why are they still in love

Chapter 73

Xiao Zhaoshan booked a high-end suite in a hotel in Tianhe District, Guangzhou for [-] days. As soon as the weekend arrived, the two of them dragged two suitcases of luggage and landed at Baiyun Airport thousands of miles away.

In mid-March, Guangzhou was returning to the southern sky, and everywhere was as humid as a tropical rainforest. If Xiao Zhaoshan hadn’t booked a ticket to climb the Guangzhou Tower one day in advance, Xiao Chining would have stayed in the hotel room until April before going out.

However, he never imagined that the first itinerary that Xiao Zhaoshan forced him to carry out was to ride the Ferris wheel.

Standing in the crowd, he looked up at the top of the tower, then turned his face to look at Xiao Zhaoshan, who was dressed casually and was still reading the Canton Tower brochure with relish, and couldn't help asking: "Hey, were you young?" What regrets did you have with that woman, and you must make up for it with me?"

Xiao Zhaoshan's gaze still stayed on the attraction introduction: "No, I just want to experience with you the essential dating items for couples your age."

He pointed the brochure in front of Xiao Chining: "It says that this is the tallest horizontal Ferris wheel in the world, and it can overlook the night view of Guangzhou in all directions at 360 degrees."

Xiao Chining leaned back slightly, and said in distaste: "It's broad daylight, where is the night scene? Be smart, don't follow the book."

Xiao Zhaoshan frowned and glanced at him: "How do you talk to Dad?"

"I promised to come out and ride the Ferris wheel with you, enough to give you face, what else do you want?" Xiao Chining said.

Xiao Zhaoshan closed the brochure with a "snap": "Don't sit down, go directly to eat, and go back to sleep after eating."

"That's great." Xiao Chining turned around immediately.

Seeing that he couldn't be intimidated, Xiao Zhaoshan quickly reached out and grabbed the cantilever belt on the back of his neck: "Can we cooperate a little when we come out to play?"

Xiao Chining turned around holding his right hand in his left hand, and said with a taut smile: "Well, well, cooperate, and satisfy your middle-aged boy's heart."

Xiao Zhaoshan sighed: "Didn't you call me every day by the old and the old, and you are not happy to take you to participate in the activities that you young people like, why is it so difficult to serve?"

Xiao Chining put on airs and said, "I'm not unhappy, I'm so innocent."

Xiao Zhaoshan nodded: "Yes, I wish you could have sex with me in the bathroom on the plane, you are so innocent."

"Didn't it work out in the end?" Xiao Chining said, "You're being lenient enough, and I'm not allowed to have a good time?"

"If you could listen to the doctor and actively rehabilitate and replenish your body, we wouldn't be standing here now." Xiao Zhaoshan moved forward with the team for a few meters, then lowered his head to Xiao Chining's ear, and said with the corner of his mouth curled up , "You should have stripped off a long time ago, lying on the bed, shaking your ass | telling me to go deeper, begging me to give you more."

Xiao Chining raised his eyebrows: "Believe it or not, I really called you one?"

Xiao Zhaoshan wanted to see what flowers he could find: "Call."

"In public, do I dare you to listen?"

"Your name."

"That's what you said." Xiao Chining was so angry that he yelled loudly, "Uncles, aunts, brothers and sisters! Save—"

Before the word "fate" started, Xiao Chining's mouth was tightly covered by Xiao Zhaoshan's big hand.

The crowd around looked over in surprise, no matter men, women, old or young, all had scrutinizing eyes.

Xiao Zhaoshan apologized to the tourists beside him: "I'm sorry, my son was too happy and suddenly wanted to sing "Nine Hundred and Ninety-Nine Roses"." He lowered his head and asked Xiao Chining with a hidden smile, "Isn't it baby?"

Xiao Chining was overjoyed with nine hundred and ninety-nine roses in his heart, but on the outside he just blinked calmly: "Yes."

