Black Powder Monologue Diary

Chapter 75 Chapter 74

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After Lin Yu returned home, he sat blankly in front of the mirror for a long time in the bedroom.

He doesn't know how things came to be like this.

Ji Shanye kissed himself just now?What did he mean by those words?Is it what you think?But why would he do this?

Lin Yu scratched his hair, feeling distraught.

Lin Yu no longer cared about Ji Shanye reading his diary.He was that one person anyway, there was nothing shameful about it, even if Ji Shanye knew about it.Once the breath is over, it is gone.Instead, his mind is full of what Ji Shanye said to him, and that kiss.

All along, he thought that after the breakup, Ji Shanye hated him.They also haven't been in contact for nearly a year, but now, why did they suddenly change their appearance?

Does Ji Shanye still like himself?Lin Yu didn't dare to think about it, or was it because he was possessive for a while and couldn't accept that he had a new "boyfriend", that's why he was like this?

But Ji Shanye looked very serious.Or is it because of his excellent acting skills that I can't tell whether what he said is true or not?The more Lin Yu thought about it, the more he felt a headache.

The phone dinged, and Lin Yu turned his head to see that it was a message from Ji Shanye.

[It will rain tomorrow, remember to bring an umbrella when you go out. 】

Lin Yu's heart was even more confused.

For the next two days, Lin Yu was restless, thinking of what Ji Shanye said that day from time to time.Once when he was eating, he wondered if Ji Shanye wanted to get back together with him?If he wants to get back together, it seems okay, he even knows about his past.

How about just confessing to Ji Shanye and getting back together with him?

However, Lin Yu thought about it again, Ji Shanye didn't seem to say that he wanted to get back together with him, did he?To be honest, all this is just my own speculation.And, are you mentally okay?Why did you break up with him in the first place? Wasn't it because you didn't want Ji Shanye to be with a psychopath?

Are we going to repeat the same mistakes now?

Lin Yu looked down on himself a bit, and had sworn at the beginning that he would break up with Ji Shanye even if he said those things to him.Now Ji Shanye only seemed to be getting back together with him, so he was eagerly rushing to be with him.

Lin Yu thought about Ji Shanye during the day, and it was Ji Shanye who went to sleep and dreamed at night.

The dream was full of images of Ji Shanye kissing himself in the car that day. After waking up, Lin Yu's heart was beating like a drum.

Although he wanted to escape, Lin Yu had to admit that he really missed Ji Shanye's kiss.

"Are you really going to move away from me?" The senior asked before Lin Yu left.

"Yeah." Lin Yu packed his last suitcase: "I have troubled you during this time, thank you for letting me live with you."

"What's the trouble?" The senior asked him, "Is your house okay? Don't just find a place just because you are in a hurry to move out. You must check clearly when renting a house."

"I know." Lin Yu stood up and walked out: "I have taken care of it in advance."

They have already arrived at the door, the senior looked at him and said, "Then you must tell me if you have anything to do, and I will help if I can."

"I see, thank you."

Lin Yu knew that his senior was very kind to him, but he never felt that there were other aspects of affection in it.The senior is very kind to everyone around him, and everyone around him knows that there are only experiments and research in his world.

If you really want to say that he treats himself a little differently, it is only because he has seen his own hospital diagnosis case when he was in Fuya Mountain, and it wrote a lot about his illness.

The senior just treats himself a little better because he knows that he is a mentally ill patient, and maybe he thinks he is pitiful.

After coming out from the senior, Lin Yu took the moving car and came to his new residence.

When we arrived at the new house, because the previous tenant had just moved out, there were a lot of things that needed to be cleaned.Therefore, Lin Yu hadn't tidied up his things until the evening.

At nine o'clock, Lin Yu went downstairs to throw out the trash.I was a little hungry, so I wanted to go to a nearby convenience store to buy something for my own dinner.

He bought a bento and asked the clerk to heat it in the microwave.Sitting in front of the glass window of the convenience store, watching the passers-by walking outside, while waiting for my meal to heat up.

The message notification sounded on the phone, and Lin Yu turned his head to take a look.

【what are you doing? ] It was from Ji Shanye.

On the page, there were also messages he had sent to himself before, but Lin Yu didn't reply.He could see Ji Shanye's overtures, but he didn't know whether his overtures really wanted to get back together with him, or it was just a possessive desire to get back together when he knew he had a boyfriend.Therefore, Lin Yu hesitated all the time, and never replied to him.

Lin Yu looked at his phone, and didn't reply him this time.

He finished eating alone in front of the glass window of the convenience store, bought some daily necessities, and walked home.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Lin Yu was exhausted after packing up, washed up, changed into pajamas, and was about to turn off the lights and go to bed.

But as soon as he sat on the bed, he saw a message from Ji Shanye.

【Can you come down for a while?I have something to tell you. 】

down?Lin Yu almost got out of bed and looked out, but after thinking about it carefully, Ji Shanye should be downstairs in the apartment he lived in a few days ago?But I have already moved.

Moreover, why did Ji Shanye come to him suddenly?

【Is there a problem? ] Lin Yu couldn't help asking him.

[You come down first. ] Ji Shanye quickly replied.

[Actually——you've found the wrong place, I don't live in that apartment building now. 】

[It's too late today, let's talk about it tomorrow. ] Before Lin Yu sent out the news, Ji Shanye's news came.

【I know. 】

Lin Yu watched for two seconds. 【Um? 】

[I know you've moved, so I'm just downstairs in your new house. 】

This time, Lin Yu was even more stunned.

He reacted, and immediately ran to the window, opened the curtains, and sure enough, he saw a black car parked downstairs of his house.

【I'm waiting for you. 】