trapped love prisoner love

Chapter 56

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little desperate.

Perhaps it was because I was forced to accept the fact that I would spend my whole life in a bed and a wheelchair. My will was always depressed. In addition, my current life can be said to be taken care of by Nan Fengyan, so I started to see a psychiatrist again.

Because of this, Nan Fengyan has learned a lot of things that he couldn't do before. Now, he can wash clothes, cook, wash dishes, and clean the room...

"An'an, what do you want to eat tomorrow?" Nan Fengyan held a cooking book in his hand. He has been cooking for me in different ways every day for a month, but I still don't have much appetite.

However, Nan Fengyan's cooking skills have indeed improved, not just a little bit.

"No."

"No? Then I'll think about what to eat tomorrow."

Nan Fengyan carried me into the wheelchair and pushed me into the garden.

I have already left the hospital a month ago, and Nan Fengyan likes to take me into the garden. He locked me in the room before because he was worried that I would escape again, but now he has no such worries at all, even if he let me I was alone in the garden, and I couldn't get out of the gate.

"An'an, I'll plant a big tree here." Nan Fengyan pointed to the foot of the garden, which was the most sunny area.

"I heard them say that if a couple of lovers plant a tree together, the better the tree grows, the better their relationship will be. Moreover, they can meet each other again in their next life and life after life."

The south wind took my hand tightly.

Life after life, it's impossible.Besides, are we two lovers like this?

I looked at myself with a crippled body, at least my right leg could be healed, but Nan Fengyan let me out of the hospital ahead of time, his intention was obvious.

Nan Fengyan didn't get angry once in a month. Sometimes he would wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, and then he would take sleeping pills in the cabinet.

I pretended not to notice, because I didn't care about his affairs either.

Nan Fengyan gets up at six o'clock every morning. He hasn't been to the company for a month, but I don't want to ask him.

Because I have become more and more silent recently, Nan Fengyan talked to me more actively, and sometimes he would tell some jokes to make me laugh, but I didn't respond at all.

It's because the object is Nan Fengyan, the man who ruined my legs and ruined my life, how could I laugh.

Nan Fengyan would call the psychiatrist once a week, but most of the time, he and the doctor stayed alone in the room.

"Mr. Ji is still the same as before, but the situation is not serious, as long as you go out more to breathe fresh air, talk to people more, and keep a good mood."

The doctor still said the same thing as last time.

But I can't do these simple things at all. In the villa, I can only see Nanfengyan and talk to Nanfengyan. The servants in the villa don't even dare to lift their heads when they see me. I'm afraid of me, just because I'm afraid that Nan Fengyan will be angry.

But Nan Fengyan didn't even speak loudly to me recently, even if I kept ignoring him, he just kept talking, hoping to get my response.

Nan Fengyan came out of the room, "Then I'll ask someone to take you out."

After the doctor left, Nanfeng Yan came to me. I was sitting in a wheelchair. Nanfeng Yan picked up an apple on the coffee table next to me and peeled it for me.

"An'an, the doctor said that my symptoms have improved very well, but it will take a long time to cure, but as long as you are by my side and accompany me, I will take medicine every day."

Nan Fengyan has severe mania and violent tendencies. Moreover, he is arrogant and has good and bad temper.

The doctor said before that he had a psychological problem, but he still refused to admit it and refused to take medicine.I don't know what's wrong with him now, and he still sees a doctor regularly every week.

"An'an, do you see that the apples I peeled are getting better and better. This time, I peeled them like rabbits." Nan Fengyan put the apples on the fruit plate.

Even if he peels apples into flowers, I can't eat them as long as he's by my side.

Nan Fengyan poked my face for a while, touched my hand for a while, and told me to eat more fruit.

In the end I couldn't take it anymore and ate a piece.

Nanfeng smiled, and massaged my legs with his hands.

"An'an, I stewed chicken tonight, you can eat more, it will nourish your body."

What's the use of replenishing the body? In my current state, I can't even walk or take care of myself.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help clenching my hands.

Nan Fengyan put his hand on mine, "An'an, don't think too much, no matter what you become, I will always be with you. In this world, I am the only one who loves you the most."

"..."

Nanfeng loves me strictly, and now I don't deny it.But Nan Fengyan's love for me is really unbearable. There are so many people who like him, why should he like someone who doesn't like him? He feels uncomfortable in his heart, and I also suffer.

Nan Fengyan is always smiling recently, because he said that he is happy when he thinks that I will live with him in the future and rely on him no matter what.

At night, Nan Fengyan took off my clothes and put me in the bathtub.

I was a little embarrassed before, but now it's been a month and I'm used to it.

"An'an, is the water temperature right?"

"..."

Seeing that I didn't speak, Nanfeng Yan was not angry, he just rubbed my head and put his hand into the bathtub, "I think the temperature is about the same."

After Nan Fengyan took a shower for me, I glanced at him, and immediately saw his lower/body react.

I pursed my lower lip and turned my head away unnaturally.

Nan Fengyan put his arms around my neck, "An'an, I've endured it for a month..."

Nan Fengyan had a somewhat aggrieved tone.Nan Fengyan has never touched me since he took the medicine.

He said that he would only touch me on the day I said yes, but I didn't believe it at all. I had heard too much of Nan Fengyan's promise, and in the end, which time it was really fulfilled.

"..."

"An'an..." Nan Fengyan's hair rubbed against the back of my neck, and I felt itchy, so I shrank my neck.

Nan Fengyan stood up suddenly, "An'an, I won't do anything."

Nan Fengyan explained anxiously, he probably thought that I just shrank back suddenly because I was afraid.

Nan Fengyan let me sit on the armchair, wiped my body clean, and changed me into neat pajamas.

Would Nan Fengyan be really happy if he did this?Because now he is serving me more like a servant, and a person who is usually so proud of him thinks that doing things for me makes him very happy.

Not long after, the doctor came into the house again.

It's just that it's not a psychiatrist, but my attending physician in the hospital last time.

I'm almost used to sitting in a wheelchair now, and I can control the direction of the wheelchair.

"An'an, I have something important to say to the doctor, you just watch TV here and wait for me."

Nan Fengyan spoke to me in a tone like coaxing a child.

They were in the room on the first floor this time, and I felt that they were talking about me, and Nan Feng strictly forbade the doctor to say it in front of me, it might have something to do with my legs.

I pushed the wheelchair slowly to the door of the room, but the door was not closed.

"Mr. Nanfeng, Mr. Ji's right leg can be cured completely, so please trust our hospital..."

"Wait, I didn't call you here to tell you this." Nan Fengyan sat on the office chair, "I want you to find a way to keep his legs like this forever, without any hope of treatment. "

Nan Fengyan's words poured down my head like a basin of cold water.

"But Mr. Nanfeng, our hospital is to help patients, not..."

"Okay, don't say these polite words to me. When the time comes, you will tell him that the right leg can't be cured at all, and then you guys can think of a way for me, understand?"

The doctors looked at each other, and finally nodded.