Yingying

Chapter 31 Do You Want To Hold Me?

After the second monthly exam, Ye Zhihe's grades improved a few places. Of course, it cannot be ruled out that the people behind did not perform well, but Lin Shen still remained in the top ten.

Qu Chang slumped a bit, and was called to the office by Chen Yang again to do so-called ideological work, and when he came back, his face was not very good-looking.

Qu Chang's deskmate had indeed become a Beta, and he was in a state of being unmotivated the day he returned to school, but now he said with great interest: "What did Chen Yang say, are you going to be kicked out of the sub-class position? "

Qu Chang smiled at him, and then stomped on his feet.

After the new round of table changes, Lin Shen and Ye Zhihe returned to their previous state, one far left and the other far right, far apart.

On the contrary, Qu Chang got closer to Ye Zhihe, and even brought her tablemate Chu Chen along.

"Teacher Chen seems to be very happy for you to sit together." Ye Zhihe said.

Qu Chang rolled his eyes, "He took the test ahead of me this time."

Chu Chen added: "Before she was always in front of me. Our results were almost the same every time. There was a difference of one or two. This time she fell too badly." There was an obvious sense of disgust in the words.

Qu Chang called him "Princess" in private, and Chu Chen knew this title, so he didn't care much, and even rolled his eyes because of it.

Ye Zhihe thinks that Chu Chen is very funny, sometimes he is extremely narrow-minded, and sometimes he is very generous.

"It's you and Lin Shen..." Qu Chang said, "It's hard not to make people think that Lao Chen arranged this on purpose."

If people with similar grades were arranged together, then Ye Zhihe was indeed not qualified to sit next to Lin Shen.

But Chen Yang obviously didn't intend to do that. Now sitting next to Lin Shen was an undifferentiated girl with a mid-to-low grade, but she was fair-looking and good at speaking. These days, she often used the time after class to ask Lin Shen questions.

"Chen Yang is actually the host of the blind date meeting, right?" Chu Chen stabbed.

Ye Zhihe's eyes moved to Qu Chang and Chu Chen beside him, "Is that so?"

Qu Chang's smile froze on his face, and Ye Zhihe smiled, making it unclear whether he did it on purpose or just casually.

"Then you and Yan Jiakang are too." Chu Chen countered.

Xiaopang on the side bounced, "Farewell, farewell."

Chu Chen: "Look, Yan Jiakang hates you."

But what Qu Chang said was absolutely correct, Chen Yang might have arranged this on purpose.

Now the two of you are far away from each other, so it’s not okay to whisper anything. After class, he often wants to go to Lin Shen, but seeing him talking to the girl at the same table, he thinks it’s okay, it will disturb others, and he has nothing very important things to say.

His "forget it" lasted for many days. During this period, he couldn't let go of the idea of ​​looking for someone, and he still refused to act.The common problem of contemporary high school students is procrastination. Ye Zhihe spends 10 minutes between classes wandering between whether he wants to go or whether he can go.

Sometimes in the corridor, he could catch up with a few words, sometimes when Lin Shen went to the office, he would stop at the door of the class and come back.

Qu Chang jokes that he is a little girl who is bitterly infatuated with.

Ye Zhihe said, "But I'm a boy." But he didn't deny the four words "hardship and love".

Qu Chang laughed happily, shook his head and said decisively: "Little girl."

Ye Zhihe picked up the small round mirror on Qu Chang's table to look at himself, he was born with smiling eyes, he squeezed his eyes and stuck out his tongue in front of the mirror, and moved his shoulders along the way.In recent days, there is a faint tendency to grow taller, and his bones hurt when he sleeps at night, but his face is small, and his complexion is considered fair among boys, and there are even fairer than him. It was rosy, like a layer of jelly lipstick.

The first gender is determined from birth, which is different from differentiation. He carefully looked at how he looked like a girl, and it happened that Lin Shen came in, and he only glanced at him before returning to the table.

Qu Chang was snickering again, Ye Zhihe couldn't figure out what she was laughing at.

Xiang Yuanxi is also having a hard time recently, he seems to have had an argument with Yao Yunzhou but refuses to explain the reason, and sighs all day long.

His worry before the split was how to confess to Yao Yunzhou, but the worry after the split was how to prevent Yao Yunzhou from finding out that he liked him.

Ye Zhihe asked, "Is this difficult?"

"It's hard." Xiang Yuanxi said while lying on the table, "As soon as he gets close to me, I... um, how can I describe it..."

Ye Zhihe: "You're in heat."

Xiang Yuanxi: "..."

He was a little awkward or embarrassed, but what Ye Zhihe said was not entirely wrong, so he nodded his head slightly.

Ye Zhihe looked at him, "Just tell him no?"

"How could it be possible to say it directly?" Xiang Yuanxi flinched even more, with a terrified expression on his face. It seems that he really regarded his usual interaction with Yao Yunzhou as a revolutionary friendship between brothers. Ye Zhihe didn't know what to use for a while. The facial expression is just, a bit sad and funny. "What if you can't even be friends?"

"But you are not willing to just be friends." Ye Zhihe directly exposed him.

Xiang Yuanxi was more like a leaky ball.

"At least I can restrain myself a bit now. I was more exaggerated before. I just wanted to wait for me to completely control the pheromones before going to him. I'm afraid that he will ignore me then." Xiang Yuanxi was very disappointed, lowered his head and muttered , "Differentiation is not good at all..."

