To say goodbye is to die a little

Chapter 55

As always, I love rain in winter.

In the brightly lit classroom, the excitement brought by Christmas Eve has cooled down.Originally, I was looking forward to a snowfall, but when there was movement outside, the people in the class booed and opened the window to have a look, only to find that it was winter rain.

Drizzling.

Chang Yue likes the rain, someone mourned, he turned his head and looked out the window for a while, but smiled.Su Yan quietly reached out from under the seat and scratched the back of Chang Yue's hand, and returned her attention to the book.

The rain was not heavy and did not stop.

Su Yan's task of locking the door has not changed.After ringing the bell, they were not in a hurry to clean up. The rest of the classroom made a fuss for a while, and then gradually dispersed.

After 13 minutes, Su Yan stopped writing first, and waited for Chang Yue for a while.The two closed the doors and windows, turned off the lights and left.Su Yan put the key in her pocket, hid under the umbrella held up by Chang Yue, and took the umbrella with her right hand.

Chang Yue hugged the bag he was carrying to his chest, and counted the apples in it, there were ten.

"You received seven apples today!" He said to Su Yan, "It doesn't count from me."

"Yeah." Su Yan nodded, glanced at the apple, and picked it up again.

"It's not that I can't lift it." Chang Yue didn't want to take it back, and he couldn't take it back anyway, but he had to say something.

"Don't you want to tell me something?" Su Yan diverted his attention.

"That's right!"

Chang Yue put his hands in his pockets to keep warm, and as soon as he spoke, his tone was full of interest, "I suddenly felt that sometimes we two seem to be babbling babies, indeterminate, and we always inadvertently reveal that we belong to each other. The move, so I can't help being happy."

Su Yan immediately understood.

Hearing what Chang Yue said, he looked very happy, and asked with a smile, "For example?"

"For example—" Chang Yue was about to blurt out, and suddenly realized that in this matter, whether he was imitating Su Yan or not, it was very strange.

He stopped his nonsense in time, and changed his words: "For example, sometimes we unconsciously imitate each other's tone and words!"

"You can tell what the other person is thinking with just one look." Su Yan added earnestly.

The two were descending the school steps, surrounded by only a few people who walked quickly and far.The rain was getting worse, and Su Yan was worried that Chang Yue would get caught in the rain, so most of the umbrellas were tilted towards him.

Chang Yue moved closer to Su Yan, raised his left hand to hold it above Su Yan's right hand, and straightened the handle of the umbrella.Hearing what Su Yan said, he was taken aback for a moment, felt guilty, turned his head and glanced at Su Yan's side face and eyes indiscriminately, "For example?"

"For example," Su Yan raised her eyebrows lightly, "that day when we ran back to the classroom together, you looked up at me, and I took a chance to give you a hug."

When Chang Yue saw this, his heart was shaken.

So handsome.

The moment the rain hits the ground, it can stir up some splashes.

Chang Yue's hand on the umbrella handle was tightened instantly. He wanted to put his hand down, but he didn't seem to want to, but he squeezed it tighter and tighter.He heard his own heartbeat and his face burned.Worried that Su Yan might discover something, he wanted to lower his head or do something to cover it up, but as soon as Su Yan's index finger stuck to the back of his hand, he turned his face away without thinking.

There was a soft touch on the forehead, very light.

It wasn't until Su Yan backed away a little and started talking again that Chang Yue realized that it was Su Yan kissing him.

This is the second time, the first time was the night when he knew that Su Yan liked boys, Su Yan also kissed him...

"You don't have to be surprised if you have any thoughts about me, just like I also have the urge to get close to you," Su Yan said, and then he explained, "I only have this feeling for you."

Chang Yue's flustered feeling was stabilized by Su Yan again.But he was still steamed by the hot and gentle heat in his heart, between his eyebrows and his whole body, and his consciousness was confused and confused, so he could only focus all his attention on his feet to avoid slipping.

The two walked out of the school gate, returned to their residence, changed their shoes, washed their hands and put away their schoolbags. They did not interfere with each other and were in harmony as usual.

It was still Chang Yue who washed first.He went back to the room to get his clothes, and remembered that the pajamas were still hanging on the balcony. When he came out, he saw that Su Yan had already taken them off for him, and hung them on the hanger in the bathroom.

Su Yan opened the new shower gel, turned her head and saw Chang Yue staring at him, but she didn't know what was going on in her mind, her eyes flickered.

"Wash quickly, and be careful of catching a cold." Su Yan pushed Chang Yue into the bathroom, and then closed the door.

Su Yanren couldn't see anymore, so Chang Yue nodded slowly in response, and subconsciously turned on the timer on the sink first.The big roof in the rain mode sprayed a large area of ​​comfortable water droplets. He was drenched in water, thinking about what Su Yan said seriously, and then carefully recalling the details between the two of them.

In fact, many memories are blurred... I don’t know how long I thought about it, but when I heard the reminder bell rang, Chang Yue turned around from his thoughts, turned off the water immediately and ended the shower.

It was only then that Chang Yue discovered that Su Yan had participated in more and more profound memories than his memories of 16 years ago.

He had no idea what to explain in detail, he only knew that when he was with Su Yan, he walked steadily every day, and he lost a lot of panic and worries in the past.He also began to feel that fantasy was a good thing.