Only then did Xiao Zhaoshan let go, caressed his cheek, and warned in a gentle tone: "When I get back to the hotel, I'll see how I deal with you."

"You first sexually harass minors in public places, no wonder I am." Xiao Chining felt relieved, and answered the invitation without shame, "Come, come, hurry up to the tower, I can't wait!"

The journey of innocence has become a long foreplay.

Entering the ferris wheel ball cabin, Xiao Chining boldly hooked Xiao Zhaoshan's neck, relying on the fact that there were only two other tourists in the cabin, and kissed him passionately at an altitude of 450 meters.

The rotating Ferris wheel carried them across the Pearl River, the sea sands, the sunset, the coming vernal equinox and the remaining cliffs in the north. Slow motion generally blurred the time and place of this kiss.

Xiao Chining lay on his shoulder nostalgicly, looking out of the cabin silently.The grand and peaceful Yangcheng is like a city living in a theater at the moment. Witnesses are walking on the road, and carriages carrying love and reunion are constantly flowing on the avenue. The edge of the city is the center of another drama also named "Life". .

So small, people are so small, but everyone is the protagonist.So the earth is always busy, the world is always busy, society is always busy, as if they are the only ones who are embracing each other at this moment, they are boring, and there are a full forty days to squander on boundless romance, wild and pure daydream.

After getting off the Canton Tower, the two went to Tao Taoju in Zhujiang New Town to eat Cantonese cuisine.After finishing dinner, after coming out of the shopping mall, it was already dark and the lights were on. Xiao Zhaoshan carried a swan cake for Xiao Chining in his left hand and put it in his jeans pocket with his right hand.

Xiao Chining stood behind him, looking left and right, seeing the slender girl who had already started wearing shorts and playing with her mobile phone with a smile on her face as she walked, and the office worker who worked overtime on weekends with a briefcase, standing in a daze under the signal light, listening to two people on the side of the road. The young men in suits and leather shoes held a cup of coffee in each hand, spoke Cantonese that he could not understand, and talked about areas that he might not understand at all.

After a while, the green light on the opposite side of the zebra crossing turned on, and the pedestrians moved forward tacitly.Xiao Zhaoshan regained his senses, subconsciously stretched his hand back, trying to hold Xiao Chining's hand, but no one responded.

He turned around to look, only to find that Xiao Chining was standing on the opposite curb, looking at him steadily across a side road.

"Crossing the street." He greeted.

Xiao Chining remained indifferent, looking at him with sparkling eyes, like the Pearl River at night.

So Xiao Zhaoshan gave up the green light, raised his foot from Ludao, crossed the auxiliary road, walked back to him, held his hand without saying a word, and forcefully put his fingers between his fingers.

The two stood silently at the crossroads, silently watching the vehicles coming and going, silently feeling the humid night in Guangzhou.

After a while, Xiao Chining suggested: "I'm too full, let's go for a walk."

"Okay." Xiao Zhaoshan said.

The two walked aimlessly along Huacheng Avenue, holding hands and never separated.

"where are we going?"

"where do you want to go?"

The father and son said in unison.

Xiao Chining smiled at their sympathy, and suddenly hummed a song: "Walk with you on the streets of Guangzhou, oh oh oh oh...don't stay until all the lights are out."

Xiao Zhaoshan raised the corner of his mouth: "You sing beautifully."

"I know, you have boasted before." Xiao Chining was not without pride.

"Go ahead and sing."

"The trial listening is over. If you want to continue listening, you must become my member first."

"How much? I join the club."

At the dinner table just now, Xiao Zhaoshan taught him a very magical Cantonese vocabulary, which is said to have the meanings of "Thanks", "Thank you", and "Trouble". Useful.

Xiao Chining is now learning and using it flexibly: "Well, I only accept meat|compensation."

Xiao Zhaoshan had been puzzled by this for a long time: "Why on earth are you so keen on sex|love?"

