with excellent instinct, found the tip of his tongue, and then entwined and seduced him like an invitation.
Nan Zhuo's tongue is unimaginably soft and cold, like a snake, but it can stir up a strong flame that doesn't match its temperature.Xiao Guo felt hot all over, he was also aroused after being taught, so he tried to suck the tip of Nan Zhuo's tongue.Nan Zhuo made a slight noise in his throat, which greatly encouraged Xiao Guo. He seemed to have got a little idea, and soon turned his back on the guest, as if he was determined to tell who was more skilled, and kissed Nan Zhuo. Closely covering each other, advancing and retreating in a slight rotation.
Young people learn by themselves without a teacher, and the door to wonderful experiences has been opened.Xiao Guo also closed his eyes, and when they were about to lose their saliva, the bell rang deafeningly, and it was the New Year.
Fireworks bloomed in the sky outside the window, and the sound of the explosion was too much like rolling thunder, which made Nan Zhuo's body tremble in stress.He opened his eyes, and tried to back away like a frightened bird, but Xiao Guo stretched out his arms and hugged him, blocking his waist, making the two of them close to each other.
Nan Zhuo closed his eyes again, his body softened a little, Xiao Guo's other hand also circled over and put it on his back.
Xiao Guo was still very clumsy in this aspect, when he moved his hands, his mouth stopped.Nan Zhuo froze for a moment, then moved forward tacitly to fill in the gap, the lingering continued, his hands touched it, and grabbed Xiao Guo's collar.
The shaking of the train brought back the two people who were fascinated by each other's lips and teeth, they almost hugged each other and fell to the bed, but fortunately Xiao Guo freed one hand to support the edge of the table.They sat firmly on the bed, still resting their foreheads, looking at each other out of breath.
The dim colored light of the fireworks at midnight passed through the window, the skin on Nan Zhuo's cheeks was still pale, but the blood in the eye sockets was very thick, and the light in the eyes was soul-stirring, shining golden like amber soaked by rain.He blinked, light and shadow intertwined in his pupils, he looked very much like a cat.
Xiao Guo couldn't hold back, reached out his hands to hold his face, and kissed the corner of his eyes.
Nan Zhuo gently closed his eyes following his movements, his long and thick eyelashes swept across Xiao's lips, with a slightly itchy fluffy feeling.Then the two separated a little distance, Nan Zhuo glanced down, and Xiao Guo's face immediately turned red.
The moistened lips were stained brightly, as if drinking blood.Nan Zhuo laughed, licked the corner of his mouth that was still stained with saliva, panted and said in a low voice: "I will never call you again, good boy."
Xiao Guo hadn't recovered at all, he even felt a little ringing in his ears, although he didn't show it.He subconsciously said "um", then stared at Nan Zhuo, with a smile on his lips.
Nan Zhuo lowered his eyes, and finally revealed a little bit of the greenness of a high school student.
Xiao Guo saw it and subconsciously called Nan Zhuo.
Nan Zhuo looked at him sideways, beckoning him to say.
But in fact, Xiao Guo couldn't say anything, he wanted to confirm the relationship, and felt that asking "are we together" after the kiss was very disappointing.He also played kissing in love movies, and then took a few scenes of trivial life, and then the two got married.Oh, no, the kiss was followed by lying on the bed, but they definitely couldn't do that until afterward.
Xiao Guo's mind was already in a mess, but on the surface he was in a daze, and it wasn't a deliberate act, but he was born like this, and Mu Nali showed forbearance.When the boys got together to discuss which girl in the class was the prettiest and who liked whom, he never participated in it. First, he had never been moved, and second, even if he was moved, he would not express it.
A typical innocent big boy, all thoughts about love are in his head, and he dare not show it at all, especially to the person he likes.
However, Nan Zhuo was just the opposite. He had already taken Xiao through Qihe Village, and he remained extremely honest after that.He wants to be happy, and being with Xiao Guo can give him happiness, and kissing Xiao Guo can also do it.
He moved closer and asked Xiao Guo, "What do you want to say?"
Xiao Guo spoke slowly, and said: "I want to say... I want to make sure," his ears were already red, "We, that, we are together, right?"
Such a simple sentence already made Xiao Guo blush and heartbeat.Nan Zhuo pursed his lips and didn't speak immediately, he was visibly flustered, frowned, and quietly waited for Nan Zhuo's reply.