This sentence is similar to "growing up is not good at all". The immature children who look forward to differentiation will not think so, only the differentiated "mature body" is troubled by it.

Ye Zhihe obviously couldn't empathize, and didn't know how to comfort Fa Xiao, so he had to pat him on the shoulder.

"How are you and Lin Shen?" Xiang Yuanxi decided to change the subject, using his most frequently asked questions.

Ye Zhihe was stunned for a moment, "After changing seats, I stopped talking..."

"You finally gave up?" Xiang Yuanxi asked tentatively.

"Give up what?"

"Don't ask questions knowingly." Xiang Yuanxi's misunderstanding of the two of them was still unsolved, and the next sentence was, "Don't you like him?"

"I don't..." Ye Zhihe wanted to refute, it was very simple, "I don't like him" was five words, everything was solved when he said it, but he found that he couldn't open his mouth.

I thought before that if "Like" has a taste, I hope it will taste like mango smoothie...but why does it have to be mango smoothie?It's not just as simple as he wants to eat, but Ye Zhihe realizes it later - because this is what Lin Shen likes.

Ye Zhihe then closed his mouth, swallowed the rest of the words, and finally understood why he flinched when he wanted to talk to Lin Shen so much these days.

If he hadn't thought about it, he would have gone straight to Lin Shen.It's embarrassing when your mind is not pure.

His hesitant appearance was noticed by Xiang Yuanxi, and he sighed, "Okay, I get it."

Ye Zhihe suddenly felt empathy.

It's really hard to express liking with your mouth, you're afraid of being rejected and alienated, just being friends is not enough, he likes those useless physical contact that Lin Shen called sticky too much.

At the age of sixteen or seventeen, when you like someone, the first thing you learn is to be greedy and aggressive. This really shouldn't be.

Ye Zhihe decided to hide his thoughts first, and worry about this matter after he solved what he had always thought to be entangled.

Ye Zhihe returned home that night, finished his homework and took a shower, but Ye Shu didn't come back for a long time.

He waited and fell asleep, thinking in a daze that tomorrow is Friday, and he hasn't set the alarm yet...

Sure enough, I was late the next day.

Ye Zhihe reported his name and class dejectedly at the school gate, and the person who registered the name also said: "Ye Zhihe, right? I remember you."

Ye Zhihe was a little puzzled.

The man said: "Lin Shen and his class are right?"

"Yes."

"That's right, Lin Shen always misses you."

Ye Zhihe was curious, "What does he read?"

"It's your name." The man still smiled, as if thinking of something interesting, "You seem to always make him angry."

Anger is also a kind of caring.Ye Zhihe was still having fun before stepping into the classroom. Fortunately, the first class was English, and the English teacher was very gentle and let him go back to his seat.

But after class, he was not so lucky. Chen Yang called him to the office and asked him why he was late. Ye Zhihe had always been timid to the teacher and did not dare to lie.

"Waiting for my dad to fall asleep at night, I forgot to set the alarm..."

Chen Yang asked, "Is your dad busy?"

"Fortunately."

"What time do you usually go home?"

"Not necessarily, sometimes nine or ten o'clock, sometimes a little later..."

Ye Shu's place of work is far away from home, and when he can't come back, he will directly live in the company.

Chen Yang sighed and said a few more words about him, and by the way, talked about his status in class and homework completion.Even the most gentle and kind teacher in the world would be long-winded as a head teacher, Ye Zhihe nodded his head in cooperation, Chen Yang let him out of the office.

Ye Zhihe bumped into Lin Shen who came into the office head-on. This scene is very familiar. It happened once in the first year of high school, but at that time Lin Shen was hostile to him, and he only regarded him as the pioneer of puppy love.

Ye Zhihe reserved this title in his heart, and vowed not to tell Lin Shen.

"Why are you late?" Lin Shen pressed his shoulder and whispered into his ear quickly, "Wait for me, soon."

After realizing my own mind, the physical contact becomes different, there is joy, there is happiness, and there are other more complicated tastes...

Ye Zhihe stood in the corridor thinking about it until Lin Shen came out.

"It's not that I'm not on duty today... Didn't you say that you won't be late?" Lin Shen said as he walked over.

"I overslept."

Ye Zhihe went up to meet him, stretched out his hand and carried it back, now that he has the consciousness of "like", he is embarrassed to touch Lin Shen on his own initiative, and he has really become a "little girl" as Qu Chang said .

The school did a good job of keeping warm. Ye Zhihe suddenly felt hot, his back and neck were hot, and he repeated: "I overslept."

Lin Shen said, "Go to bed late at night?"

"Ten o'clock, eleven o'clock... I forgot." Ye Zhihe looked down at Lin Shen's hand vertically on his leg.

Want to touch, can not touch.

Lin Shen is a friend.

Can friends hold hands?

Ye Zhihe looked up at Lin Shen, and Lin Shen asked him, "What are you doing?"

In his opinion, Ye Zhihe said that he overslept twice is acting like a baby, and he is also acting like a baby, no matter what Ye Zhihe does, he will be charged with "crime".

It may not have been established before, but it is definitely established now.

"Hmm..." Ye Zhihe still stretched out his hand and handed over his wrist. He was very white and thin, and he could clearly see the blood vessels on his arm.

He warned himself in his heart, not to take the initiative to touch Lin Shen's hand, but to obtain the consent of the owner of the hand.

He then raised his head: "Do you want to hold me?"