Xiao Chining paused, and replied with a serious expression: "Because I want to be honest."

"No matter how subtle a lie is, there is nowhere to hide in bed." He said sincerely, "I will lie to you, but not sex. The eyes when looking at each other, the touch when you are emotional, the ravings when you are in orgasm, They're so straightforward, I can't fake them."

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't know whether to laugh at his innocence or respect his simplicity: "Have you ever heard, 'You can't believe anything a man says in bed'?"

"heard about it."

The two climbed up the overpass, Xiao Chining was not physically strong, and gradually stopped in the middle of the overpass.He let go of Xiao Zhaoshan's hand, and supported the railing as if he didn't want to move.

"Don't you think that's what they really say, even though it's only valid for a moment."

"It's not 'they', Xiao Chining." Xiao Zhaoshan corrected him kindly. "Discussing yourself and the group you belong to will not make you appear objective. On the contrary, it may mean that you are actually groundless .”

Xiao Chining looked down at the wide driveway under the bridge, and said softly, "I'm not a man, I'm still a boy."

"Yeah, you're still a boy," Xiao Zhaoshan turned to look at the end of the road, "you're still pursuing honesty."

He smiled emotionally: "You are already better than me. When I was your age, I lied a lot, deceived many people, pretended to be indifferent, pretended to have no sympathy, pretended not to understand, and went to prison , I realized that I wasted a lot of opportunities to become happy. You also know what happened later."

Xiao Chining was noncommittal.Before the next gust of wind blew over from the sky, he asked, "You were at the intersection just now, what were you thinking about?"

"Hmm... I think it was ten years ago when I came to Guangzhou last time." Xiao Zhaoshan recalled, "At that time, he had just graduated from Guangmei and worked with me a few years ago. Qian’s curator passed away the year before last because of stomach cancer, and he passed away less than half a year after being diagnosed.”

He looked at Xiao Chining, and happened to meet his looking up.

"Xiao Ning, can you understand? Inexplicably, a living person disappeared and evaporated, but I saw that the restaurant we ate at was still open."

Xiao Chining was almost unfamiliar with Xiao Zhaoshan like this: "According to the procedure, should I comfort you?"

Xiao Zhaoshan looked back at the road, smiled and said: "Of course I didn't say this to comfort you, I just wanted to tell you that you should cherish yourself, cherish me as an old thing. Our life is very limited, and we spend all our time trying to identify happiness. If it’s not enough, stop trapping yourself in asking ‘why’, you won’t get an answer. At least no one has ever answered it for me.”

"Why did my dad cheat, why can't my mother be more humane, why is it so hard for me to fall in love with someone? Why did Chi and I, that woman's firm belief in the right choice, lead to a wrong result, why is this family so miserable One blow, why did you and I come this far?"

Xiao Zhaoshan looked at Xiao Chining with a serious face again, and for the first time in his life opened the door to compassion: "Why can we forgive each other? Can you answer?"

Xiao Chining didn't expect that he would bring up this knot again, and suddenly felt childish embarrassment.He staggered his gaze, and replied sullenly: "Fate, those who can't find the reason are fate."

"Yeah, there is no way to choose blood, and there is no way to give up. It is said that life is a long road, but in fact, everyone has no way to go. We have been crossing a single-plank bridge—a single-plank bridge on the vast ocean." Xiao Zhaoshan joked, "God said Maybe there is really a virtue of good life, so let us be together, and there is no need to pass the tragedy on to the next generation."

Xiao Chining sneered: "Don't pull me, if I'm straight, why can't I be a good father, who the hell wants to be like you?"

Xiao Zhaoshan's smile deepened: "Okay, okay, it's different. In the next life, you will be my father and I will be your son. I hope you will remember that this year, this month, today, this moment, this place, you are in Guangzhou City, Guangdong Province, China. On the flyover of Huacheng Avenue in Tianhe District, he promised to be a good father."