It reassures him, and he likes it.

How much do you like it?

The greatest joy in his life was finally being able to float on the water when he was 13 years old, the greatest satisfaction was seeing his grandparents, and when he thought of Su Yan, he had both...

Chang Yue shrank in the bathroom and refused to go out, rubbed his hair with a towel indiscriminately, and sighed heavily.

No matter how late he was, he also discovered that his feelings for Su Yan were not the kind of liking he said when he made a birthday wish a while ago, hoping that he and Su Yan would be good friends for life.

is another.

It was because he was still subconsciously resisting in his heart not long ago, and felt that he liked it out of reach.

It's really not good to say some shameful thoughts, and it's really not good to say the third wish.

"Like is out of reach for me."

"..."

"I hope we are good friends forever."

"..."

How long did he swear to Su Yan, the reality is reversed!

......

I'm in love with you, I don't want to just be good friends with you for the rest of my life......

Chang Yue thought of this, and wanted to go back to the past to stop himself who was too middle school...but this is impossible.Thinking about it this way, in order to avoid worries, why not just confess?

But how to confess is another problem. Also, does Su Yan really like him?

Chang Yue stayed for a while with a bitter face, remembering that Su Yan hadn't showered yet, and made up his mind to go out.He had an urge to confide his heart to Su Yan when he wanted to go out.But he walked to the full mirror, stopped again, and raised his hand to wipe the foggy mirror.

He took a hard look at himself.

Still looks the same as before, except taller...maybe the expression has changed too?It seems that he is no longer as cold as before, and he loves to laugh.

Chang Yue tried to smile.

It seems to be ok, but it seems to be not working...

He began to lose his mind, thinking that Su Yan had also grown taller, two centimeters taller than him, which made him have to listen to Su Yan's suggestion, and increased his appetite. Maybe he could get it back, but he didn't get it back now. More meat...

Chang Yue raised his hands and rubbed his face, deforming his own face. At least he turned his thoughts from his height back to the issue between himself and Su Yan. While thinking about how to talk to Su Yan, he couldn't stop thinking about it. Are you a bit ugly?When the door clicked slightly, he didn't hear it, and when the door opened slowly, he stopped what he was doing, still holding his hands on both sides of his face, and looked over like this.

Su Yan, who came in with a pile of clothes, raised her eyebrows and glanced at him, walked over, put the clothes into the laundry basket, pinched his face, and asked curiously, "What are you doing?"

"No reason." Chang Yue's voice tightened, and he slowly put his hand down, but he didn't know how to put it down.

Su Yan chuckled, "I'm sorry, I thought you were still playing with the water and planned to come in and start the washing machine first."

"...I set the time, and I didn't time it out." Chang Yue said.

A full-length mirror was embedded on the right side of the sink, Su Yan leaned on the table of the sink, looked at Chang Yue, and after a while raised her hand to touch the skin on his arm, it was warm.

"Are you still embarrassed?"

Chang Yue was extremely embarrassed before, but now he is extremely embarrassed. He subconsciously shook his head, "No."

"Then hurry up and change into pajamas."

Su Yan left Chang Yue's side, opened the washing machine, threw all the clothes in the laundry basket into it, then threw the laundry beads and color-absorbing sheets in, closed the door and pressed the switch, stood up and saw Chang Yue still standing there, Probing question: "Can I help you?"

Chang Yue was almost conditioned by his words and wanted to run away immediately.But he seriously analyzed his feelings towards Su Yan, and he didn't want to back down here, so he steadied himself and replied, "Okay!"

Now Su Yan was stunned.

After being stunned for a moment, Su Yan approached.

Chang Yue put his hand against him, put one hand on the bath towel around his waist, and explained nervously: "I mean you can help me dry my hair later!"

After he explained, he felt hot all over. If it was summer, he might have to take another bath.

Su Yan's hand on his towel hadn't let go yet, but she didn't exert any force either.

He stared at Chang Yue's face for a long time, wanting to say something, but seeing that Chang Yue was so nervous that his eyes couldn't find anything to look at, he temporarily stopped thinking, and kissed Chang Yue's left hand. face.

"Like a baby sea otter today."

Chang Yue was taken aback by his kiss.

Su Yan's tone made him feel terribly sweet. He remembered that he was sure of his heart but did not dare to express it, but Su Yan could blatantly kiss and talk nonsense. Thinking about it, he felt uncomfortable, and immediately bit Su Yan's collarbone. .

Chang Yue couldn't grasp the strength well, so he just bumped into it.

Su Yan's chin was still slightly raised, but after being bumped by him, the two of them retreated a few steps in a hurry, Su Yan directly hit the washing machine half a person's height, and the first reaction was to hold Chang Yue in his arms, Anti-fall.

Chang Yue didn't dare to use much force, but his ability to move is still in its infancy, causing him to sometimes be indifferent, and he has to reflect deeply every time.

For example, the last time he helped Wang Xuan tie his hair, he broke Wang Xuan's hairpin the first time he did it.

After a short period of chaotic assistance, sure enough, when Chang Yue realized it, he belatedly realized that the force he had bitten on Su Yan's collarbone was a bit heavy.

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