Black Powder Monologue Diary

Chapter 38 Chapter 37

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He looked indifferent and alienated, as if looking at a stranger, Xu Bishui felt a great grievance, and ran away angrily.

Lin Yu looked at her leaving figure, thinking that maybe she didn't like him as much as she said, she just liked her beautiful skin, on the surface she was asking her own thoughts, but when she heard that she refused, the feeling in her heart A little liking goes away.

Thinking of it this way, Ji Shanye is different.At least he really respects his choice.

Lin Yu walked back, but he didn't see a person standing in the corner not far away.

It's Ji Shanye.He was looking at Lin Yu's back.

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After Lin Yu returned to his room, he took a shower and changed into his pajamas.After getting ready to dry my hair, I went to bed.But when he came out, he heard someone knocking on the door.

Usually no one would look for him in the hotel room, except for Ji Shanye.Lin Yu glanced at the time, it was only eight o'clock in the evening, Ji Shanye usually would not look for him at this time.

Lin Yu walked to the door suspiciously and opened it.Ji Shanye was standing outside the door wearing a peaked cap.

"Why are you here?" Lin Yu asked him.

Ji Shanye didn't answer, and walked in directly. Lin Yu stood behind him and closed the door.

"Didn't the director say that he still needs to make up a few shots for you? Why are you here?"

After Ji Shanye came in, he took off his hat and threw it on the table.With his back facing him, his tall body was blocked in front of the small floor lamp, and the light in the room became a little dim.

Although he couldn't see Ji Shanye's expression, his silence was enough to make Lin Yu feel flustered. For some reason, he always felt that the atmosphere was a bit weird, so he didn't dare to say anything more.

"The scenery hasn't been set up yet, we won't be there until after twelve o'clock." Ji Shanye said, sitting on his bed.

The hotel room that the crew opened for Lin Yu was very small, a simple suite.A small bathroom, a simple table and matching chairs in the bedroom, a bed against the wall, and a floor lamp in the corner.

Usually, when Ji Shanye came over, he would sit on a chair.He never sat on his bed.But now, without knowing why, the situation has changed.

It's not that Lin Yu doesn't like letting Ji Shanye sit on his bed, he just doesn't know what made this situation change.This change even made Lin Yu a little nervous.

"Sit down." Ji Shanye patted the seat next to him.

Lin Yu didn't go over, it's not his fault for thinking too much, but the bed is really a very private thing.Ji Shanye suddenly narrowed the distance to him, which made Lin Yu want to step back.

"I... still need to blow dry my hair." Lin Yu said.

Ji Shanye's expression was much colder than when he came here before, Lin Yu wondered if someone had made him angry.

"Just finished taking a shower?" Ji Shanye looked at him.

"Yeah." Lin Yu nodded slowly.

"Come here, I'll blow your hair." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu froze for a moment, but didn't move: "No need."

"I'll just do it myself." Lin Yu said and went to the bathroom to get a hair dryer to dry his hair.

He thought Ji Shanye would not follow, but when he was drying his hair in front of the bathroom mirror, Ji Shanye leaned on the door frame with his arms folded and looked at him.Lin Yu couldn't relax even after blowing his hair.

Ji Shanye opened his mouth, as if to say something.It's just that the hair dryer was so loud that Lin Yu didn't hear it.He turned off the hair dryer, turned to him and asked, "What did you say?"

Lin Yu's hair was slightly wet and curled at the end.The bright eyes are like stars in the night sky, and the eyes looking at her are calm and gentle.

It is normal for someone to confess to him, but he would ignore these things.

But in addition to these things, he also ignored a more important thing. "I don't seem to have asked you before, do you like boys?" Ji Shanye asked him, "Are you gay?"

Ever since he met Lin Yu, Ji Shanye seemed to have always regarded Lin Yu as someone with the same sexual orientation as himself.However, he does look alike.Long hair, beautiful eyes.

Lin Yu looked at Ji Shanye, he had never thought about this question before.Since I was a child, I never liked anyone.Of course, some boys confessed their love to him, but Lin Yu didn't have any idea, he rejected them just like he rejected girls.

"I don't know." Lin Yu told him honestly.

"I was outside today and saw that girl confessing to you." Ji Shanye said.

"I saw her hug you." He said again.

Lin Yu looked at Ji Shanye blankly like a fool.

"Have you promised her?" Ji Shanye asked him.

As he spoke, he walked into the small bathroom and stopped in front of Lin Yu.He reached out and touched Lin Yuweishi's hair.

Ji Shanye's fingers were a little cold, and he accidentally touched the skin on his neck.The moment he touched it, it was as if an electric current passed through his head for a moment, and he flinched and hid.

However, Ji Shanye didn't let him escape.He lowered his head, clasped his neck with his hands, and exerted a little force on his broad palms, which made Lin Yu feel very oppressive.The distance between him and Ji Shanye had become less than ten centimeters at some point.

"Have you promised her?" Ji Shanye's breath was close at hand.

"No...no." Lin Yu said.

"Why not?" Ji Shanye said.

"I don't like her." Lin Yu said.

"Then do you like me?" Ji Shanye's fingers lightly scrubbed Lin Yu's neck. Lin Yu's legs were a little weak, and he unconsciously supported the sink behind him.

"Huh?" Ji Shanye said in a low voice, almost close to his face.

"I kissed you that day, did you feel it?" Ji Shanye asked.

Lin Yu's face was very red, and his breathing was messed up.Although there is a lot of space, he feels that he is being suffocated by Ji Shanye.

"If you don't feel it, why didn't you push me away earlier?" he said.

Lin Yu stammered, avoiding his gaze: "That's me...I'm so surprised."

"You...you go away first." Lin Yu went to push Ji Shanye, but Ji Shanye grabbed his hand again.He struggled again to let him loose himself, but he couldn't do so.

It wasn't until this time that Lin Yu clearly realized the power gap between himself and Ji Shanye.

If Ji Shanye had kept a gentle distance from each other before, now he has removed all pretense.He knows how to pursue a person, and any small action can make people upset.

"I'll ask you one last time, do you still have the same answer as before?" Ji Shanye looked at him deeply.

Lin Yu looked up at him, and saw his own figure through his eyes.

The air became quiet, and Lin Yu's mind was in disarray. He slowly realized that no matter how hard he persisted, he would eventually be chased by Ji Shanye.He has turned on him.