Good day and beautiful scenery

Chapter 36, New Year's Eve

My mother looked at me in embarrassment, and said after a while: "Don't want to see me?"

"Is he out there?" I asked.

"Your dad blocked the door. If you don't want to see me, mom will send him away." My mom deliberately stopped to look at my face, and seeing that I didn't answer, she sighed again and said, "But It’s Chinese New Year, and people came here on purpose, if there’s something really wrong, you two should make it clear that it’s not good to drive people out like this, what do you think?”

"Mom, he and I..." It was still a bit sad to say it, and the feeling of discomfort in the stomach was even stronger, the mouth was full of sour water, and I almost didn't spit it out.

Seeing that I couldn't continue, my mother only knew that the two of us were arguing. She shook my hand clearly and said slowly: "It's normal for two people to quarrel together. It's like me and your dad. , I haven’t been quarreling like this for decades. But the quarrels are quarrels, you have to talk about things if you have something to say, and you will live your life as usual. If you don’t say a word, you won’t see each other again. It’s broken at the touch of a touch. What kind of relationship is it? , it’s glass.”

I secretly suppressed the churning in my stomach, and raised my eyes to meet my mother's concerned eyes.She has always loved to laugh, and she still does now, but even though she is smiling, her eyes are full of worry for me.

"It's not easy for ordinary couples to live, let alone you. Although Mom is an old antique, I can imagine a lot of things if you don't talk about them. You have your pressures and difficulties. But didn't you foresee these when you were together?" ? Could it be more difficult now than it was then?"

My mother patted my hand again, got up and said: "I'll go out and watch first, don't let your dad's brain do anything wrong. Come out when you think it through."

My mother went out and closed the door for me.The sound insulation of this door is very good, she probably just wants me to make a calm decision, regardless of what is actually going on outside.

In fact, at this point, I have no more choices.It's not that my mother put pressure on me. I agree with most of what she said, such as the quarrel she gave my father in the past.

As for me and Shen Yan, I don't want to expose the ugliest part between us to my family.Even if it is acting, I can only bite the bullet and continue acting.

I sat on the edge of the bed and waited for my heartbeat to calm down slowly, and the discomfort in my stomach also eased, but when I got up, my eyes were still dark for a while.Because I knew that the symptoms of anemia would become more and more serious in the future, I couldn't help but feel a thin layer of fear in my heart.

When I went out, I saw that my dad had already sat back on the sofa, still looking at Sanjie Liu with his back straight.My mother put on her apron again and went into the kitchen.

When I was in the house, I couldn't hear the sound in the living room at all. I don't know what my parents said to Shen Yan, but the slightly gunpowder atmosphere in front of me made me feel uneasy no matter what.

I walked through the living room to the door and looked at Shen Yan through the security door.Unsurprisingly, he was neatly dressed. Standing at the dimly lit and rusty gate, he looked so grand that it made people feel out of place.

Contrary to Shen Yan's discreet attire, there are scars on his face of suspicious origin. There is a bruise the size of an egg at the corner of his right eye, and there are obvious red abrasions on the cheekbone on the same side.Fighting with someone is already obvious and impossible to refute, and Shen Yan finally didn't say anything about accidentally bumping into each other.

"What are you doing here?" I looked at him indifferently and asked.

And my doubts actually include his extraordinary memory.As for my family, he only went to the door once, and was beaten out like a big dog in the end. Unexpectedly, he remembered the way to find it.

Shen Yan looked at me with a bit of embarrassment, but she didn't mean to dodge. She just stared at me seriously through a door, and then said something stupid that made people laugh.

"Xiaojing, today is New Year's Eve."

Does anyone else not know that today is New Year's Eve?Maybe, like a child, or an unfortunate adult with dementia.I don't have dementia yet, so after a short period of doubt, I can naturally recall the so-called deep affection that makes people laugh now after his stupid remark.

It was our first New Year's Eve together.In the simple apartment, across the table with three or five dishes, Shen Yan suddenly pushed aside the chair, walked around me and knelt down on one knee, looked up at me and smiled, and said, "Xiaojing, every New Year's Eve in the future , let me stay with you, okay?"

"can."

I didn't hesitate.Don't hesitate, I'm afraid that if it was the idea that came to my mind first, I would kneel down on the ground and ask Shen Yan without hesitation.He was just a little bit ahead of me.And it's just that, a part of my vanity does get gratified.

I love him, but he knows better than me what I want him to do for me, even if it is not a wedding, not a legal certificate, but just a plain ring that is not even silver.

Thinking of the ring that I have been wearing all the time, on the day I received the MMS from Zhou Yue, I angrily took it off and threw it on Shen Yan's face.

Now that I don't have a ring, naturally it doesn't matter whether he pays or not, or whether he deserves to spend New Year's Eve with me.

Shen Yan called me again, I shook off those inappropriate memories in my mind, and looked at Shen Yan with a wry smile: "It's rare that you know what day it is today, but do you know that this is my parents' house, they don't have to worry about it We pay for our shit."

"Xiao Jing, I just want to spend a new year with you."

"Then what?" I looked into his sad eyes and didn't feel anything. I just thought that his acting skills were extraordinary, and I couldn't help laughing, "Things that are too formal are most of the time Disgusting."

"It's not a form! How could it be a form? You probably don't believe it. I can come here and almost kill people. I don't want to do that, but I can't help it. Xiaojing, I drove for four hours and almost rushed under the viaduct twice. If only For the form you said, I won't even risk my life."

"Shen Yan, you..."

I was so angry that my hands and feet trembled, I stared at his serious face, and was suddenly speechless.He knew my weakness, always knew it, and he took advantage of it so easily that he didn't even have to hide it.

Enduring disgust with myself, I asked Shen Yan: "What exactly do you want to do?"

"Let me in." His face was calm and his tone was firm, "Leave the rest to me."

Kemen looked at each other for tens of seconds, and Shen Yan's eyes were bright, obviously he already knew his reaction to me.His composure is just a nuisance to me.

I didn't open the door for Shen Yan, but turned around and went back to the living room, and went to sit next to my dad.My dad's movie is coming to an end, I guess I can only make a quick decision, and I will leave it to my dad and God to make it or not.

"Dad, I'm sorry."

My dad didn't even look back: "If you're talking about Shen Yan, don't talk about it. You should already understand my attitude."

"Please let him in, Dad." I knew my dad's attitude, but I still had to go against his wishes again.I leaned back on the sofa back, enjoying the palpitations and exhaustion of the anger alone.

"dad……"

My dad glanced sideways, and was about to greet my face with his hand, but my mother yelled out of nowhere, and he withdrew his hand reluctantly, and asked me sternly: "Is this what you said you don't want a blind date?" reason?"

"That's two things," I said.