Yingying

Chapter 35 Are You Cold?

As soon as Ye Zhihe's words fell, Lin Shen got up, and Ye Zhihe watched him return to his seat, take something from the table, and then return.

Lin Shen put the biscuits and green tea bought in the supermarket during the last class break on Ye Zhihe's desk.

Ye Zhihe said, "For me?"

"Didn't you drink your milk?" Lin Shen didn't answer directly.

Ye Zhihe looked up at him, "Give it to me."

Lin Shen: "...Yes."

Ye Zhihe smiled, and rolled his eyes, "Thank you."

Lin Shen sat across from him and commented on him: "You have to get to the bottom of everything."

"How do you know if I'm right if you don't ask? What if I get it wrong?"

Lin Shen asked back, "What if I make a mistake?"

"It would be embarrassing."

But he doesn't treat others like this, except for Lin Shen, he needs to ask the matter clearly, and he can feel at ease knowing that the good belongs to him.

Ye Zhihe tore open the biscuit packaging bag and handed it to Lin Shen, who pushed the biscuit back, "I won't eat it."

Except for the necessary mineral water, Lin Shen seldom goes into and out of the supermarket. Ye Zhihe couldn't help being curious: "You don't eat biscuits, what about other snacks?"

"I seldom eat it." Lin Shen replied, "No one at home eats it."

Although Ye Zhihe didn't have a great desire for small food, and he usually ate little, but it was given to him by Lin Shen, and the meaning was obviously different. He ate three or four yuan to fill his stomach with dignity.The biscuit was brittle, and he chewed it with a "cracking" sound, with a little crumbs on the edge of his mouth, and licked it in with his tongue.

Lin Shen looked at him very quietly the whole time, just looking at him and doing nothing.

It stands to reason that high school students are very noisy among themselves, wishing they could talk one second and fight the next.The atmosphere between the two of them was so weird that even the students who returned to the classroom consciously distanced themselves.

Ye Zhihe drank green tea to soothe his throat, before Lin Shen said, "I usually arrive at work earlier than you."

"right?"

But when Lin Shen arrived at school, he had other things to do. Usually, he only put his schoolbag on the seat early, and he didn't know where he went.

Lin Shen: "Next time, I will bring you food."

Ye Zhihe subconsciously refused: "That's too troublesome, and I don't often eat bread."

Lin Shen didn't insist, and said "um" and didn't say anything else.

Lin Shen's deskmate came back from outside and saw Lin Shen sitting elsewhere, and asked, "Lin Shen, have you finished your exercise book?"

Lin Shen turned his head, "Not yet."

"Let me take a look."

"Take it by yourself on the table." After he finished speaking, he looked at Ye Zhihe, this time it must be on purpose, and asked blatantly, "Do you care?"

Ye Zhihe thought for a while and said, "She smells like milk." It's a sweet smell, which he doesn't have.

Lin Shen frowned, "Why do you care about this?"

"Isn't it impolite? But it's sweet." She said it bluntly because of her good relationship.

Lin Shen gritted his teeth, "I didn't mean that."

"What's that?" Ye Zhihe asked.

Lin looked at him deeply, "Do you understand?"

"I don't understand, you have to make it clear." Ye Zhihe said, "Just like I don't want to be misunderstood and tell you clearly, don't let me guess what you think."

Lin Shen seemed to be helpless, and exhaled, "Okay, what you said makes sense."

"It's actually unreasonable." Ye Zhihe said honestly, "You don't have to say it."

Lin Shen didn't bring it up in one breath, but clenched his fists.

Ye Zhihe: "Do you want to hit me?"

"How is it possible?!" Lin Shen's voice was a little louder and lowered, just when the preparatory bell rang, his face was heavy, "Let's talk about it in the next class."

Ye Zhihe joked: "Hit me again next class?"

Lin Shen: "..."

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During class, Yan Jiakang was always hesitant to speak. Ye Zhihe looked at him a few times, and he opened his mouth and then winked at him.

Ye Zhihe couldn't understand his hint, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yan Jiakang whispered: "You know it yourself."

Ye Zhihe: "...I don't know."

Lin Shen didn't come to Ye Zhihe's side after class, until noon after school Lin Shen came over and gently pulled Ye Zhihe's back collar, "Are you going to the cafeteria to eat now?"

"It will take a while, there are too many people now." Ye Zhihe said.

"En." Lin Shen sat down on the empty seat.

"Aren't you going home?" Ye Zhihe asked.

"I won't be back today."

Ye Zhihe didn't ask why, until almost everyone in the classroom had left, Lin Shen said, "Let's go, go out and get beaten."

Ye Zhihe followed Lin Shen out, from the third floor to the first floor, from the playground to the long pavilion behind the playground.

The snow outside has not completely melted, and the dry and limp vines are covered with white snow, which looks a bit nice when piled up.

"Is it cold?" Lin Shen asked him.

Before Ye Zhihe came out, Lin Shen reminded him to wear a coat, but Lin Shen came out in only unlined clothes, his hands were still stretched out, red from the cold.

Ye Zhihe: "Aren't you cold?"

Lin Shen pretended not to hear Ye Zhihe's trouble, stretched out his hand to pinch his ear, and the soft and sensitive earlobe turned pink.

"Why do you care about her smell? Didn't you say you only care about me?" Lin Shen said.This "only" was obviously added by him without authorization, and Ye Zhihe never said it.