Even though they said they liked each other, they were still so nervous.
Nan Zhuo raised his eyebrows and asked back, "What do you think?"
Xiao Guo relaxed and nodded sincerely.Nan Zhuo smiled so much that his eyes curved out, then raised his hands, quickly circled around Xiao Guo's neck, and hugged him.
The force was strong, Xiao Guo followed him and was thrown on the bed.Nan Zhuo buried his head on his neck and said softly, "We are together."
"En." Xiao Guo replied in a low voice, putting his hands on his back.
Nan Zhuo is now lying on Xiao Guo's body, with his hands resting on his chest, Xiao Guo doesn't feel heavy at all.Nan Zhuo raised his head slightly, blinked his bright eyes, and asked softly, "Do you want to kiss again?"
Xiao Guo nodded honestly first, then asked: "Do you want to?"
Nan Zhuo pouted slightly.
So they kissed deeply again, this time the radio next door had stopped, the sound of fireworks going off outside the window was dull and distant, and the sound between the two people's lips and tongue was obvious in the car, so ambiguous that it made people daydream.Nan Zhuo's body was very relaxed, but Xiao Guo was very stiff. He was afraid that Nan Zhuo would be tired from supporting him so much, so he turned over with his arms around him and changed to lying on his side, without parting his lips.
Nan Zhuo's leg was pressed down by Xiao Guo, and Xiao Guo squeezed his lips.This person is actually a bit stupid, this time he didn't guide, Xiao Guo just wandered around at a loss.
He knew Xiao Guo's reaction, bent his knees and touched it lightly, Xiao Guo stepped back immediately, took a breath and said "I'm sorry".
"Practice more," Nan Zhuo narrowed his eyes comfortably, and said with red lips, "Try not to apologize next time."
Xiao Guo touched his earlobe, and even nodded in agreement.
The atmosphere of the night was subtle and beautiful, the train was such a wonderful location, there was nowhere to escape.But just right, once the relationship is confirmed, it means sticking together all the time.
The two of them washed together, since the people in the same compartment were already asleep anyway, holding hands in front of the sink, and brushing their teeth with one hand each.At first they were standing side by side, after a while Xiao Guo hugged Nan Zhuo's waist.
There are two people reflected in the mirror, I don't know whether Xiao Guo is too strong or Nan Zhuo is too thin, Xiao Guo stands behind Nan Zhuo, he is taller and wider than Nan Zhuo by more than one size.
Nan Zhuo had never been so relaxed before, he raised his head and rubbed the top of his hair against Xiao Guo's chest.
The train arrived in Yufang City in the morning, and the two of them slept for a few hours, this time in the same bed openly.Nan Zhuo was lying on the inside with his back against the wall, but after he moved forward, he was hugged by Xiao Guo.
Nan Zhuo closed his eyes, the most intense and clear sound in his ears was not the clang of the train, nor the fireworks and firecrackers in the sky, but the sound of Xiao Guo's heartbeat.They were covered with a quilt, Xiao Guo's haste and apprehension easily penetrated through the poor cover of his clothes, and Nan Zhuo was on his pillow, sending Nan Zhuo to sleep.
But Xiao Guo didn't close his eyes almost all night.
He also didn't dare to adjust his posture frequently, for fear that Nan Zhuo would be uncomfortable.The hazy sense of unreality was always lingering in his heart, and he couldn't help but lower his head to confirm, only to find that the fingertips of the person who kept him awake was holding his collar, and he was sleeping peacefully with his eyes closed.
Xiao Guo smiled, hesitated for a moment, still bowed his head and kissed Nan Zhuo's forehead lightly and quickly.
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After returning to Yufang City, the two didn't see each other for a few days, because it was the beginning of the year, some relatives came to Xiao Guo's house, even when his parents were away, he brought a lot of things, and he kept his mouth open and closed, as if Xiao Guo could Be the master of their home.
It wasn't until the fourth day of the lunar new year that Xiao Guo rode his bicycle to find Nan Zhuo. Before that, because neither of them had a mobile phone, they hadn't contacted each other.A lot of time during the holidays happened to be with each other. Xiao Guo took Nan Zhuo for a stroll around the city when he had nothing to do. Even if he had no destination, he could ride for several hours. Nan Zhuo was not so cold behind him. Every time the car stops and Xiao passes by, he quietly blows his nose. He thinks this action is ugly, and he doesn't want Nan Zhuo to see it.
