expired brother

Chapter 107 I'll Fry One for You

Zhang Xinghang and Ruan Fangyu finally got their wish and adopted the puppy.

Ruan Fangyu had been squatting for a long time, and her legs hurt a little. After walking two steps forward, her left foot landed lighter than her right foot. The kind security guard let them get into the car and sent them back on the way.

The patrol car was not big, and it was a bit crowded for three people. Zhang Xinghang shrunk his shoulders, and Ruan Fangyu just squeezed into his arms.

During the period of recuperation, he became thinner, and he didn't even have the original amount of flesh. His shoulder blades were pressed against Zhang Xinghang's chest, and he raised his arms to block the outside.

The back of Fengxie's hand was a little itchy, Zhang Xinghang took advantage of the guard's inattention, lowered his head and rubbed his ear with his lips, and asked, "Brother, are you cold?"

"It's not cold." Ruan Fangyu put the pup on her lap and dragged its head with her palm.

The little thing struggled less since it was picked up, and only rubbed between Ruan Fangyu's legs.

Zhang Xinghang lowered his eyes, and after a while, he lifted it to his eyes by the back of his neck and sneered.

"I don't know about male and female, but it's quite lewd."

Ruan Fangyu: "..."

After returning home, Zhang Xinghang found cardboard boxes, laid mats and made a small nest. Ruan Fangyu read online that a newborn puppy would vomit if he drank too much milk. Seeing that the little guy’s belly was already swollen, he didn’t feed him any more. He sat on the ground barefoot. , just guarding the puppies.

As night fell, everything was quiet, and the sound of running water came from the bathroom, which stopped abruptly after a while.

Zhang Xinghang came out of the bathroom with steam, turned off the air conditioner and living room lights for Ruan Fangyu as usual, squatted behind him and prepared to hug him.

"Brother, it's time to sleep."

The night light outside the window was on on the lawn, and the warm yellow light came in through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows. After Ruan Fangyu's eyes adapted to the dimness, he could see many things clearly.

He turned around and raised his head to catch Zhang Xinghang's eyes.

Zhang Xinghang was startled with his arms outstretched, feeling something was wrong.

Ruan Fangyu looked into his eyes, and took advantage of this height to kiss him unprepared.

This was the first time he was so active after those things happened.He sat on Zhang Xinghang's lap, hooked the tip of his tongue, and kissed from his lips to his neck.

Zhang Xinghang was half squatting, trying to support himself with one hand before falling to the ground, he raised his head and let Ruan Fangyu gnaw.

"Xinghang..." After an unknown amount of time, Ruan Fangyu sat on his half-raised legs, hugged his neck and said in a low voice, "Do something."

"You can do anything you want to me."

Zhang Xinghang's eyes opened wide, his hands pressed Ruan Fangyu's hip bones, and for a moment he wanted to push him away.

He seems to know the reason for all this.In just a few days, Ruan Fangyu experienced the death of his relatives and the overturning of his beliefs. Everything he had expected and relied on since he was a child was destroyed. People will do things that are contrary to their usual behaviors when they are desperate. Indulgence to seek psychological relief...

Zhang Nanxing is like this, and he used to be like this too.

"I don't want to do anything." Zhang Xinghang bent his legs and hugged him tightly.

"Brother, I don't want to do anything to you."

Ruan Fangyu lowered his eyes, and slid his hands down his back from his side to pull on the belt of his pajama pants.

"I just want to be with you, I want you to rely on me." Zhang Xinghang grabbed his hand.

"I like you and I hope you get better and you're as happy as you were before."

"It's Xinghang." Ruan Fangyu smiled very lightly, tears filled her eyes and fell instantly.

"Grandma is dead, we can never go back."

"You still have me, I will give you a good future."

Ruan Fangyu shook his head, he covered his face, and cried again after many days of depression.

He knew that he should get out of all this, and there was still a way ahead, just like how he persuaded Zhang Nanxing back then,

As long as a person is alive, there are many ways to go.

But now he is tired, and he doesn't even have the strength to take a step. If God wants to let him live to suffer, why didn't he freeze him to death in the heavy snow on the night when he was abandoned?

"Brother, you still have me." Zhang Xinghang hugged him and carried him on his back.With Ruan Fangyu in his arms, her sobs gradually turned into bitter tears.

"Xinghang, I miss Grandma, I really miss her, I miss her."

"I know."

Ruan Fangyu cried and fell asleep in Zhang Xinghang's arms. Zhang Xinghang carried him back to the bedroom, covered him with the quilt and turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and sat in front of the bed watching quietly through the light from the window.

He was far from being so determined, otherwise the physiological reaction would not have subsided until now, the glands were still aching, and the discomfort caused by the temptation was enough for him to suffer for half a night.

But he couldn't agree to Ruan Fangyu's indulgence. Sadness can be released by crying bitterly. It doesn't need to be so extreme, and regret it afterwards.

Zhang Xinghang always thought that he was insane, and being with Ruan Fangyu was just cautiously suppressing the hateful emotions in his heart, and he couldn't suppress his paranoid desire if he was touched a little.

But when he saw that Ruan Fangyu lost everything and collapsed, he suddenly felt that he could live a good life, take care of him like a normal person.

As long as he thinks that Ruan Fangyu will lose his dependence after his accident, everything in front of him is nothing, and the poison of inner desire has an antidote.

When Ruan Fangyu woke up the next day, her eyelids were swollen, and Zhang Xinghang was not in the room.He went out to find someone in his slippers, and as soon as he got down to the first floor, he smelled the smell of burnt eggs in the living room, followed by the sound of sizzling oil from the open kitchen.

Zhang Xinghang held the pan and was frying eggs in a serious manner.Hearing footsteps coming downstairs, she turned her head and smiled at him.

"The meal is almost ready, brother, sit down for a while."

Ruan Fangyu sat down in front of the bar, not understanding why Zhang Xinghang suddenly couldn't think about cooking. There were already four or five eggs in the white plate in front of him, and they were half-baked, and they proceeded step by step.If it is placed in chronological order, it seems that progress is rapid.

The pan is frying this star with a mold.He still remembered the first time he woke up in the hut at the entrance of the alley, and wanted to fry a heart-shaped egg for Ruan Fangyu.

Ruan Fangyu sat quietly behind the bar, as if watching a drama without narration.

The lighting in the living room is very good. Zhang Xinghang opened the windows for ventilation in the morning. The grass in the yard seems to have just been sprayed and watered. The ground is slightly wet, and there are still drops of water on the tips.

Zhang Xinghang picked up the contents of the pot with a small shovel. Ruan Fangyu had been immersed in sadness for the past few days. Although he lived a stable life, he ignored everything around him.

This morning he suddenly discovered that Zhang Xinghang had cut his hair.I don't know when, but it must not be the most recent, because the two have been inseparable all day recently, and Zhang Xinghang has no chance.

Ruan Fangyu's gaze slowly shifted from her hair to the hand holding the pot. When she was peeling apples in the hospital, she left a small white scar on her index finger.

He faltered, in pain and embarrassment.Zhang Xinghang is quietly giving and changing where he doesn't pay attention.

Ruan Fangyu is afraid of causing trouble to others, afraid of being in debt, whether it was before or now.He has reasons to continue to sink, but his heart is soft and easily moved, he can't pull Zhang Xinghang together to live a gloomy and sunless life.

"Xinghang." Ruan Fangyu watched Zhang Xinghang carefully take the fried eggs out of the plate.

He stood up and rolled up his sleeves twice.

"Let me fry one for you."

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Ruan Ruan has recovered~ I am going to revise this chapter tomorrow. If you read it again, you can clear the cache and read the latest version!