"Don't you like it? Do you like it?" Ye Zhihe suddenly didn't have the courage to look at Lin Shen, and he couldn't put on a heartless look. He looked at the unmelted snow around him, at the footprints of the two people, and finally looked at Lin Shen. Lin Shen, "Your ex-girlfriend smells like toffee."

Lin Shen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I'm not, I was... I just..."

"You can speak slowly, don't worry." Ye Zhihe comforted in turn.

Lin Shen finally got annoyed and reached out to hold his cheeks and lift him up.

He has long wanted to do this. When Ye Zhihe eats bread, he always gulps, his cheeks are bulging and he can't speak clearly, and he likes to lick the corners of his mouth when he eats biscuits. Even drinking green tea will moisten his lips. ...Everything seems to be done on purpose, and the end of the speech is raised, as if expecting him to respond.

Lin Shen rubbed Ye Zhihe for a while, then let go of his hand and said helplessly: "I just couldn't distinguish between pheromone attraction and liking at the time... Well, I still don't understand it very well."

Ye Zhihe stretched out his hand and patted Lin Shen on the back to comfort him, but he was dressed thickly so he had to be close to take pictures, it looked more like a hug.

Lin Shen: "But I don't like anyone just because their pheromone smells good."

Ye Zhihe: "That's not pheromone."

Lin Shen: "...Ye Zhihe!"

Ye Zhihe put a cross on his mouth, "I won't talk anymore."

Lin Shen let out a breath, as if he came prepared.He did think about it for a long time, starting from the day Ye Zhihe reached out to ask him to hold her hand.

"As I told you before, I have two fathers, and they have high expectations of me. Sometimes I don't know how to respond to their expectations. Every time I get results, they say that I can be better, but the specific What is good, the next time I get a higher ranking than before, I will still say this sentence, let me continue to work hard... I don’t know if I made it clear, but sometimes I hope to have something different, no controlled or bound by them..."

"So you fell in love early?"

Lin Shen glanced at him, "You can understand it that way."

Ye Zhihe had nothing to say.

Everyone is at a different stage after entering high school, the subtle reactions between pheromones, the huge changes before and after differentiation... those new things tempt them, like a Pandora's box, many people want to open , good or bad, no fear.

"That was something they didn't allow, and it was the only thing I could do at the time." Lin Shen took Ye Zhihe's hand, lowered his head, and the two breathed intertwinedly, his palms were hot and even sweaty.Lin Shen was always serious and indifferent when looking at people, and his downcast eyes became gentle again, maybe he would be gentle when facing Ye Zhihe. "But it's very different from what I thought. I didn't change anything because I broke this rule. I still get up at five o'clock every day for running, go home immediately after school, and only take half a day out on weekends. It's not because my family is strict with me. I would like to do that myself.”

Ye Zhihe thought of Lin Shen in Qu Chang's mouth, withdrawn and indifferent, with few friends, and didn't know how to express himself.

"It's just that everyone's life style is different. You are used to this kind of life, and others are used to another kind. As I said, when I was in kindergarten, I was not very popular with the children in the class, and I was a bit out of place." Ye Zhihe scratched his head in embarrassment, "We are still a little bit the same."

Lin Shen laughed, "What's the same? I'm not talking about this, are you cold?"

"It's not cold, you're hot." Ye Zhihe said, they were very close, why Lin Shen was so hot even though he was wearing so little clothes, he couldn't figure it out, he just wanted to stick closer to him.

"Then I will continue." Lin Shen gathered Ye Zhihe's coat and zipped it up for him, his voice was full of patience, "I told you before that I would not fall in love before the separation, because I thought it was unnecessary to break away bound to do something childish."

"Is falling in love a childish thing?"

Lin Shen was no longer annoyed by his interruption, Ye Zhihe had always been like this, there were always countless questions popping up.He only acts presumptuously with people he knows well, and keeps asking questions while pretending to be afraid.That's who he is.

"It's not that love is naive, it's that my thoughts are naive." Lin Shen replied, and then said softly, "But I don't think so now."

Ye Zhihe looked at him.

Lin Shen said, "What are you doing?"

Ye Zhihe hesitated and said, "Actually, puppy love is a bit like strawberry yogurt."

In Ye Zhihe's mind, puppy love is not a derogatory term. Premature love means that I can like you early.

Lin Shen didn't ask why and didn't feel that the topic was jumping, but said, "Do you like to drink?"

"It's pink."

Lin Shen looked at him for a few seconds and replied, "Well, indeed."

Ye Zhihe was satisfied.

In the past, he didn't dare to share these weird thoughts with anyone except Fa Xiao, but now he tells Lin Shen that he knows that he won't blame himself and that he can accept himself.

"Can you really not feel the pheromone?" Lin Shen asked suddenly.

Ye Zhihe: "...Yes."

"That's good." Lin Shen whispered.

"Huh?" Ye Zhihe's head was full of question marks, what do you mean, that's fine, it's not good!

Lin Shen asked again, "Are you cold?"

"It's a bit cold now." Ye Zhihe was still struggling.

Lin Shen leaned over to kiss him, his lips were hot and soft, his breath was entangled, and his lips were pressed together. Ye Zhihe's surprise lasted for half a second, and he retracted in fright because the tip of his tongue touched Lin Shen's lips.

When they parted, Lin Shen showed a little smile, and now Ye Zhihe's cheeks were as pink as he had described.

He said softly, "I've thought about it a long time ago. If you say you're cold, I'll kiss you."