But Nan Zhuo still knew that he was freezing, so he didn't want to ride around like this anymore.The seaside was also cold, so the two good students went to the city library to finish their winter vacation homework face to face.The library was quiet, and when the two of them wanted to talk, they wrote on paper and uploaded it. The ink flowed out smoothly from the tip of the pen, silently bringing out the secret happiness in their hearts.
Xiao Guo took all the notes and saved them.
You can't study all the time in the library, Nan Zhuo will feel uncomfortable after writing with his right hand for a long time, he frowned slightly, Xiao Guo saw it from across the table.
Xiao Guo gestured, but there was no one around, Nan Zhuo stretched out his hand, but Xiao Guo caught him.
Xiao Guo's fingertips were much rougher than Nan Zhuo's, and he covered his cold fingertips with warm body temperature, and then kneaded and massaged for a long time.
A glance at this hand reminded Xiao Guo of the scene in the equipment room, and his expression was not good-looking.
Nan Zhuo saw it, stretched out his foot under the table to touch his calf, and asked softly, "What's the matter with you?"
Xiao Guo didn't answer, but Nan Zhuo knew what he was thinking, and said: "It's been fine for a long time, look, there is no scar left."
But when the two of them left, Xiao Guo still had a sullen face, pushing the bicycle away silently.Nan Zhuo was walking on the other side of the bicycle, looking at him all the time, not paying attention to his feet, and was hit by the stirrups on his legs several times.
Xiao Guo frowned, stopped the car and said, "Come here."
Nan Zhuo passed by, looking very obedient, but when he got to Xiao Guo's side, he put his cold hand on Xiao Guo's neck.Xiao Guo was provoked to shrug his shoulders, but he didn't hide, instead he held Nan Zhuo's hands and brought them under his scarf to warm them.
On a weekday afternoon, there were few people on the street.Nan Zhuo moved forward, and knocked Xiao's collarbone with his chin.
He asked, "What's the matter? Are you unhappy?"
Xiao Guo has never been unhappy with Nan Zhuo, he shook his head and let Nan Zhuo loosen the broken hair on his forehead.Nan Zhuo narrowed his eyes dangerously at this stuffy gourd, and put his hands in Xiao Guo's neck into a posture of pinching his neck, asking: "Will you tell me?"
"En." Xiao Guo supported his wrist, his eyebrows were lowered, and his expression was very disappointed.He said, "I hurt you."
Nan Zhuo smiled and said, "It's all over early."
"If I hadn't told the teacher directly," Xiao Guo said stubbornly, "they wouldn't have treated you like that."
Nan Zhuo tightened his hands a little, and asked warningly: "What you did was right, well, why do you think about these things to make yourself unhappy?"
He paused for a moment, and suddenly his brows and eyes turned cold, he pulled his hand back from Xiao Guo's neck, and said, "You still mind if I'm..."
"No!" Xiao Guo knew what Nan Zhuo was talking about, and said hurriedly: "I didn't mean that, I didn't mind that."
Nan Zhuo was very vigilant and asked, "Then you don't mind if someone strips me of my clothes?"
The thorns all over the boy's body stood up, Xiao Guo really felt that he was stupid, originally he felt sorry for Nan Zhuo's fingers, but in the end, Nan Zhuo brought up that matter again.
"I, I mind," he didn't know how to express, "but I also...I'm just afraid that your hand will be uncomfortable."
No matter how smooth this matter was, it was not satisfactory. Xiao Guo hated himself for not resolving it violently when his boyfriend was treated like that.He was afraid that Nan Zhuo, who was already scarred and scarred, would add more shadows, and he was also afraid that Nan Zhuo would think that he despised him because of that incident.
Nan Zhuo looked at Xiao Guo for a while, and said, "I didn't care about that before, but," he moved closer to Xiao Guo, "it's different now."
People who don't love themselves have no weaknesses, and being indifferent to themselves is strength. This is the vicious circle that Nan Zhuo once fell into.However, he is with Xiao Guo now, if someone cherishes him, he also cherishes himself.
"Nan Zhuo." Xiao Guo touched his cheek and said hoarsely, "You are not good enough for yourself."
Nan Zhuo tilted his head like a kitten and said, "Then teach me."
Xiao Guo put his hand into his pocket, and the two interlocked their fingers where no one could see.Xiao Guo bowed his head and said, "I'll teach you."
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