expired brother

Chapter 103 I will be there in the future

The overhead lights flickered and then went out.

The door was opened immediately, and Zhang Xinghang stood at the door. The moment he saw the doctor go out, he had a bad premonition in his heart. He stood on the spot, but his feet couldn't step on the ground.

Doctors and nurses go out scatteredly. Even though such a profession often faces life and death, when a life is really passing by under one's hands, watching the heart rate monitor become a straight line and emit harsh humming without fluctuation, the heart is also heavy.

The blood on the glove is still dry, but the person is gone and will never come back.

Only death is fair in the world, and no room is left for others.

The people who came out of the operating room were silent, the doctor walked in front, the nurse packed up the equipment behind, and the sound of moving wheels rumbled in the empty corridor...

The result was announced silently.

Zhang Xinghang stayed in place, staring closely at the shelf pushed out from the operating room... The outline of the white cloth was undulating, and it could be seen that there was a human figure underneath.

The doctor who performed the surgery walked up to him and took off his mask, showing a sad face, "I'm sorry."

Zhang Xinghang didn't turn his head to look at him, but stared blankly at the undulating silhouette.He walked forward, a small finger was exposed under the white sheet on the side, bony, wrinkled, and old.

He holds, is hard.

The nurse stepped forward to comfort him, Zhang Xinghang lifted the white cloth, looked at the bloodless face, his expression was quite peaceful, but his eyes were slightly open, and the original cloudy eyeballs dimmed to grayish white, like a blind in an old house. Gray old wax.

Zhang Xinghang watched quietly, even his chest rose and fell very little, as if it had become a sculpture.

The little nurse took his arm, fearing that he would faint if he was too sad and unrelieved.

If a person falls ill and is hospitalized, surrounded by his children and grandchildren, and sent away slowly, the pain will be lessened.

But the deaths sent to the emergency room are all sudden, accidents do not pass the time of grief for the living.

Facing the bad news in front of the emergency room, most of the family members cried in sorrow, and few of them suppressed their emotions to the point of airtightness, which is not a good thing.

"Brother." The little nurse patted him on the back lightly, her eyes were sore, and said softly, "If you are sad, you can cry, sister is with you."

She couldn't bear to watch Grandma "open her eyes" and stared at Zhang Xinghang, and stretched out her hand to wipe her eyes and tried to close her eyelids.But I don't know if it's because the temperature is too low and the body has already started to stiffen. After trying two or three times, the eyes are still open.

Everyone knows that those who have concerns in their hearts and regrets that cannot be fulfilled will not be able to close their eyes after death.

Zhang Xinghang knew what she was worried about, held hands that were gradually becoming stiff and cold, bent down, and whispered very softly in his ear.

"Grandma, don't worry, after Ruan Ruan, I will be here."

He raised his hand, covered Grandma's pale forehead, and slid it down...the eyes were closed.

Ruan Fangyu sat leaning against the head of the bed, very disturbed by the last voice of Xu Jiansan on the phone, since just now, it was as if a boulder was hanging on his chest, frightened and anxious.

He knew that people in the alley would not usually come to the hospital, it must be a big deal if they did, could it be Grandma?

Just as Zhang Xinghang came back while he was in a state of anxiety, the door lock clicked.

Ruan Fangyu watched him turn pale under the bright light, clutching the quilt tightly, and suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart.

"What happened?"

There was silence in the ward for a while, they looked at each other, no one thought that Zhang Xinghang was going out to buy food, but now he was empty-handed.

Zhang Xinghang walked to the hospital bed, sat on the edge of the bed, held Ruan Fangyu's soft and warm hand, and held it tightly.

"Brother." He stared at Ruan Fangyu's already aware and panicked eyes, there was a beautiful light in them, and said softly, "I'll tell you something."

"What's wrong with Grandma?" Ruan Fangyu stared at him for a moment, her intuition was very keen, and her hand was trembling to pull away.

"Is something wrong with Grandma?"

Zhang Xinghang lowered his eyelids and raised them again, retracted his chin, and nodded his head almost imperceptibly.

"Stroke. Grandma walked peacefully."

Zhang Nanxing closed his eyes and leaned against the wall at the door, listening to a desperate and heart-piercing wail from the ward.

"what--"

Ruan Fangyu struggled frantically in Zhang Xinghang's arms, his whole body was stronger than ever. He was a wounded man who had not recovered from a serious illness, but Zhang Xinghang could hardly hold him back.

"Let go of me! I'm going to find Grandma! I don't believe it, she won't leave me! She can't bear me! You're lying to me, you're lying to me—"

Ruan Fangyu raised his head, his face and neck were bruised, tears and snot flowed down his nose together, he seemed to be crazy, and screamed with all his strength.

"I want my grandma! Let go of me! I want my grandma—"

He has been steady and cautious since he was a child, and has a maturity and sophistication that does not match his age. For the first time, he couldn't suppress all the emotional outbursts...

Because it was the granny who had worked so hard to raise him and let him know the cold and the warm.

"Brother." Zhang Xinghang picked the less injured armpit and hugged tightly, not letting go no matter what.

"I'll accompany you to see her, I'll take you, and we'll see Grandma together."

The lights in the mortuary are not bright, and every one parked here is a piece of meat from the hearts of relatives.

Ruan Fangyu struggled to get up from the wheelchair, staggered and knelt on the ground, before waiting for Zhang Xinghang to hug her, she couldn't wait to crawl to the bed with all her hands and feet.

"Grandma—" He knelt by the bed, put his hands on the edge and cried, unzipped the body bag, and stroked the cold face inside.

After death, the muscles become stiff, and it seems to be another appearance.

"I'm here. Grandma." Ruan Fangyu broke down in tears, choked and twitched, "Grandma, I'm Ruan Ruan, I'm here, please open your eyes and look at me, Grandma, look at me, I'm Ruan Ruan... ..."

Calling and crying.

"Grandma. Look at me. I'm back. I'm here. I won't go out again. I won't run around. I'll listen to you from now on. Look at me. Look at me..."

Ruan Fangyu still clearly remembers that on the day he left home a month ago, his grandma sent him to the door and told him to study hard and take good care of Hang Hang. He agreed casually, but unexpectedly it was the last conversation.

Time steals the beams and shifts the pillars, making people stumble if they don't pay attention.Relatives are still alive, always thinking about paying back time in the future, and never predicting that a separation will be a farewell.

He hasn't taken the college entrance examination yet, hasn't found a job to make a lot of money, hasn't brought grandma to live in a big house, and hasn't even allowed grandma to enjoy a day of happiness.While drinking ribs soup yesterday, Ruan Fangyu was still thinking that it would be great if Grandma was here, she has never had so many ribs soup in her life.

The ground was icy cold, Ruan Fangyu's leg injury was not healed, Zhang Xinghang tried to pull him up, but he couldn't.

"Brother, listen to me, can I hold you?" Zhang Xinghang picked him up from his knees, hugged him forcefully and knelt for him.

"I don't want to..." Ruan Fangyu's neck and face were soaked with tears, choked up and said: "I shouldn't participate in the competition, I shouldn't leave home, I shouldn't let time pass quickly, I shouldn't leave Grandma. "