Xiao Chining glared at him: "Why do I have to suffer so much when I am your son, and you want to enjoy happiness when you are my son? Show some face!"

"Then you are bad for me." Xiao Zhaoshan thought about it, "Don't give me a meal if I do n’t do housework. If you do n’t have a good grade, you will get me to death. My personal freedom, don't allow me to contact my little boyfriend, okay?"

Xiao Chining asked: "Which science did you struggle the most when you were studying?"

Xiao Zhaoshan replied: "I can't remember clearly, it should be physics."

Xiao Chining was satisfied: "Then I'll enroll you in a bunch of physics tuition classes."

Xiao Zhaoshan couldn't be happier: "Anyone who comes is welcome, if I skip a class, you just break my legs."

"Break your hands too, anyway, it's useless if you don't study hard and keep them."

"Xiao Chining, it's almost done." Xiao Zhaoshan smiled and rubbed his hair, "From now on, I have to pretend to be serious and say hello in advance, otherwise I won't be able to keep up with your young people's way of thinking."

Xiao Chining felt relieved.He wanted to say that he didn't pretend to be deep, he just stood on the street in a foreign land, saw the life in other places, and felt that everything was a bit distorted.

But he didn’t say it in the end, he likes Xiao Zhaoshan’s active exploration of his posture, which makes him very happy—if this kind of wishful thinking that suddenly realizes that time still exists, and then hopes that it will stop forever is "happiness" itself .

The long foreplay ended in the night wind, and the two of them took a taxi back to the hotel, as if they were on a date, locked the door and became agitated tacitly.Xiao Chining took off the cantilever belt hanging around his neck, and Xiao Zhaoshan undressed him. Watches, wallets and underwear were scattered on the gray carpet.

Xiao Chining hooked Xiao Zhaoshan's neck with his left hand, kept his right hand bent in front of his chest, and stepped on his instep with bare feet.While kissing him, Xiao Zhaoshan, like a slow-moving giant, walked towards the bed with his exclusive pendant.

"Will it crush you into flat feet?" Xiao Chining left his lips, thinking suddenly.

Xiao Zhaoshan buried his head in his neck, and chuckled: "Why don't you ask Kuafu if you have become flat feet after so long."

Xiao Chining found it interesting: "It's worth studying. How come no one has considered this issue before?"

Xiao Zhaoshan bit his artery: "Concentrate. You are so light that you are almost gone. Don't worry about these unnecessary things."

Xiao Chining grinned and smiled innocently: "It's been a long time since I did a full set, so I'm a little nervous."

Xiao Zhaoshan hugged his ass, turned around and sat on the edge of the bed, then stretched out his hand to pinch his face: "You still have moments of nervousness."

Xiao Chining sat across his thighs, trying to slowly lower his right hand that had been hanging on his chest for more than a month: "Aren't I afraid of pain?"

Xiao Zhaoshan lifted his plaster cast and stopped him: "If you feel uncomfortable, don't move around, I won't press it."

"I want to hug you too." Xiao Chining moved his shoulders, persistently avoided his palm, and continued to complete the action just now.

Hearing this, Xiao Zhaoshan also tested his limits.He increased the strength of his right hand and hugged Xiao Chining's waist tightly with pain.At the same time, the other hand was never idle, and immediately caught up with Xiao Chining's right arm, helping him move behind him.

"Have you got it now?"

Xiao Chining leaned on his chest, moved his fingers with difficulty, and really touched his tailbone.He looked up at Xiao Zhaoshan in surprise, and said excitedly, "It's really possible!"

Xiao Zhaoshan saw that the tip of his nose was covered with fine sweat, and his heart softened for a moment, so he moved back calmly, letting his back be close to Xiao Chining's hand on the bed, hoping to give him more The feeling of completeness.

He sipped and kissed the corner of Xiao Chining's mouth, almost caught in the rising passion and couldn't extricate himself: "Well, baby is really amazing."

Xiao Chining was aroused by his hot lips for a new round of desire|, and within a moment he forgot the pain from the inside of his elbow, which was inevitably caused by changing the posture he had maintained for a long time, and he couldn't wait to kiss back he.

The two are in pain and love each other.They are sweating profusely, they are cautious, they are carried away.Back to Nantian, the ubiquitous water vapor adhered to their bodies that had gone through disasters, like an unprecedented baptism.

When Xiao Chining woke up the next morning, he found that his body had been cleaned at some point, and his right hand had been properly moved between the chest and abdomen of the two of them.Xiao Zhaoshan bowed his back, but put his arms around his shoulders persistently, like a dragon who dedicated his duty to guarding the treasure, sleeping solemnly by his side without crossing the threshold.

Xiao Chining had carefully watched the sleeping Xiao Zhaoshan countless times, because this kind of Xiao Zhaoshan could be hated, loved, and imagined by him.

However, when there are ghosts in the heart, no matter how much you love, it can only be regarded as stealing happiness.

In the past, he hoped that Xiao Zhaoshan would wake up later, but now he hopes that Xiao Zhaoshan can open his eyes sooner, and see himself who is completely immersed in love at this moment.

Will the eyes be brighter than when they hate it?Will the face be more beautiful than when it is innocent?Will the expression be more pure than when I was struggling with myself?

He waited for a long time without moving, until the sun rose high, Xiao Zhaoshan opened his eyes exactly as he remembered, and asked routinely: "What time is it?"

"I don't know." Xiao Chining still looked at him intently.

Xiao Zhaoshan turned over and picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, turned on the screen and looked at it, it was only nine o'clock, and they made it to two o'clock in the morning last night.

"Can't sleep?" He put down his phone, turned around, and asked Xiao Chining in a hoarse voice, "Did you dream again?"

Seeing that he also wanted to stay in bed, Xiao Chining held his right hand and lazily slipped into his arms: "No, I was woken up."

Xiao Zhaoshan hadn't woken up yet, and even a casual smile seemed too gentle: "This is the seventeenth floor, who can make such a big noise, why didn't I hear it?"

Xiao Chining found his hand under the quilt, pulled it up and put it on his heart, and said seriously, "Did you hear it now? It's so loud."

Xiao Zhaoshan laughed even more heartily, and deliberately said, "I didn't hear that."

Xiao Chining leaned over to kiss his lips, and said vaguely, "What about now?"

Xiao Zhaoshan raised his chin and wrapped it around his tongue: "No."

"It's over, old man, you're deaf." Xiao Chining stretched out his index finger to push away his shoulder, but accidentally pressed it on the scar burned by cigarette butts, so he changed his words, "Forget it, dogs don't hate home Poor, the son does not think the father is deaf, just make do with it, how can we get away from it?"

Xiao Zhaoshan looked down at his glistening lips, and asked: "Are you married to me so you can divorce me?"

Xiao Chining kicked him lightly: "Have you seen Zhao Benshan's sketches?"

Xiao Zhaoshan suddenly lifted the quilt and leaned over him, and asked, "Have you ever heard of 'a man at forty is like a wolf like a tiger'?"

Xiao Chining quickly jumped up and kissed him, then fell back on the pillow and said with a smile, "No, let me open my eyes?"

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't make any next move.

He stared at Xiao Chining's brilliant smile and delicate eyebrows from top to bottom, stretched out his hand to caress the corner of his mouth, and then said softly: "Xiao Ning, keep smiling, it's so pretty."

He solemnly said: "This is the best look."

The author has something to say: Thank you @索洛@重圆@我想起 is your daddy@贝贝不想起来@已彳行吧 The Tao Taoju swan crisps that I fed, they were eaten by Lao Xiao after they were done.I feel very happy when writing this chapter. It would be great if everyone can get a little happiness from it, or the idea of ​​wanting to be happy.